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-A Malice Mizer Fanfiction
Tokyo, 1997. Malice Mizer is at their peak—cathedral lights, dreamy theatrics, and Gackt in the center of it all: flawless, composed, untouchable. Every glance, every note, every breath is perfection.
But behind the painted eyes, something is cracking.
A rasp. A missed note. A silence that shouldn't be there.
As his voice begins to fail him, Gackt hides behind rehearsed smiles and silent suffering, pushing through performances like nothing’s wrong. Not even Kami—his closest friend—can reach through the walls he’s built.Backstage panic attacks, whispered breakdowns, and the growing fear that he’s losing the one thing that defines him: his voice. And in a world built on illusion, the truth feels dangerous....
(Read the notes before staring!)
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05 May 2025
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Written for the kink meme prompt, "Edgeworth wears a cravat not because of von Karma's influence; it's to hide the scar of a failed suicide attempt."
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Emotions were never meant to be bottled- especially not for weeks at a time.
In which Quentin is furious and Eliot doesn't know how to fix things.
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25 Nov 2023
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<3
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He suddenly felt one of the guy’s hands curl around his waist and Jerma startled, twitching, turning pink. That was deliberate. Absolutely deliberate. He was a second away from stomping his foot and hoping it landed on the guy’s shoe, but he was too worried that his current field blindness would result in him crushing some poor, innocent soul. He opted for a little backwards jab of his elbow.
It did nothing.
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04 Oct 2021
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Owa owa
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Dream likes the sight of his blood a bit too much, Sapnap was a bit too late.
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10 Jul 2021
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The tears are real and comforting
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wilbur soot is sick.
he doesnt believe that he is sick, although. his friends and family try to find the best way to solify their theories. but can they help him realize before its too late?
aka; me venting through wilbur soot lol. wilbur is anorexic
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Sometimes, yeah sometimes coming out goes wrong and you lose your best friend. And sometimes, yeah sometimes you're lucky to have the best one one call away from you.
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- Part 3 of emys fluff
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Knowing it’s his cue, Dream took half the length into his mouth, teasing the tip with his tongue. The hand in his hair pulled harder. Above him, he could hear a chuckle.
“Then put your mouth to use, bitch.”
Dream closed his eyes, fighting back the nauseousness as the cock got shoved in all the way to his throat. Sucking in another deep breath through the nose, he started sucking and bobbing his head, trying his earnest to please the man.
He deserves this.
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A Mob x Dream fic
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Realized that mob means different things in Minecraft and mob fic isn't a term I see often in English fandoms, but basically Dream got fucked by a bunch of nameless prison guard OCs, not in-game monsters. -
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"C'mon, you can tell me, you know that."
George bites his lip. "I want - I wanna feel you." He looks down at the floor. "Um, inside me. Specifically in my mouth, at least this time, it's - my thing is, like...the, uh, feeling of it t-twitching in me."
Dream looks at him with a smile, running a hand through George's hair, leaning in closer to him. "So why'd you ask for a video rather than asking to suck me off? Would've let you, you know that."
George keeps his eyes on the floor as Dream speaks, but Dream doesn't seem to like that. He gently grabs George's chin, forcing eye contact, thumbing gently at his cheekbone.
George can't look away, and it isn't because of the hand holding his head in place.
"I - I wanted to watch, just to - to see if you -"
"To see if I was good enough?"
"Yeah."
"And was I?"
George lets out a shaky breath. "...Yeah."
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or, george likes the feeling of dick twitching inside of him.
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funnily enough, tommy doesn’t remember exactly when or why the idea pops into his mind. one second he was sitting in his bed, chest heavy with too many emotions that he couldn't distinguish, and the next he is sitting at his desk, broken pencil sharpener lying in front of him.
or, tommy finds himself going through a really difficult time and turns to self harm to cope.
read tags please. title from crywank
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- Part 4 of nothing compares to something platonic
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I Can't Help But Repeat Myself (I Know It's Not Your Fault) by knifeflip (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
28 May 2021
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Why was it never George? Why was it never him? He tried so hard... he tried so hard.. did he go too far?
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George gets super jealous of Dream liking a girl and hurts himself to look better. He gives one phone call that could make or break his life.
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TW for eating disorder and self harm
After a disturbing image on Instagram, Wilbur Soot decides to change everything about himself. After a few weeks he manages to ask for help, but not until he's gone way too far.
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- Part 3 of MCYT/DSMP/SBI OneShots
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Don’t leave me...please by orphan_account
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
28 Jul 2021
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He left the call and collapsed into his bed, screaming into a pillow. Why hadn't he said something? Why were they coming? Had he been that bad a friend?
His breathing was speeding up, uneven as his mind screamed at him. The world seemed distant, like he was drowning. He was drowning in a sense. Metaphorically, he was drowning in his own mind. His darkest fears.
Dream never wanted to get this bad. He knew he was slipping, he had been for a while. But he had always had this unspoken level that he never meant to cross. He had just crossed it.
Sapnap wasn’t in love with his friends. That would mean he was gay. That was impossible. Right?
George had been trying to deny his feelings for his best friends for the past few years. Had it worked? Certainly not.
But at least they all lived together now, and as George and Sapnap realise just how unhealthy Dream is, the three of them figure something else out along the way.
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21 Jun 2021
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'Thats gay' lmaooo
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Tommyinnit is a 16 year old twitch streamer who gets around 200,000 viewers per stream and has three different youtube channels, needless to say hes living the 'life"
Right?
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George has Epilepsy. He found it difficult to tell his friends and was easy to hide behind a screen. What happens when he is forced to reveal the truth?
My Discord Server: https://discord.gg/kuSu8qUqgT
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how much can you fit under your skin? by goatlysacrifices
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
15 Mar 2021
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Tommy was the youngest brother, it was his job to be annoying. One of his worst habits was bursting into a room without knocking, leaving him to interrupt some fairly private things—say, a gender crisis.
for the prompt: tommy walks in on wilbur doing something he shouldn't be
title is from Under My Skin by Jukebox the Ghost
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- Part 1 of transbur propaganda