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    Ilya widens his eyes, moves his hands in an impatient “get on with it” motion. He has the urge to say it for him, end both their misery. Shane blinks rapidly a few times, takes another deep breath. “I want to stop,” he says simply.

    Ilya lets out one humorless laugh, “Stop what?”

    Shane ignores him. “At the All Star Game, I told you I liked you. And you said about Russia and your family. And I looked some things up. I get it. I get it better now. I know we can’t but I can’t stop wanting to be…more. Unless we stop.”

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    Shane just wants to be friends and Ilya is, like, fine with that or whatever

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    26 Jul 2026

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    As his breathing turned rapid and labored, he felt the unmistakable presence of a foreign force pulling him through a closed door. He heard a lock. Before his mind could process the occurrence, he was suddenly enveloped - caught in the unyielding grip of two powerful arms - unforgivingly tight. He couldn’t see who, he could barely process where and why, but he felt himself shaking and his eyes burning and leaking raindrops on the shoulder of the force who squeezed tighter. Minutes passed, who knows how many, in complete silence other than the gasps coming from Shane as he sobbed. When he felt his heart reach a relatively normal pace, and the drumming in his ears quieted, he felt himself melt for a moment in the arms he still hadn’t recognized until he heard the voice. “Hollander, you are having panic attack.” Shane froze.

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are true rivals.

    5 years into their MLH careers, Shane Hollander is outed and the only one there to save him is the man he hates the most.

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    14 May 2026

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    A road trip through California, a nice second hand car, and the beginning of the end.

    or: Shane and Ilya agree to end it on a good note.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    How did he let this happen?

    Shane's not sure.

    One moment, he was on the gym floor not staring at Rozanov's gorgeous sweaty body. Then Shane was standing up, but his legs were weak for some god forsaken reason and Rozanov was there, just an arm around his waist to keep him upright, and now...

    Well.

    Now Shane's on his knees on the floor of Ilya Rozanov's shower.

     

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    Heated Rivalry, but the boys are forced to have an honest conversation around 8 years earlier than they do in canon.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    02 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander shows up to university excited for another year of being the best at what he does. Unfortunately, the man who beat him at last year's World Prospect Cup is also there, and Ilya Rozanov hasn't gotten any less annoying. Or any worse at hockey.

    Now if only Shane could focus on the ice, and stop thinking about nice hands, pretty lips, and the sound of his name in a Russian accent.

    OR: They play together in college, and discoveries are made a little quicker.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Kyle was still drunk when he woke up in his new apartment in Ottawa, after drinking himself out of his brain, because he couldn’t handle receiving an unwanted wedding invitation from New York, and a call from his parents to visit Vermont, after ten years. The idea of doing that alone is dreadful, but he was not alone in his apartment; a centaur showed up between the comforter of his bed.
    It was Luca Haas.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Maybe Shane Hollander is boring, but he likes boring. And Scott Hunter is also kinda boring so Shane should like him, too. Right?

    Or, Shane hooks up with Scott because that's totally a better option than his fucking rival and he definitely doesn't think about Ilya the whole time...

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    Jayce is twenty-two.
    He tells himself he’ll tear himself apart if he has to, claw his way to the top, change the world someday — all it takes is trying hard enough.
    All those outrageously expensive things and that shiny status will be nothing more than proof of his success.

    Jayce is thirty-two.
    He did tear himself apart.
    Somewhere along the way, though, he seems to have traded in his skin, his dreams, and that whole “change the world” thing for scrap.

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    07 Sep 2025

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    Eleven years after Sozins Comet, and The Avatar brought peace to the world, nothing is the same.
    The Avatar is missing. Tui and La are dead and lost to the spirits. Balance is broken.
    She’s the last waterbender alive.
    Waking up knowing nothing and no one, she has to depend on the scarred stranger calling himself “Lee.” He’s murderous, brooding, and secretive.
    Given the name Kya by her companion, she follows Lee on an unknown journey.
    Lee must keep her hidden before the Lord of Embers finds her and destroys the already fragile balance.
    The Lord of Embers is once again trying to stop the cycle.
    End the Avatar.

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    02 Aug 2025

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    Bellamy almost stops breathing when he sees it. There’s a black outline of a human body – like the type you’d have to annotate in a science lesson – spanning the top of Clarke’s arm. The only things in the outline are a brain where the heart should be, and a heart in the head.

    It’s his mark.

    He and Clarke have the same soulmarks.

    Clarke is his soulmate.

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    Everybody has a soulmark, and there will be exactly one person on the planet that shares the same mark. They appear on a child’s thirteenth birthday – at the exact same time as the moment that they took their first breath in the world. No one really knows why, it’s just how it’s always been. There has always been soulmates, and however much research is done as to how they work, nobody is any the wiser. Soulmarks and soulmates are just one of the universes many secrets that nobody will ever be able to truly understand.

    So, Bellamy had never really paid much attention to the whole discourse surrounding soulmarks and soulmates. Until, that was, his little sister’s best friend showed up on her thirteenth birthday with his soulmark on her skin.

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    05 Jun 2024

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    Kaveh is offered up as collateral for the peace treaty. Now he has to marry the Crown Prince of Haravatat, who does not seem to care for him one bit.
    While he is trying to navigate his new life in this unknown place, dark clouds gather on the horizon threatening to snuff out the sun and drown the whole world in darkness.

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    25 Feb 2024

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    And not one will know of the war, not one
    Will care at last when it is done.
    Not one would mind, neither bird nor tree
    If mankind perished utterly;
    And Spring herself, when she woke at dawn,
    Would scarcely know that we were gone.

    In the year before the Traveller arrives in Fontaine, Neuvillette and Wriothesley learn a little more about one another.

    And then, they learn rather a lot about one another.

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    24 Dec 2023

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    11 Nov 2023

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    One story, broken up into three parts.

    The story of how Zuko, a lone Fire Nation fugitive, finds a new home, family, and even love in a world that has all but forgotten him, and the few that do know of his existence want him dead.
    Join them as bonds form, friendships strengthen, and learn that a caring family isn't just blood relations. Watch their characters grow and mature as they learn who they are and who they want to be in this journey of discovery and healing.

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    17 Aug 2023

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    To commemorate the end of the Hundred Years' War and to ensure nothing like that ever happens again, the Four Nations agree to hold a Summit every year. Two weeks of political talks, cultural immersion and utter harmony. As Fire Lord, Zuko is in charge of hosting the first, set in the Fire Nation capital. As war-heroes, Katara, Sokka, Toph, Suki and of course Aang are among the guests.

    However, as Katara finds herself yearning for a life beyond that of the Avatar's faithful companion, it appears that politics will not be the only turbulent waters they have to navigate.

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    13 Jul 2023

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    "Have you heard? The Light of Kshahrewar is back in the city. With a child."

    Alhaitham doesn't concern himself with strangers if it can be helped. But Kaveh isn't a stranger, and so he seeks the truth.

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    22 Jun 2023

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    Desperate to find an alpha to help with their upcoming heats, Kaveh and Tighnari make a spontaneous decision: hiring two one-star service alphas to help them out.

    Little do they know that this arrangement would give them far more than they ever expected- a mate for life.

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    13 Jun 2023

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    "So, what great building did our master architect work on this time?"

    Nothing. Four days ago, Kaveh thought he would never work on anything again.

    "Where were you when Sumeru needed you most?"

    Dying.

    (Or: the one where Kaveh was born with Eleazar)

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    29 Apr 2023

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