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    “I said I want to be involved.” Wenlang states with all the conviction in the world.

    “H-huh?”

    “I want to raise this child with you, if you would have me.”

    In which Shen Wenlang tries to fix things and finds that the damage dealt for the past decade could take a decade longer to heal.

    Meanwhile, Sheng Shaoyou struggles to accept his pregnancy. With motherhood looming like a guillotine and his own body morphing into a site of betrayal, is love really enough of a salvation? More importantly, is it worth the sacrifice of his own freedom?

    OR: Gao Tu and Sheng Shaoyou's pregnancy journeys and beyond because the finale gave us JACK SHIT. (Ft. Shen Wenlang's braincell finally catching up to him.)

    Part 1 completed - Chapters 1-29
    Part 2 - Chapters 30-50

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    𝑹𝒆𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒔, 𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒕𝒐𝒖𝒄𝒉,
    𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒆.
    𝑫𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒅,
    𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒍𝒚?

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    Stiles is in a race against time to figure out the latest mystery in Beacon Hills before he can no longer remember his friends and family. But when Stiles heads down a dark path, Scott and Lydia have to work with the pack to find a way to save their friend and save Beacon Hills. But are both possible? Or will they have to choose? Does one life outweigh the many? Or will a sacrifice be made to protect what's left of the town? Friendships will be tested, bonds broken, and lines drawn. And when all is said and done, nothing will ever be the same again.

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    Zuko lived quietly.
    When he was allowed to eat dinner, he ate silently. And on the few occasions he was called to eat at the dinner table, he ate like a puppet, hollow and cold.
    He walked around the house on edge, tiptoeing through the halls, careful not to make a single sound. Sometimes, it didn’t work.

     

    or. Zuko's life is riddled with abuse. Sokka saves him, both literally and metaphorically.

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    “Did I do something wrong?”

    “No. No, Hollander,” Ilya coughed, eyes flitting around the room. “Is just– Is too much.”

    “This is… too much?” Shane repeated slowly, incredulously. “We see each other maybe once a month. Less, even.”

    “No. Is not that– You are just,” Ilya swore under his breath in Russian. His accent was getting thicker, the words clunkier, in the way it always got stronger when he was frustrated or tired. Shane hated himself for recognizing it. “...too much.”

    OR

    In the Heated Rivalry book, Ilya intends to break things off with Shane the night of the All-Star Game, but then Shane gets hurt. What if Shane never gets injured by Marlow, and Ilya really does break things off?

    (Basically, a shit ton of angst and Shane Hollander learning to love himself. There will be a happy ending!)

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    There are so many fun things in life. Suddenly waking up in a familiar other world with anthropomorphic animals with as an axolotl with powers that scream divine and having to stumble your way through anxiety, new friendships, teenage angst, physical danger and the population of an entire planet not handling your existence very well is not one of the- hey, Is that a metal hedgehog? (OC-Insert)

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    Polyamory isn’t selfish—it’s survival. And Ken’s about to learn that the hard way.

     

    A misunderstanding can lead to anything 😋
    Nate x Ken x Knot x Saint x Shin
    I am insane i know :D

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    Made of glass. That’s what Jimin is. He glitters like a million diamonds but shatters at so much as a scuff. A rosy yet fragile little lamb born on winter’s solstice.

    It’s too bad that the only safety he knows is in the hands of the butcher.

     

    With some beautiful occasional artwork by Alek.Dar!!

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    Castiel is the priest and holy man of the small settlement of New Haven. It is his job to shepherd the faithful and to help protect their settlement from the demons that constantly threaten them. When Dean Winchester arrives at their town with weapons in his car and lies on his tongue, it is obvious that he is just another demon. And there is only one fate for demons: a ritual execution.

    But Castiel thinks he has a better idea. He knows of a ritual from his late father that was said to be able to purify a demon. The ritual requires both parties to descend into the depths of Hell before the tormented soul can be gripped tight and raised from Perdition. Castiel knows the risks: his own father died from attempting the ritual. Completing the ritual will require both Dean and Castiel to purge themselves of all sins as they push themselves to the limits of their endurance... and possibly their lives.

    Castiel should listen to the voices of caution telling him to simply allow Dean to be executed. But something about Dean makes Castiel feel as though he might be worth the risk.

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    Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.

    Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."

    And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.

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    They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.

    “Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”

    He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.

    Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.

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    Draco Malfoy returns to Hogwarts as a Potions Professor five years after graduating with only one mission in mind—to make his former Defense Against the Dark Arts Professor, Hermione Granger, fall in love with him; and possibly make her break off her engagement with her fiancé.

    But Hermione isn't the type to fall easily... And Draco isn't the type to give up either.

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    an in-depth, existential look into logan as a side. the absolute paradox of it all, to be the rationality of a theatric man allergic to rationalities.

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    Scandinavia, 795 AD

    At the advent of the Viking Age, the lone heir to the throne of a minor Gaelic kingdom falls victim to a Norse raid and is brought to Norway. Amidst a desperate fight for survival in a foreign land, a crisis of faith and bound by duty to the fate of his homeland, he’s forced to confront the blight he was groomed to hide for a lifetime.

    Because Fáelán, the blessed miracle of his bloodline and supposed salvation and peace-bringer, isn't what he pretends to be.

    He is no Alpha.

    He's Omega.

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    Following "A week later" we get into the life and the struggles with the relationship between Hayden, Shane, and Ilya. Jealousy, love, fights, all the angst

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    Shane Hollander, hockey prodigy and captain of the Montreal Metros, has a secret: he's an omega. No one knows, not even his frequent hookup partner, Ilya Rozanov. Shane's carefully-cultivated life threatens to unravel when he forgets his medication. Now he's stuck in the middle of nowhere, on the brink of a heat.

    Enter Ilya, cocky and arrogant alpha, who is determined to help Shane though his heat... and keep his secret.

    Neither of them can predict the effect they will have on each other, and how one week in a snowed-in cabin will change the course of their lives forever.

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    Seonwoo Eden is disillusioned with his life as a Chaebol's son. For a company party, he visits an up-and-coming host bar, and has a chance encounter with an omega that would turn his life upside down.

    Kang Chana is a Detective for Seoul's police agency. Determined to put an end to a string of omega deaths, she follows a lead that brings her to the edge of a massive secret. A secret that could unfold an entire industry.

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