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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    All my life, I've held too tightly onto things. I claw at it and dig my fingers deep before it is inevitably ripped away from me. It breaks and rips beneath my hand, never the same as it once was, and I am hardly ever sorry.

    I leave now, because I realise I cannot—do not want you to be one of those things.

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    08 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    A bad morning sends Pure Vanilla spiralling.

    Sometimes, all one needs is a little kindness.

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    03 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Pure Vanilla’s life was a messy blur of confusion, loneliness, and longing. He was fulfilled at his job and with his son, but he felt as if he wanted more. With the new school year starting, he was still longing for something. So when a man with bright blue hair and beautiful heterochromic eyes appeared to drop of his child on the first day, could you blame him for getting attached?

    Only problem was, he hasn’t seen him since that day in September, and Christmas break was approaching. Had he missed his chance?

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    03 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    A pained gasp echoed as Pure Vanilla Cookie gripped the other's neck with force. Almost in an intent to break. Fighting with his own healer's nature. Feeling his own heart break with each drop of rage and hatred that was transferred into his hands. 

    His kindness was never enough. 

    He couldn't ever understand.

    Or Pure Vanilla losing it finally. Choking Shadow Milk on the damn table. Based on the teaser video for Arc 2 of CRK.

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    03 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    Very Belated Pure Vanilla's Bakeday Celebration Fic :
    A collection of oneshots with PureShadow variants.

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    03 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 19

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    Shadow Milk Cookie crumbled after the war, yet his spirit remained untouched. After regaining physical form, he sought out revenge on Pure Vanilla Cookie, but instead found a cookie grieving after the loss of his closest friend.

    Not willing to let Pure Vanilla crumble in an anticlimactic manner, Shadow Milk vowed to help him, in his own way.

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    Not necessarily a fix it fic, more of a 'dear lord someone at devsisters please have someone comfort pure vanilla before he explodes that man is STRESSED' fic, which should be a tag in my humble opinion because that is my fave genre of crk fic

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    03 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 53

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    "Was there ever any truth waiting at the peak?" he asked.

    A beat of silence. Then the other cookie closed their eyes, letting out a deep sigh.

    "Yes," they said. "Once. A very long time ago."

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    02 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 4

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    A small village believes it's been haunted by an apparition for generations. Blueberry Milk, the villages Sage, believes otherwise.

    Something waits at the top of the Seekers Mountain.

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    I've had this idea in my head for a truthless/sage au for a long while now, and ive broken enough out of my depression to write it!

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    02 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 12

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    The Sage of Truth coordinates an evening for Truthless Recluse. A thoughtful gift, a gentle prod at memories long past, what could go wrong when she's calculated each miniscule detail of the game with her fine precision? If she had it her way: nothing at all.

    Realistically: the Recluse happens to be much more interesting.

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    02 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 43

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    “Doll, you’re so drunk.” Shadow Milk said as he moved to sit down in front of the healer.

    “Yes… I suppose I am.”

    “I don’t think I've ever seen you this drunk before.”

    Pure Vanilla opened his mouth to try and say something, and ultimately failed, a garbled mess of voice and sound coming out instead. Shadow Milk couldn’t help but smirk.

    “Come to think of it, I don't think I've ever seen you drunk before.” there was another pitiful noise from Pure Vanilla in response.

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    Pure Vanilla gets SUPER drunk and shadow milk ends up taking care of him for the night. Pure Vanilla is super clingy, shadow milk is super teasing, they're both super duper in love.

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    29 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 7

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    Shadow Milk faces the reality of what he's done to Pure Vanilla's mind.

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    28 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 47

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    He was dreaming. He had to be.

    And yet, the weight of the air, the biting chill against his skin, the silence that stretched endlessly—it was all too real.

    Then, he felt it. The sensation crept into his dough, a deep, gnawing dread curling in his stomach like vines preparing to strangle their prey. He wasn't alone. His Soul Jam flickered with a faint glow, casting a soft light into the darkness, as if trying to ward off his unease.

    Shadow Milk Cookie was here.

    Watching.

    Waiting.

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    23 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 31

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    Pure Vanilla is a healer. That’s what he does, that’s who he is. He finds joy in it, more than anything else he does.

    Nothing will ever compare to the beams, the looks of relief, the gratitude he gets to see after healing an injured cookie. Nothing will ever compare to being able to help people. Pure Vanilla is endlessly grateful to have been blessed with his light magic.

    When it comes to himself, it’s… different. Pure Vanilla has certain reservations.
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    or! Pure Vanilla's savior complex gets in the way of him healing his own injuries. Shadow Milk, annoyingly, has to do it for him.

    haven't posted in a while!! hope you all enjoy this one took me agesss

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    23 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 33

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    There are many things Truthless Recluse has come to regret. Failing his people in their time of need; losing the friendships he once cherished deeply; and losing his faith when his truth was put to the test. In his long existence, kept alive only by the will of his Souljam, Recluse has come to regret many things.

    Currently, he strongly regrets allowing the Sage of Truth free passage into the Peak of Truth, as the blankets he was curled under were ripped away from him with a gleeful laugh.

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    or, it's TrSoT week, and this is a small collection of short stories for them. Concept created by @/burgertimewifi on twitter and tumblr where you can find the days listed!

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    17 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 33

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    “I’m fine, I’m fine.” That was what Pure Vanilla Cookie always said. But it never felt real. But if he kept telling everyone it was true, maybe he could convince himself it was true.

    Returning to the Vanilla Kingdom, the carefully crafted mask he had spent years perfecting begins to slip.
     


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    A rewrite of my first ever fic because I loved the concept but the execution was not it.

    Timeline notes: this takes place a week or so post-pure vanilla awakening, but the awakenings ( within this fic ) take place in chronological order so hollyberry and white lily are NOT awakened.

    day 1:1-13
    day 2:14-16
    day 3:16-19
    day 4:20-23
    morning of day 4:24
    afternoon of day 4:25-26
    day 5:27
    day 6:28-29
    night of day 6: 30-31
    very early day 7: 32
    morning of day 7: 33-34
    day 9: 35
    day 10: 36-38 + 52
    day 11: 39-40
    night 11: 41
    day 12: 42
    night 12: 43
    day 13: 44-47
    evening 13: 48-49
    day 17: 50-51 + 53

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    17 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 12

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    shout-out to my most favorite person ever now that they've read it!! midniteswifefrfr

     

    "Cold.

    It was all he could focus on at first.

    The layers should have helped. They didn’t. Fabric meant nothing here. The chill slipped beneath it effortlessly, threading through seams, settling into skin, into bone, into whatever part of him still registered sensation.

    He pulled his arms closer. It changed nothing.

    Maybe it wasn’t the room.

    Maybe it was him.

    The thought didn’t need arguing. It simply remained, heavy and unchallenged.

    Sage’s absence made it worse."

     

    this was based off of some difficult times I had last year when I was going through the ringer but I'm 4 months clean now soooo uhh yeah

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    16 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 2

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    This isn't about the soul jam, is it?

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    16 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 33

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    Vani had been a paramedic for a while, it was, in his opinion, the best thing he ever did. That didn't mean it was good for him, per se.

    On a call out, he meets someone who catches his eye, even if he IS covered in smoke and soot, and he's currently administering CPR as he stares back at him, unconscious.

    OR: Paramedic PV, meets Shamimi in a fire LMAOOO

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    15 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 17

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    Initially this had not been the plan for the day. Tucking his occasional enemy, and other times very fun debate partner into a bed with an ice pack on his head. Getting no thanks other than a huffy and sharp look from the Recluse....

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    25 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 22

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    this fic contains s/h, and angst //

     

    × truthless recluse looked down at his feet, and then up at shadow milk's eyes.

    " and why should YOU care ? " ×

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    25 Apr 2026

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