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In This And Every Life (I'd Choose Us Every time) by attfna
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Apr 2026
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Shane decides to give Ilya space. He’ll call when he’s ready. So Shane accepts an offer from one of his endorsements to fly to Washington ahead of his team for a promotional shoot and tries to be patient. When his plane goes down in the mountains, Ilya struggles to find hope and isn’t sure how he’ll live in a world without Shane in it.
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- Part 1 of After All These Years
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 108,632
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Comments:
- 444
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- 3,510
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- 1,424
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- 129,636
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10 Jun 2026
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My favorite cactus by JetTheRooster
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jun 2026
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Two years into their marriage, Shane discovers that Ilya has never been on a real first date. There is only one way to remedy the situation: Shane asks his husband out on a date where they pretend that they have just met.
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- Part 4 of Russian Lessons
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,999
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 50
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- 617
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- 5,411
Bookmarked by Ashbash25
08 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is the sole Omega within the NHL. He’s been running from his own instincts since the moment he first presented and lives his life akin to that of a Beta; scentless, never nesting, and without a heat cycle. Any failure to conform to these ideals would result in being outcast from his peers and by the league altogether.
Ilya is the only Alpha in ice hockey that plays without the use of suppressants. He lives his life purely driven by instinct, running from the ghosts of those attempting to control him. Unbeknownst to Shane, he’s also the only person that can smell the Omega, and the scent is steadily driving the Alpha insane.
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- English
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- 116,028
- Chapters:
- 12/?
- Comments:
- 1,735
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- 3,356
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- 1,264
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- 101,046
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06 Jun 2026
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Reward Is Always Measured Backwards by Fangirl_Shrieks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
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The rules of the sex interview were not explained because the rules were the point. What the room needed to see was the specific heterosexual performance that proved you were the right kind of boy—the kind who had done the expected things and would keep doing them and had nothing to hide.
Shane had the girl ready. He’d built her in the shower a week ago, just in case.
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Or: Shane learns, in order, how to skate, how to perform, how to survive a room, and how to want something he will not name for years. Featuring minor hockey, the OHL, one fabricated girl named Jess, and eleven pages of notes on one Ilya Rozanov, who he has never met. Yet.
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- Part 1 of Boys Will Be Boys
Bookmarked by Ashbash25
04 Jun 2026
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The NHL gives Ilya Rozanov one final responsibility before retirement: choose a rookie, train him for a year, and prepare him to inherit everything Ilya built in Ottawa.
Shane Hollander is twenty-one, gifted, unnervingly observant, and quietly obsessed with Ilya’s career down to the smallest detail.
Ilya has spent his whole life protecting his privacy, his body, and his control. Shane makes him want to lose all three.
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- Part 1 of The Last Season
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 123,993
- Chapters:
- 32/32
- Comments:
- 2,199
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- 4,820
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- 234,995
Bookmarked by Ashbash25
30 May 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.
It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.
Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.
Right???
(or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)
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- English
- Words:
- 150,160
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Comments:
- 5,869
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- 17,394
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- 7,315
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- 570,895
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29 May 2026
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rozanov's roster by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jun 2026
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Emmy: When did you first hook up with him?
Jane: 2010
Caro: WHAT
Megan: GIRL
Tia: SEVEN YEARS??
Megan: My jaw is borderline unhinged rnOr: In 2017, Shane finds a place where he can talk about his sex life...a group chat for girls who have slept with Ilya Rozanov
- Language:
- English
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- 16,282
- Chapters:
- 7/12
- Comments:
- 6,199
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- 27,829
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- 5,585
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- 344,304
Bookmarked by Ashbash25
25 May 2026
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ilya and shane handle being parents for the first time and all the moments that come with it.
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a follow up to prince ilya and prince shane getting together and having the babies they talked about
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- Part 2 of the first couple of hollaith
Bookmarked by Ashbash25
23 May 2026
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good on my own accord by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 May 2026
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No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.
Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.
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- Part 1 of #42 Shane Hollander
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- English
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- 148,928
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Comments:
- 8,368
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- 19,682
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- 7,935
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- 619,036
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20 May 2026
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Strangers in the Night by yourethemoon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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Previously titled: Like Someone in Love
The whole time, Shane felt like he wouldn’t be too far behind Hayden. Their lives were so intertwined and on such similar paths. But that was five years ago, and here Shane was. Alone on New Years Eve at 9pm in a quiet office reading a trial transcript from a potential referral.
He wasn’t sure what he had imagined his thirties would look like when he was younger. That was a lie. He did know. The image in his head was, and still is the same. A kiss goodbye in the morning, a small hug after work and while flipping pancakes, a stubbled cheek against his chest at night, small laughs before bed… The image is a blur of quiet moments interlocked with another.
Shane didn’t know yet, but a last minute decision made in a moment of his deepest loneliness would move him closer to the life he had quietly resigned himself to never having.
Strangers in the night
Two lonely people, we were strangers in the night
Up to the moment when we said our first "Hello"
Little did we know, love was just a glance away
A warm embracing dance awaySeries
- Part 1 of Strangers in the Night
Bookmarked by Ashbash25
19 May 2026
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pull your knife out of my back by apageinthisbook
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 May 2026
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The first time it happens, it's an accident. And really, even if he hadn't caught it, it wouldn't be his fault if someone decided to post it on the internet.
But the more he thinks about it, a plan forms. If he can prove that Rozanov will leave when things get hard, or once Shane is no longer his dangerous and forbidden secret...
It'll be like ripping of a bandaid for Shane, something he doesn't want to do, but needs to be done. So Hayden will do it for him, temporary pain, but necessary.
Shane will thank him later.- Language:
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- Words:
- 32,437
- Chapters:
- 15/15
- Comments:
- 1,155
- Kudos:
- 4,412
- Bookmarks:
- 1,069
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- 62,637
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16 May 2026
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200lbs of Muscle by prailock
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 May 2026
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In the midst of a press conference announcing an expansion of the Irina Foundation to include two camps in Europe, a homophobic “activist” attempts to disrupt Shane and Ilya's statements. He seems to have forgotten that Shane is a professional athlete. It's a swift reminder.
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- Part 2 of Pure Meringue
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10 May 2026
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black dog by delagauchetiere
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Apr 2026
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Ilya is not going to steal Shane Hollander's dog. That would be illegal. And wrong. And someone would probably find out and make Ilya give him back.
So. Not stealing.
But there is nothing wrong with giving Chernysh all the pats and treats that he deserves, is there?
Nothing wrong with encouraging Chernysh to spend more and more time at Ilya's house until he doesn't even remember who Hollander is.
Because Hollander is stupid and boring and does not deserve a dog as good as Chernysh. No, he doesn't, does he? Because Chernysh is the best boy in the whole world, yes he is.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 68,349
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Comments:
- 2,756
- Kudos:
- 9,904
- Bookmarks:
- 3,919
- Hits:
- 137,188
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10 May 2026
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Say You'll Haunt Me by eddiemunsterwashere
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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The plane carrying the Voyageurs home from Houston crashes just after take-off.
Shane is on board.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 143,904
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Comments:
- 2,007
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- 7,592
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- 2,522
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- 169,769
Bookmarked by Ashbash25
08 May 2026
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Five hockey players, one blizzard, and a shared wardrobe full of Russian labels that Shane is desperate to keep hidden. It turns out that forced proximity is a lot harder when your boyfriend is Ilya Rozanov and he’s being an ass just to keep the act up—and because the bed is little too cold and little too big for Shane to sleep alone.
(There was a comment saying I should mention that you have to click on things, which is fair. So guys, click on everything — it’ll end up being something.
chapter 8 is CSS I used to format this fic.)
- Language:
- English
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- 20,813
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 423
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- 5,712
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- 1,451
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- 87,793
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07 May 2026
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a little more romeo, a little more juliet by apageinthisbook
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov fell in love in 2008. Just because their love story has to remain behind closed doors, doesn't mean they have to pretend it's not happening.
a fix-it from the beginning, where they actually get their cute romance.
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- 138,469
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- 13
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- 3,636
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03 May 2026
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back and forth from new york by alphalupi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Apr 2026
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After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
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Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
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- Part 1 of back and forth from new york
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 255,418
- Chapters:
- 55/55
- Comments:
- 15,048
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- 33,072
- Bookmarks:
- 12,099
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- 2,022,548
Bookmarked by Ashbash25
03 May 2026
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 47,947
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Collections:
- 15
- Comments:
- 4,135
- Kudos:
- 12,481
- Bookmarks:
- 5,056
- Hits:
- 223,130
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03 May 2026
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ghosts we've always known by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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“Seeing you smile like that, it makes me want to give you all of this,” he called out, making a sweeping gesture across the ice.
Shane turned back to look at him, eyes bright, and laughed. “Canadian Tire Centre? I know you’re rich, Rozanov, but an entire arena is a pretty big real estate investment.”
Ilya pushed off, skating to a stop in front of him, knowing his expression had morphed into something serious. “Hockey, Hollander. It should have been yours.”
Or, everything that happens when your dreams don’t come true.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 69,624
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Comments:
- 1,013
- Kudos:
- 5,590
- Bookmarks:
- 2,065
- Hits:
- 87,599
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03 May 2026
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Come On Mess Me Up by a1phab3ts0up
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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At just twenty-three, the golden boy of hockey, Shane Hollander, had his career pulled right out from under him. Five years pass since he left the ice on a backboard and slowly but surely, disappeared.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 74,368
- Chapters:
- 5/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 206
- Kudos:
- 764
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- 408
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- 21,782
Bookmarked by Ashbash25
02 May 2026