1 - 20 of 21 Bookmarks by stevesbat

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,302
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    432
    Kudos:
    15,147
    Bookmarks:
    3,988
    Hits:
    141,162

    28 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Ilya,” Shane whispers. “Ilya, baby, can you open your eyes?”

    He’s met with silence, and the frantic tremor of his heart turns into an earthquake. The ice beneath him seeps into his veins and freezes his blood. Panic claws at his chest, scaling his ribcage like a ladder and lodging in his throat. He can barely breathe around the terror.

    “Ilya, you need to open your eyes. You need to look at me.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,417
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    8
    Comments:
    455
    Kudos:
    17,002
    Bookmarks:
    2,664
    Hits:
    132,207

    28 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 63

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya is nineteen when he moves to Boston. He’s finally out of Russia, and he loves his new team and his new city. He loves playing the Metros and watching Hollander flush red beneath his pretty freckles.

    He just didn't think his new coach would take such an interest in him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,066
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    45
    Kudos:
    216
    Bookmarks:
    64
    Hits:
    2,295

    28 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Harry was sure he wouldn't survive the war. But he did. And everyone was moving on, even Malfoy. Except Harry's not okay, and when George, who is also very much not okay, offers a way to make it all better, Harry accepts.
    And now Harry has a chance to see how his life would have been if his parents hadn't died in 1981.

    (A lot of family dynamics, depression and grief, feelings of guilt, too much drinking, light and fluffy moments too, working on trauma and growing up, friendships)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    181,863
    Chapters:
    32/?
    Collections:
    19
    Comments:
    2,520
    Kudos:
    11,595
    Bookmarks:
    3,864
    Hits:
    464,618

    28 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Angry tears spring to his eyes and his head spins. His breath picks up.

    Something bad is happening, he thinks.

    --------

    Shane is finally settled into married life with Ilya when ghosts from his past unearth troubling secrets he didn't even know were buried. He's forced to go on an odyssey in search for the answer to one question: what really happened to him all those years ago?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,060
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    81
    Kudos:
    505
    Bookmarks:
    148
    Hits:
    7,982

    28 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 95

    Tags
    Summary

    On two occasions, Shane Hollander tries weed, and Ilya tries to babysit him, and it does not go the way either of them really expects.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,850
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    92
    Kudos:
    864
    Bookmarks:
    95
    Hits:
    6,133

    19 Jan 2026

  7. Rec 48

    Tags
    Summary

    He blinks away the sleep in his eyes and sits up, listening for anything out of the ordinary. In the middle of trying to figure out what woke him up, he felt Eddie starting to shift.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,561
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    565
    Bookmarks:
    48
    Hits:
    4,863

    15 Jun 2022

  8. Rec 40

    Tags
    Summary

    He convinces himself that shutting down is the only solution, and luckily for him, Mike Wheeler has gotten pretty good at it these past few months.
    It’s the easiest trick in the world. Be a prick, and everyone will leave you alone. Shut down, and people won’t remember you exist.
    Of course, some people just won’t live you alone.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,621
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    38
    Kudos:
    337
    Bookmarks:
    40
    Hits:
    5,073

    15 Jun 2022

  9. Rec 25

    Tags
    Summary

    Robin and Steve are trapped in a tiny room hiding from the demidogs when the weight of everything Steve has been through these past few years comes crashing down on him. Thankfully Robin is there to help him through it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,731
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    210
    Bookmarks:
    25
    Hits:
    2,364

    15 Jun 2022

  10. Rec 35

    Tags
    Summary

    A dreaded anniversary brings unexpected feelings to the surface.

    Mike and Will discuss them over tea.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,871
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    290
    Bookmarks:
    35
    Hits:
    4,691

    15 Jun 2022

  11. Rec 20

    Tags
    Summary

    Will’s lips subconsciously parted, and he breathed in the air. He wanted to share every aspect of himself with Mike, and wanted the same in return. He yearned to know every inch of him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    523
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    246
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    2,640

    15 Jun 2022

  12. Rec 14

    Tags
    Summary

    Will Byers never truly moved on from the hell that was the upside down.

    or; will having breakdowns over stuff that reminds him of the upside down!!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    846
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    149
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    2,537

    15 Jun 2022

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary


    “This is the most stupid thing you’ve ever done!” Hermione yells after Harry. Then she blinks. They’re no longer at Grimmauld Place and, sitting huddled together on a familiar four-poster bed with red hangings, are four teenaged boys, staring avidly at them. Well, this is just brilliant, she thinks. “And you didn’t even get the year right!”

     

    Or: the one in which Harry is done with the war and thinks it’s time he got something he wanted for a change. He misses his godfather, goddammit.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    183,678
    Chapters:
    52/52
    Collections:
    18
    Comments:
    2,348
    Kudos:
    12,814
    Bookmarks:
    3,485
    Hits:
    440,415

    07 Oct 2021

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    They all thought after Voldemort's fall that the world would get better. But they were wrong. The Death Eaters used politics to accomplish what Voldemort never could. And with the dwindling Wizarding population and no one left to fight, there's only one solution: to go back in time to before Voldemort rose to power, and fix what broke the first time around. Time Travel AU. Nominated for Best James Potter and Best Peter Pettigrew in the 2018 Marauder Medals!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    318,188
    Chapters:
    76/76
    Collections:
    48
    Comments:
    1,813
    Kudos:
    12,575
    Bookmarks:
    4,521
    Hits:
    645,344

    07 Oct 2021

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Harry Potter has been reborn again and again into new bodies as the Master of Death, some of them not human, none of them exactly like his old one—but he has always helped to defeat Voldemort in each new world. Now he’s Harry Potter again, but his slightly older brother is the target of the prophecy, and Harry assumes his role is going to be to support Jonathan in his defeat of Voldemort. At least, that’s what he thinks until Voldemort comes that Halloween night, discovers what Harry is, and kidnaps him. The story of a long fight between Voldemort’s sadism and Harry’s generosity.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    236,587
    Chapters:
    78/?
    Comments:
    3,273
    Kudos:
    10,102
    Bookmarks:
    2,365
    Hits:
    300,872

    07 Oct 2021

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    In 1993, Gilderoy Lockhart points a stolen wand at Harry Potter and Ron Weasley with the intent to Obliviate them. The wand doesn't backfire. Gilderoy's "discovery" of the Chamber of Secrets is a short-term success.

    Other consequences are not short-term at all.

    Archived Author's Notes:
    I was watching the Chamber of Secrets movie several years back when the scene in question began to play...and immediately I wanted to know what would happen if the wand had done what it was supposed to do. The answer got very complicated, very, *very* quickly.

    Blame Edgar Allan Poe for the title.

    Beta work by Norcumi and Mrs_Stanley. Brit Spellcheck will be performed...soon.

    *I use the first 7 books and the Tales of Beedle the Bard as canon, but there are moments from the films used because they left me with fun things to play with.

    I do not consent to my work being reposted or used in any unofficial apps or other websites. This work is not posted for anyone's profit.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    352,375
    Chapters:
    45/45
    Comments:
    5,656
    Kudos:
    12,396
    Bookmarks:
    5,030
    Hits:
    512,569

    07 Oct 2021

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    For a moment, she's almost giddy. Because Draco Malfoy's been ruined by this war and he's as out of place as she is and — yes, he has scars too. He's got an even bigger one. She wonders whether one day they'll compare sizes.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    148,908
    Chapters:
    51/51
    Collections:
    123
    Comments:
    5,895
    Kudos:
    34,790
    Bookmarks:
    10,523
    Hits:
    1,499,685

    18 Sep 2021

  18. This has been deleted, sorry!

    01 Sep 2021

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    LONG fic charting the marauders' time at Hogwarts (and beyond) from Remus' PoV - diversion from canon in that Remus's father died and he was raised in a children's home, and is a bit rough around the edges. Otherwise canon-compliant.
    1971 - 1995

    This IS a wolfstar fic, but incredibly slow burn. Literally years. Long build up but worth it I promise!

    PLEASE DO NOT COPY TO WATTPAD. SERIOUSLY, WHY??

    Spotify playlist:
    https://open.spotify.com/user/htl2006/playlist/3z2NbLq2IVGG0NICBqsN2D?si=Liyl_JKJSx2RUqks3p50kg

    (Compiled by amazing reader, JustAnotherPerson)

     DISCLAIMER: I do not support JK Rowling's disgusting transphobic views.

    NOTE: I AM NO LONGER READING OR REPLYING TO COMMENTS ON THIS FIC

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    526,969
    Chapters:
    188/188
    Comments:
    47,364
    Kudos:
    299,049
    Bookmarks:
    52,855
    Hits:
    19,404,631

    01 Sep 2021

  20. Public Bookmark 4

    Tags
    Summary

    Hogwarts allows the 7th years to come back to take their NEWTs in a better environment than the year before. But what happens when Harry Potter is more focused on his mental health than his school?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,640
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    67
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    1,497

    01 Sep 2021

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation