14 Works by rcdwings
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Humble yourself before Him and you shall be saved.
Eddie can feel his eyes drooping, no matter how hard he tries to keep them peeled. He is lying down, after all, and he can’t do a damn thing about the life of him pooling by the dusty flooring.
He asks to be known for the very first time, and he asks for more time.
In the name of the father, the son, and the holy spirit,
amen.
Searing pain splits him open from within, and Eddie screams himself hoarse.
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With his best friend inside him and life bleeding out of his thigh, Eddie learns what it's like to be seen.
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It’s a terrible idea. It’s arguably the worst idea he’s ever had. Worse than when Buck thought abstaining for a month means his sperm would be superpowered– but at least it’s below giving yourself bangs before barging into someone’s house and pretending to be the guy’s dead wife.
No, Eddie is gonna be the angriest, bitchiest, living husband who just got cheated on with instagram user Rafael102017, who happens to be very big on monogamy and fidelity.
Or, Chris has a bold admirer, Buck has a date with a strange man, and Eddie is apparently the extraction team for both of them out of these situations.
Or, if Eddie had a nickel for every awkward romantic encounter his boys had today, he'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.
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Then, he swallows thickly, turning to face Eddie with the single most terrified look on his face. He hadn’t seen this since the tsunami, the day Eddie saw him with Christopher’s glasses slung around his neck, because Buck knew telling him would kill Eddie – quickly or eventually, it would’ve.
But his son is safe. Everyone is safe. They’re on dry land, in a house that pretty much belongs to them rather than just him, and Buck’s looking at him like that.
He says, “I don’t think he was my first, either. Not in the way that matters.”
or, sometimes the purest form of joy is found in dancing and your best friend between your legs.
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Shrugging, Eddie catches the velcro strap of his glove between his teeth and makes sure his glove is snug. “I can take it.”
“You’re doing this one-armed,” Buck warns. Buck’s also eyeing him up and down.
“I know,” is all Eddie says. “Might be a fair fight for once.”
A grin splits over Buck’s face. Eddie gets a glimpse of his canines, bared and hungry, and Eddie wonders if fists over ribs can feel a little like teeth on his neck.
Or, Eddie Diaz doesn't think pleasure without pain is deserved. He spirals, fractures his hand, and spars with his best friend about it. And maybe gets laid.
Or, the one-handed sparring fic.
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The memories aren’t fully fleshed out, only flashes of places, people, and feelings. Sometimes they’re tangible, so much so he feels like he can reach it within his fingertips and hold them there.
He’d be washing dishes, and he’d feel the phantom arms of Eddie around his waist, the junction of his neck and shoulder feeling warm. For a flash, he’d see a different kitchen than the one he was in. He’d be looking at a menu in a restaurant, and he thinks he’d hear Eddie’s voice asking, ‘You gonna order the usual?’ When he glances down at the table, he’d be surprised he’s not seeing a deep green tablecloth. He’d doze off on the couch and feel his cheek land on Eddie’s chest, arms wrapping around him, and he’d open his eyes to find himself alone.
How do you explain that away? Missing something you can’t fully remember having?
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Or, Evan Buckley wakes up without eight years of his memories with some guy named Eddie Diaz on his bedside. Which could mean nothing.
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hold on and hope that we'll find our way back in the end by rcdwings for allroadsleadhere
Fandoms: IT - Stephen King, IT (Movies - Muschietti)
02 Jun 2024
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The world doesn’t give you a manual on what to do when you see your best friend floating eight feet up in the air.
They don’t tell you anything about the sinking feeling in your belly, or the elephant sitting on top of your chest, or the cry that won’t break out of your throat. They don’t tell you that it doesn’t matter how much you know about fear, however many years you’ve spent treating it as an old friend; you’ll see your best friend in a trance, dying, and you’ll wonder if the human body was meant to feel this much fear all at once.
Eddie doesn’t know how to be brave, or maybe he’s just forgotten, but it’s little difference. Eddie doesn’t know how any of this works. Eddie can’t make something out of nothing– but maybe this isn’t nothing.
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Missing scenes, slight rewrite, and a continuation of It Chapter 2.
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something broke in me and i wanted to go home (to be where you are) by rcdwings
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
05 Jul 2022
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He’d read the expression somewhere; a heart skipping its beat. He never knew how to quite imagine it, until that moment, when he felt it. He didn’t know warmth would swarm his stomach and his entire body afterwards, he didn’t remember ever reading it. Then again, Max Mayfield was fire itself, so how was the rest of the world, all the writers and the poets, to know how warm it felt to earn her smile?
(Five times Lucas almost said 'I love you' and the one time he did.)
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and it is not you, it has never been you, you have never been held dearly.
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It wouldn't be the worst way to go, her hazy brain supplied, in the arms of the girl you love.
(what if, it was all for tara?)
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"Sydney," he pushed the words forcefully, like his throat had been clamped shut for ages. A smile crept to his face, and if she didn't know better, she might've believed it was purely happiness, and not conjoined with something inexplicably Victor. "You've grown so much."
She hadn't. Victor Vale was, simply, a little shit.
(Three years after a particular midnight, Sydney's path crosses upon Victor's once again, and then, Eli's.)
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He hadn’t known her. Couldn’t, of course. There wasn’t the time. (But what if there was?) by rcdwings
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Rogue One: A Star Wars Story (2016)
05 Jan 2022
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Jyn is afraid of losing Cassian, despite wanting him more than anything.
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implications by rcdwings
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
10 Jul 2021
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Sam let himself be pulled away from the room. Bucky sat him down in the lobby and let him catch his breath. He let the other man roll up his sleeves and check the skin on his wrist, where Karli had wrapped her hands around. Bucky asked him if they were still hurting, if he needed anything. All Sam could think of was that he needed to— he had to— help Karli Morgenthau, no matter what.
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and he won't tell you that he loves you, but he loves you by rcdwings
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
26 May 2021
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a fix it of sorts for finn and poe's argument in kef bir.
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based on the prompt; dani and jamie walk together holding hands under the snow
