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    Sequel to The Cost of Loving You. Shane’s road to recovery was the most difficult thing he had done, but he and Ilya had been living in a bubble for a year. Now it’s time to face the world, because they have to live, not just survive. The case of Crown vs Lopez is the highest profile case of the continent and the biggest news of the summer. Shane has to testify in court in front of his captor and tell the world what was done to him the two and half years he was missing. How will Shane and Ilya with stand the trial and the public reactions to the news? What kind of future will they plan after hockey? Ilya has been locking all his grief, guilt, and fury inside him for the sake of Shane’s recovery, it’s time for him to get help.

    Or: set right after the wedding, follows Shane and Ilya’s story through the trial, the public outcry, and a future they have in store.

    Update Tuesday Friday.

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    • 09 Aug 2026

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      Sequel to The Cost of Loving You. Shane’s road to recovery was the most difficult thing he had done, but he and Ilya had been living in a bubble for a year. Now it’s time to face the world, because they have to live, not just survive. The case of Crown vs Lopez is the most high profile case of the continent and the biggest news of the summer. Shane has to testify in court in front of his captor and tell the world what was done to him the two and half years he was missing. How will Shane and Ilya with stand the trial and the public reactions to the news? What kind of future will they plan after hockey? Ilya has been locking all his grief, guilt, and fury inside him for the sake of Shane’s recovery, it’s time for him to get help.

      Or: set right after the wedding, follows Shane and Ilya’s story through the trial, the public outcry, and a future they have in store.

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    After an away win in Edmonton, the Centaurs board a flight for their next game in Vancouver.

    It disappears from radar somewhere over the Rockies.

    Six months later, Shane is trying to pick up the pieces of his life when it turns out Ilya survived after all.

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    Arthur stood frozen in the corridor of cells. He refused to turn around back to that room of death. He wouldn’t look or even go near the poor forgotten bodies until one man was in his presence alive and well. Because he had to be, he couldn’t be in that mess of burnt flesh and blood. Merlin couldn’t have been captured or held here. It wasn’t true, he didn’t, none of those bodies could be him. But he knew that scrap of fabric. He had given that neckerchief to him himself, it was a birthday present.

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    6 months after banishing Merlin for magic Arthur believes his former manservant has been tortured and murdered. Now 3 years later they finally succeed in repealing the magic ban and are ready to welcome the druids back to Camalot, but when the Druid Lord Emrys has been targeted by Morgana the King sees it as his duty to send aid.

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    “Sounds boring,” Ilya comments, unable to stop himself. “Okay, so what is that emergency, Sveta? You said guy dropped two days ago.”

    “They’ve already tried three different professional doms and nobody managed to take him out of it, so–”

    “Who's they?” Ilya interrupts her.

    “The hockey team. Montreal Voyagers. They are flying him in to us now.”

    "Why plane? Drive to Ottawa takes two hours only.”

    “Yes, but apparently he’s… not cooperating.”

    The Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services. B.E.A.R.S. for short.

    (Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is instantly whipped).

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    They had quietly, in the vacuum that he now realized always existed between them, made a universe. Rearranged their souls and lives into one.
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    Shane Hollander knows that having a soulmate can be a death sentence for his hockey career.

    Ilya Rozanov knows that having a soulmate can just be a death sentence.

    But no one gets to choose their soulmate.

    OR Shane and Ilya shared the deepest kind of soulmate bond that makes it physically painful to separate for long periods but still have to discover what it means to choose each other.

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    Shane Hollander has spent his entire life trying not to be noticed. In a city where magic runs the streets and monsters run the rest, that’s kept him alive.

    When his guardian is murdered — alongside a vampire that shouldn’t have been there — Shane is pulled into an investigation that doesn’t add up. The deeper he digs, the worse it gets: missing evidence, fractured politics, and something powerful enough to tear through both the living and the undead.

    Then the words begin to answer him.

    Ancient. Primal. The language of power itself — one that predates the First Shift, one that shouldn’t be spoken at all. And yet, it recognizes him.

    As Shane draws closer to the truth, he also draws attention — especially from the Beast Lord of Boston. Ilya Rozanov doesn’t break rules lightly. But for Shane, he might.

    Shane has spent years staying out of sight. Now the city is watching, the magic is listening, and whatever he is becoming may be just as dangerous as the thing he’s hunting.

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    The Heated Rivalry / Kate Daniels Crossover literally no one asked for.

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    “Sleeping with your greatest enemy,” Ilya whispered against the side of Shane’s neck, nipping softly against the skin. “What would they think of you?”

    “You’re not my greatest enemy. My greatest rival obviously. But enemy? No. Not even close to the greatest.”

    “Who is it then?” Ilya huffed and Shane almost laughed at how offended Ilya seemed at losing to some unknown person.

    Without hesitation, Shane answered: “Jacqueline Louvier.”

    “Who is… who is Jacqueline Louvier?”

    “Hayden’s wife.”

    “Your greatest enemy is Jackie Pike?!?”

    Shane Hollander is a lycan who is exasperated by his best friend getting constantly knocked up. Ilya Rozanov is a vampire who has no idea that lycans have secondary sexes.

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    In this universe, Shane and Ilya never meet before the International Prospect Cup. Instead, they meet years later, after Shane escapes from a horrific situation. As Ilya’s brother, Alexei, investigates the crime, Shane must relearn how to feel safe while Ilya navigates his own personal demons. This story deals with heavy topics, but is ultimately a story of self-discovery, community, love, and sanctuary. Each chapter will list trigger and content warnings. Please be mindful while reading.

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    Twenty years after everything fell apart, Shane Hollander is on the cusp of becoming MLH Commissioner when Ilya Rozanov walks into his office and back into his life.

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    Captain Shane Hollander of the Inheritor, a top-three ship in the Stewardship Fleet, on a spotless record, with a name his family has spent generations protecting. One recordable mistake would end all of it.

    Captain Ilya Rozanov of the Beglets has never wanted any stranger twice. He wants it all, he always gets it. His ship is part of the Iskra Free Combine - former rebels turned loosely organized corp, with loose morals to match, as far as the Stewardship is concerned.

    They meet on Aurelium Station, the planet-sized neutral hub where two rival corps maintain a peace nobody quite believes in. A handshake on a public concourse. A door that seals behind them on a relay station. A captain saying the other captain's given name into his mouth.

    For Shane, every encounter is a small political suicide. For Ilya, every encounter is an internal restructuring he has not asked for. Both corps depend on the corridor. The corridor depends on the equilibrium. And beneath Aurelium's gold-pigmented hull older things are buried than either captain has been taught to look for.

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    It's 2021, and the plane is about to crash.
    Ilya closes his eyes with the certainty he would have always chosen Hollander.

    It's 2008, and Shane's first thoughts when he wakes up already belong to Rozanov.
    For years, he runs from the reality his dreams force him to face.

    They spend the years in between speaking in a language the other is not fluent in.

    Or,

    what it actually cost to play the long game.

    Can we please for a minute
    Stop blaming and say what you feel?

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    Flight 771 shouldn't have been any different than any of the hundreds of other flights that Shane has taken over the course of his career, aside from the fact that it was taking him towards his lifelong dream—towards the Olympics.

    It shouldn't have been any different.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    BEND OVER, STAY DOWN.

    It is.

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    Ilya Rozanov’s soul bond opened after his mother’s death. A distant warm presence, reading his emotions and sending comfort and support. He hates sharing his head.

    Shane Hollander is desperate for his soul bond to open, but is left waiting. In the meantime, he sends his love and care to the person on the other end of his soul bond, even when he can’t make sense of the emotions pouring in.

    A soulmate AU where you can connect with your soulmate only after they experience a significant injury or trauma.

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    Ilya was born a powerful Alpha. He was taught that an alpha’s worth was measured in dominance, victories, and the ability to bend others to his will.

    So when the chance came to claim a disgraced omega as a mate, an omega whose knowledge could lift his struggling team, the Centaurs, he took it.

    That omega was Shane Hollander, once a phenom in the Omega League.
    Until the scandal.

    Accused of throwing a game for an alpha he’d been seeing, Shane was banned from the sport he loved. The Alpha walked away unscathed. Shane bore the punishment alone.

    As part of his atonement, he was forced to attend every match, chained in a public place called the Penalty Box, a humiliating spectacle where he had to watch the game he could no longer play. Fans jeered. Former teammates looked away.

    And Ilya saw an opportunity.

    To become Shane’s mate meant gaining full access to Shane’s tactical mind. Omega knowledge was instinctive and deep and, in a bonded pair, fully open to the alpha. For Ilya, it was a career move. A shortcut.

    Their marriage began as a cold transaction:
    An ambitious alpha and an outcast omega bound by law, not love.
    But the universe had other plans.

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    • 04 Jun 2026

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      Ilya was born a powerful Alpha. He was taught that an alpha’s worth was measured in dominance, victories, and the ability to bend others to his will.

      So when the chance came to claim a disgraced omega as a mate, an omega whose knowledge could lift his struggling team, the Centaurs, he took it.

      That omega was Shane Hollander, once a phenom in the Omega League.
      Until the scandal.

      Accused of throwing a game for an alpha he’d been seeing, Shane was banned from the sport he loved. The Alpha walked away unscathed. Shane bore the punishment alone.

      As part of his atonement, he was forced to attend every match, chained in a public place called the Penalty Box, a humiliating spectacle where he had to watch the game he could no longer play. Fans jeered. Former teammates looked away.

      And Ilya saw an opportunity.

      To become Shane’s mate meant gaining full access to Shane’s tactical mind. Omega knowledge was instinctive and deep and, in a bonded pair, fully open to the alpha. For Ilya, it was a career move. A shortcut.

      Their marriage began as a cold transaction:
      An ambitious alpha and an outcast omega bound by law, not love.
      But the universe had other plans.

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

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    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    • 28 May 2026

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      🔥 chapter 8, 18, 20, 21
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      2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

      2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

      When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

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      “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”

      “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

      “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    Ilya’s heart is breaking. He doesn’t want the first thing he does, the very first thing, after Shane’s choices have been so brutally ripped away from him, to be something Shane is begging him not to do. But Shane is seriously injured, much beyond what they can handle with first aid at home or even if they found a discreet doctor to make a house call. He will need an MRI, a broken bone set, probably surgery. And evidence should be collected too, for the police. That part Ilya will not push him on. But he cannot let Shane risk his life for his pride and the fear of shame that has controlled him for so long. “I am sorry, moy lyubimyy,” Ilya says, “So sorry. But Marleau is calling ambulance, and you are going to the hospital.”

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    Shane and Ilya are spending Christmas together in Boston during Ilya's last season playing for the Bears. They're finally out, and they're in love, and soon they'll only live two hours apart.

    When Shane is assaulted, the plans they had built for their future collapse. Now the road ahead is a long, grueling process of physical and psychological recovery. What they had before-the sex, the playful power exchange, the easy trust-is gone, and they have to build something new, together.

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    It was new, knowing he was cohabitating with his mother. They couldn't speak, not truly, and he couldn't feel her touch barring occasional cold spots, but there was a weight in the air just knowing she was there. Growing pains, Ilya thought softly.

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    Shane and Ilya struggle to be together while juggling his dead ghost mother's unfinished business, the mental illness Ilya swears he doesn't have, homophobia Shane promises he's not a victim of, and Russia which seems unwilling to let them go.

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    Shane was kidnapped as a child. The people behind it were jailed, life moved on. But nightmares still follow him, to the point where he can't even spend the night with anyone (even his hookup/rival Ilya Rozanov). Until one night, when Ilya wears him out so much that he falls asleep in the Russians bed.
    Later, when the group resurfaces, Ilya finds himself doing whatever it takes to make sure Shane is safe.

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    Ilya Rozanov signed his life away at 18, spending the last ten years being owned by multiple Alphas in Russia. Regardless of how softly and sweetly these Canadians talk, being owned by Shane Hollander will be no different.

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