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Pain was Neil’s first language and his oldest companion—a constant, from childhood terror to the chronic ache of survival. He learned its grammar alone: how to ignore it, how to use it, how to endure it. His pain is his burden, and only he could be trusted to carry it. Until he finally learns otherwise.
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(Five times Neil dealt with pain alone. And one time he didn't have to.)
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24 Apr 2026
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Neil's been on his feet for the last thirty-six hours. His leg is aching, his interns are all idiots, his charge nurse thinks he should've gone home hours ago, but Neil can't bring himself to leave the knowing chaos of the ER.
He tells himself he'll see one more patient. One more, then he'll clock out.
Except, Neil's last patient of the day turns out to be a professional exy player, who's just punched another doctor, might be hiding some knives, and seems determined to notice everything Neil is trying to hide.
And, well - maybe Neil doesn't want to hide from one Andrew Minyard.
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Neil is an emergency physician and Andrew is a pro exy player who keeps finding himself in Neil's ER. Oblivious flirting ensues.
Kevin's there too. Just...being Kevin.
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- English
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- 33,802
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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22 Apr 2026
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“Proust believed in reenactment therapy,” Andrew said.
“Reenactment therapy,” Wymack repeated.
Andrew felt walls close around him. Walls he knew so well. Walls he stared at every time they strapped his limbs to the bed because Proust labeled him a ‘danger to himself.’
“Kid, look at me,” Wymack said.
The walls, Andrew remembered. When Proust did his fucking therapy, Andrew remembered the walls.
“Andrew, are you telling me he–”
“Yes.”
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Andrew tells Wymack about rehab.Bookmarked by Elrynns
16 Apr 2026
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I‘d die to be somebody you could love by moonlightboyz
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
20 Jun 2025
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"For a medicine student you're really dense sometimes."
It was quiet for a while before Andrew spoke up again. "I don't know, how to be your brother, Aaron. Not the one you want, but I'm trying."
"And I'm trying too."
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This fanfic explores Aaron Minyard’s complicated feelings regarding Andrew Minyard and how he learns to love and be loved by his brother.Series
- Part 1 of Everything I never told you
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- English
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- 146,482
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- 22/22
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28 Mar 2026
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Andrew and Neil had a wonderful life. A favorite jobs, their own home that they had lived in for years, and two cats that Neil brought home from jogging. What else could they dream of? Maybe only a child or three.
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Andrew and Neil decided to adopt a child.Series
- Part 1 of Andreil's Family
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- English
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- 100,506
- Chapters:
- 18/18
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- 777
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17 Mar 2026
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I held on as tightly as you held onto me by perchancetosleep
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
17 May 2025
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Instantly, Wymack knows that this is going to set off a bomb in their home. Elodie is a good kid, quiet and skittish as hell, but smart and polite and pretty receptive to the general structure of their house. This kid has defiance written all over his file, and he’s fifteen, which means that he can take however much belligerence he’s guessing and fucking multiply it by ten.
But it’s also clear that Jean needs somewhere safe. And that is something he and Abby can easily provide.
(title from to build a home by the cinematic orchestra)
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10 Mar 2026
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Allison: ok look I have an idea
Neil: oh no
Allison: you’re not going to love it
Neil: I already said oh no
Allison: we should sign you up to tinder!
Neil: …how do you leave whatsappSeries
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- 32,493
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- 14/14
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01 Feb 2026
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Neil is touch-starved. Badly. He decides to say 'fuck it' and hookup with some random guy he barely knows because that's better than nothing, right?
The problem comes when Neil isn't sure if he can make it past the foreplay before breaking into tears.
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- English
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- 12,787
- Chapters:
- 3/5
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14 Dec 2025
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But this wasn’t about sex. No, what he craved right now had nothing to do with getting off. He wanted to be completely enveloped by Andrew without it leading to something more. He wanted to feel the steady movement of up and down of Andrew's chest against his back or under his head. He wanted to bury his face in Andrew’s neck, not to kiss him there, even though he enjoyed how much the other liked it, but to breathe him in and drift off feeling safer than he has ever felt before.
or Neil asking Andrew to hold him
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16 Nov 2025
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Blood On The Court by longlivethefolkwhore
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
17 Oct 2025
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[aftg x marauders]
After Riko’s death and the Ravens’ public downfall, Kevin Day thinks he’s survived the worst. He hasn’t met the Serpents yet: an elite new team forged in silence.
You only need to have read All For The Game. No knowledge of the Marauders era is required: the story stands on its own.
Pairing: M/M/M
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14 Nov 2025
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“Dan is a good person. She puts up with a lot from me that she shouldn’t really have to. I haven’t known her or Matt for that long but they’re always trying their best to make me happy. Part of me wonders if they think I’m weird. Online or at school.”
“Is there a difference?”
“What?”
“Between who you are online and at home?”
“Yes,” Neil said hesitantly.
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Neil Josten knows he's safe. He hasn't had to run since he enlisted the help of his Uncle Stuart to get rid of his father. Unfortunately, old habits die hard. Neil created a new, virtual identity for himself under the alias GhostCore. With a loud mouth and reputation for playing solo, it was only a matter of time before the world came together to prove him wrong.
It was an accident when his classmates found out he played. Visiting their guild was meant to be a one time thing. Sticking around and finding his place in the world was not part of the deal.
(Updates Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays)
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- English
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- 13/13
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24 Oct 2025
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Aaron Minyard vs his brother, the world, and most of all, Neil fucking Josten.
(5000+ words of Aaron coming to terms with the fact that Neil can tell him and Andrew apart, and all that that entails)
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- English
- Words:
- 11,206
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
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02 Oct 2025
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“I think I’ve got the timeline now,” James says. “The previously unexplained hospital stay happened several days after Kevin approached us about the transfer. My guess is it took a bit of time out of the… environment… of the Nest for his body to really start feeling the high sugars. And with the state of his injuries, I can’t imagine discerning one pain from another was possible.”
“It’s insane. Everything about it makes perfect sense and none at all. I keep trying to find the words but the only thing coming to my mind is just ‘what the fuck’ on repeat?”
“The more I find out about Edgar Allen, the angrier I get,” Rhemann confesses. “I’m just relieved that Neil dragged him here when he did.”
“Jean’s not,” Jeremy says immediately. “He has creatively threatened his death multiple times.”
“No, I don’t suspect he is,” James says sagely. “But it doesn’t matter, because he’s here to be angry about it.”
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- Part 4 of the great oneshot cleanout of 2025
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21 Sep 2025
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We live in cities you'll never see on-screen: Not very pretty, but we sure know how to run things! Livin' in ruins of a palace within my dreams, and you know, we're on each other's team! by MoNsTeRsAmOnGMeN
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
08 Jul 2025
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He picked up pace. “Hey—Reg!”
Still nothing. The bastard was ignoring him.
James turned a corner—and stopped dead.
Regulus was standing in the middle of an abandoned classroom, breathing like he’d just run a marathon. His back hit the wall with a thud. And then again. And again.
James blinked. His fury evaporated so fast it left him dizzy.Or: James sees his "Most Hated Enemy" and decides that Soft Domming him into selfcare is the move
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- English
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- 34,099
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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19 Sep 2025
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Unlike what Allison might think, Neil was perfectly fine tagging along with Matt and Dan. They were his friends and he didn't care that they were a couple. And why should he care that Kevin and Andrew were dating when spending time with them after clearing up the initial misunderstanding was the most comfortable he had ever been?
So what if they looked good when they kissed and refused to let Neil be lonely?
It wasn't like they were still flirting with him and opening up about things not many people knew about them.
Wait.
Neil might have missed some cues.Series
- Part 1 of Third Wheeling Universe
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16 Sep 2025
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Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations by TheQueerTailor
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
17 Mar 2023
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For the submitter of prompt 138
Sixth year has just started and Remus is barely keeping up. He's just sixteen but it feels like his body is falling apart. He feels like he's being held together with spell-o-tape that's starting to come unstuck. Worse it feels like his friends are running miles ahead of him. When his health takes an abrupt turn for the worse Remus wonders if his friends will stick by him. He need not have worried.- Language:
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- 4/4
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25 Aug 2025
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Chasing the Night to See the Stars by ChasingSunlight
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
06 Apr 2020
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Jean Moreau comes to the Trojans a broken man. The Trojans, for their part, decide that broken does not mean unlovable.
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- Part 1 of I Found a Home in the Stars
- Language:
- English
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- 62,746
- Chapters:
- 34/34
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- 404
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- 1,624
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25 Aug 2025
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Andrew isn't a renowed author. Sure, he has his fans here and there, a few hardcore readers, but he's not famous or internationally known.
So, when he stumbles across his own book in a place where it absolutely shouldn't be and in a language it absolutely wasn't translated to, he makes it his personal mission to find the person behind it.
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- English
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- 39,866
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 406
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22 Aug 2025
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Andrew spends most of his childhood thinking he is a psychopath. He is not. Andrew is, and always will be, just Andrew.
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- English
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- 16,394
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 306
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18 Aug 2025
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Sometimes, when Jean shows up, the soft rev of his motorcycle announcing his arrival, James joins him and they work in comfortable silence together. Other times, James steps into his backyard after a day out of the house, and the only signs Jean has been there are the neatly trimmed bushes, weedless soil, and a basket full of fresh vegetables sitting on the back steps.
5 AM for a student-athlete who had played a tough game the night before is just too early for James to let slide. He sighs and flicks on the coffee machine before making his way outside.
Or, a collection of moments where Jean gardens and Rhemann helps his kid heal.
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09 Aug 2025