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When Riza is held hostage by Pride and Wrath, they take more from her than Roy could ever have imagined. After the Promised Day, Roy and Riza both break. Unexpected friendships bloom when they're assigned to rebuild the city of Rhiannh in Ishbal, and, slowly, they find their way back to each other.
Oh my dear, I'll wait for you
Grace tonight will pull us through
Until the tears have left your eyes
Until the fears can sleep at night
Until the demons that you're scared of disappear inside
Until this guilt begins to crack
And the weight falls from your back
Oh my dear, I'll keep you in my arms tonightSeries
- Part 4 of Oh My Dear
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14 Apr 2026
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Starve the Ego, Feed the Soul by onthearrow
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
14 Feb 2023
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Something has changed between them since the Promised Day.
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03 Apr 2026
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Blues Upon a Whistle by mildlynerdy, SiryyGray
Fandoms: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types
10 Feb 2021
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Ed is more than six feet under, but still very much alive. He owes that to a crumpling street and collapsing building. It’s too dark to see, too cold to feel, and he’s certain he’s going crazy. Or maybe that’s just the concussion.
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29 Mar 2026
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talks to me on tiptoes & sings to me inside by elliefish
Fandoms: The Bedlam Stacks - Natasha Pulley
06 Jan 2026
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He sat, cross-legged, on the made-up pallet next to me. I could see him better now. The lines around his eyes seemed deeper than they had a few days before. It was the kind of expression that carved itself onto a face that cried often, or had been crying recently.
I didn’t think about it when I reached out.
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An extra scene between Raphael and Merrick in Bedlam after Raphael reads Harry's letter. Loosely prompted by 'grief' for Pulleyverse fanweek 2026.
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07 Jan 2026
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moonbeam remedies by Scarlettprin
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
17 Jan 2023
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“Shit,” Joel swore, walking around the truck to Ellie’s side. “Kid?”
“‘M a little busy,” Ellie spat, coughing weakly as she wrapped her arms around her midsection. “Try again later. Leave a message at the–”
“Ellie,” Joel called out, a hand coming to rest on her shoulder. He frowned at the heat he could feel through her shirt. “You’ve got a fever.”
“That would explain the overwhelmingly shitty feeling.”
or, Ellie got sick when she barely knew Joel. And then, she got sick, again, when she very much knew Joel.
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23 May 2025
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After escaping Scarif at the last second, Jyn and Cassian try to take care of each other as best they can until they arrive on Yavin IV, although Cassian can't do much besides guide Jyn on the ship's controls, being so weakened. To keep him awake, Jyn talks to him, and the two talk about their past before they met, making the bond they had begun to nurture, which had been so impulsive in the face of imminent death, take on a softer and calmer form, and begin to grow.
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- Part 2 of Rogue One
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18 May 2025
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Unseen Influence by starkraving
Fandoms: Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game), Dragon Age (Video Games)
10 Jan 2025
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Rook has a hole in their head. Spite can see it, but the rest of team doesn’t seem to care. Mortals are stupid. Spite makes a point of telling them. Repeatedly. With emphasis. Why don't they understand? Something is wrong with Rook. AKA: Spite can see Solas’ influence. Lucanis (and everyone) struggle to understand him. Rook is fine. Right?
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01 Feb 2025
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stand in your own shallow grave by MajimasMadness
Fandoms: Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game), Dragon Age (Video Games)
17 Jan 2025
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There’s something they never mention about becoming an abomination. Aside from the obvious - that it’s painful and horrifying and destroys the very sense of self you hold dear - it’s that once you become one, you never feel warm again. Becoming an abomination is to become something that is spurned by everyone, cast aside, an object to be destroyed.
So what happens when you don’t completely become one?
You become… Other. Different. An abomination, but not even that was done properly. Dead, mourned over - and yet alive.
Lucanis knows all of these things. They bleed constantly into his thoughts, questions he can never find answers to, something so painfully and horrifyingly unique that there is no one to ask. No one he can turn to for answers to questions he had never wanted to tackle.
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19 Jan 2025
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The Real Thing by headachecat
Fandoms: Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game)
11 Jan 2025
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And in the long run, it was the words exchanged between Neve and Lucanis that Rook started to notice first. The soft tease hidden beneath the guise of casual conversation. The laughter that lilted through the air, over-the-shoulder banter exchanged as the two playfully flirted with each other during their travels. It was effortless, natural, and it tickled in a way Rook couldn’t quite name. It was something she and Lucanis had never shared. Something, perhaps, she was waiting for.
She didn’t worry much; it wasn’t like her. It was more of a quiet, bittersweet acceptance she felt deep within her chest, because how could she fault him? She had fallen under Neve’s spell too, after all. So how could he not?
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A prompt: How does your Rook deal with any jealousy/insecurity about Neve and Lucanis flirting, if you believe it would exist?
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- Part 3 of Rookanis by headachecat
Bookmarked by Illijuna
12 Jan 2025
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Did he even know what wanton was when Davrin showed just as much of his gorgeous chest while woodcarving (those shavings had to itch though, Rook reckoned) and Taash walked around with those legs out? But they were just going about their days, not implementing not-so-grand designs to get Emmrich Volkarin’s elegant hands on them.
If that was even what he was doing. If that was even what he wanted.
A series of meetings between Rook Ingellvar and Emmrich Volkarin.
Bookmarked by Illijuna
09 Jan 2025
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Rook gets sick and Lucanis steps up.
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01 Jan 2025
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Surviving Purely Out Of Spite by ClickClickBoom
Fandoms: Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game)
22 Jan 2025
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Lucanis is a complicated mess. Spite gets tired of his bullshit and stages one-demon intervention. Rook is there to pick up the pieces.
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- Part 2 of Jynn & Coffee
Bookmarked by Illijuna
31 Dec 2024
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Sometimes, amongst the bandages and candlelight, there is banter and there is angst. This is a series of different fly-on-the-wall conversations between those who find themselves within the four walls of the Infirmary.
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- Part 1 of Infirmary Talks
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Bookmarked by Illijuna
31 Dec 2024
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Little Crow by b6l6u6e
Fandoms: Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game), Dragon Age (Video Games)
13 Jan 2025
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My own personal little story about my Crow!Rook and her journey through the events of Veilguard, mixed in with some extra backstory and perspective from both Rook and Viago. I really wanted to build up on their dynamic and the idea of a found family, not just for them, but also all of the Veilguard crew.
There will be in game spoilers through out this fic, so if that bothers you, then please come back once you've made it to the end.
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- Part 1 of Charade de Riva
Bookmarked by Illijuna
31 Dec 2024
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A Vile Tradition by AlpakaAlex
Fandoms: Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game), Dragon Age - All Media Types
28 Dec 2024
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Lucanis and Viago travel to Tevinter together to take out two mages. An easy job - at least Lucanis thinks that way - and maybe a chance to get closer to Viago.
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- Part 14 of Hurtcember 2024
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28 Dec 2024
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unravelling; coming undone by MajimasMadness
Fandoms: Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game)
26 Dec 2024
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“A mage should be unnerved by a mage killer.” Lucanis’ response was equally soft, lacking the usual bristle of hostility that protected him. Whilst there was no traditional way of tracking time in the Lighthouse, it was definitely long after midnight and both men were simply tired.
“Not this mage, I hope.” Shifting in his seat, Emmrich stretched his arms out, bangles and rings glimmering in the flickering light from the fireplace. “Not after… Everything.” When he raised his eyes to look at Lucanis they were ringed with dark circles - almost bruises on his pale skin. They look hollow. Haunted. Lucanis knew he didn’t look any better.
“No, Emmrich. Not this mage. Coffee?” Habit. Safety. Security. Make coffee, take each step one at a time and perform the ritual to push back the thoughts crowding inside his skull. His hands were perfectly steady as he pulled the beans down from the shelf, each step a familiar routine as he ground them, releasing their heady scent.Bookmarked by Illijuna
26 Dec 2024
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This is the story of how the Antivan Crows - and House de Riva - gained a new Spellblade.
This is now part of a series!
Eventual Lucanis/Male Rook.
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- Part 1 of The Rook and the King
Bookmarked by Illijuna
25 Dec 2024
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What Doesn't Kill Me by Caffeinated_nerd_24
Fandoms: Dragon Age - All Media Types, Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game), Dragon Age (Video Games)
23 Dec 2024
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Sometimes, making your friends spill their traumatic experiences can pull you closer together
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Rook can't swim and the Veilguard finds out why
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- Part 2 of Sound of Silence
Bookmarked by Illijuna
25 Dec 2024
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Deathfrost, Crows and You by TwoSecondDork
Fandoms: Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game)
30 Nov 2024
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!Finish the game first please! Set after Chapter 6, with references to major plot points. Trans Rook too, heads up.
As a Mourn Watcher, Rook is more than familiar with the chill of the dead, and the consequences of growing up in the Necropolis. But when that past festers to meet him on a job, he's quick to downplay it - much to Lucanis' annoyance.
Hurt/Comfort where Rook pushes himself too far, and flares up a chronic illness/fever he'd long supposed gone.
As dubbed by @Bethenhiemer, "Spite and Lucanis bonding while dragging their unconscious crush through the Necropolis."
Bookmarked by Illijuna
23 Dec 2024
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took my heart to the limit (and this is where I'll stay) by shrikebishop (arlobishop)
Fandoms: Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age: The Veilguard (Video Game)
20 Dec 2024
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Rook’s contract comes due. It only takes ten minutes.
The vial that Viago hands him is half-filled with clear liquid, and the only inkling that Rook has that the contents are not water is the syrupy texture clinging to the sides of the glass and the way Lucanis shivers next to him.
Bookmarked by Illijuna
20 Dec 2024