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The Love Triangle by hollanovschild
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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Shane and Hayden get a little too close for comfort one night, and Ilya decides to remind Shane who he belongs to.
(This story will contain messy feelings, threesomes, some questionable choices, lots of angst, and some very depressing themes. Please do not read this if you don't like the idea of Hollanov being with other people. There is a lot of Shayden in this fic so please don't expect things to just be about Hollanov. This is just a fanfic and I wanted to do something a little bit different. Happy reading!)
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- English
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- 25/?
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27 Jan 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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- Part 1 of something you can fix
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- English
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24 Jan 2026
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Ilya thinks about the last night they spent together, thinks about Shane splayed out on a hotel mattress pleading for his touch, thinks about how they hadn’t even kissed, and it starts as a strange little tickle in the back of his throat. Barely-there. He could ignore it if he wanted.
Then the intensity grows, flourishes into full-blow irritation, and suddenly he’s sputtering on his Coke and attracting the attention of the woman in the first-class seat across the aisle from him. He thinks it’s just some odd coughing fit, or that he inhaled his soda on accident, so he’s shocked when he feels something soft and smooth and triangular against his tongue.
It’s not until he spits the object into the napkin he’d received with his drink that he can see what it is: a long, thin, green leaf. A sepal.
As soon as Ilya realizes what he’s looking at, he’s flooded with dread.
Ilya's known these feelings were doomed from the start. He never thought they'd literally kill him.
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23 Jan 2026
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After their engagement, Ilya and Shane return to Russia under the cover of the Irina Foundation, knowing it may be the last time Ilya ever sets foot there. What waits for him is not closure, but grief, memory, and a past he learned to survive by becoming quiet and hard.
It isn’t about going back to the life he escaped.
It’s about one final goodbye—to the place that shaped him, and to the mother he never stopped missing.With Shane beside him—steady, patient, and fiercely careful—Ilya faces grief he’s spent years surviving, old fear that still lives in his bones, and the quiet truth he’s been avoiding:
some doors don’t close cleanly… but you can still choose how to leave them.This is a story about grief, survival, and choosing a future where home is no longer a place, but a person.
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20 Jan 2026
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A continuation of Shane and Ilya's story post-Long Game.
Starting with Canada facing Russia in the 2026 Winter Olympics, and including all of the moments that come before and after that.
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- Part 1 of Visions from the Future
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- English
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- 15/15
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- 552
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20 Jan 2026
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After the longest season of his career, Ilya retreats to the cottage with Shane, expecting rest, recovery, and a month of stolen peace. Instead, exhaustion lingers. Small things feel wrong. And the body that has always carried him through pain begins to falter in ways he can’t explain.
As concern grows and outside eyes begin to notice, the life Ilya and Shane have carefully built—careers, borders, futures—starts to feel fragile. When a medical crisis shatters their summer before answers arrive, love is no longer something they protect quietly. It becomes something they fight with.
A story about what happens when the body speaks before you’re ready to listen, and the people who refuse to let you face it alone.
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- Part 1 of The Quiet Fight
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- English
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- 55,275
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- 30/30
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20 Jan 2026
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( i am done ) trying for beauty. by hcneymooners (romqntics)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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Ilya glances at Shane, at the way the dying light is catching in his hair, refracting. At that spiderlily mouth, slightly open and curling coyly, two teeth peeked through the dark gap like an American Girl doll. At that shoulder, bare and pale and close enough to touch if Ilya just leaned forward, if he just reached out and took another liberty.
To touch another person is to say: I know you will die, and I am doing this anyway.
His mother used to say something like this. About painting.
Every portrait is an act of faith, Ilyushenka. Faith and futility both.
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contrary to personal preference, ilya gets a roommate.
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20 Jan 2026
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match point by silvermaples
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
25 Dec 2025
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The British prince sat next to Ilya. Not the balding one, but the pretty one.
He was quiet. Staring ahead at nothing in a way that Shane does sometimes.
So Shane’s nerves, he understood. He wasn’t nervous himself. Excited, maybe. Not for the prince.
Excited because Alex Claremont-Diaz just turned up late to sit on his other side.
(Or, Heated Rivalry mentioned Wimbledon and a prince, and I had to make it happen.)
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20 Jan 2026
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the heart is hard to translate by catknives
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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Shane is twelve when he realizes he can understand Russian.
Or, in a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize they’re soulmates.
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- Part 1 of all this and heaven too
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- English
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- 3/3
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20 Jan 2026
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Hudson's laughter rang in his ears—soft, momentarily unguarded. Connor looked at him. That face, flushed and upturned from the heat, was just as it had been last winter. "It's been like this lately—are you here as a tourist too?"
No, I'm here to see you. We met once, remember? I don't really miss the cream clam sauce pasta or the ginger ale, and I don't miss Spumoni ice cream either.
I miss you.
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20 Jan 2026
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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Jan 2026
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If there’s ever been any doubt in his mind just how much Shane loves this man, it vanishes with the glossy blankness of Ilya’s expression. Blood from a stone indeed.
“My father was very fair,” Ilya says immediately, and it’s got the rigid, almost mechanical emphasis of something practiced a thousand times. “If I was bad, I pay price. No problem.”
“I think maybe we have a different definition of the word fair.”
“Yes,” Ilya admits. “Probably. Shane thinks so.”
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19 Jan 2026
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Connor said he's the better kisser at the Golden Globes, Hudson wants to show his full potential.
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19 Jan 2026
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Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording.
“Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.”
Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating.
His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next.
I have to see him.
Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now.
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OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...
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17 Jan 2026
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hands to myself by unearthedlove
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Nov 2025
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Shane is still adjusting to being out. He’s trying, he really is. But he’s still very protective of what they have.
(Or: 5 times Shane feels embarrassment when the Centaurs find out something about their sex life and the time he stops caring.)
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- Part 1 of future hollanov fics
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- English
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- 14,355
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09 Jan 2026
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"You're supposed to smoke over there." Someone said from behind Ilya.
Ilya almost dropped his cigarette. His English was shitty, but he had studied that sentence enough times over the years to understand it immediately. He didn't even think about his words much anymore, but it was impossible to avoid them.
He turned instinctively, and was face to face with Shane fucking Hollander.
Out of almost seven billion people, of course Ilya's soulmate had to be his fated rival. It was almost poetic. Still, Ilya had enough sense to realize just how bad this was.
or, Shane says Ilya's soulmate words. Ilya vows to never speak a word to him to keep him from finding out. They fall in love anyway.
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05 Jan 2026
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The Second First Time by Allive
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.Series
- Part 1 of Again, and Always
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- English
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- 24/24
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05 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander and Iliana Rozanova are the biggest names in women's hockey. Meeting at the IIHF championship starts them on a journey into love that spans the next decade of their lives and beyond.
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- Part 1 of The Hollanova Collection
- Language:
- English
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- 161,169
- Chapters:
- 45/45
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20 Dec 2025
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Run at the Cup. by TheHomelyBadger
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
29 Apr 2023
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“So that’s why I bring Violet Wickett up,” says the first, feminine voice, “because there’s two things that have defined Vi her entire career. How hard she plays as a forward, especially on defence, and her rivalry with Caitlyn Kiramman.”
“See, if I’m Mel Medarda, I’m not even giving Wickett another glance. I’m taking Kiramman with my first pick and grabbing from the end of the Ironfist’s bench.”
“That’s what makes this so delicious, though, Jack. Mel Medarda can get both of them.”
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Hockey AU. The RHL is expanding, and both Caitlyn and Vi are up for grabs, their rivalry being a well documented storyline in the RHL for twelve years. What happens, however, when they're both taken to a new team? What happens when a relationship forged in belief of only seeing each other once in a while on road games is faced with playing beside each other every day?
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- Part 1 of The Runeterra Hockey League
- Language:
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- 337,049
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- 33/33
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20 Dec 2025
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I Dare You to Love Me by starrywrite
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF), Video Blogging & YouTube RPF
04 Oct 2014
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AU! Dan owns a popular flower shop and has more of a passion for flowers than he does for people. That is, until Phil stumbles into his shop - and consequently into his life as the two develop a fast friendship and Dan finds himself all but infatuated with him. But there's a problem: Phil's engaged and Dan is the florist for his wedding. And even more complications arise when Phil begins questioning everything he's ever known about love - and himself - when he realizes that the path to true love isn't always... straight.
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- Part 1 of Flower Shop Love Story
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 28,573
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- 1/1
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15 Oct 2025