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All The Leaves Are Brown (And the sky is gray) by AvocadoLove
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies), Iron Man - All Media Types
20 May 2014
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The Winter Soldier's mission is nearly complete. Howard and Maria Stark are dead, leaving him to dispatch their four-year-old child. One quick twist of the neck is all it will take, but the Soldier finds he cannot do it.
So instead of killing Tony Stark, the Winter Soldier takes him away to raise as his own.
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- 11/11
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11 Feb 2024
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To Tame A Cold Beast by ghostlygun
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
14 Jun 2023
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The subject looked up at him, and there was something in its eyes, not fear but… longing? Matvei suddenly wondered how long it had been deprived of human touch.
Russia, early 1950s: The Winter Soldier is a blank slate, robbed of all his memories but scared and violent like a wild animal. Young soldier Matvei Ivanov gently forces him into compliance.
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26 Dec 2023
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The events of the Fourth of July, and their immediate consequences.
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- Part 5 of All These Burning Hearts in Hell
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- English
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- 50,693
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- 9/9
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19 Oct 2023
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It wasn’t any of Hank’s concern who Connor dated. His purview over Connor’s welfare ended as soon as the court ruled his first husband’s death an act of self-defense. Still, it was hard to put the memory of Connor to rest when his face kept splashing across the front page. He had a brilliant smile that rivaled the sun. Much better than his new fiancé’s smug-yet-somehow-sour grin.
Hank’s concern for Connor morphed into wary surveillance after husband number two turned up dead less than two weeks after the wedding.
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This started as a thread on Twitter. I had so many sub-plot brain bunnies for it, I decided to flesh it out into a fic.- Language:
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- 1/1
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30 Aug 2023
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Surrender (short homoerotic comic) by LePeru (Nizah) for The_Kinky_Pet, thatwhichyields, ds862
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
19 Jul 2013
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Remix of Surrender by The_Kinky_Pet. :)
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- Part 2 of Surrender Series Art
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27 Aug 2023
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“Calm down, Connor,” Hank says dryly, digging in his jeans pocket to pull out his wallet and showing him his badge.
“Oh,” Connor says, simultaneously relieved and horrified that he’s managed to pick up a fucking cop. He’s pretty sure his uncle wouldn’t have reported him missing, probably more relieved to have him gone, but despite the fact that he’s a legal adult now, fear still lingers.
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- Part 1 of Missed Connections
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22 Aug 2023
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His current codename is Bucky. His new handlers are called friends. Steve, one of the highest ranking friends, only had to correct him once before he’d adapted to the new vocabulary. Yet so far, things are looking rough: decommissioned from active duty, he's left with no other purpose than their entertainment. All he can do is wait, push through with gritted teeth and do whatever he can to turn the tables in his favor again.
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17 Aug 2023
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we are all going forward (none of us are going back) by civilbucks
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
20 Oct 2021
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The Asset feels its body plummeting to the ground, its ears picking up on someone screaming over the roaring of the wind. It soon realizes that the sound is coming from its own lips, tearing up its throat and leaving it raw, and its eyes are screwed shut to keep out the frigid air, burning as tears leak from the corners.
In dreams, there’s always that moment before the bad thing happens — right before the host that one’s subconscious associates being itself suffers from the pain of whatever this nightmare entails — where they wake up.
This isn’t a dream, though, and The Asset reaches the ground.
OR: The one where The Asset decides to stay.
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11 Aug 2023
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Think I'm Finally Clean by fuck_me_barnes for sparklebutts
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies)
20 Mar 2015
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In which sub Bucky wishes for rougher handling by normally gentle dom Steve, and gets probably more than he bargained for.
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11 Aug 2023
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Bucky had followed him to the kitchen and was kneeling naked in the doorway. He was staring up at Steve with the slightly glassy expression Steve knew all too well, although he'd never seen it like this.
Bucky called it going into a pattern, not programming, because his actions weren't predetermined; he just had a limited range of responses to whatever was happening around him.
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- Part 2 of Sushi
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- 12,405
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- 1/1
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04 Jul 2023
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“This kinda shit doesn’t go away overnight. It’s only been a few months, Connor. We’re only just starting to know what this is gonna look like.” Lt. Anderson throws back his beer.
“You think I don’t know that?” He sounds defensive. He tempers his voice. “I’m simply processing.”
“Tell me about it-- I’m processing, too.”
(2039. After the revolution.)
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03 Jul 2023
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aka the Steve/Bucky Painplay 5+1 that I wrote for the Trash Meme and finally cleaned up for AO3.
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Bucky's time with Hydra has left him unable to enjoy sex without some serious pain involved. Steve doesn't want to hurt Bucky – hell, he'd do anything not to – but he'll do what needs to be done if that's what Bucky wants.
Cue angst on both sides.Bookmarked by losingrip
24 Jun 2023
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"You could, though," Steve said. "If you were willing to hurt me."
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24 May 2023
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Shortly after Will kills Garret Jacob Hobbs, he and Hannibal stumble into a D/s relationship. It's a relief to have Hannibal telling him what to do, but the closer they become, the closer he gets to realizing who and what Hannibal really is.
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12 May 2023
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Monster In A Daydream by kianisabitch for helahler
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
27 Jun 2019
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Alexander Pierce was the only one who could love him. He was the only one who dealt with him being so useless and stupid and weak. The only one who helped him grow to be a better person, a better boyfriend and a better submissive. He was the only one who could love someone as disgusting as Bucky was.
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Bucky is stuck in an extremely abusive dom/sub realtionship with Alexander Pierce and Steve, his best friend from childhood, tries to save him before it's too late. This is a story of abuse, recovery, non sexual intimacy and a blossoming relationship between an abused Bucky and a Steve who just wants to make everything alright.
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- 3/3
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24 Apr 2023
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There's a virus killing androids. Hank and Connor are tasked with finding out what it is and why it's being made. When the virus is unwillingly uploaded into Connor's system, he learns there may be a desperate reason why androids want it. He can feel pain. And he likes it.
Now if he can only get Lt. Anderson to break out his handcuffs.
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23 Apr 2023
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Soap and Ghost have their fair share of sexy times on missions, both of them making the effort for the other ever since they started this new part of their relationship. But the moments where they can truly be intimate– where Soap can strip Ghost of everything that has scarred him, take away the nightmares that plague him until he’s nothing but Simon once more– well those times are few and far between.
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- Part 1 of Until We Surrender
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17 Apr 2023
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When Hank's wife abandons him and their young son, Hank struggles to adjust to single parenthood. He buys a second-hand domestic android to help keep his household afloat, an android with buggy software and an unusual amount of initiative. As Connor becomes an indispensable member of the household, Hank finds himself questioning everything he thought he knew about androids—and about authenticity, personhood, and society.
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15 Mar 2023
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Dean Safewords and Castiel isn't listening.
OP: Dean and Cas are in the middle of a scene. Unfortunately, there had been an argument earlier, and Cas is still pissed about it. Dean ends up safewording because Cas gets too rough with him, but Cas either misses it or ignores it because he thinks Dean is just trying to piss him off even more. He doesn't realize that what he is doing is actually hurting him (being an angel and all he sometimes forgets how fragile humans are) until Dean either starts crying or shows some physical sign of real injury (severe bleeding, passing out, anything really).
Cas feels horribly guilty but the damage has already been done. Dean experiences the worst sub drop of his life, and becomes afraid whenever Cas is near him. Another scene, or even sex in general, is out of the question until Cas can regain Dean's trust.
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15 Mar 2023
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Jar Of Dirt by TwoKinkyBeans
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
13 Apr 2020
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“So, what’s with the jar?” Tony smiles wide. A curious gleam makes his eyes shimmer.
Peter puts Tony’s hand on top of the jar, the smug grin on his face causing Tony to narrow his eyes.
“Well, I figured since we found out that… We’re into more than we thought we were- or at least… I am. I mean, you already knew, but. Wait.” Peter pulls his hands back and shakes his head slightly to collect his thoughts. It’s a nervous tick Tony finds all too endearing. As if shaking your head would make your scrambled thoughts re-align again. It works for Peter, and it looks absolutely adorable, so Tony’s not complaining. “What I’m trying to say is, I thought we could write our kinks down on little pieces on paper, put them in here and every time I’m with you we draw one and try it out together?”Series
- Part 1 of Ti Amo
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- 15/15
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10 Feb 2023