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    The silence stretched. Neil did not fidget. He maybe fidgeted a little.
    “Staring,” he said, trying for monotone and landing somewhere around accusing.
    The corner of Andrew’s mouth twitched. He glanced at Neil’s scarred hands where they gripped Neil’s scarred knees (covered by jeans, but Neil felt as though Andrew could see the scarring anyway).
    “Guilty. So. Why are you here?” he asked, tone just shy of uncomfortably blunt.
    Neil thought that his customer service could use some work. He was getting the sense that maybe Andrew was a bit of an asshole. Normal Neil would not have been put at ease by this fact, but Neil was unfortunately about 500 miles from Normal on a good day.
    “I’m here to get a tattoo?” Neil replied snidely.
    “No shit,” Andrew deadpanned back at him

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Neil believes that exy team from Palmetto is actually very strong. They just lack a little motivation. Especially Andrew.

    And Neil has an extra car and an extra couple of millions which he really doesn't need.

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    18 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 82

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    It starts because of Aaron, like all Andrew's problems recently. And that's what Neil Josten is: a problem.

    A problem with messy red hair that glows like flame under direct sunlight and soft freckles hiding under scars, and glacier blue eyes, who smiles when Andrew walks in rooms…

    But anyway.

    OR: Andrew meets Neil in a math class while pretending to be Aaron.

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    16 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    “Dude, I just asked if you could get my food, not another-“ Matt finally got around to seeing the man on the floor. “What is Aaron doing?”

    “I don’t think this is Aaron.” Neil stated. Matt had a transfer sheet ready, dropping to the floor with Neil, carefully sliding the transfer underneath the man.

    “Then who do we have?” That was a great question, but he didn’t get there yet with Aaron’s doppelgänger, so Neil just ranted about what he knew.

    “Male, mid twenties, possible head trauma,” Neil said quickly. “Unequal pupils, responsive briefly, he felt tachy, then syncopal episode plus a possible fracture of the clavicle.”

    Or: Neil is in the second year of his residency, working in the Emergency Room. Today was just like any other until a man who looked extremely like an asshole co-worker of his decided to pass out in the waiting room.

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    30 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    After a stranger helps Neil recover from a panic attack, Neil feels attraction for the first time since he thought his mother beat it out of him.

    Andrew is the first person to have made Neil feel safe. Neil is the first person to have felt safe with Andrew. They fuck about it.

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    24 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 87

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    The phone rings once. Twice. Then, the line clicks, and a raspy voice says, “Hello?”

    “Neil Josten,” Andrew says, not quite a question.

    “Speaking.”

    “I heard you’re in the industry of house sitting for professional athletes.”

    Or: Andrew needs someone to house sit and watch his cat when he goes to away games. Neil needs somewhere safe to crash at night. Andrew has a weak spot for pretty boys.

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    23 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 94

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    “Missed you,” Neil whispers, cupping Andrew’s face between his palms.

    Andrew doesn’t respond because he has a hand down Neil’s pants, and “I missed you too” might snowball into “I wish you’d stay” and “sometimes I miss you so much I don’t know what to do with myself,” and that starts a conversation he’s not sure he wants to have right now.

    Or ever.

    *

    Andrew has never particularly cared for love songs. Neil might just change his mind.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “Will you be able to play?” Dan asks, voice layered with concern.

    Neil blinks, confused. “Why wouldn’t I be able to play?”

    “What our fearless leader means is—will you be able to focus on the game instead of Andrew’s mouth and impressive biceps,” Allison clarifies, saddling up next to Neil with a knowing look.

    “I—” Neil starts.

    “I mean, I get it,” Allison continues. “He has really nice biceps.”

    *

    Neil lets a rival goalie take a body shot off him at a bar. Things devolve from there.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    23 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 58

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    He’s sitting on the floor in front of Andrew’s leather studio couch and using the cushions as a backrest, surrounded by small stacks of flashcards. Now, among those stacks lies children’s markers, one of every color.

    “Once upon a time,” Andrew begins, “you said a map of my body would be useful, to see where you were allowed to touch.”

    “And this circles back to the Crayola…”

    Andrew flings the orange marker back at Neil, who dodges. “Map. Should you want to act on that idea, use those.”

    ———

    AKA: Two idiots explore each other’s bodies and pretend that isn’t as romantic as it sounds.

    Things that are definitely not romantic according to them: touching self-harm scars, knowing intimate psychological details about your partner, choosing your underwear according to their tastes, trusting them with your body utterly and completely, and avoiding getting bodily fluids in their piercings so they don’t get infected.

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    23 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 17

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    Once upon a time, there was a young prince who lived in a big, golden castle.

    Beauty and The Beast AU ft Andrew as Belle :)

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    11 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 60

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    Andrew has seen ghosts since he was eight years old. Neil is the first to capture his interest.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    “Have you heard of his twin?”

    “He must be, like, violent or something.”

    “I heard he came from the foster system and didn’t even know Aaron was his brother until recently.”

    “He’s a psychopath, I'm sure of it. I saw him looking at the frog dissection for an uncomfortable amount of time, I think he wanted to eat it.”

    “Or smear its blood across his face like warpaint.”

    “Where does he keep his daemon? No one even knows what it is and they haven’t seen it either.”

    —-

    Andrew is new to Palmetto Highschool and Neil is curious to see if the rumors hold up.

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    05 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 78

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    He looked out the window and nearly had a stroke. Running through the bathroom, he jumped on Aaron’s bed like John Cena on the ring, getting a loud groan as an answer.
    «Rise and shine, baby» Andrew muttered, shaking his brother. He knew he had been awake till 4 am, chatting with his cheerleader girlfriend, and he knew it because he was watching yaoi anime on his computer.
    «The fuck you want?» asked his clone. If stares could kill, Andrew would be very very dead now.
    «Why is HE in our backyard, cutting our lawn?».
    Aaron knew who he was. Bee knew who he was. God itself did.
    He was Neil Abram Fucking Josten.

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    Andrew Minyard is peacefully living the summer before his Senior year when Neil Josten, the most popolar jock of Palmetto High School, is hired by his mom as a part-time gardener. Beetween books read on the front porch and 10 minutes breaks from the lawnmower, a good friendship is born between the two oblivious boys. But this thing between them was never meant to be just a friendship, and with the beginning of the school year many things are changing, growing and evolving.
    Title inspired by Blue Jeans by Lana Del Rey

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Andrew should've taken more care with hiding the hickeys littering his neck. The hoodie he's sporting isn't doing much, collar stretched and warped from one too many washes, one too many instances of Andrew himself pulling at it while it was keeping someone else warm. Jealous of fabric, of the warmth it provided, Andrew thought he could do a better job at heating up the wearer's skin.

    So now the neckline was fucked, and the hoodie belonged to him, a trophy he swore he'd never display.

    Nick bobs like a fish until the words finally spill out. He's looking at Andrew's neck, not his face. "Again? Does your boyfriend not get tired?"

    Andrew dates his college's star athlete. No, he won't tell anyone about it.

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    02 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 27

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    Taking favorite fandom tropes/prompts and remixing/adapting them for Andreil.

    All stories in this series are an AU of some sort, unrelated & can be read in any order :)

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Andrew’s own sarcastic remark was halted by a horrid sensation on his tongue; the unpleasant mixture of fizz and tart chemicals reminded him of—

    He sharply turned his head to find Neil Josten chugging his sparkling water with reckless abandon.

    And Andrew was tasting every drop.

    In a world where people can taste whatever their soulmate consumes, tired barista Andrew Minyard is in for a shock when a certain pro Exy player begins frequenting his cafe and unknowingly torments his tastebuds.

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    13 Oct 2025

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    Neil gets fed up with his friends setting him up on dates with strangers, so he tells them he has a boyfriend. It's not a lie: Neil Josten has been dating professional Exy player Andrew Minyard for the past six years.

    Neil's friends don't believe him.

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    01 Sep 2025

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    Kevin has had a grudge against Andrew Dobson since the day he pushed Kevin into the sandbox at the tender age of five.

    However, that didn't mean Kevin could avoid the obvious: Andrew and his little brother were meant to be.

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    16 Jun 2025

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    Aaron desperately needs to prove to his employees that he isn’t homophobic, and that he can survive an entire night of shameless flirting with another man. Just to be safe, though, he sends Andrew in his place.

    Neil agrees to go on the date and put on his best performance to expose some asshole as a homophobe—if it means getting the Lana Del Rey concert tickets Allison is holding hostage.

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    14 May 2025

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