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    blanket permission for translations (posted on ao3/linked), podfics (posted on ao3/linked), art of any kind inspired by the fics in this collection! i would love to know about them though

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    29 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so many bangers good lord

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    27 Jul 2026

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    I JUST WANT MORE AND MORE AND MOREEE (kindly) (im high-key waiting for the luke/connor spin off)

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    lucarozanov

    if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though

    Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.

    Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    01 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    heartbreakingly good

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    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

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    30 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    IT WAS REALLY CUTE I MUST REREAD

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    “We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”

    It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.

    He can’t breathe.

    (Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)

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    13 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    wilm finish later

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    Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.

    As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.

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    05 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    genuinamente lo amé dios mío

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    12 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I'll read it eventually!!!

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    Shane Hollander is stupid.

    Ilya didn’t know what Shane saw in him, but you can't just fall for a man you barely met. You can't just fall so deep and so quickly.

    Shane looked at him like devotion came naturally, like getting hurt was a price he was willing to pay. Ilya wanted to protect him from being hurt at all costs. But what if he was the one who did it?

    Shane went first in the draft, and then threw it away by choosing Ottawa.
    A bad team. A losing future. No Cups. No real rivalry.
    Ilya didn’t understand the decision. He refused to.

    Or.

    Shane got his second chance. This time, he refused to wait for years to get his Ilya. He had to take him fast, before depression or any other crap got him. But if he touched the timeline wrong—if anything went off-script—what did it cost?

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    10 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    im on chapter 9 will continue later

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    10 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i inhaled this fic lmfao

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    “I think you are silly all the time, but not for this. Do you want to?”

    Shane felt like he had whiplash, especially because he had found it increasingly hard to concentrate once Ilya’s hands had started roaming his hips and brushing his thumbs under the hem of Shane’s shirt.

    “Want to— what?”

    Ilya pulled him forward in one smooth motion. Their hips were flush together and Shane could feel his own erection bumping against Ilya’s. 

    “Do you want to fuck me, Hollander?”

    based on the prompt: it's shane's first time topping a man. he tries not to cum as soon as he gets the tip in (it's okay if he fails)

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    08 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ok this was hot

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    “I want you to use me.”

    Ilya pauses, hot dog halfway to his mouth, his eyebrows scrunching up and holding, even as he finishes taking a bite. The confusion sits there the entire time he’s chewing, looking at Shane expectantly. When Shane doesn’t say anything else, he swallows down his mouthful with a swig of beer and smacks his lips obnoxiously.

    “Use for what?”

    “Sex,” Shane says. He keeps his volume level, resists the urge to drop into a whisper. It feels so wrong to say this sort of stuff with the sunlight on his back. “I want you to use me for sex.”

    “I do not do this already?”

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    01 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    y ya

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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    22 Feb 2026

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    beautiful cry

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    Nearly ten months after Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were outed against their will, they finally sit down for an exclusive interview with famed Sports Illustrated columnist Mack Shepard. Mack takes Shane and Ilya back through their relationship, and they finally get the chance to tell their story on their own terms and in their own words.

    Chapter 1: Ilya's POV (first half of interview)
    Chapter 2: Shane's POV (second half of interview)
    Chapter 3: social media's reaction
    Chapter 4: Centaur's group chat reactions (part 1)
    Chapter 5: Centaur's group chat reactions (part 2)
    Chapter 6-?: player reactions (coming soon!)

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    26 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i'll read this some day

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    26 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    YESSS

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    "Listen, Mr. Rozanov." The general manager is talking out of the side of his mouth, his cigarette dropping ashes all over the hotel table. "We like you. We want you. We understand you are putting yourself under a fair amount of risk here, meeting with us like this. I hope it's obvious that if you play for us, we will set you up for a good life in Canada."

    He pauses, looks Ilya in the eye. "But you have to understand, if you agree to this, you have to be prepared to leave with us right now."

    Red Army superstar Ilya Rozanov defects from the Soviet Union. A Cold War-era hockey AU

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    12 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    iloved this fic so much i will reread it!!!

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    Ilya wishes this could be easy for them, like back when they were kids, camping under the stars in Shane’s parent’s backyard. Things didn’t seem so big then, so terrifying. Ilya fell in love with Shane when he was 16 too, he found him boring and naïve and innocent, but he was also beautiful and endearing and he gave Ilya everything he didn’t know he needed.

    A friend, a companion, a partner, a family.

    He’d been with him through all the big moments in Ilya’s life, and no matter how hard he tried to fight it, he knew. Falling for Shane Hollander would always be inevitable for him.

    — Or Shane and Ilya meet a year before Heated Rivalry and Ilya spends two summers with the Hollanders before their rookie year. AU

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    04 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    prettiest thing ever

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    “And you’ve done amazing things for the Cen…. You’re thinking Ottawa. You’re thinking the two of us on the Centaurs together.” Shane felt startled.

    “You are not?”

    “It’s… Oh my god. It could be. We could be amazing together.”

    Ilya’s eyebrows both lifted. “Could be? We definitely are. And on the ice, too.”

     

    In which Ilya and Shane announce their relationship on their own timeline, even though it gets a little accelerated by events.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    cute!

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    His Royal Highness Jeon Jungkook, Grand Prince of Buseog, was fine with his lavish lifestyle. Having recently celebrated his 24th birthday, he believed he'd just managed to get a grip on it, thank you very much.
    When he overheard the members of parliament announce he had to marry within a month or risk being dethroned by a man claiming to have a better and legitimate line to the throne, he agreed to an arranged marriage with a perfectly pleasant guy that he could potentially and allegedly fall for. Maybe.
    Too bad Jungkook's grandmother invited his very own rival to live in the palace with them until Jungkook's wedding.
    Too bad he was none other than Kim Namjoon, the one and only man Jungkook flirted (and made out with) at his 24th birthday ball.
    Should be fine, right?

    or,
    the namkook princess diaries 2 au no one asked for

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    30 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I READ THIS I HAVE TO REREAD

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    “Ilya Rozanov,” Shane repeats slowly, letting himself taste the words. He grins. “Wow. You’re, like, a really good player. How come you’re in Canada for summer camp? Is that weird to ask? Sorry if that’s weird. I just meant-”

    Shane is cut off by a hand on his mouth. He flushes.

    “Too fast,” Ilya says. “My English… not good.”

    “Sorry,” Shane mumbles into Ilya’s hand. Ilya grins and shakes his head, curls dancing, as he pulls his hand away.

    “Is okay. Slow words. Okay?”

    This year marks thirteen year Shane Hollander's third summer at Coach Marakov's elite hockey training camp. In attendance for the first time: Ilya Rozanov, visiting from Russia. Shane isn't the most sociable, and Ilya's English isn't the greatest, yet the unlikely duo soon become the best of friends.

    It's just one summer, but it makes a world of difference.

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    29 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    WORLDS MOS CUTEST FANFIC EVER I LOVE MY KIDS

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