16 Works in Suicidal Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF)
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Take care of me by soupgodx for averystressedcrow
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Origins SMP, Minecraft (Video Game)
23 Sep 2025
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Technoblade was going to die today.
The one sensation he was never meant to feel was his only option. Today, techno had to walk straight into death’s arms because, there was no one else to hold him.
OR : dying hero!Techno stumbles into the villain lair, on orders to destroy them or die trying, already half dead. This prompts the literal goddes of death to go, ‘if they won’t take care of him, I will’.
Written for the MCYT alphabet challenge! Prompt: C - Caretaker <3
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Sins and scars you’ll never recognise by soupgodx
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Minecraft (Video Game)
04 Nov 2024
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Look, Techno didn’t want his auto pilot brain to start psychological warfare with his slightly older brother. It just happens sometimes. It was totally normal, right?
Ok it probably wasn’t. Techno wasn’t quite akin with normal.
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No, he wouldn’t settle for this.
That day, techno decided he’d never be second best ever again.
No matter what it took.
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Or : the techno gets jealous of crimeboys fic I was writing that turned into an amalgamation fic of foster!techno trauma
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Technoblade was yanked out of his thoughts by thousands of warning screeches ringing through his head, disrupting the usual hum. He winced and looked up, realizing he had been about to enter a small clearing.
A ring of yellow flowers grew innocently in the center. Technoblade tensed, gripping the hilt of his sword upon seeing the creature standing within the circle.
A high fae.
Finally, he had found what he came here for.
Or: Technoblade is a 500 year old human cursed to live in eternal torment by a fae. To fix this problem, he seeks out the Queen of the Seelie court.
He might just find something more valuable along the way.
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Two people lost after the end of the world.
One is a boy, confused and scared, missing his older brother and only guardian.
The other is a man, on the edge of losing his mind.
Together they find each other and find what they are missing.
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The incident was still burning in the back of his head, permeantly engraved in the back of his mind appearing everytime he closed his eyes. Loud screech. Broken glass. Blood. His lovers blood on his hands. Sirens. Lights. They took his husband away in a ambulance and took him in a separate one. They were in the same room and he waited by his side for days for him to wake up
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Techno is tired. He’s tired, he’s tired, he’s tired. Tired of being unwanted, tired of being ignored. He’s tired of being unloved. But that’s just how it is and he needs to accept that.
He’s supposed to be strong; he’s supposed to keep it together. He’s the one people go to when they’re upset. He’s the one people go to when they need someone to unload all of their troubles on. That’s what he is. Someone who’s only there for other people's convenience. Someone who people only care to talk to when they need something.
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wave your dreams goodbye (before they're ripped from your fingers) by orphan_account
Fandoms: idk. - Fandom
10 Jul 2022
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mostly short, angsty, poorly written oneshots with no conclusion.
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Technoblade wishes he was perfect. But he’s not. He wishes he could be a better friend, a better student, a better athlete. But he’s not.
Or: Techno plus self loathing plus a lot of bridges causes for a realization? breakdown? Somewhere in between?
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- Part 5 of Ice cold venti lattes
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Profoundly Nothing by Ev3lynn
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF, DreamSMP, Dream SMP
09 Feb 2022
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There's profoundly nothing inside him and in some strange part of himself, he loves it.
He can see the sky above him, dark grey stormclouds obscured by the wafts of snow they spew out. He can see the underside of the cliff, a glacier-bright sheen against the darkness. He can see his own hands, limp and uncaring, just at the edge of his view. He marvels at how time is stuck in this very second.
Then the moment is broken, and he continues to fall, a feeling more nauseating than rotten food. And then he's hurtling down towards the end, and all he can think is ‘finally’. -
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Zipping up the front of his new jacket, Phil only worries more “You’re kinda giving me vague answers, Tech. just tell me where you are, I’ll meet you there.”
“No need, I’ll be fine,” Techno responds. Before Phil can say anything else Techno is speaking again “You know you’re my best friend, right? You know I care about you, right?”
“Yeah, I know Techno. And I care about you too, which is why I need you to tell me where you are. For you the world, right? I kinda need to know where you are in the world for that.” Phil walks back outside and down the stairs towards the dog pen
“Hm...you know that cliff we found a few months ago?”
or Technos not having a good time but Ranboo can teleport, so
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- Part 10 of Firewood's finished fic's
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I do not wish the death of any living thing (but it wants to die so what's the harm?) by Lulus_cactus
Fandoms: Dream SMP
12 Dec 2021
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Chat is not Evil.
Contrary to popular belief they are not evil. They may be a bit mean sometimes and they may want people’s heads but they are not Evil. They do not wish for the torture of innocents, they do not wish to let animals suffer. they force their host to put ones that will soon meet their end to sleep, to end the poor things suffering. Kristen is kind, she will lead the poor things to a nicer world than this one.
or: Chat does what techno can't, his friends don't really like that tho
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- Part 9 of Firewood's finished fic's
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Disgusting. Monster. Stupid. Evil. Tyrant. Orphan. Weirdo.
“I hate you,” he whispers, and it carries the same weight as if he had yelled it, or thought it, or if someone had said it to him.
He believes it.aka I spent a month and a half procrasinating on writing this in two sittings :>
yes its bad i know that roflSeries
- Part 3 of Ice cold venti lattes
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Let's trade 'I love u's and say goodbye by orphan_account
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game)
01 Dec 2021
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Technoblade never meant for Wilbur to find his journal (He refused to call it a diary) but here Wilbur is, smudging the ink with his tears. It wasn't supposed to happen this way.
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- Part 1 of Ice cold venti lattes
- Part 1 of Dear Diary,
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actually your depressed/suicidal/angst techno needs (or otherwise techno centric oneshots) by orphan_account
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
15 Mar 2021
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so uh I used to have a one shot book on wattpad but I don't use it much so now I'm using ao3, info on first chapter
(book is kinda dead)
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Red is fine.
Red and orange don't fit.
Pink and red is nice.
Black seems to be the ending color.
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"Close.. Your Eyes," (SBI) by orphan_account
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
13 Feb 2021
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"you'll be here soon.."
But Techno can't bring himself to do it.
Song: My Time by bo en
I'm aware this song is about Insomnia/Sleep (bo en confirmed it)! But with how the song goes and my craving to write Technoblade angst and improve my writing I couldn't resist! Hope you understand.
This is gonna be really short! Just a drip of some Techno angst. Also, yes there is going to be a sequel.
Disclaimer: This may not be an accurate description of mental illnesses. I, myself, have not been diagnosed.