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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Such a Pretty Crier
    Bruja_oscura

    OH SO SWEET ILYA MY LOVE TAKING CARE OF SHANE MY BABY

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    Shane gets added to the Ottawa Centaurs WAG group chat and gets the support network he didn't know he needed.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander vs. the Power of Friendship
    sillylittlepal

    crack text fic, really fun read, fuck Montreal fr

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    Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”

    Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
    Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.

    But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    The Secrets We Kept
    Larissa_liest

    hollanov!!! secret pregnancy, angst, happy ending

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    Louis Tomlinson is a highly successful sex therapist, building his enviable career in the heart of Chicago. But behind closed doors, he's haunted by the demons of his past.

    Dr. Harry Styles is an exceptionally gifted yet troubled cardiothoracic surgeon who has made all the wrong choices, and is now trying to find his own path after spending a lifetime pleasing other people.

    A story of growth, forgiveness and compassion.
    And cats.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    Principle of Pleasure
    CuckooTrooke

    ohh interesting concept i love this, also the angst and basically self hatred???? i love it even more the amount of times i felt like the author took my brain out and wrote exactly how i was feeling UGHH SO GOODD

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    Romantic love couldn’t be real, he concluded at 14 when a girl in his year asked him to the Sadie Hawkins dance, blush sitting high on her cheeks as she stumbled through her prepared speech. He had seen the look she gave him many times from others in their year. The infatuation, the giggling, the coy shyness. Year 10 love always faded into nothing, and soon two partners were as good as strangers in a matter of weeks. The girl, for what it’s worth, took the rejection in stride, though he could see the prickles of tears welling in her eyes as she turned away from him.

     

    The cycle would continue with her, as it does with everyone. Her feelings for Louis will fade until she feels nothing for him, and he becomes another faceless boy in her journey to find her love, even if he didn’t think that love truly existed.

     

    Romantic love is a myth, Louis asserts to himself in the mirror every morning. Romantic love is a myth, and he is not in love with Harry Styles.

     

    or the five stages of realizing you’ve been in love with your best friend, who definitely doesn’t feel the same, this whole time.

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    22 Nov 2025

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    (but maybe all along) i'm afraid
    localopa

    louis goes thru the 5 stages of grief but with his feelings for harry edition, i really liked this, he feels like hes unlovable and baby stfu ur literally the love of my life

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    AU. Nineteen year old Peter Parker has worked for SHIELD ever since he had a run-in with Nick Fury over alien technology a couple of years ago.

    When Tony Stark and Happy Hogan are injured in an attack that uses unfamiliar alien tech, Peter is assigned by Fury as their bodyguard and informant. He has one rule he tells himself on missions. Or, well, one rule with three sub-sections: get in and out, stay alert, and do not get attached. (That last sub-section holds more weight than the others — by about forty percent, give or take.)

    Morgan Stark — and, apparently, the rest of the Avengers, along with people he's tried to leave behind — are making the last part of that rule very difficult for him. Oh, and it turns out that Tony Stark isn't as big of an asshole as everyone makes him out to be. Who knew?

     

    Runner-up in “2024/2025 Favorite” Irondad Creator Awards 2025 :) thank you to anyone who voted!

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    09 Nov 2025

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    are you ready yet?
    webss312

    peter becomes a shield agent before he ever became spiderman, lotsa trauma and angst, really like this

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    Harry Styles, model-turned-influencer, is a household name for nearly anyone under the age of forty, thanks to his popular brand, Pleasing. It seems like the entire young adult population can be found walking the streets in a Pleasing branded crewneck and with Pleasing polish decorating their nails. The world has bought into Harry Styles, and thus, into Pleasing.

    Except for Louis Tomlinson. Call him cynical, but he's thirty-three, lives in an expensive, empty apartment in New York, and only lives for his job and his weekly pub night with his best friend. Harry Styles means nothing to him... until his marketing firm acquires Pleasing's next campaign: sex toys (and personal lubricant).

    He's not happy about the new partnership, and he's not afraid to make his displeasure known. Even if that means saying it to Harry Styles' unfairly pretty face. What could go wrong?

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    18 Sep 2025

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    please yourself like you mean it
    InsightfulInsomniac

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    “They send the omega now?” Harry muttered, dripping disdain.

    “Louis Tomlinson,” Louis replied cheerfully, stepping closer to the bed. “Not the omega, thanks. I’m just Louis. You’re not the alpha, are you?”

    “I can be the alpha if you insist,” Harry shot back curtly.

    Louis raised a brow. “What are you, a savage? Our parents gave us names for a reason. If you’re feral, I’ll just let you loose in the wild and save everyone the trouble.”

    That earned him a startled look. “Are you even allowed to speak to patients like that?”

    Or- Louis Tomlinson is a sassy omega nurse at OneHeart Amputee Rehabilitation Center. He doesn’t do hand-holding or pity parties—he drags his patients back to life whether they like it or not.
    Harry Styles is a soldier who jumped on a grenade and lived, but came out scarred, stubborn, and determined not to be helped.
    In the wreckage of war, through insults, banter, and the slow stitching-together of trust, they find something neither expected: love.

    Or- One of them is going to break first. (Spoiler: it’s not Louis.)

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    13 Sep 2025

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    Marked Safe in You
    Bright90

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    Larry After Dark Fest Prompt 90: Louis goes to church to confess his sins, and Harry is the priest who uses them in his favour to make Louis his. BDSM undertones.

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    12 Sep 2025

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    Forgive Us Our Trespasses
    SilverStuff50

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    It was a Wednesday evening when Louis broke up with Rry. It was a Wednesday evening 5 years later, when Rry realized she was a woman. And it was a Wednesday evening when she found out, that in five weeks, she’d be seeing Louis for the first time since her transition.

    In the silence that followed, Rry could feel the weight of a decade condensed into a single held breath. There are memories that resist burial, that jostle against the grave markers of new identities.

    And so it began; she spent five weeks remembering, pouring over their horrific, beautiful story.

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    12 Sep 2025

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    you're just like an angel (your skin makes me cry)
    scenesofblue

    trans (ha)Rry🥹🫶, lowk cried at the angst in the start, happy ending

  11. Public Bookmark 51

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    It didn't change at ten. Didn't change at sixteen, actually worsened at eighteen. Twenty one, twenty five, what did it really fucking matter?

    Harry is going to turn thirty years old, and it's going to go the same as it always does.

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    Five times a celebration didn’t go well and the one time it did.

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    08 Sep 2025

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    Happy Hippie Birthday by xunorthodox

    TO BE LOVED IS TO BE SEEN UGH IM SO EMOTIONAL 🤧🤧

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    Louis really didn’t like therapy, that much was true. He had become notoriously used to keeping his emotions close to his chest, opening up to no one, keeping up the facade of someone who had their life together, and therapy was a special kind of torture. But he would much rather be sitting in therapy right now than in the studio, waiting for Harry Styles to show up.

    The thing was, he could have said no. Louis could have read that text that reignited the band group chat after years of silence and ignored it. He could have just said he would come and then bailed. He could have told Harry to fuck off and blocked him.

    But no. He’d fallen into the exact trap that he was sure Harry had set by putting the message in the group chat instead of sending it to them individually. There was no way he could refuse when Niall and Liam had been so enthusiastically on board with the idea.

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    One Direction reunites in 2023. Louis and Harry haven’t spoken to each other in years.

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    07 Sep 2025

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    Place In Me by therogueskimo

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    There’s nothing to complain about when Harry’s walking around their flat with his cock swinging about, nothing to complain about when Harry’s pressing himself up against Louis’ naked backside when he’s reaching for a mug in their cupboards, and nothing to complain about when Harry’s got his hand firm on Louis’ arse when they’re cuddling on the couch.

    So, in reality, it’s really fucking weird, and Louis knows that.

    But that doesn’t mean he doesn’t like it.

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    04 Sep 2025

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    sometimes a fantasy
    thepolourryexpress

    LMFAOAOAOAOAO WAIT RHIS IS KINDA FUNNY BUT THE SEXUAL TENSION IS INSANEEEEEE i love this fic

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    “Gotham! I am here tonight to show you the hideous face of 'truth' and its destructive power to tear apart even the closest of bonds! We’re all held together only by illusions and lies, and the ‘truth’ dissolves them all." The new villain Veritas turned towards Bruce, syringe out and pointed towards the arm chained to his podium.“NOW! Under the compulsion of the serum, expose your true feelings: Tell the world what you hate the most about: Nightwing.”

    Dick froze—every argument, every accusation thrown between the two running through his mind. He wasn’t sure if he could take it—to hear it spoken truthfully and directly. Hearing all of Bruce’s hatred, contempt, and disappointment in him poured out not just in a heated yelling match in the cave but in front of Damian, in front of the whole world.

    Bruce coughed, blood flicking from his lips from a failed attempt to bite his tongue, and Dick hung his head in resignation. It was at least nice to know Bruce wasn’t eager to dump out his true feelings.

    “His suit.” Bruce choked, and the room went silent.

    AKA: This is just a fun little thing. Bruce loves his kids so much

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    21 Aug 2025

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    Veritas
    Icannotthinkofapenname

    this is so cute and funny i love batdad so much with all my heart hes so😭😭😭😭

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    Influencer Louis Tomlinson’s life is blown apart when his wife is caught cheating on him on the jumbotron at a Harry Styles concert.

    It might very well be the best thing that’s ever happened to him.

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    18 Aug 2025

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    The Sun Must Set to Rise
    sunflouwerhabit, therogueskimo

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    Or:

    Louis doesn’t stop moving. Not when she begs. Not when she cries. Not even after she’s full of him.

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    14 Aug 2025

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    Softer Than Silk
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    Far away in the English countryside, Louis has been employed by the Styles’ family to tend to their Manor House. Unknown to him, the duty of minding the family’s newborn daughter falls upon him instead.

    On a mission to get Harry to be able to look after his daughter, Louis loses himself to the man’s tender heart, his sad eyes, and gentle touches. Obsession comes easily when Harry is so deprived of love and Louis is so eager to give it.

    But Harry has secrets that keep him from his daughter, and Louis is determined to find out what they are and change that. As old rumours resurface, it comes to light that Harry’s husband was murdered. The details of the past get murky, and Louis starts to question everything he thinks he knows about Harry Styles whilst battling his undeniably tragic devotion to the family.

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    03 Aug 2025

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    this easy thing of sacrifice by eulogiseme

    momrry, nanny louis, baby anais, harry is being accused of being a murderer, hes so tragically sad at the start but he gets better with time, charlie is behind all this, happy ending

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    Charlie is bad to his core and needs help with his eating. He's scrawny, and awkward, and says all the wrong things. Nick probably doesn't even have to try to be good all the time. Shining, golden boy.

    (With a golden retriever demeanor) (With those arms) (And god, that smile)

    Unknowingly, Charlie puts a desert of distance between him and Nick in his mind, where nothing can thrive.

    Nick somehow finds his way across it all the same.

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    28 Jul 2025

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    beginning in summer
    steelknuckles

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    Going to the doctor is uncomfortable enough, but add in a rare male omega and a hot new young doctor?

    Louis finds himself in the most awkward situation when he slicks up during his first medical examination with a new doctor and even worse, he discovers that said hot doctor lives in his building. Within a few days, he's itchy and hot and way too excited about Dr. Styles' scent in the hallways. It's gotta be the new meds he's been prescribed, right?

    Written for the Loussy Fic Fest 2025.

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    25 Jul 2025

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    Tastes Like Strawberries (On a Summer Evening)
    mandylynn4

    harry is a obgyn, louis has both a cock and a pussy, great smut

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    In a bustling London penthouse, successful marketing CEO Louis Tomlinson is navigating the challenges of single fatherhood while raising his 8 month old daughter. After persistent nudging, Louis reluctantly hires bright, charming psychology student Harry Styles as his nanny. Their contrasting personalities clash, but as Harry integrates into their lives, sizzling tension evolves into something real.

    When Harry receives a far away internship offer, Louis is forced to confront his long buried fear of commitment, and ask him to stay, or lose him forever.

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    21 Jul 2025

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    echoes of softened edges
    boyfriendstages

    ceo louis, nanny harry, and indie (indigo) the baby, louis is so emotionally stunted its so cute but hes so damn stupid cuz of it too, bit of angst (longing pining kind), happy ending, great fic

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