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    24 Feb 2026

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    Shane’s heart skipped as he watched Ilya’s eyes squeeze shut, a groan leaving his mouth. Not the deep breathy groan Shane was used to hearing; the one that sent a familiar heat curling low in his gut, that made him absurdly proud of how easily he could undo Ilya Rozanov. No, it was a bit higher, more strained.

    “Hey, what’s wrong?” He quickly pushed himself more upright, hands hovering but hesitating to touch Ilya’s still frozen form.

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    Ilya has chronic pain. Shane helps him through it.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    The Pikes had a rough season, but now they may have a path forward to a new home, new friends and maybe some more unconventional changes.

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    20 Feb 2026

  4. Rec *

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    14 Feb 2026

  5. Rec *

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    Shane gets laid out cold on the ice for the first time in his career. A month later, things go sideways again, and Ilya realizes he doesn't have forever to figure it out anymore.

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    13 Feb 2026

  6. Rec *

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    Shane and Ilya have a lot of sex. A lot of hot, intimate, dirty sex. But sometimes they don't. Sometimes, for one reason or another, they find more intimacy in the unexpected moments where their plans to fuck don't work out.

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    Shane and Ilya taking care of each other.

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    I: Shane Hollander has too much to drink.
    II: Ilya Rozanov gets the fucking flu.
    III: Shane Hollander suffers an Autistic shutdown.
    IV: Ilya Rozanov misses his mother.

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    13 Feb 2026

  7. Rec *

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    10 Feb 2026

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    07 Feb 2026

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    06 Feb 2026

  10. Rec *

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    This was different. This wasn’t hockey, or a competition, or a well-honed skill. This was her chance to welcome Ilya to their family.

    The five times Yuna Hollander opened her heart to Ilya, and the one time Ilya found a home within it.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Ilya was only a few strides behind Shane on the ice.

    He clocked the angle before the hit even landed; Marlow coming in too hot, too fast, shoulder high. Shane turned and slowed at the wrong moment, skates clipping, balance gone.

    Impact.

    The sound carried oddly through the arena, duller than boards, sharper than ice. Shane went down hard, helmet skidding, body twisting. And then it all happened at once. Skates tangled. Marlow stumbled over him as he fell, too. A skate’s blade flashed too close, too sharp.

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    Shane's injuries during the Boston/Montreal game are much more life-threatening than in canon. Ilya's quick thinking and bone-deep instincts are the only reason he survives.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    A whump fanfiction series that is actually, secretly, a fix-it.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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    27 Jan 2026

  14. Rec *

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    Intercision was a highly taboo topic, so Jon didn't just go around telling people that he and his daemon were severed. No one had believed him at eight when he said that a giant spider had cut them apart; he had applied to work at the Magnus Institute hoping to look for answers, not to make friends, not for anyone to discover that his bond with his daemon was abnormal.

    As it turned out, Jon didn't have much of a choice. And the answers he found would tell him more about what fear could do to daemons than he ever could have imagined.

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    24 Dec 2022

  15. Rec 28

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    Gently, Tim pushes him backward, lays him back against his fluffy down pillow, hovers over him at arm’s length with his fingers still splayed protectively over Martin’s clavicle. Martin hums, confused, makes a vague attempt to push himself up, but Tim doesn’t let him.

    “No, it’s okay. Stay there. Just…” And now that Martin’s looking, really looking, he can see the something like pleading in his eyes, the hunger painted over every inch of his face. “Let me take care of you?”

    Any thought Martin might’ve had forming in his head screeches to a grinding halt. Martin is not, historically speaking, any good at letting himself be taken care of. It goes against some instinct deep at the core of him.

    And yet…

    Somehow, Tim’s words immobilize him, gluing him to the spot as he stares, awestruck, up at Tim. He thinks his brain might be about to leak out of his ears. He’s definitely leaking something else somewhere a little further down south.

    “O-okay,” he finally manages to stammer, nodding jerkily.

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    11 Nov 2022

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    A voicemail made up of a female robot and Jon’s professional work tone tells him to leave a message, but Martin hangs up before the beep. He’s not even sure he can speak, let alone put this into words. 

    ‘Hi Jon, sorry to call at four fifty-two AM. My mum just died and I don’t know what to do or how to feel. Call me back when you can! Love you, bye!’ 

     

    AUish where Jon is alive when Martin's mum passes away, helps him grieve and heal (and they maybe admit to being in love)

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    30 Oct 2022

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    It feels nice, to type ‘Martin K. Blackwood’ and see it there in what he hopes is a professional-looking serif font. (He doesn’t even know what the K stands for, yet. It just feels more grown up to have a middle initial; like if he puts it there, they might not question when he walks in looking like a teenage boy at best.)

    He sort of likes it, to have this one thing just for him. He’s hiding almost everything else about his life going into this job hunt, but he doesn’t have to hide this.

    So he sends off his CV and doesn’t expect much to come of it. But then… But then three days later he gets a call. It’s the receptionist at the Magnus Institute, asking for ‘Mr. Blackwood,’ telling him the head of the whole bloody place would like him to see him for an interview, and does he have time to come in tomorrow afternoon?

    He says yes before he can even think about it.

    Or: Martin Blackwood, on transition and personhood.

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    28 Sep 2022

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    i love Trans people and being Trans

  18. Public Bookmark 11

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    Before the Unknowing. Desperate for affection and connection before the possible end of the world Jon and Martin reach out to each other.
    "I don't want everything to end without saying it. I don’t want to die without you knowing that."

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    31 Aug 2022

  19. Public Bookmark 63

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    "The modern world doesn't make allowances for creatures like me, Martin."

    In which Jon is a vampire attempting to juggle a full-time job, life in a densely populated city, and a desire to drink blood. He thinks he's doing a pretty good job of hiding it, until Martin catches him feeding. Things get...complicated.

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    31 Aug 2022

  20. Rec *

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    Jon is apparently back now. Home from America and dressed in a loud Hawaiian print shirt and baggy cargo pants, his face tanned a shade darker than Martin remembers, accentuating the streaks of silver in his hair and the new crinkles at the corners of his eyes. Or maybe the crinkles are the same, but Martin never noticed because Jon’s never smiled at him quite like this, big and bright as a penny.

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    30 Aug 2022

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