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Cowboys are frequently, secretly fond of each other. Say, what did you think all them saddles and boots was about?
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You Won’t Be Leaving With Me by Praaxis
Fandoms: Taking Back Sunday (Band), Straylight Run
24 Sep 2025
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He and Adam had not left off on a good note. In fact, they had left off on the worst note possible.
The last time he saw Adam was still vivid red in John’s mind. The screaming match. The glass shattering. Driving to Shaun’s house in the rain with tears streaking his face. Waking up the next morning to dozens of missed calls from Adam. Ignoring every single one.
No, Adam Lazzara was not dead. And he was standing near the back of the bar, staring directly at John.-
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You Won’t Be Leaving With Me
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THIS IS PEAK !!!!!!!! it has everything i’ve ever wanted. nolan siblings and toxic adamjohn w/ fight club-y feels. god bless
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John’s not even really sure if Adam was being serious when he’d said it, his breath fever-hot against John’s skin, the two of them pressed together like they’d disappear beyond the bounds of each other’s touch. “Fuck me,” he’d groaned, his voice shaking with the too-quick gasps for breath filling his chest. John’s brain had immediately conjured an image in full technicolor glory— Adam spread out beneath him, fingers twisting in the sheets— but the image was scattered by the insistent press of Adam’s lips against his, and then forgotten.
John's never fingered anyone before, so he practices for Adam.
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lost in the moment
by clusterfxck"...He realizes the scent that’s flooding his senses is the same mix of cigarettes and cheap liquor and earthy soap that he smells when Adam is close to him, crowded into his space. He glances down to confirm and— yeah, the shirt he’s wearing is one of Adam’s."
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The boy at the bar looks strangely familiar.
Adam thinks so too, from the way he keeps looking over. There’s something about the lines of him—his long brown hair that looks so unwashed, the tears in his jeans, the hunch of his shoulders—and the way he spins an unlit cigarette in the hand that isn’t holding his whiskey glass, it just keeps pinging off John’s mind. “Do you know him?” Adam hesitates.
“You’re not going to believe me.” Just then the guy turns in his barstool and John catches a glimpse of his left arm, and.
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The Timberwolf and the Terror by MelittaRilow
Fandoms: Taking Back Sunday (Band), Straylight Run, My Chemical Romance, The Maine (Band), Circa Survive (Band)
31 Jul 2025
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In 1714, siblings John and Michel Nolan are officers on the pirate ship Timberwolf, and Adam Lazzara is the handsome young shipbuilder's apprentice who stowed away. In 1722, the Timberwolf (captained by Adam) and the Terror (by John and Michel) are rival pirate ships, the former with success and the latter with a deep-set grudge. When a freak storm forces the enemies to work together, they have to learn how to trust each other again, while a series of flashbacks reveals the history that tore them apart. Includes featured appearances by MCR as traders in magical curiosities, John O'theMaine as a hapless naval nepo baby, and Anthony Green as quite possibly a sea wizard.
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The Timberwolf and the Terror by MelittaRilow
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Bandom Big Bang 2025
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They went to bed at the same time last night, talking music from their separate mattresses long after the sun had set. Sometimes on those nights one of them will leap out of bed, for a notebook or guitar, but not last night, last night was just simple, easy, talking about the show they went to last weekend and the new records they bought. Adam is John’s best friend, and if it makes him feel warm in a way that maybe goes a little beyond friendship when they whisper to each other in the dark, so what? Nothing has to come of it. Except. They’re alone, and it’s dark, and John’s awake, and the hitched breathing coming from Adam’s side of the room is roiling through his chest.
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such a softer sin
by crystallized
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This is a fic from uh? 2016 I think. It involves Jesse so I took it down in 2017 (it was on ff.net) but I’m back into tbs again and It’s pieced together because a lot of chapters were missing. It is really not good but there’s not a lot of fics for tbs at all so maybe someone might want to read it.
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John definitely is not gay, whenever it crosses his mind he can assure this to himself. Until he can’t deny it anymore. -
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They find an open lane of skeeball after Adam gets John another beer and a seltzer for himself. Adam thinks he’s pretty decent at the game, especially when he manages to score 20 points instead of the bare minimum of 10. He steps aside and passes the next ball off to John, challenging him to, “Beat that.”
Complementary art for a whole new ballgame by pocketpepper!
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Lipstick, Blood and Purifying Flame by ashottoremember
Fandoms: Bandom, My Chemical Romance, Thursday (US Band), Taking Back Sunday
30 Jul 2022
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The Bible in a locked drawer, the truth you gave it up for
The hymnal and the comfort for the chance at living free
And lined up with the laundry, your slacks and all those stockings
Suit jacket and the soft things you dance in when you dream
The neighbours never mention, the woman they see leaving
Is the man who works the morning shift selling gasoline
- The Question, Anna TivelFrankie and Adam are New Jersey bootleggers, just trying to get through the next harsh winter. Orphans, they've found their family within the mob, bonding with John, Tucker and Geoff. Life has been plodding along smoothly. Recently, Frankie has been selected to be a runner to a new joint in NYC. Of all the things he expected to find when he walked into the smoky speakeasy that night, it certainly wasn't her.
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anthony green and the terrible horrible no good very bad day (everybody is fucking without me) by clusterfxck
Fandoms: Bandom, My Chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday (Band), Thursday (US Band), The Maine (Band)
31 Jul 2024
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Anthony needs to talk to Geoff, but he doesn't know where he is and Geoff isn't answering his texts. A wild Geoff chase ensues
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It was a routine night. At least it was supposed to be. Until too much weight dropped itself on John's leg and the resulting [SNAP] echoed in a way that couldn't be ignored.
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the sharp edges of stars by thepleasureofhating
Fandoms: Taking Back Sunday (Band), My Chemical Romance, Bandom
30 Jun 2025
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Months after a car accident that took his fiancé and left him injured, Adam is still struggling to cope with the loss. He is plagued every day by the ghost of his fiancé, John, reminding him of the worst night of his life. In a random encounter, Adam meets the co-owner of a local coffee shop named Gerard, who can also see the shadow following Adam. Over time, they bond over the shared understanding of the loss of a loved one, being followed by their past, and trying to understand what it means to move on.
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the sharp edges of stars by thepleasureofhating
MAN this is fucking SAD... John isn't allowed to die, sorry. That's the law now 🤷 uhh but yeah, this is very atmospheric and an interesting take on ghosts. Very good angst pick if you need a good cry. -
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the sharp edges of stars
by thepleasureofhatingBandom Big Bang 2025
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So when I woke up here with these fucking wings, I thought how many times am I going to get this chance? by makemebreak
Fandoms: Taking Back Sunday (Band), Fall Out Boy
20 Jun 2025
This work isn't hosted on the Archive so this blurb might not be complete or accurate.
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Waking up to Pete Wentz sitting on the end of your bed is generally the beginning of a Bad Day.
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It’s the kind of late summer evening that couldn’t possibly be called autumn even with the wind off the water cutting the humidity, and with Andrew cleaning guns just far enough away the scene is practically domestic. Tucker’s fingers twine with Tom’s and tap out his heartbeat on the back of Tom’s hand, relaxing. This is the thing about being monster hunters—it’s all about the moments of quiet, because everything else is fear, and he’d drown in it if not for Tucker, for Geoff, for Steve.
Tricia Stump, to her chagrin, never gets to learn anything about Geoff and Tom. But there is, in fact, a story to be told.
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- Part 3 of Love Bites and So Do They: The Anthology
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In which John finds himself in the local aviary one day to read his book, and ends up finding himself, instead, in a meet-cute with the owner of the place.
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johnrard cinematic universe by clusterfxck
Fandom: My Chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, Taking Back Sunday (Band)
31 Mar 2025
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johnrard cinematic universe
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medication (i'm so fucking alone) by crystalfruit
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, Bandom, The Used, Panic! at the Disco, L.S. Dunes (Band), Cobra Starship, Taking Back Sunday, Thursday (US Band), Saosin (Band), Pierce the Veil, Sleeping With Sirens, Twenty One Pilots
24 Nov 2025
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AU of "medication (and the way your eyes look into me)" where Gerard is fired from their nursing job after being caught with Frank, so they get back together with Bert McCracken.
Gerard knew their marriage with Bert wasn't perfect, hell, it was barely tolerable. The constant bickering, name-calling, and Bert reminding them of their past weren't ideal, but Gerard learned to live with it since Bert was all they had after losing their job at the nursing home, after losing Frank. But things worsen when Gerard accompanies Bert to his annual family reunion, and Gerard soon learns what their husband is truly capable of.
What could possibly be in store for their life from then on? Well... read and find out maybe...
**warning, starts off a little dark but soon turns into a dramedy... don't take this so seriously!! anyways - enjoy
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Haven’t started yet
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No Perfect Endings by clusterfxck
Fandoms: Taking Back Sunday (Band), Straylight Run, My Chemical Romance
18 Nov 2024
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It’s becoming clear that if Gerard doesn’t provide the distraction Adam is looking for, he’s going to find it somewhere else, somewhere potentially more dangerous.
He doesn’t want Adam to get hurt. He can cope with being Adam’s distraction.
Adam needs something to help him forget about John. Gerard gives him something else to remember instead.
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Let Love Bleed Red by THE_MYSTIC
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, Pierce The Veil (Band), Sleeping With Sirens (Band)
11 Mar 2025
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im a vampire, i hate it. the people who turned me. the town, everything
it wasnt like i was one of them
but its fine. all i need is to kill them
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White Trash Heroes by kennyisntdead
Fandoms: Brand New (Band), Taking Back Sunday (Band)
01 Mar 2025
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1997 was the best year ever.
OR: what The Fight was about.
OR: tale of an indie record store clerk on Long Island.It's gonna be a long story... Overpasses, too many beer bottles, even more Marlboro Red packs, shameful wanks and 24/7 diner cocktails.