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    The first few months of Shane and Ilya's relationship weren't perfect, but at least they were finally together. Even if they were long-distance. And a secret.

    Despite the difficulty of missing each other, they found solace through texts.

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    Snippets of Honeymoon Phase Hollanov :)

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    19 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    14 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 94

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    actually all in the same universe!

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    11 Sep 2026

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    The queer NHL players (begrudgingly) unite via group chats in the face of social media scandals.

    These stories take place on a (slightly loose) chronological timeline and make the most sense when read in order. However, they're all independent stories/scandals and can be read as standalones.

    All stories take place post TLG and include spoilers for the books.

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    11 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    Shane: I’ve never wanted to share it since our timeline is so…complicated
    Hayden: Is it? You were fucking, then you dated, then you got married. Normal progression!
    Shane: I don’t think the “fucking” part of that equation is usually 7 years

    In which the Voyageurs’ secret homophobic group chat leaks, Shane decides it might be time to tell the world how long he’s been seeing Ilya, and said world loses their shit.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    The Hollanders' lives change when Ilya Rozanov shows up on their doorstep with a baby in his arms that no one knew about.

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    Chapters:
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    09 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ryan Price spent most of his life being told to be quieter, faster, tougher, anything but what his brain actually needed. Years after leaving professional hockey, he’s still learning how to live in a world that never stops demanding more than he can comfortably give.

    With Fabian Salah by his side, Ryan begins to re learn intimacy as something deliberate: built on consent, pressure, silence, and care. As Ryan’s academic work on sensory processing collides with a culture resistant to change, the quiet becomes both refuge and resistance and love becomes the place where nothing needs to be filtered or performed.

    A story about neurodivergence, regulation, intimacy as communication, and building a life that fits.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
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    03 Sep 2026

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    Ilya: Marly got spiked.
    Jane: Shit. Is he okay?
    Ilya: Yes, but we do not have ride back to hotel.
    Jane: I'm on my way.

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    Set somewhere in the episode 4 "My Moon Man" Montage.

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    Chapters:
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    01 Sep 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 38

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    This will eventually include some one shots with snippets of married and parent Hollanov <3

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Shane flipped himself back around and lowered himself down, settling himself into an arch and presenting himself to the mirror. This picture was harder to take but he managed to get a few before choosing the best ones and sending them to Ilya smiling as he wrote the caption, “Waiting to celebrate with you Captain.”

    He had barely put his phone down before it was ringing, Shane smiled to himself and answered, not even able to say hello before Ilya said, “I am coming home. Do not take the jersey off.” his voice a rough growl over the music of the club bleeding into the phone

    “You liked it?” Shane said, knowing the answer.

    “This is how much.” Ilya said before he went silent and Shane’s phone chimed with the unique sound of a notification from Ilya so he pulled his phone away and opened the text. He was greeted with a picture clearly taken in a public bathroom of Ilya’s huge cock throbbing in his hands. “So wait for me in the living room and let your slutty get wet for me. It will be ten minutes.” he said, hanging up the phone without giving Shane a chance to respond.

    Or Shane is close to his heat and lures his bear hybrid boyfriend back home to fuck him.

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    28 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 46

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    “Well…” Ilya grinned mischievously, “I know you were upset about not getting a nice WAG basket. I am not sure if I did this right, though.” He stood up and grabbed the first and smallest basket and handed it to Shane who was still sitting on the couch. Nowadays most women just sent everything in a cardboard box. Ilya’s basket looked like one of the ones at the grocery store near Easter time, but tiny. It was woven and clumsily wrapped in cellophane. “The woman at the store said I needed a bag to put the basket in. I do not see the point of this, but for you I wanted the best, so I bought the bags.”

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    Long distance relationships are hard. Long distance relationships when no one knows you’re in one are the hardest. Shane and Ilya find creative ways to stay connected using the tradition of WAG baskets given to Voyageurs' players before playoffs.

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    28 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 69

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    Just months ago, Ilya and Shane’s lives changed forever. After the death of Alexei, Ilya traveled back to Russia to adopt his young niece, Valeria, a decision that turned both men into devoted, fiercely protective girl dads overnight. But bringing her home didn’t just reshape their family; it changed the way they wanted to live their lives entirely.

    For years, Ilya and Shane kept their relationship hidden from the world, protecting their careers and carefully avoiding the relentless scrutiny surrounding professional hockey. But with Valeria depending on them, hiding is no longer an option they’re willing to choose. As the new season begins, the two are suddenly thrust into the spotlight, navigating parenthood, grief, and the pressures of being openly together under the constant watch of the media.

    Through every challenge, one thing becomes clear: Valeria is now the center of their world, and they’ll do anything to protect the life they’re building together.

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    Or: After Ilya adopts his niece, he and Ilya decide they're done hiding, as they now navigate parenthood under the watchful eye of the media.

    Sequel to Night Changes

    A collection of Lera One Shots <3

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    24 Aug 2026

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    The house where his mother killed herself is nothing but a pile of ash. It should satisfy him, maybe, that the building that was once her prison is gone. It was his prison too, for years. But something about the way the charred brick has crumbled in on itself makes him feel empty.

    Suddenly, Ilya Rozanov is a single parent to his orphaned niece. Suddenly, he has a whole lot more to lose.
    The only way to keep his love safe, is to keep it secret.
    (Its not like he doesn't have enough of those already)

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    23 Aug 2026

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Ilya and Shane have always played the long game. Staying quiet, careful, and together, just not publicly. Not yet. Maybe not for a while. Later, they’ll have everything they want. Later, they told themselves. It was always supposed to be later. Then Ilya gets a call from Russia that changes everything.

    Within days, their carefully planned future is replaced with something much more immediate: Ilya's four-year-old niece, who needs them now, not later. Suddenly, later isn’t an option anymore.

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    Or: Alexei and his wife are in an accident, leaving their daughter orphaned. Ilya is the only family she has left, leaving him with a life-changing choice

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    Chapters:
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    23 Aug 2026

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    Liliya squirms slightly as he slides her tiny arms into the sleeves, her face scrunching in mild protest. "I know, I know," Shane murmurs, smiling faintly. "Not your favourite thing." He glances briefly at the phone, then back to her. "Maybe one day," he says quietly, "we can show this to your papa."

    There's a subtle shift in the room. Yuna's smile falters just slightly. David, standing nearby, looks down for a moment before composing himself.

    Shane doesn't stop. "This is the day you came home," he tells her. "The first day of the rest of our lives kiddo." His fingers are careful as he buttons the cardigan, adjusting it so it sits just right.

    "I think he'd like to see this,” he adds softly.

    Or, Shane and Ilya sleep together the day they meet in December 2008. Shane ends up pregnant. Ilya has no idea, it’s only when their daughter is diagnosed with a rare genetic disorder that Shane realises he has no choice but the break the silence between them.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Slice of Life

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    23 Aug 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 17

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    Ilya loved hockey. He was naturally good at it in a way that most people envied, but it appeased his father and gave them status, and so he stuck with it. Most kids dreamed about being in the NHL. They dreamed about scoring a goal in front of a sold-out crowd, the place shaking with excitement. They dreamed about hoisting the Stanley Cup and having a parade in the city.

    Ilya achieved all of that, but he didn’t dream about any of it. He dreamed about a Visa that could turn into permanent residency. He dreamed about safety. He dreamed about a life where he didn’t have to go back to Russia again if he didn’t want to.

    So making the decision to retire didn't feel as difficult as he'd expected.

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    On a warm summer day at the beginning of the offseason, Ilya makes the decision to retire.

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    23 Aug 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 72

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    Ilya finds out that he's going to be a dad before the 2014 Olympics. Not a lot changes, except that nothing stays the same.

    On family, priorities, love, and making a better future for your children by making a better present for yourself.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    It was one time.

    Statistically, condoms had a 98% success rate when used properly. That meant that the condom packet had to have been perfectly sealed, the latex itself had to have no tears or degradation in the material, and it had to be worn as directed.

    So why?

    Why did it feel like the universe was saying fuck you in big bold letters and giving him double birds at the same time?

    So why did the blue lines and the pregnant on the two tests sound so fucking fake?

    Or: Where Shane finds out he's pregnant after their first time together in 2013 despite wearing protection, because the universe loves to fuck with him.

    Set in Omegaverse. Tags will be updated as story progresses.

    (Latest Update: Sept 5th)

    Language:
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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    3,547
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    1,139
    Hits:
    159,330

    18 Aug 2026

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