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tattoos only hurt (when meanings fade) by chagrinocturne
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Aug 2026
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shane: Your tattoos suck and you do too.
ilya: mmmm yes kitten keep going im closeor: Shane and Ilya are rival owners of tattoo shops. They seem to hate each other's guts, but when a small inconvenience forces them to work together, they start realizing that maybe the rivalry was never real.
a texting/social media fully coded au!
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15 Sep 2026
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Like Mother Like Child by necro_hrt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jul 2026
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But that was the thing about thinking in absolutes. Life is not absolute. Thoughts shift and change over months. One second can be so different from the next.
She had left him but he understood why.
He could not give himself the same understanding. Not as he sat on the floor of the bathroom, the cool tile feeling nice against the warmth of his bare legs.
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Or: Ilya Rozanov is tired. He understands what his mama felt like now, more then ever.
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11 Aug 2026
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Even When I'm Quiet, I Love You, Baby, I Promise. by shanebug_2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Jul 2026
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"In here," Shane wanted to scream. "I can't breathe. Help me," he wanted to say; "I need you."
He opened his mouth, but no sound came out. He was imprisoned by his silence and the feeling of his body trembling against the tile floor.
“Moya lyubov?” the Russian called again.
Shane could hear his footsteps against the floor; he was going to the bedroom – he was going the wrong way.
"Please," he wanted to scream. "I’m here, and I’m dying."
He tried to speak again, but the words caught in his throat.
He wanted so badly to call for Ilya. Shutting his eyes, he pushed all the air from his lungs, trying to dislodge whatever it was that inhibited his speech.
The footsteps were still retreating, traveling further away from Shane. A tear slid down his cheek, and finally, a timid whimper pushed past his lips – it was barely audible.
Ilya’s shoes stopped moving.
Or: Shane has a meltdown and Ilya finds him
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30 Jul 2026
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Circuit Breaker by Shanebug (Wildandflourecent)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jun 2026
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Shane sighed, but nodded. “I’m just so tired of this. I don’t want to spend the rest of my life dealing with it.”
Shane thought he was angry, but the sentiment just came out sounding sad.Ilya took a deep breath, running his wedding band along Shane’s cheek.
“I know, Sweetheart. But you also have me for the rest of your life. Dealing with it with you.
Tears pricked the corner of Shane’s eyes. Ilya pressed a kiss over his heart, where his head still lay.
Or, glimpses of Shane navigating sensory overload throughout his life, and the ways those around him impact it.
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- Part 4 of Est. 2021
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04 Jul 2026
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Unsteady by shanebug_2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Jun 2026
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“I just want to feel your forehead, okay?” Ilya spoke softly, like Shane was a fawn easily spooked.
He shook his head frantically, then brought his hands up to fist his hair when the motion exacerbated the throbbing. “N-no,” he breathed, “not sick. no point.” His sense of control was really fraying now, and Ilya could sense it.
“Moya lyubov, you act like skittish cat. Is no big deal then. If you are not sick, then there is nothing to hide, yes?”
Maybe it was the way he spoke to him so tenderly, or the throbbing in his head and the aching in his bones, but the next time Ilya reached for him, he didn't pull away.
When the strong, calloused hand found his forehead and Ilya inhaled sharply, Shane held his breath for what he knew came next.
“Jesus, you are burning!” his boyfriend cried, prompting Shane to once again shrink away.
“Nuh-uh,” he grumbled. “Don't get sick, remember?”
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01 Jul 2026
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Hold Me Together While I Fall Apart by Rachel1410
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 May 2026
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Before Shane and Ilya are out Montreal plays Ottawa and Shane has a bad panic attack before the game. Hayden's solution is to take Shane to Ilya in Ottawa's locker room for Ilya to help Shane calm down.
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26 Jun 2026
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Such a Pretty Crier by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.
Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.
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26 May 2026
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To catch a homophobe or two, (or twenty) by VicIsWriting
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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Shane volunteers to be mic'd up on his first game against the Voyageurs in his first season with the Centaurs. What could go wrong?
A lot... He hopes.
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23 May 2026
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Lily: i am alive
Lily: hurt
Lily: but they gave me drugs it’s nice
Lily: i want you
Lily: my hands miss yours
or; ilya gets injured on the ice. shane can't handle it.
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20 May 2026
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Shane never drank. He hated the taste of the alcohol and the lingering buzzy feeling that was felt when he had a bit too much. However, that buzzy feeling and bitter taste didn't stop him from drowning in his feelings with all different bottles of hard alcohol laid out in front of him in his hotel room.
A REWRITE of the accidental outing.
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Shane shuts everyone out after the world knows him and Ilya are dating. Ilya gets worried after Shane denies his fifth call over the past 3 days, and decides to fly to Montreal to see if everything is okay. Everything is indeed, not okay.Series
- Part 36 of Hollanov
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23 Apr 2026
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Tunnel Vision (My sweet Ilya) by 20finch876
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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Play was called and medics from Boston and Montreal rushed on. Shane could feel his heart beating out of his chest.
Get up Ilya, come on baby, get up.
He was stood waiting, trying so desperately to just seem like a concerned opposing player. When in reality Shane felt like his heart was being ripped in two. He had just about convinced himself to sit down, that Ilya would be back up with his cocky smirk in no time; then he saw the blood splattered on the ice.
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Ilya gets injured in a game against the Voyagers, and our poor anxious baby Shane goes to pieces. Everything is exposed on the ice and nothing will ever be the same again.
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17 Mar 2026
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"Have you thought about it?" Ilya asks like it won’t crack him open down the middle.
No. Yes. All the time. Sometimes. Never.
But he asks so gently, asks with so much patience that Shane actually wants to answer. He wants to maybe start thinking about something he’s tried so hard to ignore.
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Shane Hollander is autistic, confirmed. Ilya is more aware of it than Shane is, also confirmed.
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12 Mar 2026
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Ilya didn’t know what to do. he reached out to touch Shane’s shoulder and the other flinched so hard that he hit his elbow into the corner of the side table.
“okay.. okay. no touching, that’s fine. hey. let’s sit, okay ? Shane ? let’s sit down.”
without touching, he managed to get Shane sitting on the floor with his back against the couch. Ilya sat opposite him, a safe distance away. the Canadian didn’t say anything. he hummed into the silence and pinched at his forearms to try and ground himself.
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Shane Hollander has had diagnosed autism since he was a child but has never told anyone, not even Ilya.
What happens when he's had a long day and has a meltdown for the first time in front of him ?
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12 Mar 2026
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James’s life is pathetic. He doesn’t have adrenaline to it until he accidentally steps into a club owned by Regulus Black (his ex-boyfriend), Barty Crouch Jr. (his deepest fantasy), and Evan Rosier (his first kiss). One night changes everything as James is pulled into a chaotic, intoxicating whirlwind of desire, teasing, and unexpected intimacy. What starts as curiosity quickly turns into surrender, leaving James questioning everything he thought he knew about pleasure, trust, and belonging.
[AU - 1984, England]
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25 Jan 2026
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When Remus blinks his eyes open, he doesn’t feel any different.
Maybe he’s not. Maybe, they sedated him and didn’t go through with the surgery. Maybe, by some miracle from some god above, his dad stopped them.
Turning his head groggily to the side, Remus sees his dad perched in a cheap hospital chair, just a couple of meters away, engrossed in the daily newspaper. He’s…smiling?
Shit.
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Remus, after being forced to get a cochlear implant, is having a rough time adjusting to the "normal world."
Enter Sirius Black stage left, everyone.ooooor, wolfstar being the comforting souls they are.
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01 Sep 2025
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i’d like to mean it when i say i’m over you (but that’s still not true) by microdamage
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
20 Sep 2024
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In the summer of 1986, James and Regulus have a whirlwind romance that ends as quickly as it begins.
Five years later, Hogwarts hosts Meet the Professors Night, and James realizes he’s not nearly as over Harry’s Potions professor as he believed.
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- Part 8 of the cosmos
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05 Jun 2025