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    Luca Haas is exactly where he wants to be. In a closed triad, exploring kinks with the Hollanov husbands.

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    🙂‍↔️ Hollanovaas smut and kink exploration 🙂‍↔️

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    20 May 2026

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    He answered with no preface, no pretense, just the bare facts. “I'm at the hospital with Shane. He wasn't waking up for me.”

    The line was quiet for a bit, almost long enough for Hayden to start thinking she'd put the phone down. When she spoke, her tone was serious.

    “What do you mean, not waking up?”

    “I got to Drapeau's place and tried to wake him up to get him in the car, but he wouldn't wake up. It was like he couldn't. And then,” he trailed off, unsure what to even say about what he found to his wife.

    “And then what?”

    He took a deep breath, reluctant to say it out loud, but he had to tell her. “I think something bad happened to him, Jacks. Like, really bad.”

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    Shane is sexually assaulted at a house party in Montreal. He, Hayden, and Ilya make their attempts to recover in the aftermath.

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    19 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    the worst thing imaginable happens to shane-- he fights to hold the pieces together long enough for ilya to find him.

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    18 May 2026

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    Luca Haas grew up idolizing two hockey legends: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander.
    Now he’s on their team, skating beside them every day—and trying very hard not to embarrass himself in front of his captain.

    Unfortunately, Luca has never been particularly good at hiding his crush.

    Ilya notices everything.
    Shane notices too.

    Eventually, curiosity turns into an invitation.

     

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    The handprints keep flashing in his mind. Dark against Shane’s skin. Fingers splayed. Too deliberate to be an accident.

    Bruises happen. Hockey players bruise like breathing is involuntary. Like ice is cold.

    But those had not been from a hit or a fall or a puck to the wrong place.

    Those were hands.

    Ilya’s hands.

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    14 May 2026

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    shane gets outed by a sports news paper reporter. what will happen, how will people take it, how will he take it.

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    11 May 2026

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    When Shane stops answering his phone, Ilya drives to Montreal expecting irritation, maybe a fight, maybe another one of Shane’s ridiculous explanations

    Instead, he finds Shane dead in their bed.

    After the funeral, Ilya tries desperately to survive the grief, leaning on teammates, family, and the life they built together. Then Shane starts appearing in places he shouldn’t be, asking Ilya to do small, ordinary things that slowly begin erasing their shared history from existence.

    Ottawa disappears first.

    Then the cottage.

    Then the MLH.

    Then Shane himself.

    And somewhere beneath the unraveling nightmare waiting for him is the life Ilya Rozanov was supposed to have if he had never met Shane Hollander at all.

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    06 May 2026

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    He was a sick man. A perverted freak. What kind of monster got off on hurting someone they were supposed to love? His heart was hammering in his chest, clawing at his lungs, and up his throat just to escape himself. He just needed to see that Shane was okay, the minute he could lay eyes on the other man he’d be pulled back up, and he would be okay again. It was with a shaking fist that he knocked on the door, and he said a silent prayer to his mother that it would be Shane that answered.

    Ilya and Shane play rough and Ilya drops a few hours after Shane leaves. So he risks it all to go to his hotel to seek comfort. Hayden Pike is also there....and he can't quite believe it.

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    05 May 2026

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    Marleau and Connors bet Ilya that he can't go 40 days and 40 nights without sex, including sexting, phone sex, video call sex, etc.

    The thing is, Shane made no such bet. He can do whatever he wants, and if Ilya can't reciprocate, too bad.

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    05 May 2026

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    After Shane's plan to come out to Ilya in Tampa falls through, the pair have a falling out. There is no cottage. Instead, Ilya is forced to wait and see Shane at a charity event being held in New York. Ilya hopes that, after a miserable summer apart, he and Shane can reconcile.

    There's just one problem.

    Jordan Bragg, a forward for the New York Admirals, has also come out as gay. Stunningly handsome, funny, and just what a heartbroken Hollander needs, Jordan makes it clear that Ilya Rozanov isn't the only one after the Metro's star centre.

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    04 May 2026

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    A short one-shot of Ilya Rozanov (re: hi version) leaving Russia, and his POV meeting Shane Hollander.

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    04 May 2026

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

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    04 May 2026

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    The trade was filed while Ilya Rozanov was sedated. The visa paperwork was signed before he regained consciousness. His agent was gone by morning, his representation replaced, his entire professional existence quietly transferred into Scott Hunter’s hands overnight — and every single thing Scott did was legal, documented, and defensible.

    Ilya knows what this is. He can name every move, trace every wire. He just can’t prove any of it to anyone who would believe him over Scott Hunter — beloved captain, model professional, the man the whole league trusts. Does he even want to?

    In Montreal, Shane Hollander is the only person who knows the truth. He’s sworn to secrecy. He’s keeping notes. He is not leaving.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is the thorn in Shane's side. He's rude, cocky, stressfully perceptive, and his stats are the only ones better than Shane's in the whole OUA. Even worse, they play on the same team, and the only person who might beat Shane out for the C next year is Rozanov.

    Ilya and Shane are so at odds they can't even manage to complete a stupid challenge at Playoff Camp without making fools of themselves and, according to Hazy, getting cursed.

    It's frustrating and embarrassing, until it becomes clear that the curse is very very real and it becomes horrifying instead. For the next six weeks (at least) Shane is stuck by Ilya's side, unable to go more than a few feet away without unbearable pain. 

    Now, they somehow have to pull off going to class, winning the playoffs, and not killing each other, not to mention keeping their secret from their friends and teammates.

    Shane is so fucked.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    24 Apr 2026

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    Ilya is recovering after the brain surgery but recovery rerely is a straight line. And Ilya, done with hospitals, is up to mischief. Fortunately, Shane is there to make sure Ilya stays alive.

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    This is set between "Hold On (I Still Want You)" and "Come Back (I Still Need You)" and focuses on Ilya's recovery after the brain surgery he underwent. It can be read as stand-alone but I think it's probably best to read at least first part of my series to get some context!

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    23 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 60

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    +Beauty and the Beast AU+

    Prince Ilya, after losing his family in a terrible plague, becomes cold-hearted and cruel to those around him, going as far as to cast out an old crone in the winter's cold. As punishment, he is cursed by an Enchantress on the day of his coronation as king to take the form of a horrifying beast. He has until the clock strikes midnight on his 30th birthday to love and be loved in return, lest he is doomed to be a beast the rest of his days.

    Shane Hollander is a commoner living in a provincial town, seen as "odd" for not fitting in with the rest of the community and for spurning the advances of Dallas Kent, who wants Shane to join his household and be his "happy little husband". He yearns for something more in his life, but struggles to know exactly what that is.

    Things change when Shane travels with his mother to sell their wares at the capital, and they get lost at Castle Rozanov. When they are arrested for trespassing, Shane offers to take the burden of his mother's crime, letting her go free as he takes a lifetime of imprisonment by King Ilya Rozanov.

    With little time left before his 30th birthday, Shane may be Ilya's last chance to know what love really is.

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    20 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 51

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    “Yours,” he croaked, the only word he had left.

    Ilya held him tighter, heart finally steady. The jealousy was gone, replaced by the deep, possessive satisfaction of knowing Shane would feel him for days. Would remember exactly who he belonged to every time he moved.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Five years ago, Shane left his hometown in pursuit of his career. He left his parents, his friends, his life, and a husband, who woke up one morning to find him gone—all to start a new life for himself.

    Now, Shane has everything he could possibly want and more. His career as a musician has taken off: he’s rich, he’s famous, he’s surrounded by a group of some of the best friends he could’ve asked for, and he has a very perfect boyfriend.

    Everything in his life is going according to plan, until said perfect boyfriend proposes, and Shane is forced to acknowledge the fact that he is, legally, still married. Though not by choice of course, but rather because his “husband” has sent back every single set of divorce papers unopened, and unsigned.

    Or: The Sweet Home Alabama AU that no one asked for, starring Shane and Ilya. To be clear, this is an AU adaptation of the 2002 Movie Sweet Home Alabama ONLY which is the only inspiration for this fic <3

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    17 Apr 2026

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    While trying to write to his friend studying abroad in Moscow, Shane Hollander accidentally reaches Ilya Rozanov.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    "You will bend for me many times, I think, before this production is over."

    Shane means to say no. He means to tell Ilya Rozanov—arrogant Bolshoi principal dancer and professional pain in his ass—to fuck off and stop moving set pieces without permission. Instead, he ends up on his knees in a dressing room, which is definitely not how the Royal Winnipeg Ballet’s stage manager is supposed to handle conflict resolution.

    Three weeks until opening night. One impossible rivalry. And absolutely no way this ends well.

    or: Ilya comes to Winnipeg for The Nutcracker. Shane tries very hard to hate him. The mind-blowing hate-sex doesn’t help.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
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    221,475

    13 Apr 2026

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