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  1. 31

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    Episode Four: Shane tries something new to help Ilya come down from the stressful phone call with his dad. 

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    “You want to try something.” Ilya was still reeling from the call with his dad, but managed a nod. “Ok. What is it?”  

    “Well, if you want,“ Shane hesitated, half afraid Ilya would laugh at him for asking, half embarrassed over how bad he wanted to do it. “You can tell me if you don’t like it.” 

    “I like everything you do.” Ilya countered bluntly. “Hollander, everything you do is good. Why are you–” 

    “Can I hold you?” Shane asked, and Ilya didn’t understand, “You want to hold me?”

    “Yeah.” Shane slid off the couch to kneel on the floor.  “Like this.” He pulled Ilya’s pants down slowly, licking his lips and exhaling audibly shaky when he saw Ilya’s cock lying soft but thick against his thigh. “Can I hold you,” he inched closer between Ilya’s spread knees, running his fingers over his bottom lip in a purposeful invitation, “Like this?” 

    “Oh fuck.” Ilya gulped. “Yes.”

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    “Hey, babe. Been looking everywhere for you.”

    The voice was low, honeyed, warm in all the right places. It fell over Rumi in a way the man’s voice hadn’t, settling into her bones and gnawing faintly, already leaving impressions on her marrow.

    And yet another touch, this one lighter, a palm splayed across the small of her back, a second body pressing into hers from behind.

    “Yeah, we thought we lost you for a sec there.” This voice, a little higher, but no less deadly.

    Not one, but two strangers.

    “Can’t you see you’re interrupting something?” the guy snapped at them.

    “Can’t you see,” the first voice mocked, “she’s not yours?”

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    Two women step in when a guy gets pushy with Rumi at a bar. What happens after is meant to be a one-night stand, nothing more.

    But rarely do things turn out exactly the way they're meant to.

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    After years of dancing around each other, Draco and Harry have finally begun to date, though they're taking things slow. They've got enough to figure out as it is, and the last thing Harry needs is an unexpected introduction to desires he's not quite ready to face.

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    After taking multiple hits and a painful loss, Shane Hollander faces his worst enemy. Not the press, not the injuries- himself.

    Or: Ilya soft doms Shane into subspace and makes him feel better after a bad game

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  5. 5

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    Lily:
    Are you busy this weekend?

    Jane:
    I’m always busy

    Shane doesn’t consider how that might sound until his phone buzzes again less than ten seconds later.

    Lily:
    You have girlfriend now?

    Jane:
    No
    No I don’t have a girlfriend
    I’m just busy

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  6. 23

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    After seeing Ilya with someone else, Shane spirals into a haze of dissociation - fleeing the club, surrendering in an alley, and discovering that the safety he craves is the one thing that could destroy him.

    Or: this author's take on the club scene from episode four, from Shane's perspective.
    (this story is a second part to the two-part series "two sides of the same ruin")

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  7. 32

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    ***COMPLETE***

    Robby invites Dennis to his cottage on Lake Erie.

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    "He needed to leave. He needed Ilya.
    Shane walked towards the sitting room, making his way to where his shoes were positioned by the door, Ilya will stop him. Ilya will help him. Ilya will make him better."

     

    Shane drops after the infamous Vegas Hotel scene. Left to crash and burn alone, who will bring him back to shore?

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  9. 26

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    Sasuke had spent months pretending careful encounters in dark corners would be enough.

    Naruto had spent months knowing they wouldn't be.

    In a forest clearing, with the sun filtering through the trees and no one around to hear them, they finally stop pretending.

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    Ilya loved this part best.

    Not just the sex, though he would never pretend it hadn't been good, hadn't been exactly what Shane needed. What Ilya loved was this: the quiet after, the way Shane went soft and pliable once the sharp edges burned out of him. Once the anger drained away and left something warm and loose behind.

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  11. 36

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    Dazai's always been way too thin in Kunikida's opinion, and he had always voiced this opinion. Though, he can't help but notice the perks that come with Dazai being such a twig.

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    After a high-pressure game, Shane Hollander is a live wire of anxious perfectionism, desperately insisting he's "fine." Ilya Rozanov knows better. He can smell the oncoming omega crash. When Shane's brittle control finally shatters, Ilya must use every ounce of his firm, grounding alpha presence to guide his omega through the collapse—from frantic resistance, to overwhelming relief, and finally, into the safe, quiet space of total submission and praise. (Or: The one where Shane falls apart, and Ilya is there to catch him.)

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  13. 44

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    “You’re wearing a hole in my floor,” he says. “Sit down.”
    He expects pushback. A look. A quip.
    Instead—
    Shane stops."

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    Shane is anxious and overwhelmed, and has a meeting with Ilya near the beginning of their not-relationship, and it doesn't go as expected. Ilya is surprised to discover just how quickly and easily Shane goes under for him, when he isn't really trying, but is more than happy to care for him.

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  14. 79

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    "I saw photo of you today, in princess dress. Like a girl." Ilya says, smirking a little at the adorable scowl that scrunches Shane’s freckles into his nose,

    Pretty, like a girl” he punctuates, leaning over to kiss Shane’s temple.

    “You’re such an asshole.”

    But Shane flushes, suddenly hiding his face in the space between Ilya’s shoulder and his neck, huffing against the cold chain of Ilya’s crucifix. He feels embarrassed to admit exactly how much he liked it when Ilya made these comments, that he looked pretty, that he looked like a girl.

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    Shane wants to be Ilya’s pretty girl.

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    An Overlord Husk AU

    Angel finds himself in a contract with Husk after Valentino (sorely) loses a bet, signing away his ownership to the Gambling Overlord.

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    “Oh, Hollander,” Ilya sighed, cradling Shane’s face, thumbs gently stroking his freckled cheeks. “You are omega.”

    It wasn’t a question.

    Shane nodded pathetically, breathing heavily.

    “And you are in heat, yes?” One curious hand trailed down, squeezing hard.

    Biting back a moan at the slick pooling in his boxers, Shane nodded. “I forgot my suppressants,” he said, breathless. “I— I usually just take suppressants all season and then… deal with it myself the rest of the time. But I guess I forgot to pack them. I don’t know what to do.”

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    Ilya helps Shane through an unexpected heat.

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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  18. 53

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    Ascilia's father marries her off to the infamous fae king, Sterling, to save their country from certain death. But because she doesn't know anything about the fey, she finds everything out the hard way. This is her story.

    This series will have extremely dubious consent, rape/non-con, Stockholm syndrome, and Lima syndrome. You've been warned!

    Chronological one-shots of my OCs.

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    He wanted to bury his face in the juncture between his neck and shoulder, to breathe in the smell of him, to touch his skin and give him everything that he could. He wanted to give to him until there was nothing left, until Shane had disappeared into him forever.

    “Look at me,” Ilya’s voice was quiet, but Shane obeyed immediately, his eyes fuzzy at the corners, “How are you feeling?”

    Shane intended to lie. There was no reason to complicate things with hard truths that not even he understood. Instead, his lip wobbled, and he found that he couldn’t say anything at all.

    “Ah,” Ilya made a noise that sounded nearly as devastated as Shane felt, and put a hand on the back of his neck, pulling him forward. Shane went easily, his forehead pressing into Ilya’s shoulder, and breathing deeply through his nose, trying not to cry.

    Or, Shane drops after leaving Ilya's house.

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    “I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”

    “Like what?”

    “Like you own me.”
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    or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.

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