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  1. 28

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    What if Shane went back to Ilyas penthouse in Las Vegas and told him how much it hurt him when he realised that they didn’t kiss.
    This is my version of it. ❤️
    It didn't hit Shane until he came face to face with the elevator that would take him back down to his room that he and Ilya hadn't kissed. The thought hit him like a flood capturing all of the good from the evening and turning it sour. So many thoughts ran through his brain in that single moment making him feel dizzy and overwhelmed. Why didn't they kiss? Did Ilya not want to kiss him? Why is it making me feel physically sick thinking that Ilya didn't kiss me tonight?

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    “We can’t do this again.”

    Ilya props himself up on his elbows and looks flatly at Shane.

    “Ah. Let’s see. You came in about ten seconds, so it was not the blowjob.”

    “Fuck off.”

    “I am just making observation. So. This is about kickball?”

    “Obviously. We can’t play on separate teams and sleep together.”


    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are rival captains in a recreational West Hollywood LGBTQ+ kickball league. Of course, no one can ever find out they are sleeping together. Or at least Shane wholeheartedly thinks so.

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    "I'm okay. I'm right here."

    "You have not been. You have not been okay, and you have not been right here, and I did not know—"

    "Nobody knew. I disappeared, Ilya, I wanted to. I needed to."

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    it's been years since ilya saw shane hollander. he's different now.

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  4. 68

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    "It's not always gay to kiss your friends," Shane mutters, sniffing pointedly. "Some people do it all the time."

    The room stills, before everyone's attention swivels to Shane who freezes under their stares. He arches an unimpressed brow at them all, pointedly avoiding Ilya's gaze, before he goes back to placidly studying the board, the corner of his mouth twitching.

    "Who are you not gay kissing?" Ilya demands. "Rose doesn't count."

    "Obviously, Rose doesn't count," Shane says, rolling his eyes. "Wouldn't that be straight?"

    "Yes," Ilya says, impatiently. "And you are very gay, so who is it you are kissing that you have to specify it's not gay? Is is Pike? Boiziau?" He casts a wild glance around the room. "Please tell me it is not my precious Boody. He is handsome, yes, but it will break my heart if he did not kiss me to find out that he is a little gay."

    OR: Wyatt Hayes loves games, his team, and the spirit of love.

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    Shane Hollander reinvents a game or two as a treat for Ilya during the Halloween season.

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  6. 63

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    It begins with three rules, a case destined to kill them, and a Porsche.
    When Shane Hollander follows a string of drownings to Bracken Bay, he finds an unlikely partner in Ilya Rozanov, a three hundred fifty-one-year-old vampire with terrible manners and too much folklore knowledge.
    It ends, as many things do, with the unbearable discovery that monsters come in many shapes and sizes, and sometimes even in the form of humans.

    Or: Shane Hollander, the hunter, meets Ilya Rozanov, the vampire. Their first encounter goes, as expected, horribly. The rest goes considerably worse.

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  7. 90

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    Ilya knows it will be a problem from the first time he sees Shane put on his new Under Armor compression shirt.  A new brand deal has led him to own far too many and his husband keeps wearing them to places Ilya can’t do anything about it.

    In the Centaur’s locker room.
    At the team’s training gym.
    At a photoshoot that Ilya tags along to because Shane asked him to.

    Every time he sees his husband in one of those shirts, all Ilya wants to do is pin him against the nearest wall, rip the shirt off his body and bite - his pecs, his biceps, each individual ab that the shirt molds to as he lifts and runs and turns and smiles and laughs.

    Fuck.

    Ilya is fucked.

    Well, he wants to fuck.

    His Husband.  In that shirt.  Specifically.

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    Ilya doesn't realize how distracting his husband in his new Under Armor compression shirt is until he starts wearing it everywhere. Finally, one morning, he gets to do something about it.

    And Shane says "fuck" a lot because he's overstimulated.

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    Shane Hollander doesn’t fight. It’s a fact of life almost as sure as the sun rising in the east. But when a fair fight becomes two against one and his husband is in jeopardy, the sun might as well turn its ass around because Shane is flying across the ice and dropping his gloves before anybody has time to react.

     

    Or: Shane Hollander loses his shit against Tampa Bay and it might be the most beautiful thing Ilya has ever seen in his life.

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    For nine years, Wilner Joseph drove the enemy to his hero's front door.

    The back door. It was the back door for a long time.

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  10. 36

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    It was cold. Not winter in Canada, but definitely the last days of fall. Ilya shivered, pulling the wool of his peacoat tighter, not that it made much difference. A leaf fell, almost onto his head, as he kept walking. Ilya felt his phone in his pocket. It was warm from holding onto it, but he kept it turned off. Shane was at the gym and he'd be home soon. To notice that Ilya wasn't there. He'd call him. But no answer. Not right now.

    ~

    Ilya goes for a walk in the forest, trying not to think about his mama's birthday and that he's one year older than she ever got to be. He doesn't want to think or feel. Ilya turns his phone off and is lost in the woods. Shane desperately tries to find him again.

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  11. 7

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    Ilya loved looking at all the family photos at Shane's house. There was a wall in the living room. From photos of young Yuna and David at the beach, their wedding photo, to baby Shane with mashed carrots on his happy face, to Shane skating on the ice for the first time with David. Ilya knew all of the stories behind each photo. He asked about each one. So many times.

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    Shane bit back a groan as Comeau slammed him into the boards for the dozenth time. Fuck. His ribs were aching as he pushed off the boards and chased after the puck, having lost it in the altercation.

    Ilya skated over to him. "You okay?" he asked, catching his breath.

    Shane nodded, not able to say anything without letting out a moan. Fuck. It was their first game against Montreal since Shane had left and joined Ottawa. Everyone was angry.

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    Shane is injured during a hockey game, but Ilya doesn't know how badly until things take a turn.

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  13. 34

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    A simple morning together results in a severe allergic reaction.

    Instead of Shane - it's Ilya who has food allergies!

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    [The Ottawa Centaurs are scattered around their locker room after practice in various states of undress. The camera walks up to Coach Brandon Wiebe, a hand extending with a cup that holds multiple pieces of paper. Wiebe smiles at the camera and reaches in to pull out a slip, he looks at it, and then reads.]

    Wiebe: Shake the hand of the player that is the baby of the team.

    [Wiebe's smiles grows, his eyes traveling across the room as he begins to walk toward Luca Haas. He holds out his hand and Luca's already flushed face grows even more read as he reluctantly shakes his coach's hand back.]

    Luca: Seriously, Coach? Not you, too. I'm almost twenty two for fuck's sake.

    [Next to Luca, Zane Boodram grins and pats Luca on the back and Ilya Rozanov calls from nearby.]

    Ilya: You are not old enough to say fuck until you can explain what it means!

    Wiebe: You might be the baby of the family, but that doesn't mean you're not great at what you do. You score lots of goals and you remind Ilya that he's supposed to act like an adult at least occasionally.

    Shane: Trust me, that's a very important job.

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    There was a heaviness in the air as Shane walked down the short flight of steps from the main bedroom floor to the entry of his cottage. Descending from a two-week dream come true into harsh reality.

     

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    How did Shane and Ilya part ways after the two weeks at the cottage ended (Spoiler, tears and 'i love yous' were involved).

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    Two scars, five lies, and one truth.

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    “Why is he dating when he has me?”

    “I mean… you’re not with him,” Cliff said carefully, and Ilya sat up, glaring at his best friend. “Oh come on, Roz, you know that’s true. Maybe you’re friends now or whatever, but he’s not agreed to be with you or anything.”

    Ilya sniffed, his eyes welling up in that way they only tended to after too many drinks. “I… I would be perfect for him, Marly. I would treat him soooo good, I would kiss his little freckles, and fuck his pretty little hole-”

    “Okay, that’s enough,” Cliff said, cutting Ilya off in his prime.

    Shane Hollander is tired of men who can't keep up with what he needs without being taught how.

    So, one drunken night, he sends a tweet into the void:
    I’m done with training men to be what I need. Where can I find a man who doesn’t need instructions?

    Ilya Rozanov sees it and decides this is finally his chance. Because if Shane wants a real man - someone confident, someone capable, someone who can give Shane exactly what he wants - then Ilya is more than happy to volunteer.

    All he has to do is prove to Shane that the man he's been looking for has been right in front of him all along.

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    "Jane", Ilya Rozanov's girlfriend, has left him right before a Montreal vs Boston game and Ilya is NOT DOING SO WELL. Cliff Marleau is worried (and so oblivious.)

    Cliff has two viruses on his phone, probably, and many, MANY apps... Most of them he has forgotten about. One of them, an app that records people sleeptalking, proves to be a key into Ilya's heart-wrenching dreams about the woman who has broken his heart.

    Or, Tuna Meltdown to Shane's accident from Cliff Marleau's POV. And a secret fourth chapter.

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    The most I could ever write about a main character death. I can't bring myself to write a summary. Warning: sadness ahead. I wanted to tag HEA but y'all will have to decide.

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  20. 64

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    It’s been one hundred fifty-six days.
    Shane and Ilya have twenty-five minutes alone in a random room when they should be getting ready for an interview.
    Every fucking minute counts.

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