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Shutter by silkberry
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater, Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater
10 Dec 2023
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"Hey, I’m Ronan. I’m 27, almost 28 actually. I’m an addict.”
“Hi Ronan,” the group said in unison.
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Recovering addicts Ronan and Adam fall in love... and stuff
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21 Dec 2025
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A lifetime, told in eleven Sundays.
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21 Nov 2025
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We follow Neil's professional exy career, including the ups and downs, from beginning to end.
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18 Nov 2025
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Waiting (Waiting Drives You Crazy) by neiljostensj0rts
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
28 Apr 2025
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Neil Josten is not built for softness.
Not after a lifetime of running, bruised knuckles, and survival stitched into his skin.
But it turns out wanting something you can't have hurts worse than any hit he's ever taken—and this time, he's not sure he can walk it off.Bookmarked by pottenuss
15 Nov 2025
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a little lost, a little too real by beyondtheclose (BeforeEternity)
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
20 Jan 2024
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It's supposed to be their last summer in the same place before Andrew joins the pros. A month of just them in the Columbia house.
Then Neil messes up a potion and ends up eight-years-old.
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- 5/5
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12 Nov 2025
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exy simp @biggestrebelsfan
more importantly, did you see what was in the BACK of the interview stream?neil's left glove💕 @jos10stan
no????????neil’s left glove💕 @jos10stan
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!
[Screenshot of interview video zoomed in on the living room table behind Neil, where what looks like a half-used bottle of lube sits]Queen of the Court♟️ @kevindaystits
neil josten fucks????*
Neil's transfer to the Boston Rebels sparks discussions online. Specifically about his love life.
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16 Oct 2025
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“I saved myself. Why can’t I save her?"
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Adam’s father dies and Adam is left to deal with the aftermath. And the aftermath just happens to be his mother.
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03 Oct 2025
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Neil swallows back blood. “Andrew.”
“Abram,” Andrew returns.
“I’m losing my mind. I think I’m losing my mind.”
“You aren’t,” Andrew says, so easy, so certain. “You’re tired. You’re scared. That’s it.”
Neil grits his teeth. “I’m,” he exhales shakily. “I’m – seeing things,” he admits.
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In which Andrew gets into a car accident one week into the off-season, and everything is fine right up until he starts dying every night in Neil’s dreams. Things get worse, and then they get better.
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Or, how trauma and triggers persist even after decades of safety, and how Andrew and Neil navigate them and take care of each other throughout it all.
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28 Aug 2025
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slow down (you crazy child) by Major_816 for eyeslikefireflies
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
20 Jun 2024
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A set of thirteen, composed in the first year.
Or; the Butcher killed his wife and tried to burn his son with her, this is what happens after he's pulled from the fire.
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Ms. Gina turns the car around a corner, putting on the blinker and leaning to both sides to look around her seat first. “I know these past few days have been pretty scary for you.” Ms. Gina says a lot, he thinks. And most of the time she doesn’t really make sure that it’s all true.
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- Part 1 of vienna (in sets of thirteen)
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23 Aug 2025
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Adam Parrish's life falls apart, and all he walks away with is a beach house in Henrietta, Maine. His plans to flip and sell the place by summer are derailed by Ronan Lynch, the dad next door who's just doing his best.
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07 Aug 2025
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Predictably, Neil’s automated voicemail message answers for him. The number you’re trying to reach is unavailable at this time. The message runs through its spiel, informing Andrew that he can leave a message after the beep.
Goodbye hovers on his tongue. It’s the least that Neil deserves from him. There are so many more things to be said.
Andrew shuts his phone without leaving a voicemail. He drops his phone onto the counter and slips a knife out of its sheath.
Right before spring break during his fourth year at Palmetto, Andrew Minyard attempts suicide. Now everyone has to figure out how to move forward from here.
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30 May 2025
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"I am not going to crash," Neil says, voice even and flat, but Andrew feels him shift again in unease.
"No? When was the last time you were sick?" Andrew asks. Then he tilts his head and narrows his eyes, deciding to go for the throat to stop any further back-and-forths. "And by that I mean when was the last time you were allowed to be sick?"
Neil crashes. Andrew deals with it.
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17 May 2025
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It’s Simple Enough by ScornedEthnographer for ashestoashes7
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
06 Oct 2024
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With his heart racing, he turned back to the man. His face was quiet with confusion, not anger or aggression like Andrew had assumed, his eyebrows furrowing atop what were the bluest and prettiest eyes Andrew had ever seen.
(Not the fucking time, Andrew.)
This guy was still a potential threat. He had a few scars littering his face, a crooked nose from being punched one too many times, and brown unbrushed hair that was currently sticking up against the wall that Andrew had him pressed against.
“Aaron?” the man asked quietly.
“Who the fuck is Aaron?” Andrew snarled.
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Or, the one where Andrew stops for a sandwich and ends up getting a whole lot more.- Language:
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16 May 2025
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life is just begging to include you by andrealyn
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
11 Aug 2022
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After Ronan pulls a baby from a dream without meaning to, he's faced with an onslaught of fears - will he become his father? Will Adam want this? Will he be any good at it? The baby secret is a bombshell he can only keep from Adam for so long, but when Adam finds out, those same fears echo in him.
Between the two of them, they need to figure out how to make things work and how to make it so history doesn't just repeat.
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07 May 2025
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Kevin finds it – a mangled string of parts that used to a murder-bot - and brings it to Andrew.
“It’s going to wake up and murder me while I try to reprogram it,” Andrew predicts.
(He’s only sort of right.)
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06 May 2025
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Ronan makes a deal with a witch.
It's okay, though. He'll never have to go through with his end of the bargain.
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28 Apr 2025
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The day after Neil disappeared in the middle of the night, Kevin called.
Andrew stared at his phone as it rang. He was in the process of opening a can of cat food, which was a two-handed activity. He set down the can opener and picked up the phone.
“What,” he said.
“You were fucking Nathaniel Wesninski?”
Andrew knew Neil’s real name, and he knew where he had come from. He’d known since the beginning. Neil was a good liar, but he was an obvious liar. Andrew didn't mention any of that to Kevin. Instead, he said, “Who?”or: andrew quits smoking, and he goes to the olympics. eventually, neil comes back.
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- Part 2 of un-magnificent
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13 Feb 2025
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Making a documentary about the Butcher of Baltimore doesn't have to mean moving into the murder mansion with his son, but Kevin's never been one to do things halfway.
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02 Feb 2025
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The imminent return to Evermore has him jumping at shadows, and he is already at the end of his rope. Every ounce of energy every single day goes to pretending to be what is required of him—he has to override years of training (away, not towards) to perform adequately on the court, to uphold the Trojan standard, and he has to pretend that while he does it he is a functioning human and not simply a discarded toy too broken to be played with anymore.
It’s why he spent his time in Palmetto when he could walk watching every single Trojans interview and game he could, so he could memorize their speeches and their strategies and their game play so that he would not be a burden. Jean knows what he owes his new masters. And he will not fail.
(Or, Jean tries to fake it until he makes it at USC)
(updates Thursdays/Sundays)
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30 Jan 2025
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i swear that i'm a good kid by perchancetosleep
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
04 Aug 2024
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“Oh, and Jean?” The guidance counselor's voice has him pausing in the doorframe. “Kevin Day has restarted at this school while you were suspended. Both your guardian and his father have requested that you stay away from him. There will be consequences if you do not heed these wishes.”
Jean can’t keep the shock off of his face as he stalks out of the office. The last time he had seen Kevin, he was depositing him on Wymack’s doorstep with a poorly bandaged hand, a note he had stolen from Tetsuji’s office, and enough benzos in him to stop him from fighting Jean the whole way there.
For about a month after that, Jean held onto hope that Kevin would come back for him, or that he would tell someone about Evermore and they would all get out.
That hope has long since died.
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30 Jan 2025