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    After a moment, Hayden pulls back. Then he hands her the phone—Shane’s phone.

    “I grabbed this when I was getting his stuff and I saw, well.”

    He looks away from Yuna, briefly glances at David, then looks away from him too. There’s an oddly guilty look on his face that has Yuna suspicious at once.

    “Um, has Shane told you guys about Lily?”

    --

    AKA, Yuna and David find out about Lily, Shane’s... girlfriend?, while he's in the hospital. It's a while before they find out about Ilya.

    Featuring:
    - high Shane
    - Ilya angst
    - theories about who Lily could be
    - Yuna & "Lily" texting
    - identity shenanigans

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    09 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I cried, many times. really good. hopefully another work or epilogue comes

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    09 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    wow!!! so well written, loved it all

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    Stiles is experiencing an odd side effect of the witches curse. Strangely enough, he finds that Derek is the only one who can dull the ache between his thighs.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    jesus chriwtr

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    "I - uh," Buck stammers. "Sorry, I'm a little nervous."

    "Yeah," Eddie huffs softly. "Me too."

    "I think this is my last first kiss," Buck admits, not looking away from Eddie for even a second. The deep, familiar brown of his eyes is grounding.

    "I know it's mine," Eddie says quietly.

    ~

    or, one night a quiet conversation on Eddie's couch leads Buck and Eddie in a direction neither of them anticipate - especially Buck.

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    30 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is really sweet

  6. Public Bookmark 50

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    “Oh!” Eddie glances between Buck and Father Brian. “This is, my, uh, well - this is Buck.” He gestures to Buck, feeling sweat beginning to bead on the back of his neck.

    Nice going, Eddie, he thinks. Really fumbled that spectacularly.

    “Yeah, I’m his Buck,” Buck agrees easily, unbothered by Eddie’s awkwardness. He shakes Father Brian’s hand. “Nice to meet you."

    ~

    Or, it's Christmas tradition for Eddie to attend midnight mass with Tia Pepa, this year Buck tags along and Eddie runs into a familiar face.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    beautiful chrimmis feels

  7. Public Bookmark 51

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    Just a tipsy Shane riling Ilya up, after having won his third Stanley cup, with the end goal of getting wrecked and Ilya obviously fulfilling his boyfriend's wishes. Rough sex from two very in love rivals.

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    26 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    woooi

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    After six years of marriage, Shane and Ilya enter the next chapter of their life together... parenthood.

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    26 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    didn't finish, ch1 and 2 read

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    What's worse than having to work with your childhood nemesis? Finding out there's only one room available, with only one bed.

    Even worse than that? Waking up to find him asleep, rubbing himself on you.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    wowowoww

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    As he kept gazing at Ilya, he suddenly felt like his pants had gotten weirdly uncomfortable. Like they were suddenly too tight. He glanced down at himself and felt like his heart was about to jump out of his chest when he noticed the bulge on him. What on earth was that? He stared down at himself for a moment, in shock. Then, he decided he would try to push it down; maybe that would help. He startled even more when his own action made him let out an undignified, weird sound. Like a groan, but not really. Why had that felt so good? He just stared at himself for another moment, horrified. He tried it again. He had no idea what he was doing, but it felt wrong. Like, he shouldn’t do something that made him react like that. He glanced up, realising he was still very inappropriately watching the naked priest, and exhaled when he hadn’t been spotted yet.

    ⋆ ˚。 ⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚。 ⋆

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    Shane has led a sheltered life with his family, growing up deeply religious in a small village somewhere in medieval Europe. His quiet world is disturbed when a new priest takes over the town's church.

    OR
    Shane is really fucking gay, and he has no idea that it is even an option.

    ⋆ ˚。 ⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚。 ⋆

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    24 Jan 2026

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    this is pretty great

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    Hudson rubbed at his chest absentmindedly. "So uh," he started, eyes trailing over Connor as he took the final drag of his cigarette and put it out on the concrete. "In the least judgmental way possible, is this a thing for you?"

    Connor looked over at him and squinted. "In the least judgmental way possible?" he laughed. "What are you talking about?"

    Hudson raised his brows and shifted towards him, reaching over to press his palms over Connor's chest. "This."

    "Ah." Connor sighed and lifted one of his hands to circle one of Hudson's wrists. "Why?"

    "Dude, you grab my tits like every chance you get," Hudson laughed softly and dropped his hands to Connor's thighs. He massaged the muscles, knowing Connor did a leg heavy workout after they finished filming despite the fact that they were doing hockey scenes the next day. A satisfied groan slid past his lips as he trailed his hands over Hudson's arms, resting a palm over one of his forearms.

    "I mean, it's a good chest," he shrugged.

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    23 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is sweet

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    21 Jan 2026

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    8 works currently

  13. Public Bookmark 41

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    Oh man. Idk. Just Shane getting throttled and begging Ilya to come.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    woooooof

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    Shane Hollander is struggling to make ends meet. After his best friend Hayden sets up a dating profile for him on a sugar baby website, he learns that there are some men who will pay for anything - even companionship.

    ** EPILOGUE ADDED 02/20/26 **

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    20 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    sweeeetiesas! great character work, ch7 read epilogue wip

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    Shane loves yoga. It has always been an escape for him—an escape from his body and his mind. When a bunch of other NHL players interrupt him in a hotel gym during a conference, he is not surprised when they make fun of him, but he is surprised when Ilya asks him to teach them a few poses and they all go along with it. He gets to show off his flexibility, and it seems harmless enough to show off a little extra for Ilya, until-

    “Holy shit, Hollander, wait—can you suck your own cock?”

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    19 Jan 2026

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    woofwooof

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    “We’re lovers.” Rozanov offered.

    “What the fuck?” Hayden said.

    Shane groaned. “Stop saying that, oh my God!”

    “What? Is not true?”

    “You two. You’re like- together?” Drapeau asked, his eyes flickering between the two of them.

    “Christ, I’m gonna be sick.” Hayden said faintly.

    Shane’s head reared back and Rozanov immediately stood. “Then fucking leave, Pike.”

    Hayden realised what he’d said and held his hands up, a look of panic on his face. “No. No, I didn’t mean- Shane I’m fine with you being gay, I swear-“

    Rozanov rolled his eyes. “Someone give this man a medal-“

    “For fuck's sake, Ilya-“

    (post-ilya moving to ottawa, hayden, jj & drapeau go to the cottage and find someone unexpected)

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    17 Jan 2026

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    The last time Shane had a fever would have been years ago. It still didn’t feel like this, where he was soaking through the sheets, and the world seemed to be going black around the edges. Everything seemed wrong. Too hot, too tight. The flu, but incongruently dissimilar. Something is odd. Shane shifts, and then—

    Something distinctly wet between his legs.

    What the fuck is an omegaverse, anyway?

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    17 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    fucking shitt

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    “I want one,” he blurts before he can stop himself.

    Ilya blinks. “A baby?”

    Shane’s face burns. He can feel it creeping up his neck, warming his cheeks, hot and humiliating. He has been scrambling for a way out, not realising he was only digging himself even deeper. There is no way he can laugh this off anymore, he knows. Not a single chance of escape, but because his body betrays him—his hand drifts down, fingertips brushing over his stomach as if the mere thought alone could make sense if Ilya could see where he would go. “Yeah,” he whispers. “In here.”

    Where there is a will, there is a way. Or so they say.

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    17 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    holy fucking shit so hot (and then I cried at the end??)

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    “Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”

    “Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”

    Hayden stops, so Shane does too.

    “You don’t know who that was?” 

    Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer. 

    “Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious. 

    Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”

    “At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke. 

    “He’s a porn star, man.” 

    “A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?” 

    ---

    Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.

    Language:
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    17 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    wooooooo!!!!f

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    Yuna has let go of a lot in her life, including her own dream to play professional hockey. But that's alright; she has Shane and David and they have built a storybook legacy together. Then Ilya Rozanov gets hurt and suddenly Shane's calling her asking if they'll go pick up his archrival from the hospital.

    Language:
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    15 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so so sweet

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