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    When Shane was still at Montreal, he never fought on the ice, he took chirping with a straight face and tried not to make any waves. He was Canada's perfect Golden Boy

    That changed after he realized how much shit the love of his life has had to put up with

    Or, 5 times where Shane shows everyone what happens when they go after Ilya
    Just because he's never fought before doesn't mean he can't.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

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    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    15 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    Ilya did the right thing, calling things off with Shane. But why did it hurt so much? Meanwhile Shane was struggling and felt his life spiraling after Ilya had told them they were done.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Boston.

    Shane just got traded to fucking Boston. To where Ilya was. With no apparent fucking reason in the middle of the season. He just won them two cups, why was this happening?

    Shane gets traded in the middle of the 2016/2017 season, just before the All-Stars. The Tuna Meltdown never happens and Shane and Ilya amicably decide to stop seeing each other but remain ‘friends’. Both are very ‘happy’ with this decision until Hollander is traded to Boston. Now they must work with each other on the same team while Shane wonders what the hell happened in Montreal to get him traded in the first place. The Boston Raiders learn that Shane Hollander is not a chicken, or a virgin (lol) like everyone believes. And the Metros learn just how important Shane was in winning those cups.

    And Cliff Marleau is just trying to figure out why Ilya’s messages to Jane stopped.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    On a Monday morning in October, Shane Hollander drops a mug of coffee and doesn't get back up.

    Ilya is upstairs with the twins. He hears the sound — not the mug breaking, but the body. The thud of the person who holds it all upright. He puts the children down. He goes to the kitchen. Shane is on the floor, looking at Ilya, trying to say everything, but nothing comes out.

    Stroke. Left hemisphere. Thirty-eight years old.

    Shane spends six weeks in a hospital bed learning how to say his children's names. Ilya spends six weeks splitting himself into three people — the husband in the chair, the father in the nursery, the hockey player on the ice

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Eddie Diaz was coming home. He'd spent months in Texas trying to repair things with Chris and finally the two of them were on their way back to LA. With Chris's only two demands being 1. Eddie gives him total honesty moving forward and 2. Eddie doesn't explore whatever Chris witnessed between him and Buck while they were all in Texas. And Eddie had every intention of following his son's requirements for returning home... but intentions and actions aren't always the same thing. Buck is there and helpful and kind in a way Eddie can't ignore. He can't deny what he'd finally let himself feel down in Texas. But he can't break his son's trust either.

    Buck is busy trying to build a life Eddie and Chris will be happy to be a part of in LA. He's ready and willing to move on from his traumatic year and wants to open himself up to the possibility of what might be developing right in front of him.

     

    Part Two of a three-part series where Eddie must leave everything behind, fight to find his way back, and discover if true joy is even possible—or if it’s already too late.

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    08 Dec 2025

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    “Damn, this tastes like it did back in the academy.”

    “Wait,” Hen looked up from her phone and at the two men in the kitchen, who looked like they’d seen ghosts. “You guys knew each other in the academy?”

    “Me and Eddie were roommates while we studied at the fire academy. We were good friends then.”
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    Or; Eddie and Buck used to date during their time at the academy, Eddie broke up with Buck and nine years later Eddie shows up at the 118 to shadow the station.

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    14 Nov 2025

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    This is a reponse to Samantha-Kathy's challenge (and apparently Manganra has a similar one as well): Spock Prime Raises Kirk. Spock goes through the wormhole after Nero, but the Kelvin destroys Nero and his ship, being destroyed in the process. Baby Jim is orphaned, and a mysterious Vulcan named Selik adopts him. Vulcan isn't destroyed, and Selik raises Jim there, so Jim knows more about Vulcans than many humans do. He also has some mind powers--and he joins Starfleet and meets a certain Vulcan named Spock.

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    03 Jan 2025

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    The kicked puppy look Buck had been sporting almost made Eddie feel a twinge of guilt for freezing him out. Except Christopher was traumatised, Shannon was dead and Buck filed a stupid lawsuit which took him out of their lives right when they needed him the most. He had every right to be angry about that, Buck was simply reaping what he sowed. So what if he was acting a little out of character, that wasn't Eddie's problem.

    Until it was.
    Until little by little what made Buck, Buck was stripped away.
    Until his anger morphed into fear for his friend's life.

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    A story that runs along side my previous one 'Don't do it again.' only this is Eddie's point of view.

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    06 Dec 2024

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    After the tsunami, Eddie has to deal with his parents, who for some reason think he and Buck are responsible for a natural disaster and Christopher being caught up in that. Buck, meanwhile, has to deal with Maddie's overbearing worry about him that has only been amplified by the tsunami. Along the way, Buck, Eddie, and Christopher start to become a family without even noticing.

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    03 Dec 2024

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    Buck is back at the 118 after the lawsuit but the team haven't moved on leaving him as man behind. One day Eddie gets a call from an unknown number, leading the team to an injured Buck and a lot of guilt.

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    03 Dec 2024

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    Derek Hale now has the beginnings of the Hale Pack, brought together with the help of Spark Stiles Stilinski. They took down Gerard after all his wrongdoings, and now Derek is looking at strengthening his pack.

    But things are changing faster than he can control. He knows, now, that he has a chance with Stiles having come out to him, but does that mean that the other boys wants him? Is it even a chance he should take?

    Besides, romance should be the last thing on his mind, since he found evidence that the Alpha Pack have started to make a move.

    Picks up directly where To Build A Pack ends.

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    06 Jul 2024

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    Buck hated hospitals. It made him think of his first date with Abby, of the truck bombing, of the embolism, of the tsunami. Just, a lot of bad memories, is all.

     

    Which is why he had wanted to tell everyone so quickly. Just so he didn’t have to go to this appointment on his own. Last week he had gone alone, thinking it would be just another check up and then his doctor had looked at him with pity in his eyes and told him they’d found abnormalities in his blood work and they needed him to stop taking his blood thinners and come back in a week.

     

    His doctor had been simultaneously vague and clear when he told him what they would be looking for. Listing all the possible reasons that his blood cell counts were off. But on that list was cancer and Buck knew that with his fucking luck, it would be that. The look on his doctor’s face made him think that he thought so too.

     

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    Buck had meant to tell everyone, he had, really. But they were angry with him and he didn't want them to forgive him just because he might be dying. He needed to fix things first.

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    05 Jun 2024

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    Derek Hale doesn't do love. He's tried twice; the first time it made him a killer, and the second time cost him his whole world.

    So he doesn't do love, and he definitely doesn't love Stiles. He doesn't care about Stiles' new powers or the fact that Stiles has been talking to Derek's dead mother, or even the fact that for some reason supernatural creatures from all over the country are sending Stiles offers of courtship.

    But when Stiles claims he's not part of Derek's pack and takes off for parts unknown...well, maybe Derek cares a little after all.

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    18 Jan 2024

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    An alien who identifies as human may be a spy who could take down Cardiff and the rest of the world. Ianto is not amused and certainly not happy.

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    05 Nov 2023

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    After enduring countless procedures to save his older brother, Evan Buckley is only four-years-old when he manifests as the youngest Guide in human history. The Global-Sentinel-Guide-Association brings one of their finest mentors, Bobby Nash, out of retirement to help train the young Guide.

    Part 1: Buck Begins - Chapters 1-8
    Part 2: Military Service - Chapters 9-19
    Part 3: Eddie Begins - Chapters 20-27
    Part 4: Living in LA - Chapters 28 - 46

    Basically, I took two of my favorite 'verses and mushed them together, and then added my favorite 9-1-1 tropes.

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    13 Aug 2022

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    Things post the bombing don't go quite the way Buck planned them to.

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    31 Jul 2022

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    AU starting from Season 5 Episode 6 - That Day : On the trip to New York with Boden, some new secrets get revealed, and the crazy feelings that explode from one kiss.

    "But Gabby." Matt whispered as Severide wrapped his hand around the back of his neck, holding him in place as they stared into each other’s eyes.

    "Matt, look me in the eye and tell me that the kiss didn't feel like it was the right thing."

    "It did-"

    "Then let me kiss you again." Severide requested, his voice sultry as he leaned in closer once more.

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    20 Jul 2022

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    When Buck is held back from returning when he’s medically cleared after the embolism, Eddie calls Christopher’s mother, Shannon, to take on his case. As one of LA’s top employment lawyers, she kicks over a veritable hornet’s nest, and then some.

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    18 Jul 2022

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