14 Works by rcdwings

Listing Works

  1. Tags
    Summary

    Humble yourself before Him and you shall be saved.

    Eddie can feel his eyes drooping, no matter how hard he tries to keep them peeled. He is lying down, after all, and he can’t do a damn thing about the life of him pooling by the dusty flooring.

    He asks to be known for the very first time, and he asks for more time.

    In the name of the father, the son, and the holy spirit,

    amen.

    Searing pain splits him open from within, and Eddie screams himself hoarse.

    ===

    With his best friend inside him and life bleeding out of his thigh, Eddie learns what it's like to be seen.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,436
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    380
    Bookmarks:
    84
    Hits:
    4,586
  2. Tags
    Summary

    It’s a terrible idea. It’s arguably the worst idea he’s ever had. Worse than when Buck thought abstaining for a month means his sperm would be superpowered– but at least it’s below giving yourself bangs before barging into someone’s house and pretending to be the guy’s dead wife.

    No, Eddie is gonna be the angriest, bitchiest, living husband who just got cheated on with instagram user Rafael102017, who happens to be very big on monogamy and fidelity.

    Or, Chris has a bold admirer, Buck has a date with a strange man, and Eddie is apparently the extraction team for both of them out of these situations.

    Or, if Eddie had a nickel for every awkward romantic encounter his boys had today, he'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,811
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    107
    Kudos:
    1,893
    Bookmarks:
    382
    Hits:
    14,604
  3. Tags
    Summary

    Then, he swallows thickly, turning to face Eddie with the single most terrified look on his face. He hadn’t seen this since the tsunami, the day Eddie saw him with Christopher’s glasses slung around his neck, because Buck knew telling him would kill Eddie – quickly or eventually, it would’ve.

    But his son is safe. Everyone is safe. They’re on dry land, in a house that pretty much belongs to them rather than just him, and Buck’s looking at him like that.

    He says, “I don’t think he was my first, either. Not in the way that matters.”

    or, sometimes the purest form of joy is found in dancing and your best friend between your legs.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,804
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    764
    Bookmarks:
    148
    Hits:
    7,862
  4. Tags
    Summary

    Shrugging, Eddie catches the velcro strap of his glove between his teeth and makes sure his glove is snug. “I can take it.”

    “You’re doing this one-armed,” Buck warns. Buck’s also eyeing him up and down.

    “I know,” is all Eddie says. “Might be a fair fight for once.”

    A grin splits over Buck’s face. Eddie gets a glimpse of his canines, bared and hungry, and Eddie wonders if fists over ribs can feel a little like teeth on his neck.

    Or, Eddie Diaz doesn't think pleasure without pain is deserved. He spirals, fractures his hand, and spars with his best friend about it. And maybe gets laid.

    Or, the one-handed sparring fic.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,153
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    46
    Kudos:
    733
    Bookmarks:
    183
    Hits:
    10,739
  5. Tags
    Summary

    The memories aren’t fully fleshed out, only flashes of places, people, and feelings. Sometimes they’re tangible, so much so he feels like he can reach it within his fingertips and hold them there.

    He’d be washing dishes, and he’d feel the phantom arms of Eddie around his waist, the junction of his neck and shoulder feeling warm. For a flash, he’d see a different kitchen than the one he was in. He’d be looking at a menu in a restaurant, and he thinks he’d hear Eddie’s voice asking, ‘You gonna order the usual?’ When he glances down at the table, he’d be surprised he’s not seeing a deep green tablecloth. He’d doze off on the couch and feel his cheek land on Eddie’s chest, arms wrapping around him, and he’d open his eyes to find himself alone.

    How do you explain that away? Missing something you can’t fully remember having?

    =

    Or, Evan Buckley wakes up without eight years of his memories with some guy named Eddie Diaz on his bedside. Which could mean nothing.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    39,205
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    227
    Kudos:
    3,480
    Bookmarks:
    1,167
    Hits:
    55,907
  6. Tags
    Summary

    The world doesn’t give you a manual on what to do when you see your best friend floating eight feet up in the air.

    They don’t tell you anything about the sinking feeling in your belly, or the elephant sitting on top of your chest, or the cry that won’t break out of your throat. They don’t tell you that it doesn’t matter how much you know about fear, however many years you’ve spent treating it as an old friend; you’ll see your best friend in a trance, dying, and you’ll wonder if the human body was meant to feel this much fear all at once.

    Eddie doesn’t know how to be brave, or maybe he’s just forgotten, but it’s little difference. Eddie doesn’t know how any of this works. Eddie can’t make something out of nothing– but maybe this isn’t nothing.

    *

    Missing scenes, slight rewrite, and a continuation of It Chapter 2.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    27,819
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    159
    Bookmarks:
    36
    Hits:
    2,238
  7. Tags
    Summary

    He’d read the expression somewhere; a heart skipping its beat. He never knew how to quite imagine it, until that moment, when he felt it. He didn’t know warmth would swarm his stomach and his entire body afterwards, he didn’t remember ever reading it. Then again, Max Mayfield was fire itself, so how was the rest of the world, all the writers and the poets, to know how warm it felt to earn her smile?

    (Five times Lucas almost said 'I love you' and the one time he did.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,387
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    337
    Bookmarks:
    56
    Hits:
    3,635
  8. Tags
    Summary

    and it is not you, it has never been you, you have never been held dearly.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,389
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    67
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    808
  9. Tags
    Summary

    It wouldn't be the worst way to go, her hazy brain supplied, in the arms of the girl you love.

    (what if, it was all for tara?)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,879
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    311
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    4,448
  10. Tags
    Summary

    "Sydney," he pushed the words forcefully, like his throat had been clamped shut for ages. A smile crept to his face, and if she didn't know better, she might've believed it was purely happiness, and not conjoined with something inexplicably Victor. "You've grown so much."

    She hadn't. Victor Vale was, simply, a little shit.

    (Three years after a particular midnight, Sydney's path crosses upon Victor's once again, and then, Eli's.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,042
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    151
    Bookmarks:
    29
    Hits:
    2,524
  11. Tags
    Summary

    Jyn is afraid of losing Cassian, despite wanting him more than anything.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,424
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    127
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    2,102
  12. Tags
    Summary

    Sam let himself be pulled away from the room. Bucky sat him down in the lobby and let him catch his breath. He let the other man roll up his sleeves and check the skin on his wrist, where Karli had wrapped her hands around. Bucky asked him if they were still hurting, if he needed anything. All Sam could think of was that he needed to— he had to— help Karli Morgenthau, no matter what.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,256
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    158
    Bookmarks:
    17
    Hits:
    1,913
  13. Tags
    Summary

    a fix it of sorts for finn and poe's argument in kef bir.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,419
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    177
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    1,834
  14. Tags
    Summary

    based on the prompt; dani and jamie walk together holding hands under the snow

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,608
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    17
    Hits:
    439

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags

More Options

Crossovers
Completion Status
Word Count
Date Updated
Submit

Clear Filters