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    Shane is the first omega to ever join the NHL, and the only way he's allowed to play is by being thoroughly claimed by the team captain every single time before they step onto the ice.
    Things get complicated.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Shane gets a snack in Regina and ends up in a stairwell with Ilya Rozanov. A month later he takes three dozen different pregnancy tests that all say the same thing.

    And no one can ever know.

    Except Ilya isn't blind. He isn't stupid. He can do math. And Shane Hollander's sheltered daughter looks like him.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    “This is just crazy,” J.J. said. “Give me that, Pike, I’ve got one he absolutely can’t pass.”

    “Oh, so you’re saying it’s my fault?” Hayden asked.

    “Skill issue.” J.J. paused. “Ok. Pedro Pascal.” His voice was smug. 

    A long silence stretched while Shane Hollander looked at the camera, seemingly deciding whether it was worth it to lie.

    “No!” J.J. said, horrified. 

    “Pass… I—What?”

    “The entire internet wants to fuck this man!”

    “Okay?!” Shane Hollander said, throwing his arms out. “I don’t know what to tell you!”

    “Jesus Christ, okay.” Hayden shuffled behind the camera. “Ilya Rozanov.”

    A flush bloomed across Shane Hollander’s freckled face, intensifying so fast it looked like his face was on fire. 

    “Uhm.” He pressed his lips together before his shoulders dropped in resignation. “Smash.”

    Or: A clip of Shane Hollander playing smash or pass goes viral and Ilya wants to eat him alive.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Everything starts with a kiss under a shower in Toronto…

    Shane Hollander has to accept that the best way to stop the buzzing in his anxious brain is to touch and kiss his arch-rival.

    Always running away from his thoughts and feelings Ilya Rozanov only gets a good night of sleep with a boring Canadian in his arms.

    They play hard on the ice. They have fun in bed. Maybe someday they are prepared to acknowledge their feelings?

    First there will be smut, later fluff and always idiots in love.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Shane was in the last weeks of his pregnancy. He only wanted to spend a couple of days in the cottage alone with Ilya, just the two of them before the baby arrived.

    Everything would be alright. Nothing could go wrong, could it? They had been so naive.

    Shane goes into labor and they are stuck in the cottage in the middle of a severe blizzard. They had not expected their trip would turn into one of the scariest situations of their lives.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    In 2000, Russia had 31,000 cases of HIV. In 2010, there were 530,000.

    By fourteen, Ilya Rozanov is sleeping around Moscow. It's a complicated outlet, but he's good at two things: hockey and sex. At 16, he's diagnosed with HIV.

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    21 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the sole Omega within the NHL. He’s been running from his own instincts since the moment he first presented and lives his life akin to that of a Beta; scentless, never nesting, and without a heat cycle. Any failure to conform to these ideals would result in being outcast from his peers and by the league altogether.

    Ilya is the only Alpha in ice hockey that plays without the use of suppressants. He lives his life purely driven by instinct, running from the ghosts of those attempting to control him. Unbeknownst to Shane, he’s also the only person that can smell the Omega, and the scent is steadily driving the Alpha insane.

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    12 May 2026

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    In which Shane Hollander acquires a baby and Ilya Rozanov loses his fucking mind.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Liliya squirms slightly as he slides her tiny arms into the sleeves, her face scrunching in mild protest. "I know, I know," Shane murmurs, smiling faintly. "Not your favourite thing." He glances briefly at the phone, then back to her. "Maybe one day," he says quietly, "we can show this to your papa."

    There's a subtle shift in the room. Yuna's smile falters just slightly. David, standing nearby, looks down for a moment before composing himself.

    Shane doesn't stop. "This is the day you came home," he tells her. "The first day of the rest of our lives kiddo." His fingers are careful as he buttons the cardigan, adjusting it so it sits just right.

    "I think he'd like to see this,” he adds softly.

    Or, Shane and Ilya sleep together the day they meet in December 2008. Shane ends up pregnant. Ilya has no idea, it’s only when their daughter is diagnosed with a rare genetic disorder that Shane realises he has no choice but the break the silence between them.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    “You are my favorite, you know this?” as he pushed a strand of hair out of Shane's forehead.

    “What?” Shane said, his mind still hazy at the edges.

    “My favorite. I tell everyone. Jane. My favorite girl. My special girl.”

     

    4:23 AM: @j._monamour posted a new story.
    [img: Rumpled white sheets, in the interior of Ilya Rozanov's home, Boston]
    [tagged: @ilyarozanov81]

     

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    Shane starts a secret instagram account and quickly becomes well known as Rozanov's favorite girl. They're both too stubborn to let anyone else have the other.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    "I made a decision," he said quietly. "A really important one."

    Yuna raised an eyebrow but didn't interrupt.
    Shane swallowed hard. "I erm- I think I'm going to carry a baby."

    For a moment, the words seemed to hang in the air between them.

    Yuna blinked once in surprise.

    Not because the idea of a baby shocked her. She knew how badly Shane and Ilya wanted a family of their own.

    No.

    The surprise came from the fact that the words had come from Shane himself. For years, the thought of pregnancy alone had terrified him.

    "You're serious?" she asked softly.

    Shane nodded slowly. "Y- Yeah I am."
    He looked down at his hands again, fingers twisting together. "I know it's... a lot. And I know how I used to react whenever it came up." He let out a humorless laugh. "I practically had a panic attack the first time Ilya mentioned it, but-"

    Yuna reached across the table and placed her hand over his. "That was before," she said.

    Shane's jaw tightened.

    Before.

    Or Shane Carries his and Ilya’s rainbow baby a year after Ilya has a stillbirth with their son.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “He’d probably wear a rash guard on the beach because too much sunlight would kill him.” Ilya murmured on their drive over the private resort. He had an obnoxious Hawaiian shirt on that shifted with every slight wind that came from the rolled down window.

    “You’d hate him for doing anything, it’s honestly impressive.” Sasha snorted in laughter. He really admired Ilya’s dedication to finding things to be annoyed about.

    “He makes it easy.” Ilya resorted to his default response.

    Five times Sasha meets his boyfriend’s work enemy, Shane Hollander, and the one time he meets his ex’s husband, who is also Shane Hollander.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    “You are not broken, Ilya,” Terry says, sounding a little stern now. “I told you to keep an eye on the side effects. How long have you been experiencing this?”

    “Since last night.”

    “What?”

    “Since last night,” Ilya repeats. “Or afternoon, technically.”

    And Terry…Terry fucking laughs.

    Ilya is going to die, and Shane will be sad forever and Terry fucking laughs.

    “It hasn’t even been a day?” Terry clarifies, still chuckling. “Well, this could have nothing to do with the medication. It could just be an off day—”

    “Off day?” Ilya repeats incredulously. “Have you seen my husband? There are no off days with an ass like that.”

    OR: Ilya starts taking antidepressants only to realise it's fucking up his sex life. And, he acts totally very chill about it.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Shane sleeps with other men, and (of course) Ilya crashes out.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander has never wanted a tattoo. He also never wanted his biggest rival as a fuck-buddy. But sometimes things just work out that way.

    or: Shane and Hayden get drunk and Shane ends up with a very interesting tramp stamp.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “Happy winner,” Rozanov says, kissing Shane’s hip. “How does it feel? Good, yes? Such a strong alpha.”

    Despite the teasing lilt, a soft, rolling r in strong, Shane can tell that Rozanov is being sincere. He has never gotten the impression that Rozanov uses it as an insult with him—unlike every time he whips it out mid-game to taunt an opponent, or to provoke someone in an interview. Shane blinks down at him, and is reminded of what this is. Of why, in every way, they are implausible.

    Rozanov adds, “What?”

    “You just never call me that,” Shane says.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Ilya is giving Cliff a ride to the club. Should be fine right until an overly horny Shane Hollander starts texting his husband. But Ilya can’t be on his phone and drive that would be dangerous. So he has his best friend Cliff Marlow answer for him. It gets steamy.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Shane tried to snap at the bear’s muzzle, but he found his sharp teeth did nothing as the bear merely dragged his wet tongue over Shane’s much smaller, pointed face.
    Appearing satisfied with his work on Shane’s back and neck, the bear tried to coax Shane to flip around, showing off his belly.
    There was nothing the much smaller hybrid could do as the bear overpowered him and pinned him down with his soft belly completely exposed.
    The bear let out a happy rumble as he began lovingly grooming Shane’s belly. The brute was showing surprising care as he thoroughly cleaned Shane’s fur.

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    Fox hybrid Shane is separated from his family during a storm and found by grizzly bear hybrid Ilya. Shane's relief that Ilya won't eat him is short lived when he realizes that the bear has other plans for him.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Hollander narrowed his eyes. “Are you… jealous?” he asked suspiciously.

    Ilya scoffed. “You can fuck whoever you want, I don’t give a shit.”

    “...Right.” Hollander pulled on his boxers before he dropped the towel. “Because it’s not like you don’t fuck other people too, you know.”

    “I know.”

    “And it’s not that you- you aren’t enough, or whatever.” Hollander turned even more red, looking down. “But, like, we don’t get to see each other that often.”

    “I know.”

    “And, you know, it turns out you can have a lot of anonymous sex if you’re gay. People are surprisingly okay with it.” He said it earnestly, like he was the first person in the world to make this discovery.

    Ilya forced himself to swallow, keeping his face carefully blank. “Is that so?”

    ~~

    OR: Shane downloads Grindr. Ilya goes into a jealous spiral
    set pre-tuna melt, 2015ish

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Ilya nods and takes a step toward Irina, nuzzling her skirt-covered thigh. It doesn't smell of the familiar soap anymore.

    “Just a little more,” she promises. “We'll be… there soon, Ilyusha.”

    She wanted to say home. We'll be home soon, Ilyusha. But she stopped herself at the last second, because now, it seems, home is gone. At least the one they used to know.

    — In 1996, Irina Rozanova packs her two sons' things into one bag and runs as fast as she can, as far away from Russia as possible. That, somehow, leads the three of them to Canada.

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    19 Jan 2026

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