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Who You Were Formed to Be by The_Raven_Constellation
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
10 May 2026
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Neil woke up as himself for the first time somewhere in San Francisco with hastily done stitches in his wrists and the knowledge it was now his job to keep them alive and moving. He was little more than one alter in a system of twenty-five shadowed by lies, dead-ends, and a bloody end that they all knew was drawing closer by the day, and in one single evening, all their mom’s hard work of keeping them alive was ruined. But Neil had to keep going. It was his job to keep them moving.
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Another All for the Game rewrite but in which everything is the same except Neil has DID, so really nothing is quite the same.
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- Part 1 of Who You Were Formed to Be
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Foxes react to - "Who You Were Formed to Be" by Heidynosaur
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
17 Aug 2026
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As the plane soared through the clouds, the fear of flying transformed into something deeper: the nagging feeling that something wasn't right.
Then, everything stopped.
The noise disappeared. The conversations died down. The world seemed to freeze.
From the outside, the plane was still suspended in the air, but something was wrong. Very badly.
Andrew felt his uneasiness turn to panic. The silence was unnatural. Heavy.
Wymack and Kevin, sitting next to him, noticed it too.And then the plane seemed to vanish.
He felt a sudden emptiness, as if something had torn them from reality. Darkness enveloped him. His lungs stopped working for an eternal second.
And then, nothing.
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O: The foxes react to "Who You Were Formed to Be"Series
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Andrew didn't look happy at all. Neil was trying to figure out where the catch was.
"You're going to share a room with Neil."
"Shit," Neil whispered.
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OUAt twenty-one, Neil enters the Corvin War Institute, a military institute focused on developing powerful generals and military officers.
Neil finds a family.
Neil finds Andrew.
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Neil turned to look out the window, letting the smoke burn through his lungs longer than he should’ve. It hurt; it made him feel real again. He let it out slowly, afraid time might slip away with the exhale, and he’d become this smoke dissipating into the wind once more.
If it were a year ago, he would write this off as his memory being odd. It always had been. Conversations he was present for slipped away, and more than just possessions got lost between the cities they stayed in. If this were a year ago, he’d write the missing hours away because he’d been jumbled and upset, and his mind didn’t always hit the record button for the bad stuff. But he wasn’t just surviving for himself anymore.
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No longer on the run, some inconsistencies Neil had long written off start to effect his daily life. Or, another DID!Neil fic.
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Neil Josten is a chaos. Secrets swirl around him like a second skin, each one more dangerous than the last. For someone on the run, those secrets are more than baggage—they’re a death sentence.
Hiding from his father. Running from his past. Escaping the truth of who he is. It’s the life his mother taught him, and the only one Neil has ever known.
But then everything changed. His mother is gone, and Neil isn’t just running for himself anymore—he’s running for his son.
Which secret will destroy him first?
That he’s the Butcher’s son?
That he’s an Omega in hiding?
Or that Neil Josten, the boy who was never meant to exist, is now a father?The Foxes think they’re recruiting a talented striker with a bad attitude. What they’re really getting is a storm in human form—one that will either shatter their fragile team or force them to face the wreckage Neil’s been running from his entire life.
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Neil is short on rent this month, is stuck in Los Angeles, and to make matters worse, needs a new bottle of suppressants. Too bad he's also a shitty bartender, a runaway, and is one stubborn blonde man away from making what he's sure is a huge mistake.
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The Dream I Hold Onto by adas_things
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
09 Aug 2026
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Katsuki Bakugou had one goal in life.
To provide for his four year old daughter, Kayumi.
Despite the nightmares, the chronic pain, and the grief that he was fighting, she was what kept him going. So, when faced with a decision he finds impossible to make, he has to remind himself that everything he was doing was for her. Even if it sucked, even if it hurt, even if it humiliated him. He needed help for Yumi’s sake, so that she could fulfill her dreams alongside Katsuki.
So, he hires a caregiver. One that exceeds every single expectation he had.
Izuku Midoriya comes in like an unexpected wind, one that hurts but redirects him away from dangerous waters. He is gentle, patient, thoughtful. A complete inversion of how Katsuki viewed the world. And of course, Kayumi has attached herself to Izuku in a way he has never seen. And it terrifies him. Because the one person he had left in this world was broadening it faster than he could keep up with.
But, perhaps there was more in his world than he realized.
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"Classical music just makes sense to me," Shane sighs, unable to think up an explanation he can turn into words. "It's structured, it's rigid... it's timeless."
Ilya spun one of his drumsticks in his hands as he got up from his seat.
"It, Hollander, is boring." He walked towards Shane with an unbreakable stride, stopping when they were face-to-face. Shane felt himself tremble a bit inside.
"And so are you."
(an ambitious violinist and a careless drummer. who falls first and who will fall harder?)
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Better by heartwillficagain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Aug 2026
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Shane was the number one draft pick for Boston and his MLH career was about to begin. That was until, the day after the CCM photoshoot, the Hollanders got into a car accident. The only information released was that Shane Hollander sustained life-altering injuries and would not be joining the Bears in the coming season. As far as the hockey world knew, Shane Hollander had completely vanished.
Ilya is captain of the Metros, struggling with having to hide parts of himself.
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Club Chronic by Writin_it
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Aug 2026
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There were many reasons this could’ve happened; that it would have happened eventually, no matter if Shane had done everything the way he should’ve. Which he did. It still remained inevitable. The same way his knees buckling down to the tiles was fate. An unfortunate consequence to existing in this body, in his body.
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It’s Shane Hollander’s first season with the centaurs so of course things are different. He’s nervous, he’s neurodivergent but he’s also got a little something called POTs syndrome. Shane navigates his chronic illness in secret, but he can’t stay hidden for ever. What happens when a major athlete has a flare up? How long can he stay in survival mode?
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touching butterfly wings by Adrenochrome
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander was on track to be one of the most successful athletes at UOttawa, leading the Sabretooths to multiple wins and drawing talk of a potential draft. Ilya couldn't help but be fascinated by watching him play.
That is, until a damning diagnosis derailed Shane's entire life; now he is just trying to pick up the pieces of what is left.
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pretty as a vine, as sweet as a grape by perchancetosleep
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Aug 2026
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Rookie Roz has fucking nothing on the self-destructive bastard that spawns in the fall of 2016.
The demon that has swapped places with Cliff's best friend has one goal, and that is seemingly to kill the body it has stolen. The CGM app looks like a goddamn mountain range, and for the entire first two weeks after The Breakup Cliff is waking up several times a night to call Roz and get him to deal with the high or low that he’s trying to sleep through.
And then the notifications stop.
(Or, 5 times and ways someone helps Ilya manage his type one diabetes + 1 time the world finds out about it)
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Shake and Bake by RiverOtter1818
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Aug 2026
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“Ilya, hey. I’m talking to you.” He squeezes his trap hard. “Get up, it’s time to go.” They’ll never get anywhere if he’s not firm like this. And, honestly, Ilya’s never had a seizure at the rink before. Shane doesn’t know how to deal with it here. He needs trainers. He needs Terry.
“Hmm?” Ilya’s eyes are completely unfocused.
“Stand up, Ilya. I’ll help you,” Shane gets a good hold under his arms and just fucking lifts. It’s harder than it should be. Ilya’s always dead weight when he gets close.
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Ilya has his first seizure in three months. It is no fun for anyone.
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Forcing Broken Glass Down Amidst A Firestorm by yhk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Aug 2026
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“When Shane lifted the glass to his lips, realized he couldn’t drink more. He was already full from those two sips; plus, nausea began to grow, overt and invasively making its gleeful path from his stomach to his throat. The waistband of his shorts became tighter as he began to bloat, a caricature of an impossible pregnancy. In the meantime, Anya whined against him, resting her cool, moist nose against his stomach.”
What if Shane had Gastroparesis? And Troy Barrett, Harris Drover, and the Ottawa Centaurs cause a massive flare?
A Troy Barrett, Harris Drover, and Ottawa Centaurs Bashing Fic.
It’s Gastroparesis Awareness Month!
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A Liar's Guide to Faking it (expect varied results) by LK_Kass
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
14 Nov 2024
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Neil is clearly not fine but does everything in his power to convince those around him that he is. This has varying levels of success, specifically with Andrew (as one may expect) and eventually his facade comes crashing down around him. Now, he must face a diagnosis that could very well cause the Moriyama to reconsider the deal that ensures his safety.
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The Black Queen by Pixielixiie
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
31 Aug 2026
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“Wed her to me.” Daemon breathed out, the dagger pressing into the skin of his pale neck, his violet gaze piercing up at his brother with conviction of a man who knows what he wants. “When I offered up my crown, you said I could have anything.”
“I want Rhaenyra.”
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The court would whisper of that night for years. Some would call it madness, others mercy, others still would name it folly. But Rhaenyra remembers it as the night her world cracked open—the night her father, weary of quarrels and eager for peace, gave his brother the one thing Daemon had craved above all else: her. It was a bargain signed in silence, in candlelight, and though none knew it then, the realm had already begun to bleed.
One word.
That's all it took for Rhaenyra, the trajectory of her life, and the realm to change forever.
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Shameless (Daemon + Rhaenyra Targaryen) by daemyraspower
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV)
03 Aug 2026
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Two years have passed since Rhaenyra fulfilled her duty by marrying Laenor Velaryon, but nothing has changed for the better. Trapped in a loveless marriage, at a court devoid of support, and with a father who fails to acknowledge her, Rhaenyra is desperate... until she manages to win Daemon back into her life.
Or: Daemon and Rhaenyra Targaryen have a secret romance during Rhaenyra's marriage.
ABANDONED AND UNFINISHED, CREATING A NEW VERSION THAT WILL SOON BE AVAILABLE ON MY PROFILE
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“That’s quite the shiner, Whitaker.”
Dennis ducked his head when he recognized Dr. Robby’s voice, studying the floor as he felt a heat rise across his face. “Yeah, well, you should see the other guy.” He tried to joke, the smile not quite reaching his eyes.
“Mob debt? Bar fight? A jilted lover?”
Too exhausted to think straight, Dennis wished that he’d spent longer on rehearsing his excuse.
Robby had already stepped into his personal space to study him more closely, a finger under his chin to gently tip his head back to see the bruising better in the harsh fluorescent light. This did nothing to help Dennis think, and he tried his best to look anywhere except for Dr. Robby’s warm brown eyes.
An omegaverse AU where Dennis abuses heat suppressants to live as a beta, but someone dangerous discovers his secret and blackmails him. Will Robby & Abbot be able to figure out what's happening and help him before it's too late?
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What worried Trinity more was that he had been homeless and without a support system. Trinity didn’t even think she would be able to last on her own without at least one person to rely on. Her parents were an hour away and she could visit them whenever she wanted, so she wasn’t put in a bad situation. Plus, she had her cat to keep her company.
In which Dennis is an omega and is finding his found family within the PMTC, told by Trinity and Robby's point of view.
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“Rut?” Robby is staring at him. Finally lets go of a weak, incredulous laugh that is entirely humorless. “That's funny seeing as I don’t go into rut any longer. You know my body just shut down after…” He presses his lips together and shakes his head.
Covid.
Jack holds his gaze but allows himself a restricted upwards turn of his mouth. In sympathy, mainly. Occasionally, he might like to torture Robby just a little but he genuinely has no intention of playing this moment for laughs.
“I think it is time to reevaluate that assessment.”