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Only diamonds can sharpen other diamonds by caleb_alexgsversion
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
17 Feb 2024
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For the first time since he was probably 5 years old, dazai feels an indescribable warmth in his whole body, the constant thoughts of pain and death in his mind are silenced, his arms stop stinging, he just…feels…
Dazai realizes something right then he should have seen months before this, all the butterfly’s and aches in his gut had not been for no reason
Dazai osamu, demon prodigy, self proclaimed non-human, incapable of love….was in love….with chuuya nakahara
Basically dazai goes to check on a depressed chuuya, only for them to get snowed in and forced to spend time together :3 (I’m bad at summarizing)
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put your hand in mine and let me pull you into a dance by leafysheepyn
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
01 Jun 2024
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“The greater the hope, the crueller the reality. Yet we still hope, because there’s nothing else to do.”
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When Chuuya awoke, a familiar pair of amber eyes was staring into his own like most mornings.
He was well aware of the fact Dazai was a light sleeper – if he slept at all, that is – so he’d gotten used to the sight greeting him. It had become somewhat of a comfort if he was honest, getting the immediate confirmation he wasn’t alone the moment he opened his eyes.
Confirmation that he hadn’t been left behind or abandoned.
Again.
With a small smile, Chuuya moved to press a kiss against Dazai’s lips, choosing not to let such negative thoughts ruin his morning. The other hadn’t given him any indication he had plans to leave again, so there was no need to worry this much.
As a matter of fact, they were actually doing quite well lately.
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Or: Chuuya hires Poe to write novels about Dazai after his death. While it's not the worst coping mechanism in existence, it's certainly not the healthiest either.
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Dazai stared at the mirror too long
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23 Jun 2026
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PEAK ✋️😐🤚
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Chuuya can't cope with Dazai's disappearance and results in a suicide attempt in the early morning.
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or: when chuuya meets dazai's gaze as he falls, all he can think about is how much dazai really does look like a fish when his eyes are wide like that
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For his 18th birthday, Dazai jokingly gifted Chuuya a stuffed Bunny.
Six years later when Chuuya "loses" the Bunny he is distraught.
When he's finally reunited with his Bunny, he learns Dazai's long held secret.
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He wasn’t a masochist—at least, he didn’t think he was—but he found that spilling his own blood was… satisfying in a way. It was like he was punishing himself. Punishing his skin and flesh for the sin of tainting the world around him with evil and misfortune.
Dazai laughed to himself at this thought—He was doing the exact thing he had recently instructed Atsushi to stop doing. He was pitying himself. But his life was already an endless nightmare, wasn’t it? It wouldn’t make much of a difference if things got worse.
Dazai wrapped the bandages back around his arm, plastered his signature charming grin back on his face, then started to get ready for work.OR
Dazai is done with life, but Chuuya isn't ready to let him go just yet.
Please credit me if reusing/reposting anywhere.
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21 Jun 2026
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Yummy angst
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A fanfic I made about the two homophobic guys in my history class that are 100% in love.
LINK TO THE PLAYLIST: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2XabEnMsYXGp08v5kYpyTo?si=ab598d502cb54be3
FOLLOW MY PINTEREST: millyo9
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I wanted to be the one that you could understand by Cool_pizza_rat
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Apr 2025
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Chuuya moves to Japan from France and meets Dazai
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When the sun goes down by Ecl1pse1sdy1ng, Eclipseisdying
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
22 May 2026
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Dazai Osamu is 22 and suffers from self harm. Chuuya Nakahara is also 22 and suffers from a eating disorder. When both of them are suffering, will they be able to notice each other's suffering? Will they even be able to help when they can not even help themselves?
This summary sucks
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“It’s either the kiss or the knife. Choose.”
Chuuya is a scare actor at a haunted house. Dazai hates losing. They make a deal.
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but what if I have burned until there is no light left?
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Dazai and Chuuya are both stupid and dont know how to cope with feelings
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This is a personal experiment with HTML. It is a very limited list with what I find useful.
Update: Somehow I find more and more stuff useful, so this list is not that limited (and not that private) anymore. I'll improve it with time and according to my needs and interests.So far that's posted:
Part One: Basics
Part Two: Lines
Part Three: Footnotes and Links
Part Four: Columns and Skins
Part Five: Pictures
Part Six: Videos (and gifs)
Part Seven: Choose Your Own Adventure
Part Eight: Chapter Title
Part Nine: The Title, the Username, and Links
Part Ten: Kudos Message
Part Eleven: Newspaper Article
Part Twelve: Content Notes and Spoiler (NEW: Opacity and hover translations)
Part Thirteen: Playground for Jinx (glitch text, color, table)
Part Fourteen: Text generator
Part Fifteen: Boxes (still in progress)
Part Sixteen: Vertical Text
Part Seventeen: Transition (NEW)
Part Eighteen: Automated Animation (NEWEST) -
Live laugh love Osamu Dazai (Dazai angst) by I_EAT_CHICKEN_NUGGETS
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
10 Apr 2026
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Dazai does what Dazai does best
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Your average Dazai angst fanfic -
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Chuuya's about to die and instead of calling for help, he phones Dazai instead and starts apologizing for all he's done.
Dazai's still there when the line goes dead.
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- Part 5 of Double BLackjack
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A sort of 5+1 fic of Dazai and Chuuya seeking each other out during their bad days, getting comfort and finally figuring out where they stand with each other now that the world has calmed down a little.
[or; an exploration in small moments that lead their hearts closer together and the process of relearning old habits and new scars]
Bookmarked by Homowith57mentalillnesses
16 May 2026
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Peak
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Dazai is a 25 year-old depressed and suicidal bartender. When a distant cousin goes to jail and drops a child in his lap, he’s left with no choice but to keep living, if not for himself than for the kid. And there’s something about Atsushi’s kindergarten teacher- something that draws him in, for better or for worse.
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- Part 1 of Something Worth Living For: The Series
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16 May 2026
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Chapter 8
TS IS SO CUTE I CANT
why really they lowk getting freaky tho- -
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I put all my soukoku relationship reveals in a series!!
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