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When Dean agrees to meet with an anonymous stranger from a hookup app, the last thing he’s expecting is for his low impulse control to bring him face-to-face with the NHL player he has been crushing on for the last year.
It’s almost as unlikely as the potential for it to turn into anything more than a one-night stand.
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09 May 2026
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here’s the thing: sex with cas is great. fantastic, even. twelve years of pent-up yearning from both parties involved makes for a hell of a broken levee, and fuck everyone in the floodplain because dean is getting it, goddamnit, and he’s getting everything he dares to ask for and then some.
now, however, he can’t help and side-eye cas a little and wonder if maybe they’ve been missing out on something.
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- Part 1 of on the metaphysical level
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29 Apr 2026
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“You didn’t tell me your agent’s name was Dick,” Eddie says, halfway to a laugh.
Buck tries to force a smile onto his face, but it won’t come. “Yeah, he didn’t mention that before. Apparently, that was info he only wanted to share with you.”
“Oh, weird,” Eddie says, like it’s not worth thinking about. “Still funny, though.”
“Hilarious,” Buck says as he pulls into the street and Eddie types in the next address.
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The problem isn't that Buck's real estate agent is into Eddie or that Eddie seems to like it; it's a matter of professionalism.
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15 Dec 2025
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“Buck—” Eddie choked out, a strangle of breath high in the back of his throat. “Can I…”
He trailed off. Let go of Buck’s wrist to drag his fingertips up over Buck’s stomach, over the ridge of his sternum, between his pecs, then laid his palm flat there—rubbing.
“Can you…?” Buck echoed, urging him to continue.
“Fuck you.” Eddie spit, flush high on his cheeks, embarrassed. “Here.”
Buck’s face flickered, not confusion but surprise, a split second and then a slow, washed-out smile. “You want to—” he gestured at his own body, “—right here, on my chest?” The note in his voice was soft, stunned, like the question itself was precious.
Eddie nodded, words stuck in his throat, but he didn’t look away. Not this time. He watched Buck’s eyes dilate; watched him draw a ragged breath.
“Fuck, Eddie, yes,” Buck said, almost a moan. He laid back on the bed, propping himself up on his elbows, chest arched out, a blush crawling high up his neck. “You want me to just—” He circled a big hand over his pec, rubbing at the skin, then looked up for confirmation.
Or; Eddie fucks Buck's tits.
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14 Dec 2025
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“Okay,” he says. “Take off your clothes.”
Eddie’s shivering actually does cease for a moment, body going rigid with shock. He leans away from Buck’s embrace, as far as the sleeping bag will allow, so he can look him in the eye.
“What?”
Buck holds his ground. “Take off your clothes.”
Eddie fishmouths at him in surprise, effect ruined a little by the shivering starting up again.
“C’mon, you and I both know the best way to warm up is skin-to-skin contact,” Buck says, using the slight space between them to tug off his t-shirt. He reaches down into the sleeping bag, wriggling out of his sweats before wadding them up and tossing them to a corner of the tent.
or, eddie’s bad at camping, buck’s trying to make sure he doesn’t get hypothermia, and naked huddling for warmth is only like the third gayest thing happening in the great outdoors
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28 Nov 2025
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i know it’s not very sexy when somebody loves you this much and knows you this well by fleetinghearts for greencreekwolf
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29 Jul 2025
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“I mean,” Eddie backtracks hastily, “that I probably don’t—uh, that I don’t want a hook up. Just the single, uh, kiss. For research.”
“Right,” Buck nods. “For research.”
They turn back to the TV, sipping beers and spooning dessert, room quiet save for the telenovela playing. Buck, gun to his head, could not tell you who or what is on the screen right now. The brave, strong part of his brain has surrendered shamefully, white flag hoisted while the rest of his brain—stupid, stupid—hosts a skillfully imagined supercut of his best friend kissing men. It’s surprisingly new subject matter for him. What’s unsurprising is his distaste for every conjured scenario, discarding each indistinguishable stranger until the reel buffers on something more… familiar.
“Well—”
Eddie waits a patient minute for Buck to continue before asking, “Well, what?”
“I just mean—if it’s just a kiss, right.” Buck pauses. “You could, uh. You could try it with me.”
or, buck thinks kissing men and women feels pretty much the same. eddie’s not buying it. sometimes settling a bet requires kissing your best friend, a lot, for research
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28 Nov 2025
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Buck sends Eddie a link to a tennis bracelet, black diamond, $5k starting. Inquire for details.
Eddie says wow. you’d have to work for that and Buck replies teasin yu lol and Eddie says i think you’d look good in a chain, though and Buck pretends he doesn’t fall to his knees and hit his cock on the way down.or: Eddie forgets to disable auto-pay on rent for South Bedford after Buck moves in. They’re as normal about it as you can expect.
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23 Nov 2025
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“Eddie,” Buck says, feeling on the verge of hysteria. “It’s kind of a personal thing.”
“Well— yeah,” Eddie says. “If you’re doing it for sex. But that’s not what you’re doing. Right?”
Buck thinks about that for a moment. “I- I guess not?”
“Okay,” Eddie says, nodding. “So— it’s not any different than anything else we do to help each other then, right?”
“I—” Buck tilts his head. “I don’t know. Isn’t it?”
— in which buck and eddie slowly come to the conclusion that getting each other off for pain relief is just one of the many totally normal, platonic things they do together.
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23 Nov 2025
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Eddie accidentally overhears Buck jerking off in the firehouse showers. Neither can act even slightly normal about it.
(Set before 8x06)
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10 Nov 2025
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“Please don’t tell me the first person who ever touched your dick was Dr. Robby.”
“Um.” He coughs.
“Oh my god I’m gonna fucking die.”
Santos tries to solve Whitaker’s sexual hangups. Whitaker tries to save Robby’s soul. Neither initiative goes exactly to plan.
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03 Oct 2025
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“Are you going to react this way every time you—"
“Cas," Dean cuts him off. "There’s not gonna be an ‘every time' or any time after this. What I said was a one-time special, okay? A freak thing. Listen, I’ve seen just about all a guy can see when it comes to porn, and sometimes stuff just gets buried in your lizard brain and wiggles its way out in the heat of the moment, but it doesn’t mean anything and it’s NOT happening again.”
Castiel falls into contemplative silence.
“I liked it,” he says easily, after a moment. “I would like it to happen again.”
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The one where Dean lets something slip.
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08 Aug 2025
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His thumb traces slow circles around the nub of bone in your wrist.
“Kim?"
He pulls his hand back. “I’m sorry, I’ve been drinking.” He smiles. His pupils are dilated and the warmth coming off of him is feverish and so tempting.
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31 May 2025
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and there are some like us,
just walking, making our feet move ahead of us,
a little bored, a little lost, a little angry,
walking as though we were really going somewhere,
walking as if there was something to see at Adelaide or maybe on King,
something that will give a fair return for this use of shoe-leather,
something that will make us smile with a strange new
happiness, a lost but recovered joy.- Raymond Souster, “Yonge Street Saturday Night”
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26 May 2025
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KIM KITSURAGI- “Indeed.” He gazes down at the young man. The crater in his skull reminds you of the bombed out streets of Martinaise, pooling with water stained red by heavy fuel oil and rust. The Lieutenant performs the Stations of Breath with perfunctory movements. Then, he takes the edge of the comforter in one gloved hand and pulls it down, revealing the entirety of the corpse on the bed.
BODY IN THE BED- The movement of the blanket wafts a wave of rot and copper smell towards you.
PERCEPTION: SMELL [Trivial: Success]- The cadaverine odor is faint, no more than a day or two of decomposition.
KIM KITSURAGI- “Let’s see,” he clicks his pen. “Age?”
VISUAL CALCULUS [Medium: Success]- The facial disfigurement makes certainty difficult, but based on his musculature and what remains of the skin on his face, can’t be older than 30. Probably less.
INLAND EMPIRE [Difficult: Success]- He didn’t celebrate his birthdays, not since he left home. The last time—13 tiny flames extinguished—was a decade ago now.
CONCEPTUALIZATION [Medium: Success]- All those colorful posters covering his walls—the bands they’re for are old. Old enough to only be cool to the very young and hip, or the elderlyBookmarked by jamjarjane
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The Chamber of the Sleeping God is exactly what it says on the sign. At least, that’s what the priests claim. Inside, their god sleeps upon a bed of stone, his blessings slumbering until a woman pure of heart offers herself as his bride.
Dean thinks it’s all bullshit.
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29 Mar 2022
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Dean Winchester’s been camp manager of a science research station on the Alaskan tundra for thirteen years. Dean likes his job; fixing the camp trucks, troubleshooting the generators, keeping clueless undergrads and NSF bigwigs from walking into grizzly bears or getting lost in snowstorms — it’s all in a day’s work. It keeps him pretty busy, and this year his brother Sam's visiting too, so he's even busier. So it’s really not any of Dean’s business when some weirdo antisocial ornithologist sets up a tent a few miles away, a dark-haired blue-eyed guy who’s doing a “very long-term" study on birds or wings or something, and who never, ever takes off his big lumpy backpack. But then the new guy starts dropping by camp for coffee and... well, he’s not officially part of camp; he's not Dean’s responsibility; he’s really not Dean’s problem at all, but when a strange blizzard comes sweeping in, Dean gets worried and goes to check. Thing is, Dean's spent years in the sweeping vistas of the Arctic. He knows all about the midnight sun and the northern lights, the ice caves and avalanches, the rough-and-ready Haul Road truckers and the even rougher-and-readier wild animals. But even so, what he finds is much more than he bargained for.
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10 Jan 2022
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In his final year of college, Dean Winchester’s got a lot of decisions to make: what he’s going to do with his life, where he’s going to do it, and most importantly, which girl he’s going to do... right now. And later tonight. And the next night. And the next—
When new transfer student Castiel Novak shows up first in his class, and then his friend group, Dean can’t help but see it as an infiltration. Something is up with Castiel, and he’s going to find out what. More accurately, he’s going to enlist his best and longest suffering hacker friend, Charlie Bradbury, to do it for him.
Not a single one of Dean’s suspicions has anything to do with the fact that upon their first meeting, Castiel insults his shoes, his general existence, and his masculinity by— looking at him like that.
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03 Dec 2021
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For a long time, Castiel thought that every earthly possession other than the immediately necessary was excess to requirement. But Dean – Dean who named his car, who keeps a photograph of his mother in his wallet, some thirty-plus years after her death, who still has the crumpled ‘Do Not Disturb’ sign with a sleeping pelican emblazoned on it from the Microtel outside of Roanoke where he first kissed Castiel, clumsy and unsure, under the unsteady fluorescence of an exhausted bathroom bulb – is sentimental.
It puzzles Castiel, where Dean draws the line between what is meaningful and what it is worthless.
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01 Dec 2021
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Charlie sets her beer down hard on the counter, making him flinch. “Are you trying to invent a problem?” she asks incredulously.
“What? No, dude, I’m telling you—”
“Your boyfriend turned down sex twice, once because you were concussed and your arm was broken, and once because he was about to drive out of state to help your brother,” Charlie summarises, brutal and unrelenting. “And you think that, what? You can never ask him for sex again because of that?”
Dean’s been playing catch-up his entire life, and he’s still figuring out the whole “asking for what I want” thing.
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29 Nov 2021
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"I mean, you’re–” He gestures at Cas, in his neat oxford shirt and nice pants. “–and I’m a high school dropout who tattoos for a living.”
Wherein Dean makes a hefty living as a tattoo artist who owns the space next to Gabriel's cafe. Sam attends the local university. When Gabe's cousin comes to live with him while starting grad school at Sam's university, Dean thinks for sure that all his negative karma's coming to bite him in the ass because Cas clearly has a thing for Sam. No one would ever choose him over Sam. That's just logic.
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- Part 1 of Worthless!verse
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21 Nov 2021