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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    After a desperate housing search, Caregiver Kaveh lands a room with Alhaitham, a prickly Little who wants nothing to do with Caregivers.

    Bound by a contract, Kaveh balances respecting his landlord's walls with his own instinct to care. But as Alhaitham's post‑regression moods grow darker and stranger, Kaveh begins to suspect something much deeper than independence.

    Together, they learn that healing doesn't happen alone, and that trust can be built once again.

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    29 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    When Alhaitham loses his memories after a failed assassination attempt, he can't even recall how to read. 

    Fortunately, Kaveh has always been a patient teacher. Even if the person in question is an amnesiac polyglot who used to be the Grand Sage.

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    29 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 72

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    Al-Haitham’s grandmother made a deal with the stars to give him a second chance of life. He didn't think much of it at first.

    But he entered the Akadeymia and saw Kaveh, who shone like the sun, and realized he made a strong miscalculation.

    When the sun cried and yelled that he wished he never knew him, Al-Haitham accepted he would die young.
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    Al-Haitham is cursed to turn into a star on his thirtieth birthday unless he confesses his love. It’s not as easy as it seems to be.

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    23 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    They’ve had what Kaveh calls the ‘fungus conversation’ several times now. It started as a joke about the architect somehow devolving into a fungus, but Kaveh insisted on bringing it up again every so often, repeatedly claiming that at least he would be a fungus with empathy.

    Meanwhile Alhaitham, presumably, would not.

    Kaveh’s insistence on this point seems strange, not least of all because Alhaitham thought he knew him better than that.

    Alhaitham is turned into a tiny fungus. It is not an ideal situation.

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    23 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 64

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    “Do you mean to tell me,” Kaveh hisses. “That I got hit by a ley line and got cat ears?”

    “Lion ears,” Alhaitham corrects, dispelling the mirror. He seems remarkably unfazed by all of this, blinking curiously at Kaveh’s new appendages. “You seem to be in possession of a tail as well.”

    A ley line accident leaves Alhaitham and Kaveh with snow leopard and lion features, respectively. As they wait for the effects to (hopefully) wear off, they realize the ley line might have had some effects that go beyond changes to their physical appearance...

    In other words, Alhaitham figures out he can purr, but only when Kaveh is touching him. Cuddling for purely scientific reasons (and totally nothing more) ensues.

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    14 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 30

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    Kaveh gets a second job to help pay off his debt.

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    04 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 14

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    Alhaitham’s world is a constant, grating hum—until Kaveh turns that noise into a masterpiece of pleasure.

    Pushed to the brink of a sensory-shattered collapse, the Scribe doesn't just lose his composure; he loses his grip on reality entirely.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    Illuga moved, his body having made the decision even though his conscious mind hadn’t caught up yet. He pushed Flins out of the way and felt the lance stab him in the heart through his back.
    Strange, how that was almost painless. Perhaps his brain simply didn’t catch up yet. Perhaps it simply blocked away the pain. Either way, it was a small mercy. Slamming into the sand was hilariously more painful than the stab itself.

     

    Illuga took up an attack that would have injured Flins, nearly dying in the process because of the Abyssal corruption that took over. Flins refused to let that happen, even if the method to save Illuga wasn’t something he was proud of.

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    26 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 29

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    "Young master."

    "Sir Flins," said Illuga, readily, "It's rare to see you here. It's cold out. Would you like to come in?"

    "Young master." Hushed. The words land the way a pebble ripples still water. His smile withdraws, "I believe you have left something in the cemetery by mistake."

    A heavy silence befalls their figures. The lock of the metal door grinding against itself as it was pushed shut. Illuga had no intention of admitting the impertinence of his actions to the man before him. Saying it, making it known would certainly kill him, more than everything already was; that he could not stand seeing others lain in earth the longer he lives; that he was faking the whelm of his position—a captain, one who overcompensates. He refuses to turn to the other man and meet that gaze of his; and more than ever, he feels himself shake.

    "I don't know what you mean, Sir Flins."

    "A headstone," the fae answers, each words gentle in utterance. "Inadvertently carved with your name."

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    26 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 27

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    Everyone has a soulmate in Teyvat. Your other half you didn’t know you needed until they completed your story. The fated match that went beyond secondary genders.

    Throwing up a bouquet of mourning flowers, Alhaitham concluded that fate hated him.

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    14 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 3

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    Alhaitham hasn't seen his friend Kaveh in a while. However, when he finds him, he's acting rather strange...

    PLEASE mind the tags

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    06 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 13

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    Kaveh is reflecting on what he has in life and comes to find that as annoying as Alhaitham is, Kaveh would give up everything if it meant he could keep Alhaitham by his side, because right there is where he was the happiest.

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    22 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 88

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    Due to a drunken fight with an Amurta scholar, Kaveh transforms into a fungus. With empathy.

    Alhaitham has to find a way to get him back to normal, somehow.

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    18 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 7

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    “How are you doing?” Alhaitham asks him. Kaveh shrugs.

    “I could be better. I suppose that’s how I usually am, anyway.”

    “From what I’ve heard, you seem to be well off,” Alhaitham says. “Quite the accomplishment to be living in a home of your own design.”

    In which Kaveh's father lived, Alhaitham's grandmother didn't raise him, and now Kaveh has a house and Alhaitham doesn’t.

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    15 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Flins never quite understood the habit of his fellow kin of snatching mortal brides. Most of the time it's for mere fun with nothing to gain than entertainment. Rarely was it for personal or genuine desire. For him, raised in nobility, the act was considered rather barbaric and uncouth.

    That is until he sees Illuga in a wedding dress, looking far too precious for the world to see. Illuga, who he was certain was not set to marry anyone.

    And that just won’t do.

    Illuga subs in on a Lightkeeper’s dress fitting when she falls ill of the flu since he was the one closest to her size. This rises some desires Flins has been trying his best to keep secret. But even the most disciplined has their limits.

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    09 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 44

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    Kaveh blinks his eyes open, long eyelashes fluttering as his vision clears. At this moment, it becomes evident that, however clever or ingenious Kaveh may be, no guess or inkling could have come even remotely close to the scene in front of him. Alhaitham stares back, face flushed, lips tight. The man fully turns to Kaveh, the movement slightly jostling his bare breasts—engorged and leaking.

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    27 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 40

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    When Kaveh witnesses Al Haitham almost piss himself at their doorway, he hatches a plan to see more.

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    18 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    "The consequences of obtaining knowledge is the overwhelming feeling of loneliness. "

    In which Alhaitham realizes that a peaceful existence does not have to mean a lonely one.

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    15 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 98

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    This is a short, indulgent story of Kaveh and Alhaitham, but their lives as mer in the underwater nation of Sumeru where they finally come together as willing mates to raise progeny of their own.

    Written for Kavetham MerMay 2023. Be-warned of very descriptive descriptions of fishsmut.

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    13 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 5

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    "Kaveh frowns. How sad. “Considering that and the era of the architecture from the last room, I almost want to say that this may be a memory fragment of King Deshret.”
    Although rare, fragments of his godly remains were spread throughout Sumeru. Most were corrupted by the withering, but some were unblemished, whole in the reflection of the past. Any scholars who encountered them meticulously catalogued them, tracking patterns about where and how they formed, and how to end them. The usual way was to act out the memory itself, taking the role of Deshret and his companions or enemies.
    But here, they were not in an ancient palace or garden, no thrones were near, nor were there any armies or guards. This was just Kaveh and Alhaitham’s living room. "

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    13 Jan 2026

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