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    It's the summer of 2020 when Gyuvin and Ricky meet for the first time. Five years later, everything between them is broken.

    or: Gyuvin, Ricky, and two summers.

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    13 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 82

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    Ricky blinked at him, silent for a beat, his lips pressing into a thin line before they curved upward, ever so slightly. It wasn’t quite a smile; it was more like he couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “Wait, is this… are you confessing or something?”

    Gyuvin’s mouth snapped shut. “What? No!” he blurted, his face going scarlet. “I mean—ugh!” He raked a hand through his hair once more, glaring at the floor before forcing himself to meet Ricky’s bewildered gaze again. “Yes, okay, I was going to confess. But not after you first admitted you’re a vampire!”

    or; something is going on with his best friend Ricky, and Gyuvin won't stop until their relationship is back to normal

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    31 Jul 2025

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    There were a lot of things that 20-year-old Kim Gyuvin knew. He knew that as the only child to a deaf mother, he was the sole bridge between her and the hearing world, the voice she needed. He knew that his family situation wasn’t the best, so he had to make full use of the university scholarship he had to make his mother proud. He knew that the used CD shop he worked at was old and somewhat dingy, but he loved working there regardless.

    What Kim Gyuvin did not know was that the appearance of a deaf (and devilishly handsome) art student at the CD shop was about to turn his entire world upside down.

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    31 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    “You’ve just never been in love, so you wouldn’t know what it’s like.”

    It hits him how she didn’t think his last relationship was anything special. It makes him wonder how much time he’d wasted chasing a feeling he wasn’t even able to capture.

    Ricky thought he was in love. For a little while, at least. Until he realized that he could never love someone as much as he loved the buildup before it all. The clouds of romance swirling together, the thrill of the chase all culminating into one huge storm that’d electrocute his entire core with excitement.

    Except, the clouds dissipate and the sky clears. The world continues to spin and Ricky’s left staring at the puddles on the ground. Completely un-electrocuted.

    Needless to say, he agrees. He’s never been in love and he wouldn't really know what that looks like. He’d been much more focused on the thoughts and emotions that were easier to decipher. Such as storms and the drama that comes with chasing them.

    He may not know what love feels like, but he knows what he wants. He wants to run.

    Ricky chases storms. Gyuvin creates them. By fate or by chance, their lives come crashing together.

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    31 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    "You?” Gyuvin stares at him wide-eyed, blinking in recognition. For a moment, he thinks he sees the same recognition reflected back, like he recognizes Gyuvin as well.

    The creature is the most human-like creature Gyuvin has ever seen. Sharp dark eyes, a pink sullen mouth, long delicate fingers — the only thing indicating he’s not human are his pointed ears and the ethereal way his long blond hair cascades over his shoulders.

    Quanrui. 

    He’s seen Quanrui thousands of times in his dreams, enough that he thought he knew Quanrui thoroughly. But nothing can compare to seeing him in the flesh. How his dark eyes sparkle as he looks down at Gyuvin’s contorted face, how his skin reflects the light filtering through the trees, the floral fragrant smell that seems to emanate off of him. 

    It’s him, here in the mortal world and not of his perilous dreams. 

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    23 Jun 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 12

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    Some days Hao wishes to be clean and innocent like a lamb. Why is he so impure? Why is his body so filthy?

    Ricky lives a life of riches and comfort. So why does he feel the weight of the world upon his shoulders?

    When Ricky goes missing, is it really that tragic? And when Hao is trapped, does he really wanna go back?

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    03 Oct 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 15

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    Gunwook bristled, “I don’t like what you’re insinuating. He might have money, but I’m not going to use him as some bank I can freeload on to – “

    “Keep Gyuvin alive?” His tone had changed. Gunwook started to question if he had somehow managed to secure himself an early grave from the way Hanbin was eyeing him, like he could read his body language from sight alone.

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    Gunwook had given up his future for the sake of his childhood friend, Kim Gyuvin. Just when it seems like his efforts had secured Gyuvin's future, an enigma named Ricky appears in their lives, capturing Gyuvin's attention and leaving Gunwook questioning his worth in Gyuvin's small world.

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    22 Sep 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 78

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    Ricky’s birthday is coming up again. Gyuvin wonders how he’ll top the heart-shaped ring this year.

    He reflects on what it means to love Ricky, over the years.

     

    Ricky's birthday is coming up again. Ricky wonders what Gyuvin will be getting him this time.

    He reflects on how they've grown, over the years.

    Or: How Ricky and Gyuvin have gone from being nemeses, rivals, to life-long friends, and something more.

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    02 Sep 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Do you think that maybe we’re a lot better at wanting each other rather than having each other?” Gyuvin says. When Ricky looks back up, his face is laced with confusion.

    “Because you can have me, you can have all of me. But you won’t let me have you.”

    And he loses himself all over again.

    On the edge on whether what they have is something casual or something that could be more than friends, Gyuvin doesn't know. What he does know is that he fell in love with Ricky like clockwork and he was sure Ricky did too.

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    26 Aug 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 16

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    Summer in Jeju is nothing like summer in Osan. Gunwook is twelve-and-a-half when he meets Gyuvin and Ricky on summer vacation. Their days are filled with sun and sand and soccer and Gunwook swears they’ll all be friends forever.

    He’s seventeen-and-a-half when Gyuvin and Ricky tell him they’ve started dating.

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    20 Aug 2024

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    What Ricky knows: The way he wants Hao is a feeling he can’t domesticate, clawing at his insides like a rabid animal. It’s love, and that's worship. It's desire, and that's a sin.

    What Ricky doesn’t know: Gyuvin burns just to keep him warm.

    Or; Hao shines bright enough that it blinds Ricky to anything and anyone else, including Gyuvin.

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    19 Jun 2024

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    FROM:[email protected]

    DATE: March 11, 2025

    SUBJECT: when i met you

     

    ricky,

    i found this website, it lets you write emails to people in the future. i thought it would be fun to send it to you ten years from now. can you pretend it’s just as romantic as sending a love letter? haha

    i know we will still be together, but i will ask you questions anyways: do you still have dyed hair? what’s your favorite k-drama right now? do you still make me cut your food for you? i think i’ll know the answers but please turn and tell me anyways.

    Ten years after their break-up, Ricky receives an email from Kim Gyuvin.

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    07 Jun 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 69

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    Gyuvin turned around and pressed Ricky against the tree, his body pushing against him, a silent demand in his eyes.

    "What game are you playing?" he asked, voice low and edged with a hint of desperation. He couldn't stand the thought of Ricky giving himself to Matthew. Or anyone else.

    Not after that kiss.

    "Who do you think you are?" Ricky snapped, struggling against Gyuvin's grip pinning him to the tree. "I can do whatever I want. After all, using your own words, our kiss meant—” he inched closer, voice dropping to a whisper, "—nothing."

    Gyuvin growled softly, gaze fixed on his lips.

    "They can't touch you. You understand?"

    or; Gyuvin won't admit he feels attracted to Shen Quanrui, but will he be able to resist Ricky's bold advances?

    [fic edited on April 15, 2025]

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    06 Jun 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 66

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    Gyuvin’s dedicated his life to the Hunt. To restore his honor, he aims to take down the most powerful vampire of them all: the high elder.

    But what happens when the one he seeks to hunt becomes the one he loves most?

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    26 May 2024

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    Gyuvin and Ricky, Ricky and Gyuvin. They’ve been attached at the hip ever since the day Gyuvin met this beautiful boy in the middle of the school halls in seventh grade. Two halves of a whole.
    Best friends.
    Except maybe best friends don’t wonder about what it would be like to kiss each other.

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    Comments:
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    11,136

    17 May 2024

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