19 Works by L_Mae
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Ichiyou Higuchi was infatuated with the concept of camaraderie that she felt she never had. Her latest preferred dose of dopamine is her superior, Ryuunosuke Akutagawa, and no matter how futile, her loyalty remains.
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- Part 3 of My BSD Backstories
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- English
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- 1,535
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- 1/1
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Loosely inspired by the protagonist of No Longer Human and the real Shuuji Tsushima/Osamu Dazai, here is my take on the yet-to-be-revealed backstory of our favorite suicidal genius.
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- Part 2 of My BSD Backstories
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For the young woman watching him with an anxiously hopeful expression, Louisa, for the girl who died before he could raise her entirely, Scottie, he desperately wanted to be as correct as he once was, particularly as the line between the two most important people in his life becomes entirely and irrevocably blurred.
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- Part 1 of My BSD Backstories
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i was bored
therefore here is dazai being bored.
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A quiet Double Black evening after a particularly unpleasant mission. Featuring exhaustion, questionable domesticity, and two people who would rather die than admit they need comfort.
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Even four years later, Chuuya is the same solace Dazai never wants to admit he is.
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They’ve started to go to this one nice diner in the evenings... But it’s not a date. It’s not. Definitely not.
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- English
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- 645
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- 1/1
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- 34
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Chuuya wakes up with a hangover, an unexpected photo on his lockscreen, and the quiet realization that Dazai never left. Meanwhile, Atsushi only wanted to deliver a report.
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Partners for a health class project. That was all.
Two sides of the same night.
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- Part 10 of My BSD Song Fics
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Needed a palate cleanser after writing so much angst and smut in my song fic series... So have some of these lil guys :3
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Based on my experiences with a bf like Dazai. Written after a mental breakdown. Enjoy? The other part to this is “Ghosting” with Dazai’s perspective of this.
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Static is noise. Interference. Something that prevents you from receiving a clear signal. Chuuya spent four years trying to change the channel, but Dazai is still there underneath the noise.
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- Part 9 of My BSD Song Fics
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ITS FIVE AM I NEEDED THIS OKAY?!
Okay.
Enjoy some spicy mistakes from our favorite boys.
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- Part 8 of My BSD Song Fics
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Dazai left because he believes that staying would betray the last thing Oda asked of him…and Chuuya is the person who makes that decision unbearable.
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Dazai defects but visits Chuuya one last time before leaving for good.
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- Part 7 of My BSD Song Fics
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Accidentally booking a love hotel, a scuffed DS, and an existential crisis.
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Dazai wonders if anyone would care if he died.
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- Part 6 of My BSD Song Fics
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So literally every mother mother song can fit Dazai, therefore expect more of the same from me in the coming updates hehe.
In which Dazai’s experiences with Mori warp his later perception of affection.
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- Part 5 of My BSD Song Fics
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Guyssss I just like the Beatles okay... Also… Lucy mentioned??? How rare for a soukoku fic.
In which Dazai takes lsd and gets a lil confuzzled. :3
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- Part 4 of My BSD Song Fics
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guess who broke up with her toxic bf??? And then proceeds to write abt toxic bfs just becauseeeee
Per usual, it's midnight, my darlings, so the writer within me emerges!
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- Part 3 of My BSD Song Fics
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It’s quarter past one, weird al was onto something, and I think im gonna break up with my bf. Here’s some more crumbs.
In which Dazai is dissociating as the mistakes accumulate.
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- Part 2 of My BSD Song Fics
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Can't get that Olivia Rodrigo song outta my head… also, wrote this at 4 am after an argument with my bf. Am I qualified yet?
In which the Soukoku reunion is bitterly familiar, certain to end as poorly as four years ago.
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- Part 1 of My BSD Song Fics