1 - 20 of 336 Bookmarks by tearlach

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    When the long game falls apart, Shane and Ilya need a new plan.

    I recommend reading the series in order it was posted, even though the second fic is a prequel to the first one.

    Words:
    100,207
    Works:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    3,040

    11 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Prince Park Jimin is flunking his math class. Royally. And since failing means not graduating on time and embarrassing his family (again), Jimin is driven to seek the help of his sworn enemy: STEM genius-slash-recluse, Jeon Jungkook.

    To his surprise, Jungkook offers to tutor Jimin, but he wants one thing in return—Min Yoongi. And to better his chances, the inexperienced Jungkook wants Jimin to guide him in all things dating and intimacy.

    Desperate, Jimin agrees. But their deal (and the idea of delivering Jungkook to someone else) gets tricky when Jimin realizes a jarring truth: Jungkook isn’t all that bad. Not at sex, or flirting. Or at being naturally charming.

    …or at making Jimin fall head over heels for him. It’s kind of a problem.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    126,252
    Chapters:
    23/23
    Comments:
    1,515
    Kudos:
    7,920
    Bookmarks:
    2,832
    Hits:
    258,985

    11 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane has married Ilya, a known chaos monster, with a penchant for fast cars and designer clothes. Shane has spent his life making sure he was financially responsible. Now it's time to merge these two different approaches to money management; It does not go the way Shane thinks it will.

    They had been married for 32 days.

    And now was the big conversation: estate planning, their assets, and what combining them would look like.

    Shane had found a financial planner. Had set the appointment.

    He was, after all, Shane Hollander; he had approached his financial future with all of the key characteristics of a Hollander. His mom had guided his career, negotiating sizable contracts for him, and his father worked for the Treasury. It was in his blood.

    Ilya, meanwhile, had approached today's meeting with the same organizational energy he brought to most things in his life, except hockey: confident, yet chaotic, and generally not stressed out about whether things would work out in his favor.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,050
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    484
    Kudos:
    4,682
    Bookmarks:
    832
    Hits:
    68,308

    26 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “The trespassing alpha does not run fast enough, in the end. Jungkook catches her. The white wolf tells him to bury her just past the tree line in front of their house. It'll be a good warning, he says. It'll tell others that this house has a guard dog.“

    (Or: Yoongi’s pack of omegas adopts a guard dog, and sweet baby alpha Jungkook gets a home he doesn’t think he deserves.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    30,542
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    167
    Kudos:
    1,251
    Bookmarks:
    395
    Hits:
    16,176

    03 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Paramedic Shane Hollander starts working nights, he expects to spend his shifts getting fucked over by Response Paramedic—and notorious asshole—Ilya Rozanov.

    Shane does end up getting fucked, just not in the way he was expecting.

    (shane just wants to do his job and ride the ambulance. ilya thinks shane should be riding him, instead.)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    34,467
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    945
    Kudos:
    14,203
    Bookmarks:
    4,713
    Hits:
    228,360

    26 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Did you… Did you get a whole roll of wrapping paper for it?”

    “Yes. And ribbon.”

    “You’re cute.”

    “Shut up.”

    // shane’s birthday is next week. ilya has gifts for him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,129
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    399
    Kudos:
    12,985
    Bookmarks:
    3,534
    Hits:
    140,841

    25 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    157,099
    Chapters:
    23/23
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    9,351
    Kudos:
    35,576
    Bookmarks:
    13,990
    Hits:
    1,393,542

    18 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    June 2018. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are about to execute the first step of their ten-year plan, with Ilya signing with the Ottawa Centaurs when free agency begins on July 1.

    Except Shane accidentally, drunkenly, outs himself to the Montreal Metros at the end of the season. Who are not as okay with it as Shane would have hoped.

    AKA the most eventful Canada Day that the MLH has ever seen.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    34,827
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    1,486
    Kudos:
    16,695
    Bookmarks:
    5,028
    Hits:
    182,035

    09 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane is conscious for the entire crash. That doesn’t mean he remembers it.

    The brain has a funny way of blocking out trauma like this, of shielding the body from things that would hurt it to remember. But Shane’s ears are still ringing with the sounds of metal crunching and tires screeching, even if there’s a large blank space in his head where the memory should be. The crash was a blur, a blink. Terribly long and then suddenly over, a heavy silence now descending over the eerie stillness.

    Or:

    A week after returning from their honeymoon, Shane gets in a car accident that threatens the future he and Ilya so painstakingly fought to build.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    80,108
    Chapters:
    12/13
    Comments:
    1,056
    Kudos:
    5,431
    Bookmarks:
    2,365
    Hits:
    245,238

    03 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    103,966
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    3,914

    20 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane doesn’t realize he’s braced for silent eyes until he feels the absence of it — the weight of teammates immediately finding him and going quiet, waiting for him to fuck up, to say the wrong thing, to exist wrong. He expects the chatter of a room to drop when he enters and its disconcerting to find it doesn't yet in Ottawa.

    He stands at the entrance a beat too long.

    --

    It’s the start of Shane Hollander’s first season in Ottawa and he should be settled. The Centaurs are friendly, the room is easy, and Ilya is finally close enough to touch. But, as Shane is intimately aware of, old habits learned the hard way will linger.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,982
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    555
    Kudos:
    9,646
    Bookmarks:
    2,082
    Hits:
    136,030

    20 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    148,928
    Chapters:
    18/18
    Comments:
    9,851
    Kudos:
    28,731
    Bookmarks:
    11,691
    Hits:
    949,387

    18 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”

    Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”

    “It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”

    “Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”

    —

    The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    54,949
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1,868
    Kudos:
    13,898
    Bookmarks:
    5,826
    Hits:
    343,929

    16 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Summary

    The queer NHL players (begrudgingly) unite via group chats in the face of social media scandals.

    These stories take place on a (slightly loose) chronological timeline and make the most sense when read in order. However, they're all independent stories/scandals and can be read as standalones.

    All stories take place post TLG and include spoilers for the books.

    Words:
    75,918
    Works:
    8
    Bookmarks:
    10,960

    15 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.

    She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.

    -
    Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    31,374
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    2,439
    Kudos:
    29,036
    Bookmarks:
    8,426
    Hits:
    489,920

    11 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It happens against Montreal, because of course it does.

    Shane Hollander has accumulated hundreds of penalty minutes across his career, same as every other hockey player, but none have ever been from fighting.

    That is until a bad hit by his former teammates leaves his husband laid out on the ice and a comment that crosses the line has Shane dropping his gloves for the first (and hopefully last) time.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    9,943
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    17
    Comments:
    990
    Kudos:
    25,190
    Bookmarks:
    4,225
    Hits:
    293,886

    01 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    93,307
    Chapters:
    30/30
    Comments:
    4,471
    Kudos:
    21,976
    Bookmarks:
    8,009
    Hits:
    626,654

    28 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya's face split into a wide grin. It made his eyes sparkle. Shane wanted to kiss him very badly. "Oh. Oh. You are very drunk."

    "I wouldn't say very drunk. I'm normal drunk." Shane corrected, stepping closer to Ilya until they were barely centimeters apart. Shane reached up and wrapped his arms around Ilya's neck. They were so close and he smelled so good. Shane breathed him in for a second. Fuck, he had missed him so badly. It had only been two weeks, but it felt like forever.

    "I missed you too." Ilya whispered. Wait, had Shane said that out loud? Oops. Maybe he was very drunk. "More than you know."

    Or, the transition from friends with benefits to lovers is far from seamless.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    22,368
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    359
    Kudos:
    11,970
    Bookmarks:
    3,638
    Hits:
    179,959

    26 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "Listen, Mr. Rozanov." The general manager is talking out of the side of his mouth, his cigarette dropping ashes all over the hotel table. "We like you. We want you. We understand you are putting yourself under a fair amount of risk here, meeting with us like this. I hope it's obvious that if you play for us, we will set you up for a good life in Canada."

    He pauses, looks Ilya in the eye. "But you have to understand, if you agree to this, you have to be prepared to leave with us right now."

    Red Army superstar Ilya Rozanov defects from the Soviet Union. A Cold War-era hockey AU

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    79,513
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    1,488
    Kudos:
    11,186
    Bookmarks:
    4,501
    Hits:
    211,917

    17 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    222,222
    Chapters:
    28/28
    Comments:
    18,674
    Kudos:
    51,930
    Bookmarks:
    19,832
    Hits:
    2,415,786

    17 Feb 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation