21 - 40 of 40 Works in Autistic Rolan Deep
Navigation
Listing Works
-
Tags
Summary
Moving forward is a thing we all must do eventually, and shockingly that even includes surviving bug zombie armageddon. Rand, Rolan and Kian have found themselves at the end of one massive journey, and right at the doorstep of another one: With nothing but the clothes on their bodies, a bit of money, and a dog remaining of what they had, everything feels near hopeless. Not all is bad though, they've got each other at least! They have to get over little grudges both new and old, but we believe in them don't we?...don't we???...Well- even if we don't, one thing will always be true.
They're going to have to just roll with it.
(Title is lyrics taken from Kitchen Fork by Jack Conte!)
-
pick me up, hose me down (i’m sorry boys about the dirty night clowns) by achilleshq
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
04 Oct 2024
Tags
Summary
People moved in and out of the corners of his eyes, shifting and excusing themselves as they squeezed around him in the busy bar. A couple of them would occasionally give him a ‘nice work up there, man’ and he’d reply with a flash of a smile and a thank you.
He felt like someone was lingering, though. Kian could barely catch their shape through the corners of his eyes as the people passed, but it didn’t take long for the figure to move closer until the corners of his eyes identified them as a man.
Before he could turn his head to face them, his voice hit his ears.
“Hey! Kian, is that you? Long time no see!”
———-
Or, a bad interaction with an old acquaintance sparks memories for Kian that have been haunting him for years.[whumptober prompts: running out of time + denial]
Series
- Part 68 of JERWEE ONE SHOTS
-
I beg you, my darling (Don't leave me, I'm hurting) by Plantwriting
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
05 Sep 2024
Tags
Summary
He didn’t know why he even tried anymore. Kian never fucking listened, he never opened up to them, he never let them do anything to help him. He wasn’t fine. Rand knew that he wasn’t, but there was nothing he could do about it. Fucking hell, he wished he could have had some weed right now.
OR
The part that is just titled "the first event" in the drafts :)
Series
- Part 10 of BITB boys get therapy (not really)
-
You take me in your arms (and start to burn) by Plantwriting
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
10 Aug 2024
Tags
Summary
In short, living with Rand at the moment felt like living with an active time-bomb that could blow up at any moment, and bringing up a conversation topic that would almost certainly make him upset sounded like it would just be adding even more explosives to the mix. It sounded like a horrible idea. But he knew he couldn’t exactly avoid it forever.
OR
Woo finally back to Rolan's POV it's only been several months!!
Series
- Part 9 of BITB boys get therapy (not really)
-
Didn't have to offer your hand ('cause since I've kissed it I am at your command) by Plantwriting for Sadtimeohnos
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
09 Jul 2024
Tags
Summary
Five silly quirky cute Kian being fun moth guy scenes + 1 that's a bit angstier
Series
- Part 10 of JRWI oneshots :)
- Part 5 of BITB Alternative Universes
-
And you can tell from the state of my room that they let me out too soon by Plantwriting
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
04 Jul 2024
Tags
Summary
He had to be fine. They had to be fine, and stable, and capable of doing the things that Rand and Rolan shouldn’t or couldn’t do, she had to be able to help and support them and he couldn’t fucking do that if he just became a burden on them instead. He was already one in too many ways, not working and basically just freeloading off of Rolan and taking advantage of Rand’s vulnerable state to get some of the affection and closeness that she so fucking desperately craved.
And now they were having to go to LA to get Kian’s things, which was making Rand stressed because they’d had to leave Barc with one of Rolan’s friends so the dog wouldn’t have to spend hours in the car with them, which was yet another way that Kian was just making their lives worse. More difficult. He tried so fucking hard to do enough for them to outweigh all the ways she was making things worse, but it never felt like enough. It never was enough.
OR
Roadtrip part 2 electric boogaloo
Series
- Part 8 of BITB boys get therapy (not really)
-
As the Castle Crumbles by Enby_Ralsei for Plantwriting
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
30 Jun 2024
Tags
Summary
Rolan thought that he was used to hot and humid days from his childhood, but apparently living in Chicago for ten-odd years will change that.
He pulled out a single piece of paper, ripped from a spiral notebook, the perforated edge not torn off. It was wrinkly and crumpled, like someone tried to crush it and then reopened it like nothing happened. Rolan raised an eyebrow as he began to read it.
Rolan finds something he wasn't meant to while helping Kian pack his apartment.
Series
- Part 4 of she BLOOD on my BAYOU til i FIC
-
Tags
Summary
Kian woke up practically the exact same way each night. He slowly awoke from a nightmare, tears in his eyes and a confused and terrified haze in his mind, before she was able to recognise that everything was alright. That they weren’t dying, or already dead, or abandoned and hated and left behind again, they weren’t paralyzed and unable to move or speak or fight back against whatever was happening to him, she wasn’t slowly and painfully breaking apart into nothing at the hands of someone who was supposed to love him. They were just nightmares and horrible memories, and at least for now, he was safe. Everything was okay.
OR
I gave my beloved blorbo so many mental illnesses
Series
- Part 7 of BITB boys get therapy (not really)
-
Don't struggle like that or I will only love you more by Plantwriting
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
25 Apr 2024
Tags
Summary
Rand didn’t know what to do. He was terrified, he was lost, he was on the verge of snapping at any minute. And he knew the other two could see it. He’d never been good at hiding how he felt, and he wasn’t even really trying to do so, so of course they could tell something was wrong.
OR
I hadn't made Rand suffer enough so this part will be entirely that. Have fun!
Series
- Part 6 of BITB boys get therapy (not really)
-
Waiting to be taken home (Where that is, they only know) by Plantwriting
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
14 Mar 2024
Tags
Summary
“...what if you stayed with us?” Rolan heard Kian’s heart stop for a quick second, before it picked up speed at a rapid pace. His head snapped upwards, and he stared at Rolan in what he felt was misplaced disbelief. “Stayed with you?” He looked between Rand and Rolan, clearly confused. Like he didn’t think they’d suggest that. He didn’t understand why, of course they would. Or… at least, of course Rand would. Rolan had already broken his trust so many times. He was probably right to assume he’d just abandon him now, too.
OR
The guys will finally start healing. Slowly but surely.
Series
- Part 5 of BITB boys get therapy (not really)
-
I look to you and your strong belief (me, I want relief tonight) by Plantwriting
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
13 Feb 2024
Tags
Summary
A rewrite of my fic Your optimistic eyes (seem like paradise) written from Rolan's and Kian's POVs. I'd recommend reading the original first, it's better written than these will be, but if you've already read it and are interested in seeing what Rolan and Kian might've been thinking during the scenes then enjoy
Chapter 1 is from Rolan's POV and chapter 2 is from Kian's.
Edit: Chapter 2 has been mostly rewritten to be Actually Good, I'd recommend checking it out if you enjoy my writing :)
Series
- Part 4 of BITB boys get therapy (not really)
-
Your optimistic eyes (seem like paradise) by Plantwriting
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
01 Feb 2024
Tags
Summary
He opened his eyes. He was leaned up against the passenger side window of his car, he could see the sun rising outside. They were driving through the countryside it looked like, there was plenty of farmland all around them. He looked around the car next. Kian was sitting in the driver’s seat. Kian had survived. That was real, at least.
Rand turned to look in the backseat. Rolan was sitting there, seemingly asleep. He was missing his left arm, and in its place was a terrifying blade-thing. There were also antennae sticking out of Rolan’s head, and there was a quiet clicking that came out of him as he breathed. Rolan was… alive as well.
OR
Rand, Rolan, and Kian all survive the bullshit in Galloway and leave to go to Chicago together
Series
- Part 2 of BITB Alternative Universes
- Part 3 of BITB boys get therapy (not really)
-
i overhear your brain when it’s close to mine by achilleshq for Enby_Ralsei
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
14 Dec 2023
Tags
Summary
As he grew up it was rare they’d get bad enough that they couldn’t be solved with some tylenol and a good smoke but it seemed his body was catching up to his mind on the whole trauma thing.
“Ah,” he said, acknowledging the implication that Rand was probably in a lot of pain but didn’t want to say that. “Is there anything I can get you? peppermint, tylenol, some dinner?”
He doted over Rand, if he could take his pain and absorb it all into his own body he’d do it in a heartbeat. “A sedative?” Rand joked, but Rolan didn’t laugh.
////////
Or rand is having a chronic pain flare, rolan is there to take care of himSeries
- Part 47 of JERWEE ONE SHOTS
-
Click, Crunch, Cuddle by HubbleSpaceMission for Enby_Ralsei
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
03 Dec 2023
Tags
Summary
Rolan has a particularly bad day at work and comes home, unable to resist bugging out in the doorway. Everything is too much all at once. But then Becky, Kian, and Rand comfort him.
-
In Between Times by LiloWrites
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast), Stranger Things (TV 2016)
08 Sep 2023
Tags
Summary
Nine months after Rand and his friends killed the old Hive Queen and saved his sister, they all move to Hawkins, Indiana for a fresh start. Before that, though, they had to trudge through the aftermath of the most horrifying experience of their lives.
Series
- Part 1 of Yet Another Horror Adventure?!
- Part 1 of Crossovers From The Bayou
-
Tags
Summary
Rolan dissociates, Rand and Kian ground him.
Series
- Part 37 of Nyx Fics (jrwi)
- Part 9 of disability pride
-
I Found This Place That I Filled With Empty Space by nyxthedragon225
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
30 Mar 2023
Tags
Summary
“You don't have to apologize.” Rolan spoke gently, rubbing small circles into Kian's arm with his thumb.
“You hate it when I smoke,” Kian reminded him.
“I hate that you smoke,” Rolan corrected.
*~*~*~*~*~*
Kian and Rolan talk about their future for when they leave Galloway.Series
- Part 31 of Nyx Fics (jrwi)
-
I'd say you look tired- sing, my brave acolyte by Duskaether
Fandoms: Just Roll With It - Fandom
12 Mar 2023
Tags
Summary
Rand had always been the fucked up sibling. Not only his brain, but his body had been failing him as well.
He didn't know which one of his parents he got it from, but if he wasn't enough of a failure already, he couldn't even breathe right.
Of course, he didn't know the words. Just that he would lose fights while desperately trying to suck in air, or always ended up hyperventilating when crying.
He just chalked it up to being out of shape.
Series
-
you answered my cry in the dead of the night by achilleshq
Fandoms: Just Roll With It (Podcast)
20 Dec 2022
Tags
Summary
Kian stone loved sharing beds with people. One of his love languages was physical affection and so as little kids when Rand, Kian, and their newest friend Rolan had sleepovers they’d all sleep in the same bed and whisper jokes to each other all night until they all inevitably fell asleep curled around each other. It was Kian’s favourite part of a sleepover, and it made him feel safe to be surrounded by the warm bodies of the people he loved.
This was all up to when he was about 10, when he started getting nightmares.
////
Or, Kian has a bad nightmare at a sleepover and his partners comfort him :]Series
- Part 22 of JERWEE ONE SHOTS
-
Tags
Summary
The bayou itself is a muddy place overgrown with reeds and moss, tangles of mangrove roots hidden by what looks like solid ground and rarely ever is. Every few feet is the start to another pool of swamp, stagnant except for the tiny ripples across the surface as fishing spiders skitter across. Sometimes bubbles pop up over the surface of the murk, and when the water starts to move like that it’s well known that that’s when you turn around, and head back to town. But whoever thought kids would really heed that advice?