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Manchester City was the only team that made Roy feel this old. His knee hurt, his muscles felt like wet cement, and his head was pounding at the thought of listening to an overly chipper pep talk. The score hadn’t been that ugly—3 to 2—but it felt ugly. Roy was ready to get the hell home and drown himself in his own shower, but there was a security guard poking his head into the locker room, waving him down, before he could even change out of his kit.
“You got a guy named Jamie here for you today?” the security guard asked. “Kid’s banged up, but he won’t let me take him to first aid—just keeps asking for you.”
Roy was on his feet immediately, fatigue gone, ignoring his teammates’ questioning looks.
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22 May 2026
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“This,” Roy says slowly, hand rubbing comforting circles into Jamie’s hip. “Is Isle Jay.”
“Babe,” Jamie’s heart thumps loudly in his chest. “You found an island named after me for our honeymoon? Dead romantic, that.”
“Jamie. I didn’t find it. I bought it. For you. It’s yours.”
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22 May 2026
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It was just a slip of the hand, really.
One second Jamie is chopping an onion, blinking away the sting from his eyes and arguing with Roy over the clear superiority of Stevie Nicks versus whatever crap he was currently playing, and the next blood is spilling over the side of his hand, pooling on the cutting board like a blossoming flower.
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22 May 2026
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Jamie drops his kit bag beside him, and takes a deep, tired breath, not moving just yet. Roy slides a hand up his back to give the nape of his neck a gentle squeeze.
"Is this okay, Jay? Can I look after you tonight? I'd like to, if you don't mind it."
After a long moment, Jamie nods.
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Jamie’s mind goes a little younger when he’s stressed. Luckily, he’s got just the right person to take care of him.
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22 May 2026
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“Hey man,” Eddie says, sliding into the seat next to Buck and pulling him out of his thoughts. “You good? You’ve been staring at that wall for a while now.”
Buck blinks as he raises his head, caught off guard by Eddie’s concern. Part of him wants to snap at Eddie—tell him to go ask Hen, since they’re so close now. Buck’s jealousy has always had teeth; a beast he doesn’t always know how to control, or how to keep from snapping its jaws at people.
But right now, it’s overshadowed by the excitement of Eddie looking at him; seeing him. There’s a warmth spreading through his chest, one he hasn’t felt in a little while, and all he can think is more, more, more and look at me, look at me, look at me.
Keep looking at me. Look at me forever, because when no one looks at me, I feel like a ghost.
Or: Buck doesn't know how to handle the way everything is changing and it makes him fall back into old habits.
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18 May 2026
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but i'm a fire and i'll keep your brittle heart warm by instantcaramel
Fandoms: Ted Lasso (TV)
21 Dec 2021
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It’s tough enough to get through the day while keeping up as much of the old Jamie as he possibly can before he’s just ready to collapse into bed and sleep for twelve hours. He just needs everyone to see that he’s okay. Maybe somewhere deep down he thinks if they believe it, he’ll start believing it. Maybe he just wants to be left alone. He doesn’t really know anymore.
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- Part 1 of would it be enough
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27 Apr 2026
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One minute, he and Roy are stretched out along the sofa, kissing like there’s no tomorrow, and the next Roy’s nibbling on the outermost part of his ear, murmuring about 'what’s a fantasy you’ve never told anyone, baby?' And Jamie. Well. Jamie’s not known for being shy about what he wants - in bed or otherwise - and he’s making out with the man whose poster he used to wank to as a teenager, so on the fantasy front he’s doing pretty fucking good, except -
There is one. Just the one.
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15 Apr 2026
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over a year after rhaenyra loses harwin —her husband and the father of her two sons— she meets jacaerys' new preschool teacher.
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17 Mar 2026
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Weeks later, when the news finally breaks, the headlines will call it a “catastrophic brain injury”.
They’ll analyze the hit from every angle, trying to find just what went so wrong. It was clean, it was legal… and yet it somehow slammed Shane Hollander into the ice hard enough to end his career.
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or, another take on shane’s injury in episode 5 being much, much worse.
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09 Mar 2026
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73981 [1:52pm]
BofA: FRANCIS J. LANGDON sent you $350.00 with Zelle with the concept “buying your silence 🤐❌🖕”- Language:
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09 Mar 2026
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Mr. Real Estate by peachmintfizz
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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Shane knows it’s technically against the law to throttle a client. Even if they’re really handsome and especially when they might be buying a four-million-dollar house from him. But twenty houses later, this was actually starting to become ridiculous.
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Shane is a realtor. Ilya, funnily enough, finds something wrong with every house Shane shows him.Bookmarked by jsu
24 Feb 2026
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change, like the sky by scrolling_upp
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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He doesn’t mean for it to happen that way. He sees the asphalt before he reaches it.
He thinks, Ilya.
He doesn’t remember much after that.
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SHANE HOLLANDER, CAPTAIN OF MONTREAL METROS, FOUND UNRESPONSIVE AFTER FALLING FROM APARTMENT BALCONY
The incident occurred mere hours after rumors of the hockey star’s sexuality started circulating, stemming from an online video of a private conversation between the young captain and actress Rose Landry. There is no update on his current status after being moved to…Or, Shane gets outed and accidentally hurts himself, the world thinks he's tried to end his life, and Ilya struggles to come to terms with mortality in more than one sense of the word.
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23 Feb 2026
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the way that i love you (is the way that you taught me) by jellyrose222
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 Feb 2026
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Shane doesn’t like to ask for what he needs, but when Ilya is around, he doesn’t have to.
or five times Ilya fixes it without making Shane feel bad, and one time he doesn’t.
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13 Feb 2026
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Dennis bit the quick of his thumbnail, nibbling until he drags the skin to a hangnail. Until his tongue blooms with the taste of salty copper. He stops briefly, pulls away to inspect his thumb before ripping off the piece of skin once and for all. A piercing cry snaps his attention and his heart lurches forward, body moving on autopilot. Still, he's drowning.
_ _ _Dennis is a single dad and no one in the Pitt knows. Actually, no one knows he (and his daughter) are unhoused either. That all changes when his baby gets sick and only gets worse, forcing him to show up in the ED distraught.
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- Part 1 of bug, bee & guppy
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07 Feb 2026
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Ilya was upset. They were going to fight. They were going to yell. And it was Shane's fault.
Because Scott Hunter did, in fact, have young, single bachelor, Shane Hollander.
And Shane had lied about it.
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06 Feb 2026
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set in a designation AU, where littles and caregivers are simply born that way. It’s a known thing, not a taboo, not a big deal.
It’s All-Stars time. Unfortunately for Shane, he’s got a sprained wrist and cannot compete with his husband. Scott Hunter is at the All-Stars Weekend for funsies, not competing, so he hangs out with Shane while Ilya is busy.
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- Part 6 of regressed heated rivalry series
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06 Feb 2026
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Learning to Be Fine (The Pitt Foster Care Fanfiction) by Hiding_In_The_Wallflowers
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
27 Jan 2026
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Victoria Javadi is six years old and very good at being fine.
She's placed with Robby and Abbott after a foster home is shut down for hidden cameras, Robby and Abbott run a quiet house with rules that don't make sense to her, kids who aren't temporary, and filled with kids who don't seem afraid of staying.
As Victoria navigates new rules, old trauma, and a loyalty to the mother who hurt her, she learns that being fine has kept her alive...but it might not be enough to let her belong.
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27 Jan 2026
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New Years Day by northrow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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It's New Years' Eve and Shane takes a Vodka-induced spiral through a level of jealousy he didn't know existed.
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He looked over the rim of his glass, eyes immediately landing on Ilya’s laughing face on the other side of the club near the bar. He had his arm slung over Svetlana’s shoulders, her neck comfortably at the bend of his elbow. Shane’s teeth ground together when Ilya used the crook of his arm to pull Svetlana closer, Ilya's head tipping down to place his ear near her mouth.
It was Ilya’s turn to lean in to speak in Svetlana’s ear, a grin spreading over Svetlana’s gorgeous face as she listened to his words.
Shane could vividly imagine what Ilya’s voice would sound like at this point. It would be raspy and rough, like a rumble. He’d heard him sound like that a thousand times and Shane would never be sick of it. It made his chest tight, his heart hammering to think about the way Ilya’s soft lips would brush along his ear. How his tongue would lick up the shell before nipping at the spot under Shane’s ear that made him moan.
But he wasn’t doing any of that. He was talking to Svetlana. His friend.
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- Part 4 of Stolen Moments
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26 Jan 2026
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Night Shift by Menty_B_Fairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.
When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.
Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.
(Currently under major editing. Can still be read.)
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05 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”
Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.
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02 Jan 2026