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    Shane Hollander has made many mistakes in his life, but volunteering as tribute alongside his best friend during District 11's annual Reaping isn't one of them.

    Or maybe it is - he doesn't know yet. He'll confirm or deny when his near-certain untimely end comes.

    Shane isn't a fighter. He's not a lover either, despite what he's leading the Capitol to believe. He's just a young man that knows the earth, and by proxy the brutality of nature; human or otherwise.

    He doesn’t quite know what to do with Ilya Rozanov, though. Unfortunately it’s clear Ilya knows exactly what to do with him.

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    14 Sep 2026

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    1/2 through chapter 1

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Werewolf twins are rare. Alpha twins, unheard of. And yet Georgie has grown up as the third wheel to a pair that share a face, a title, and he’ll soon discover… a soul.

    A tension has followed the upbringing of Cove and Casey since birth as to who will take over the pack – and what will the other one do? Their parents have kept the secret of who arrived first for twenty years. Now they’ve reached soulmate maturity, and the pressure of growing up is heavy on their shoulders.

    Check out the series for gender-bent versions of this story!

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    26 Aug 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 36

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    Nine years ago, “The Strays” were four college friends playing shitty Toronto bars. Now they’re one of the biggest bands in the world, halfway across the globe on a sold-out stadium world tour.

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been there from the beginning: college roommates, bassist and drummer, best friends and, unbeknownst to each other, hopelessly in love. They’ve spent years pretending the lingering touches, shared beds, jealousy, and the way they always find each other in a crowded room mean nothing.

    Except, somewhere between London and the end of the tour, pretending starts to become impossible.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    Shane goes stiff with fear when a hand lands on the crown of his head. “You have received your vocation as my conduit. Would you deny me?”

    What was admonishment delivered by Teacher becomes condemnation out of the High Father’s mouth. Shane shakes his head.

    “Answer me in word, and meet my eye as you do.”

    The room is quiet enough to hear the pop of a candle wick. Knuckles white as he grips a blanket, Shane obeys. The reflection of flames in the High Father’s eyes seems so real.

    “I would not,” Shane whispers, “deny you, High Father. I am only following what I’ve been taught. To stay pure of body and spirit, and to, t-to serve you.”

    “To serve me.” The repeated phrase almost sounds approving.

    Shane grabs onto the assumed approval like it’s a life preserver. “Anything,” he promises. “I would do anything for you.”

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    Siloam's Rest has been waiting generations for a miracle. They found it in Shane.

    He was told it was an honor. What no one told him was the cost. Now, bound to a god still learning the shape of his own hunger, Shane is learning that some prayers are answered by taking, not giving—and that devotion, once spent, can be repurposed.

    (A cult! fic!)

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    21 Aug 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    Shane’s car dies in the heart of a blizzard, forcing him to shift into his wolf form just to stay alive. Stumbling through the storm and close to freezing, he crosses paths with Ilya, an Alpha scarred by the brutal loss of his mate at human hands. Yet the moment their eyes meet, an undeniable bond snaps into place, revealing Shane as a rare and extraordinary Omega.

    Though Ilya keeps his distance, their wolves know better. The two grow unexpectedly close, until one night their bond spirals out of control and nearly costs Shane his life. With danger looming at every step of their relationship, they make the agonizing choice to part ways. Heartbroken, Shane returns to the city to teach wolf pups, while Ilya isolates himself in his cabin, terrified of what he might do if he loses control again.

    Months crawl by. Fractured and desperate, Ilya finally takes a drastic step, one meant to give him a real chance at a life with Shane, but one that would change his life as a shifter forever. How will Shane react, and can Ilya prove he’s the Alpha worthy of the Omega fate bound him to? COMPLETED

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    17 Aug 2026

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    It was new, knowing he was cohabitating with his mother. They couldn't speak, not truly, and he couldn't feel her touch barring occasional cold spots, but there was a weight in the air just knowing she was there. Growing pains, Ilya thought softly.

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    Shane and Ilya struggle to be together while juggling his dead ghost mother's unfinished business, the mental illness Ilya swears he doesn't have, homophobia Shane promises he's not a victim of, and Russia which seems unwilling to let them go.

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    17 Aug 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 22

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    “Do not go to Troy,” Shane held his hands tightly. They were cold and very still. “I would not care,” he said, the words scrabbled from his mouth, “Whatever you became, it would not matter to me. We would be together.”

    “I will go to Troy,” Ilya watched Shane, his eyes as deep as earth, “Will you come with me?”

    The never-ending ache of love and sorrow. Perhaps in some other life, Shane could have refused, could have torn his hair and screamed and made him face his choice alone. But not in this one. Ilya would sail to Troy, and Shane would follow, even into death.

    “Yes.”

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    The Song of Achilles, but it's hollanov.

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    15 Aug 2026

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    Weed man Ilya thinks Shane is too adorable to pay for weed.

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    13 Aug 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 43

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    This is the true story of seven strangers, picked to live in a house and have their lives taped. To find out what happens, when people stop being polite and start getting real. The Real World: Game Changers.

    Cast

    Ilya (Moscow, Russia) - chaos gremlin, nightlife aficionado, will eat your peanut butter with a spoon
    Shane (Ottawa, Ontario) - Canada's sweetheart, workout freak, unfolded laundry offends him
    Scott (Buffalo, NY) - Captain America, Eagle Scott, loyal friend and champion of the underdog
    Ryan (Ross Harbour, Nova Scotia) - mild-mannered house enforcer but do not mess with his stuff
    Eric (Hamilton, Ontario) - sophisticated Harvard grad with expensive tastes
    Troy (Vancouver, BC) - stoic, intense, and a mystery. Brought nothing but a duffel bag to the house.
    Dallas (Scumville)* - loud, type A personality where A means asshole.

    The Real World was a show that ran on MTV from 1992 to 2017. It was one of the first reality series and chronicled 7 people with diverse personalities and backgrounds picked to live together.

    tl;dr: 6 queer hockey players and Dallas Kent live together for a reality show.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    While on his seventy sixth breakup with his terrible boyfriend, Shane Hollander is set up on a blind date by his roommates.

    It goes…terribly...

    His date is late, Russian, arrogant, and completely a mess once he realises exactly who has been beautiful and waiting for him. The disaster sends Shane straight back into the arms of his terrible boyfriend, who is busy handling a frat war with an equally terrible Russian president.

    Unfortunately for Shane, they are the same Russian.

    But now that Ilya Rozanov has met him, winning the frat war is no longer the only thing on his mind….

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    Ilya tries to win a frat war by stealing his rival’s boyfriend and accidentally falls catastrophically in love with him.

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    08 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been playing hockey professionally for eleven years. He stopped caring about the sport half a decade ago.

    Rookie Shane Hollander is hockey’s newest prodigy whose gleaming, golden achievements are leaving Ilya’s old legacy buried in the dust.

    Ilya resents him for it. Too bad Ilya also wants to fuck that irritating smile of Hollander’s right off his pretty face.

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    04 Aug 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 78

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    “No! Nope. Not happening. You are not knotting me in this locker room.” Shane whispered furiously but Ilya already had the rest of his gear off and was working on Shane’s as the omega’s protests fell on deaf ears. Shane was fighting a losing battle, with his alpha and himself. He couldn’t stop his slick from wetting his thighs just like he couldn’t stop his alpha from undressing him down to his base layers.

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    03 Aug 2026

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    ”The meds should kick in soon. They should be pretty mild, but if you feel nauseous, try and let me know before, not after. There’s a bucket here if you need it.”

    ”It’s kind of- fruity” said Rozanov, and Shane said, “yeah, people say that” instead of “so am I. Wanna taste?”

    And with that, the ambulance pulled away from the curb.

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    Technically, Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander meet at a club. The gun shot wound is a bit of a mood-killer, but I'm sure they'll make it work.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    “Right,” he responded, “Shane. It’s – my name is Shane.”

    “Shane,” Ilya’s mouth curled into a smile. “It is very nice to meet you,” his eyes tracked down to the label sewn on his front jacket, S. Hollander. “Shane Hollander, paramedic.”
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    or: Ilya is the Ottawa Centaur's star player. Shane Hollander is a paramedic. What starts as one hour together becomes years of chasing, longing and - despite their best efforts otherwise - falling in love.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    Shane never expected that moving out of his parents' house would mean end up living right next door to the chief of the fire department.

    Much less developing a huge crush in his much older, extremely hot, very Russian and clearly not interested in him neighbor.

    After several tries of getting his attention, Shane never thought he would actually achieve it, only it didn't quite happened the way he wanted to.
    Cause ending up naked, dripping wet and hyperventilating in a smoking kitchen while the finest man on earth hanlded his burnt dinner, was a hell of a way to catch his crush's attention.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    “You take all your hookups here? Secret Playboy Mansion, Mr. Hefner?”

    Hollander is staring at Ilya’s lips now. He’s not trying to hide it even a little bit. “I’m not inviting anyone else—“ Hollander shakes his head once, like a cat sneezing. “Anyway, I’m pretty sure those girls actually live in the Playboy Mansion. This place is an investment property.”

    “Da, investment in me fucking you.” The words aren’t half as playful as Ilya wants them to be when they fall out of his mouth.

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    5 times Ilya has big feelings about money, +1 time it doesn't matter

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    01 Aug 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark 37

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    Shane’s breath came out shaky, but something inside loosened. He let himself move, peeling away the last of his clothes, letting the packer fall to the floor with the rest, nothing left to hide behind. For a beat, he braced himself, afraid to look up and see disappointment or confusion.

    But Rozanov’s only reaction was awe, absolute, reverent hunger. His hands found Shane’s hips, holding him steady, eyes drinking in every inch. “You really are hot as fuck,” he whispered, voice rough with sincerity, as if he couldn’t believe his luck.

    “You make me so curious. Ты сводишь меня с ума.” You drive me crazy.
    Rozanov murmured, pressing a kiss to Shane’s sternum, lingering there. Shane let out a shaky laugh, overwhelmed by how easy it was to believe him, whatever it may be that he mumbled in his native tongue.

    Then Rozanov pulled back, grabbing tissues. “Okay, was fun.”
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    A retelling of the story of Hollanov through the lens of identity, self-acceptance, and the rights of queer and transgender people to exist and be themselves.
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    Or: Shane and Ilya's relationship through the years, but Shane is transgender FTM (‘cause i can duh)

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander has made history as the first Omega in the MLH. Though he lacks support from the commissioner and most of the league he has landed on the most supportive team he could find.

    He anticipated struggle, he even anticipated alphas throwing themselves at him, but he did not anticipate his childhood hero turned coach to be one of those suitors.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    25 Jul 2026

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