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    Mages and Templars were never meant to be together. Why, then, was he so compelled by her?

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    18 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 90

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    Eveyln Trevelyan: That day you kissed me on the battlements: How long had you wanted to do that?
    Cullen Rutherford: Longer than I should admit.

    Here are the many delicious instances in which Cullen wanted to kiss Evelyn Trevelyan...and so much more.

    British/Canadian spelling...expect to see a u here and there, where you wouldn't usually.

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    03 Aug 2025

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    Ten years after the defeat of the Archdemon, Zevran has carried his fight against the Crows back home to Antiva. He receives unexpected visitors during a lull in the carnage, including his Warden, Nora Cousland. He lost her to another long ago, partly because he couldn't acknowledge how he truly felt. It's tempting for him to see this as a second chance, but he suspects that she may need her old friend more than her old lover.

    Zevran isn't quite sure if her presence is a blessing or a curse, but he's grateful for it either way.

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    03 Aug 2025

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    They fall in love slowly during the war at the height of the Inquisition. During their romance, the former Circle mage and former templar discover they love one another as more than the Commander and Inquisitor, more than the rose that survived and endured the winter, and more than a forgotten goddess of old. Then war, like everything, ends. They dream of dawn after stars.
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    The love story between Inquisitor Lydia Trevelyan and her Commander. As the Inquisition begins and unravels, so do their own personal struggles, issues, torrid pasts, and feelings for one another. Sprinklings of other characters here and there. Slightly diverges from canon. Rated E for later chapters.

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    03 Aug 2025

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    Hawke flirts with everybody. It's just what she does. She makes snappy remarks at inopportune times, and she befriends every damned mage she meets, and she flirts.

    Fenris has no reason to think she wants him in particular. He has no particular reason to want her, either; she drives him up the wall, after all.

    Except that Fenris does want her.

    A lot.

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    Small snapshots of time through the course of Fenris and Rynne Hawke's canon relationship. Major relationship moments are released as oneshots in the rest of the series. (Sorry, I was disorganized when I started writing this ship.)

    NSFW in Chapter 12, 16, 17, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 27, 28, 30, and 31.

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    28 Jul 2025

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    Flirting with Cullen was a dangerous game, but falling for him? That was nothing less than deadly.

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    28 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 35

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    Commander Cullen thought quitting lyrium was his hardest battle. Then he watched the woman he craves dance with wolves at the Winter Palace, her dress red as the addiction in his blood.

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    25 Jul 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    His fingers shake, just a little. Barely noticeable even now.

    It’s enough for her to know.

    She holds onto his hips. Hangs on to his stability. To his support. She holds him up in turn.

    “I will get you out of here.” she swears.

    He hums again. “You will get yourself out of here. And I will see to it that you do so alive.”

    ***

    From the kisses prompt list on tumblr
    8. being unable to open their eyes for a few moments afterward

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    24 Jun 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 70

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    His gaze returned again to the drawer at his desk, to the quick snap of the lock that would take but a moment, at the relief that was guaranteed, an end to his self-inflicted torment. He could feel sweat upon his brow, beading on his upper lip, forming, somehow both balmy and cold, under his armor.

    “Are you listening to me, Cullen—?”

    He was pinned between two forces. The lyrium and her. Stretched taught between them to the point where he could feel his sinews straining. One force had to give, the lyrium or her—

    He surged from his chair, taking the choice from one victor, giving it to the other.

    One addiction after all was far kinder, far gentler.

    “Can I touch you?” was out of him before he could preface it, arrange it to be better-worded.

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    Or Cullen goes through lyrium withdrawal and uses "servicing" Inquisitor Lavellan as a way to cope.

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    19 Jun 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 26

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    “I’m not a strategist.”

    An understatement for the ages. “You’ll have to become one, for this.”

    “I’m not a leader,” she tries, a desperate hitch in her voice.

    “And yet I enjoy following you,” Fenris says, and it must be frustration with his tenacity that prompts Hawke to take a swift, deep draught of the wine.

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    11 Jun 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 25

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    When Fenris walked out after a night of passion with Hawke it broke her heart. For years she had waited for him to return. Then she heard the rumors, the hushed conversations between him and Isabela. Her heart remained broken, her spirit slowly being crushed. Until she met another elf. A cocky, self-assured assassin that started her on the path to healing.

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    11 Jun 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 62

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    Under the strict organization of Josephine Montilyet, the Inquisitor Trevelyan and her close circle have to go on a two-weeks tour around Orlais to secure their last noble alliances before Halamshiral's ball, to the great displeasure of their Commander. However, amongst dresses frills and the deadly moves of the Game, Cullen finds something he had not expected in the smile of the Inquisitor.

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    07 May 2025

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    Elodie Lavellan is barely holding it together. A Dalish elf -who isn't that good at being Dalish- finds herself in charge of the Inquisition and a ragtag team of companions. She isn't equipped for it, but she wasn't really equipped for her life before, either. Raised Andrastian by an eccentric father, named in strange Orlesian style, and soothed by a magpie-like collection of shiny objects, Elodie has always just done her absolute best.

    But after her first experience with a demon beyond the battlefield, her best isn't enough. Elodie is left with nightmares that seep into her waking hours. As the events of Thedas slowly unfurl around her, she has to try to keep herself and her companions from faltering. She never thought that stargazing with a former-Templar would help her find her center.

    Through starlit talks, stolen glances, and secret dreams, Elodie finds herself craving honeyed sweetness just beyond her reach. And maybe, given the chance, she'll gather up the strength to finally taste it.

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    28 Apr 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 2

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    After spending all her strength protecting her Commander, Theresa Trevelyan falls gravely ill. Their one recourse in the midst of a raging blizzard is a ruined—but not abandoned—chantry, its strange Abbess, and the secrets that lie beneath...

    A mini wintry adventure for @BECandCall.

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    28 Apr 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 3

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    Somehow, the Inquisitor never learned how to ride a horse before getting to Skyhold. Cullen offers to give her lessons.

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    28 Apr 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 25

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    Even though he is in a happy relationship with the Inquisitor (Maker knows how he pulled THAT off), Cullen cannot help but find that there is something holding him back from letting it go any further than gentle touches, kisses and shared chess-matches ... That is, of course, until there isn't. And if he needs that former ward of House Trevelyan, who seems insistent to get into his girlfriend's pants as a motivator, then, oh well - sue him.

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    28 Apr 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 5

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    Cullen helps train the Inquisitor to better utilize her Knight Enchanter Specialization, but words spoken in private offer something more.

    I really suck at summaries but have some soft Cullenmance fluff, featuring my OC Trevelyan, Aurélie.

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    28 Apr 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 68

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    “I left the Order, when I joined the Inquisition. I’m not a templar anymore.”

    “You’re not?” she asks. “Prove it.”

    A fireball flares in her palm, the white-hot shriek of it contained but ready to launch. He is all reaction, practiced movements shifting into a defensive stance, hands ready to clap together in a silence. She can smell his lyrium in the air.

    Banishing the magic, she says, “You can take the man out of the Order, I guess.”

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    Evelyn and Cullen remake the world.

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    25 Apr 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 29

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    I love you, I will always love you.

    But sadly I can never look at you again without being reminded that in the end it was always you . You were the one who broke my heart and despite loving you now, I don’t know if that is something I can ever get over. Please do not try to contact me, it’s better for both of us this way. I hope that someday we can be friends again, that we can get past all of this. But until then, please just leave me be.

    It’s for the best.

    Fenris has left Kirkwall for what will be a year long trip across Thedas with only Hawke's red cuff to keep her close.
    Hawke has told no one but Merrill the truth of who Fenris used to be.

    How will Hawke learn to forgive him? How will Fenris learn to forgive himself?
    How will they find their way back to the one they love?

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    24 Apr 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 56

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    Fenris knows that it is easier to be alone. He carries death in his skin, harbours it in his hands and in the hatred in his heart, and it is better for him and Hawke both if he keeps himself apart.

    He has tried so hard to convince himself of this. But his unspoken love for Hawke has become a heavier burden with every passing year.

    Being alone is not easier. It is not better. But as is always the case, it takes dramatic circumstances for Fenris to face this truth.

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    My heavy embellishment of Fenris's Act III personal quest, "Alone" - i.e. the showdown with Danarius and the ensuing romance scene. Some angst, much NSFW smut, much feels. :)

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    24 Apr 2025

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