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    “Ilya, are you deflecting because YOU don’t want to go?” The brown eyes Ilya folded for every time narrowed, flashing from pleading to suspicious in an instant. “C’mon, it would be so nice to just be in real nature for a bit.”

    Okay, fine. Ilya did not want to go. As much as he loved their team, he did not want to share his precious summertime with Shane paddling around a lake like some kind of 1800s fur trader. And frankly, he did not want to find out what constituted “real” nature in Shane’s mind.

    Or: When Shane insists they partake in the annual Centaurs canoe trip, Ilya wants no part in it. Throughout the trip though, Ilya gets to reflect on all the ways he and Shane have grown individually, together, and by being well-loved by their team.

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    04 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    A series of “Open when…” love letters written from Shane to Ilya during a season of long distance.

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    1/1
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    04 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    A series of one shots for the completed fic 'Second Line' which take place throughout the existing story and beyond.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
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    40
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    356

    04 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    Hayden
    You’re gonna kill it. The date is gonna be great!
    Plus new guy has to be better than the guy you’re “definitely not dating” currently
    And your mom has good taste 😏

    Or, Shane's mom has tried and failed to set him up many times. An on-again, off-again hookup has him giving Yuna one last chance to play matchmaker. The new prospect? A nice guy she met in the McDonald's breakfast line.

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    2/3
    Comments:
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    1,536

    04 Sep 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    When Ilya Rozanov gets hurt and is taken to the hospital with a serious concussion, Troy, Wyatt, and Zane are left wondering who could possibly be listed as Ilya's emergency contact.

    The answer walks through the door in full photoshoot makeup.

    Unfortunately, concussed Ilya has absolutely no filter and very strong opinions about a certain someone's covered freckles.

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    Chapters:
    2/6
    Comments:
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    03 Sep 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 80

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    Finally, Ilya slipped back into the car and sighed in relief as warm air from the AC washed over his bare arms. He leaned his head back against the headrest, closing his eyes for a moment. His fist was sore, the knuckles red and smeared with blood. Damn, he'd forgotten to wipe it off too.

    The rearview mirror caught his eye. An unconscious girl was still sprawled across the back seat of his car.

    "Fuck," he groaned, burying his head in his hands.

    He was definitely going to have problems

    Welcome to 2011.
    Meet Ilya Rozanov. A silver-spoon boy studying finance at one of the best (or, at least, the most expensive) universities in Moscow. He loves fast cars, parties, sex, and hanging out with his best friend.
    Meet Shane Hollander. A star McGill student majoring in International Development Studies, he's taking the once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to spend a semester as an exchange student at Russia's top university.
    Their paths were never supposed to cross, but they did.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    Shortly after the Olympics, Shane’s friend Joe and his husband Viktor passed away in a car crash. Shane had agreed before to be their newborn daughters godfather. Never expecting to actually fill the role.
    When Ilya finds out they quickly come up with a plan, Ilya rushing ahead before fully thinking up what it could all lead to.

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    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
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    352
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    9,811

    02 Sep 2026

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  8. Public Bookmark 29

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    Ilya has never been a good sleeper, especially not in unfamiliar spaces. So when he can’t sleep one night before an away game, weeks after the fatal tuna-melt and the love of his life now dating some Hollywood actress, Ilya strolls the hotel corridors and finds a piano. The calm of playing draws him into an empty hotel ballroom and he finally lets himself fall apart - singing a stupid Justin Bieber song nonetheless. He thinks he’s alone. He isn’t. By morning, everyone and their mother has seen a video of Ilya at his most vulnerable.

    By the next afternoon, Shane is shown a video in the Metros locker room, surrounded by laughing teammates throwing slurs. Shane has an epiphany. And a panic attack in the parking lot. He did this. He got scared that fatal day in Boston and ran away from the only person who ever truly saw him. And there is nothing he won’t do to never see Ilya that alone again. He’s gonna get him back.

    A dual POV story about a viral piano video, Shane Hollander on a mission to get his man back, and two men who spent years being Hollander and Rozanov figuring out if they can be Shane and Ilya instead.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
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    02 Sep 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 78

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    “You sure go on a lot of dates. What’s your secret?” Shane asked, feigning a casual tone.

    Ilya continued messing with the sticker, not looking over at Shane. “I have a big dick.”

    Shane dropped the blooms he was holding and they scattered around his feet. “Shit, um…” He reached down and scooped them up, putting them back into place on the counter.

    “And what about you?” Ilya asked, turning to pin Shane down again with his icy stare, a trace of a smirk on his face.

    Shane panicked. “What about what?...”

    Ilya raised a brow innocently. “Do you go on a lot of dates?”

    Shane laughed, relieved. “Ohhh, um… Well not really, no. I’m usually pretty busy with the store.”

    Ilya made a pouty face and tilted his head to the side. “Is a shame, you are very pretty…”

     

    OR: Shane Hollander owns Hollander’s Flower Shop. Ilya Rozanov, a firefighter who’s new to Montreal, visits every week to buy flowers for his numerous dates. Until Shane realizes, maybe it’s just an excuse to see him.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    01 Sep 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 30

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    Ilya’s first year in Ottawa, he’s never been closer to Shane, both emotionally and geographically. But it still feels pretty far sometimes.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    31 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 58

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    Ilya saw it coming. The defenseman skating to him, the inevitability of the hit. He prepared for it, but he didn't see the other defenseman at his back, he didn't prepare for that hit.
    His body jerked violently from the hits. At some point, his legs were in the air and his head was on the ice, and he felt it, the unnatural twist of his neck. A sharp, electric pain traveled from his spine to the rest of his body, and he knew it was bad.
    "Ilya! DON'T FUCKING MOVE!" Cliff's voice sounded too far away.
    "I gotcha you, man, don't move."His face appeared in his vision. He felt warm hands on the sides of his neck.
    "Cliff," his voice sounded wet and broken. "My neck." He could hear the commotion around him, his team fighting the defenseman, the rest of the arena screaming. He felt his body shake every time the sharp, burning pain pulsated from that point in his neck.
    "I know, man, I know." Cliff looked worried. "Wh... what do you feel?"
    "Fucking hurts," he said weakly.
    OR
    Ilya Rozanov wants a new agent.
    Yuna Hollander is the best in what she does and she has a son.
    Her son is a teacher.
    The rest is history.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
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    31 Aug 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 30

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    The question came out of nowhere. He turned to the man next to him, still gathering his breath and frowned. Was Rozanov sleeping with other players?
    “No. Do you?” His tone was a little accusing.
    The Russian, who had been staring at the ceiling, turned to Shane, and maybe there was something in his expression that gave him away because Rozanov huffed a smile before turning all his body towards Shane. He put an arm around his waist, pulling him closer making Shane melt immediately.
    “No, I don't.”

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
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    2,219

    31 Aug 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Jane ❤️
    Friday August 1st, 8.21pm

    I have a game for us.

    Oh yes?
    Do I need to get my dick out?

    No!
    Well, not yet

    Post-cottage, a year of texts between Ilya & Shane.

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    English
    Words:
    8,445
    Chapters:
    3/11
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    75
    Kudos:
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    8,228

    31 Aug 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark *

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    After Scott Hunter's and Kip Grady's big damned kiss and Ilya's text 'I'm coming to the cottage', Shane realizes he wants to marry Ilya and he doesn't want to wait another second.

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    Comments:
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    30 Aug 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 45

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    Nine years.

    That's how long Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been together.

    Nine years of secrets and stolen moments. A relationship that exists almost entirely in the spaces between everything else.

    But eventually, secrets become too heavy to carry.

    When Ilya finally tells the world the truth, Shane isn't ready to face the consequences with him. But before they can decide what their future looks like, an accident leaves Ilya fighting for his life.

    Now, Shane is forced to confront the possibility he's spent nine years refusing to consider:

    What if there isn't always a tomorrow?

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    2/?
    Comments:
    22
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    108
    Bookmarks:
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    1,844

    29 Aug 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 70

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    Hi Yvette, my name is Lily. I’d like to dedicate a song to Jane, who I was really hoping to see tonight and couldn’t because of the weather. Could you play “Airplanes” by B.o.B. and Hayley Williams for Jane? Thank you so much!

    Or, Yvette LeClaire has been Radio Kingston's overnight DJ since 2001. She's offered empathy and human connection to listeners between 12 and 5 AM ever since. In 2011, she starts getting requests from "Lily" and "Jane," who use her show to send messages to each other when they can't be together.

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    1/1
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    Comments:
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    29 Aug 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 11

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    Shane drunk calls Ilya during Landrygate

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    29 Aug 2026

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  18. Public Bookmark 66

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    When Shane was twelve, he decided he'd rather be a doctor than a hockey player. Now he's seventeen and he has a plan for the next 10 years of his life — at least.

    Ilya has no plan beyond being good enough at hockey to get out of Russia, and stay out.

    But over the course of a decade, plans can change.

    Maybe.

    or: Med student Shane meets hockey superstar Ilya and they spend the better part of a decade going from friends to lovers to strangers and all the way back again.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    84
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    Bookmarks:
    66
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    5,321

    28 Aug 2026

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  19. Public Bookmark *

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    His shirt, his shirt was—

    “You can’t—“ Shane blurted, “you can’t—you’re not supposed to wear a see-through shirt to Wimbledon. There’s a dress code. There are rules. Like, actual rules that actual people follow.”

    The man turned, his eyes sweeping over Shane’s face, down his chest, to the hands clutching the gift bag in his lap.

    Shane’s skin prickled. God, it was so hot out here.

    “Is not see-through.”

    Not see-through? Who was this guy kidding, with his barely-there shirt, tight pants, wild curls, and deep voice?

    Maybe this guy didn’t own a mirror.

    “What do you mean it’s not see-through? It’s obviously transparent. A blind man would notice.”

    “Is not transparent. No blind men here to ask.”

    Shane’s mouth dropped open. He looked away, squaring his shoulders and sitting up straight. Just his luck to be seated next to a lunatic.

    ***

    Shane’s mom said it would be fun, to sit next to a Swedish princess.
    What Shane got instead was a Prince with a pinkie ring, a nipple piercing, and zero respect for the Wimbledon dress code.

    Language:
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    Words:
    19,356
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    480
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    1,286
    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
    35,597

    28 Aug 2026

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  20. Public Bookmark 35

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    What if Shane thought Ilya didn't speak English because he was so blunt in Regina?
    What if he learned Russian to talk to him?
    What if Ilya has no concept of inside thoughts and says almost everything out loud, just in Russian?
    What if that results in them facing their feelings a lot earlier than in canon?

    Language:
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    Words:
    4,975
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    145
    Bookmarks:
    35
    Hits:
    2,119

    27 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    3

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