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    The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.

    Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)

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    04 Dec 2025

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    “My - it’s my,” Shane pants, his hand flapping like Ilya’s sometimes does when he’s searching for an English translation that he can’t quite remember. Shane’s heart squeezes painfully. “He’s-“

    He wants to say my boyfriend is on that plane. He wants to cry, and throw things, and scream the love of my life might be dying while we stand here. But he doesn’t. He can’t. His voice can’t find the words, can’t find the strength to speak, and even if he could - would he? Would Shane tell the whole world that for him, it has always been Ilya? Will only ever be Ilya?

     

    (Or, the plane scene in The Long Game goes a little differently.)

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    03 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 90

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    When an accident on the ice leaves Shane fighting for his life, Ilya tries to keep it together when facing the prospect of losing the love of his life before they got the chance to really live.

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    03 Dec 2025

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    Heartbreak and hockey don't mix.

    Boston's Ilya Rozanov decides to do what he'd been putting off for years. He calls off his affair with Shane Hollander, Montreal extraordinaire, right before a Montreal vs Boston game. He gets a hockey puck shot right into his hamstring for it. Right in the middle of the game. Honestly, he never guessed Hollander had it in him to be vindictive.

    As for Shane...it works. He didn’t want to see Rozanov anymore. In this game. In this season. And now Ilya’s out. Ball and chained to healing and recovery, pain meds and physical therapy for the next year. Maybe when Rozanov comes back, Shane will be able to stomach breathing the same air as him again.

    And Rozanov will be back. That much is guaranteed. Shane just fails to measure how back Ilya Rozanov will be. If he thought Rozanov was a nightmare on the ice before his injury, he’s got a reckoning coming.

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    03 Dec 2025

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    What if Shane wasn't okay after being hit on the ice?

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    Ilya has to face the Hollanders after Shane gets injured and reveals somethings while they wait for Shane to wake from his coma.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    *TV Spoilers*

    He’s almost at his own door when the muffled sound of his own name catches his attention.

    “ —like an idiot. Scott Hunter is right next door.”

    Scott pauses, blinking. He then finds himself unconsciously stepping towards the door his name was uttered behind— before he abruptly freezes, eyes locking on the room number.

    It’s the room directly next to his own. The one Rozanov had walked out of just this morning.

    But that voice… it’s vaguely familiar, and it certainly doesn’t belong to Rozanov.

    Or: Scott Hunter has the unfortunate experience of rooming next to Ilya Rozanov at the 2011 All-Stars.

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    01 Dec 2025

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    a few days in a little corner of twitter and instagram.

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    01 Dec 2025

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    Shane is sure he has what Ilya refers to as his “determined kitten face” showing right now. “It was a perfect day today. We’ve had so many of these over the years, and I never posted it. I want to remember this.”

    (Or: Yuna takes a cute picture of Shane and Ilya and Shane decides to be a brave.)

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    01 Dec 2025

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    The term, he’s told, is temporary retrograde amnesia. Ilya doesn’t need the direct translation to understand: he forgot things. Ten years of things.

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    28 Nov 2025

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    Shane distantly registers that he is having a panic attack. But that doesn’t make sense, isn’t his chest moving? His heart beating? Then why can’t he breathe?

    It is probably because his breath is somewhere out there in an ambulance on the way to the hospital.

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    28 Nov 2025

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    “Hey, Hollander, did you see the news about Rozanov?”

    Shane’s head snaps up and he almost gives himself whiplash. It’s deja vu, and it throws him back to that moment last season when Ilya’s father passed and he went MIA. His teammates had speculated, but Shane had known the truth – Ilya’s father had passed and he’d flown back to Russia to take care of family matters.

    “No?” He states simply, because he doesn’t trust his tongue to not betray him. What could Ilya possibly have done that would get him on the news?

    A phone is passed over, and Shane squints against the light and the tiny font of the news article. In big, bold letters the title reads ‘HOCKEY STAR ILYA ROZANOV SEVERELY INJURED IN CAR CRASH.’ It’s accompanied by a generic picture from the Boston news channel, but Shane doesn’t scroll down any further. He can’t. He doesn’t think his brain is capable of any thoughts currently. The phone drops out of his shaking hand and he realizes belatedly that tears are blurring his vision.

    “I gotta go.”

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    OR, Ilya is in a car accident. Shane hurries to be by his side, and outs them in the process. Set during the year Ilya is playing for Boston.

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    28 Nov 2025

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    Grantaire moves into an apartment inhabited by a poltergeist. Enjolras haunts him, and Grantaire should really win an award for most complicated relationship status ever.

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    20 Nov 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 91

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    Buck could never have predicted that today was going to go like this.

    There are always so many predictions of what a shift is going to look like – most of the time they spend the day on medical calls and dealing with people who make dumb decisions but today was something that he would never have predicted.

    But here he is laying on what feels like broken rocks, bleeding out from a rebar impaled in his stomach and the only thing that he can focus on is the arm sticking out under a large bit of concrete, limp and lifeless.

     

    or, a near death experience that leads to love confessions over the radios.

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    15 Nov 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 75

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    Eddie moves back to El Paso to fix things with his son. What he doesn’t expect is to find himself — in quiet mornings, in half-renovated walls, in old guitar strings, and in the way Buck's voice sounds over the phone late at night.

    Long-distance texts turn into calls. Calls turn into songs. And somewhere between drywall and dawn, Eddie starts writing about Buck.

    A story told through seasons, silences, and the songs Eddie doesn’t have the courage to send — until maybe he does.

    OR- Eddie leaves Los Angeles, but everything keeps leading back to Buck.

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    07 Nov 2025

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    “Told you I’m easy to leave,” Buck says, chuckling.

    And it’s supposed to be a joke, but it doesn’t quite hit right because it’s also true. Buck is the easiest person in the world to walk away from, even when he’s doing absolutely everything right.

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    31 Oct 2025

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    Years unfurled gently: birthdays, burnt pancakes, lazy Sunday mornings. Eddie’s hair silvered first; Buck’s knees started cracking when he knelt to tie their daughter’s shoes. There were bad days, of course—arguments, grief, the quiet exhaustion that comes with living—but every morning, Buck would roll over, find Eddie beside him, and it would still feel like winning.

    Then one evening, in the middle of a conversation about nothing, Buck noticed the lamp on the nightstand was wrong. The base was supposed to be brushed steel—but now it was glass. The shade cast the wrong color light.

    He frowned. Blinked once.

    And woke up.

     

    OR: Buck grows old with Eddie—twenty years of everything he ever wanted—and then wakes up to find it was all a cruel coma dream + epilogue.

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    31 Oct 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 7

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    Buck slowly drags himself up on dirtied fingers, standing on his uninjured foot. He lets out a low and soft whine of pain, feeling more blood gushing out as the metal digs into even more skin, puncturing deeper than before. Everything spins as he tries desperately to pull himself free. No matter how much he struggles, Buck finds himself unable to move. He can’t even scream from the pain because that’s been taken away from him. Everything has.

    Buck goes on a solo run and gets more than he bargained for.

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    27 Oct 2025

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    “Okay,” Chim said, voice rough but steady. “That’s it. It’s down. Everyone in one piece?”

    “Good here,” Ravi said, brushing dust off his jacket.

    “Same,” Harry added.

    “Yep,” Eddie said with a short, sarcastic laugh. “And you called me ridiculous for not trusting technology. Guess I was right all along, huh?”

    He waited for the usual comeback, the snort, the eye-roll, something from Buck to break the tension.

    But all that came back was a wet, choking gurgle.

    Snapping his attention to the source, Eddie saw Buck leaning against the wall, hands gripping his throat, blood seeping through his fingers.

    Eddie froze.

     

    or the one where Buck doesn't escape from the robots completely unscathed. (9x02 coda)

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    27 Oct 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 71

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    Three months after losing Bobby, two months after Eddie leaving for Texas, and one month after giving up on repairing what grief has already hollowed out, Buck signs the resignation letter.
    For the second time, the 118 must weather a loss that cannot be undone.

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    Another amnesia fic no one asked for, in which Buck leaves LA and tries to start over.

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    18 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 58

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    The hysterical laughter stole every coherent thought from Buck and crawled into his bones; his heart thudded and he stared at the doll in disbelief. Then, as suddenly as it had started, the laughter stopped; leaving an eerie silence. Buck stood frozen, his thoughts like thick mud, staring at that stupid doll.
    He completely missed the huge hole in the wall above the tub. He missed the shadow standing there, watching him from behind the hole with cold eyes and a malicious smile.

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    14 Oct 2025

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