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23 Jul 2026
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Married to his best friend, Evan Buckley thought he had everything he needed to be happy. When Eddie offers to open the relationship so Buck can explore sexually outside of their marriage, he's hesitant, but when he spends an eye-opening, incredible night with Tommy Kinard, it's exactly what he needed. However, the problems in his marriage have just started, and the simplest solution - break up with Tommy - isn't an option at all.
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21 Jul 2026
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“Finally the camera reached his face. He was young, definitely early 20’s. Soft looking blond hair styled back with product. A cute nose he wanted to pepper with kisses. Pouty pink lips stretched into an open mouth smile. Adorably framed by laugh lines. Glacial blue eyes framed by thick lashes. Distinctive birthmark-
Eddie slammed the laptop closed, all but throwing it across the room in his panic. That was Buck. His Buck. He had just been jerking off to his Buck. A wave of panic unlike he's ever experienced washed over him. He barely had enough time to pull his pants back up and rush to the bathroom before he was expelling the meager dinner he had had earlier. What the fuck.”
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Eddie takes an ‘am I gay?’ quiz and falls down a rabbit hole were he finds amateur Buck 1.0 porn.
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21 Jul 2026
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Sent to a medical call at an elderly couple's bungalow with reports of a suspected heart attack and the victim having been trapped against the front door, the 118 hits tragedy midway through a twenty four hour shift.
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20 Jul 2026
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When they got off the plane, dozens of emergency vehicles greeted them. It was strange, considering the plane hadn't burst into flames midair, at least not to Buck's knowledge.
There was a fluttering of activity yet no word on why they were stuck there.
The passengers were bystanders to the chaos until someone shouted, "Excuse me, there are sick people here. Can you tell us what's going on?"
"The problem is, ladies and gentlemen, that your plane departed April 9th, 2021. Today is June 12th, 2026."
"You have all been missing and presumed dead for more than five years."
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A Manifest AU centered around Buck & Eddie.
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18 Jul 2026
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He was in love with Eddie.
He loved Eddie.
It wasn’t just some cliché crush-on-your-best-friend kind of thing.
It was all consuming love that was once in history described as force strong enough to build entire civilizations or to crush them into fine dust.
A love so huge that giving up your own life to spare theirs hurts less then living in the world without your soulmate.
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Or: Almost a year after the events of 9x13 ‘Mother’s Boy’ Buck and Eddie are called as key witnesses for Bonnie and Earl’s trial in New Mexico. Buck and Eddie relive the entire thing when the prosecution reveals that they have footage of Buck’s captivity. Eddie finds out that Buck would give his own life for him and Christopher. Buck finds out that Eddie would kill for Buck. A lot of trauma with happy ending. Chapters will be uploaded daily. Mind the tags.Bookmarked by tjournal
18 Jul 2026
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No, the worst day of his life is one he doesn’t talk about.
One he can’t talk about.
Because talking about it means remembering it. And remembering it means letting himself feel everything he has spent years carefully locking away.
He can’t afford that.
There are people who need him to keep moving forward. People who need him to stay steady. To stay strong.
So when someone asks about the worst day of his life, he smiles, shrugs, and tells the lightning strike story instead.OR
Six years ago, half the world disappeared.
Buck didn't. Buck stayed.Six years later, everyone comes back.
and Buck... doesn't know what to do with that.Bookmarked by tjournal
17 Jul 2026
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“This isn’t my life!” Buck exclaims. “This is not how it’s supposed to be. Abby is supposed to be gone. She’s supposed to have left. As in, left Los Angeles, not left me to marry Bobby. Bobby’s supposed to marry Athena.”
“Cap and Athena? But she’s—”
“Married. Yeah,” Buck huffs. “Like I said, that doesn’t work out.”
“Because Real Michael is gay?” Eddie asks skeptically.
“Real Michael is gay,” Buck confirms.
OR: After his break up with Tommy, Buck falls asleep on Eddie’s couch and wakes up in a world where Bobby is married to Abby, Hen and Karen are divorced, Athena and Michael are faking a happy marriage, Chim has a daughter that is not Buck's niece, and—just to really, personally fuck with him—Eddie and Maddie are engaged to be married.
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13 Jul 2026
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I want to build a house with you, tell me it's a whole life too by Lacerta26
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
16 Jul 2026
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Buck didn't think he'd end up back at Eddie's after everything. All the things that drove him here haven't changed and neither have the things that made him leave again. Thirty four years old and able to drop everything in his life because he had no dependents, no responsibilities, no ties. Chris was gone and Eddie was following him and Buck was only at South Bedford because he was being left behind.
Buck has reckoned with his feelings by now, this past year after Bobby, after everything that went on in the desert, the lengths Eddie went to, bringing things into sharper focus. He's in love with Eddie, has been in love with Eddie for so long it just became part of the fabric of the universe, the baseline from which Buck operates. He's made his peace with it too, aware that Eddie doesn't feel the same.
He'd do anything for Eddie and Chris but he felt more like a guest than he ever had when they came back to LA, sleeping on their couch, waiting to be asked to leave. Better to go than be pushed, he figured, and yet the path always seems to lead back to here.
So, South Bedford it is, only there are four of them now, not three because Buck is responsible for more than himself these days.
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13 Jul 2026
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Eddie Diaz lived a dual life, walking a razor-thin edge. By day, he was El Heredero, the ruthless heir to a powerful cartel, groomed by a father who demanded absolute obedience and blood for loyalty. By night, he led a hidden crusade, risking his neck to raid the city's stomach-churning, illegal omega auctions. He knew exactly what was at stake—defying Ramon Diaz was a death sentence.
But nothing could have prepared him for the chaos waiting in the shadows of his latest raid.
Bound, bruised, and burning with a fierce, unbroken pride amidst the cages, he finds him: Evan "Buck" Nash. The son of Robert Nash, the ruthless leader of The Black Ashes—their bitterest rivals.
With a monumental gang peace summit looming tomorrow, Eddie is suddenly faced with a deadly choice. Keeping Nash’s son captive could start an all-out turf war, but letting him go might expose Eddie's deepest secrets. And as their eyes lock in the dim light, Eddie realizes that Buck is far more than just a dangerous political bargaining chip. He is the one variable that could shatter his carefully built walls forever.Bookmarked by tjournal
12 Jul 2026
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Because outside his door, with snow caught in his dark hair and eyelashes, is Eddie. Eddie. Bucks knees buckle and he stumbles backwards, catching himself on the wall. A thousand things run through his mind, a thousand emotions flood his heart but he can't bring himself to speak. Eddie. Eddie. Eddie.
Eddie is standing in front of him. Eddie who he hasn't seen in two years.
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or, after a call goes wrong, Buck decides the only way to protect his family is to leave them behind entirely. He spends two years in solitude, until Eddie Diaz shows up on his doorstep and refuses to let him go.
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12 Jul 2026
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Buck is abducted in the night held captive and brutally tortured. He returns as a shell of his former self. It's up to Eddie to nurse him back to health, and to try and stifle the realization that he's in love with his best friend.
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10 Jul 2026
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Buck and Eddie had a good thing going. Sure, no one in their family knew they were together aside from Bobby. And sure, Eddie was still legally married to his wife despite dating Buck. But it was fine! They were separated and haven't seen each other in years. So when Shannon walked into the firehouse, Buck felt like everything he'd been holding onto was going to be ripped from him. The only solution? Tossing it before it can be taken.
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10 Jul 2026
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After flying the 118 to the sinking cruise ship, Tommy can’t stop thinking about Buck and he becomes increasingly jealous of Buck and Eddie’s not so casual friendship.
What happens when he buys the One Wish Willow?
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07 Jul 2026
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“Hey,” Buck says, in the hospital room after it’s all over. “Just so you know, I’m in love with you.”
His voice is raspy, his smile a little self-deprecating. His eyes, when Eddie stares at him in surprise, are steady and blue. He doesn't sound like he’s blurting something out, or getting something off his chest, or confessing something he’s embarrassed of. He just sounds like he’s telling Eddie about the weather, something mundane. The sun is hot in the sky, they’re in New Mexico, and Buck is, apparently, in love with him.
Buck confesses to Eddie after the kidnapping. Eddie, in a fit of madness, accepts his confession. It'll be fine - just because Eddie isn't in love with Buck, doesn't mean he can't be his boyfriend.
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06 Jul 2026
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"Maybe not," Eddie caves. But he hates feeling the fight leave Buck's body as he says it, as if Buck had secretly wanted him to push and do it anyway. Clearly, whatever Tommy had said in that interaction had made Buck feel small, and Eddie loathed people who made Buck feel small.
"I just... I talked to Maddie about it already, so I'm not like, shutting people out. Its..." Buck shakes his head. "It's hard to explain."
Eddie gnaws at the inner corner of his lip. “Even to me?” he thinks selfishly.
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Or, things begin to fall into place for Buck and Eddie once the Diazes are back in Los Angeles for good.
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04 Jul 2026
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“She said she wasn’t worried about us breaking up.”
Oh. Well. That was pretty definitively a thing that people said about partners who were together romantically.
“Say something,” Buck instructed.
“What?”
“Anything,” Buck said, his voice wavering on the word. Which was—it was weird, right? Why was Buck so shaken by a throwaway comment?
Or maybe the better question was why wasn’t Eddie? If either of them was going to get freaked out by the assumption that he was dating a man, it would make more sense for it to be Eddie, who was straight, and not Buck, who had, in fact, already dated men.
“Aren’t you going to be late for your shift?”
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Buck and Eddie get shaken up by a comment from Theo’s social worker, and then by a magnitude 7 earthquake; it turns out, some disasters are better than others.
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04 Jul 2026
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Bobby was dead: to begin with.
Bobby was dead and Eddie was gone and Christopher was gone and Tommy was still his *ex*-boyfriend and Hen was still in the hospital: though, he heard she was being discharged this morning.
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at the funeral, Buck doesn’t make it about him.
But Tommy and Eddie might.Bookmarked by tjournal
04 Jul 2026
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“He took his backpack that usually has a change of clothes and a hoodie. He took a photo of his two closest friends. That’s not the actions of someone who’s -“ Bobby didn’t finish the sentence.
“Then what, Bobby?” Eddie cried, the tears rolling down his face against his will. “He just willingly left us? Left me?!” A sob broke free from his chest. He dropped his head into his hand and sobbed.
Or: Buck disappears without a trace. Not knowing why he left, his family works to find him and bring him home.
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02 Jul 2026
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In the wake of the tsunami, Buck makes a split-second assumption: Christopher is dead, and it's his fault. Unable to face the thought of telling his best friend that he lost his son, Buck disappears without a trace.
Meanwhile, Eddie is left grieving Buck's presumed death, struggling to understand why his loss cuts so much deeper than everyone else's.
Seven years later, a chance encounter reunites them. Forcing them to confront the grief they've carried for nearly a decade.
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29 Jun 2026