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    Déjà vu by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    14 Apr 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

    ***

    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    163,159
    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    2,604
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    5,532
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    15 Apr 2026

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    Wrong Room, Right Person by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    11 Mar 2026

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    Shane's supposed to meet Ilya in room 1221, but a wrong number lands him at Scott's door instead. What starts as an accident becomes something Shane didn't know he needed—someone who understands, who doesn't hide, who makes him feel like he can be honest.

    One night changes everything. Now Shane wants more than stolen moments in dark hotel rooms. He wants this—both of them. And Ilya, finally realizing what he stands to lose, is ready to fight for him too.

    Language:
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    Words:
    124,202
    Chapters:
    21/?
    Comments:
    682
    Kudos:
    1,809
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    14 Apr 2026

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    Duty of Care by

    Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)

    10 Apr 2026

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    Works:
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    Bookmarks:
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    10 Apr 2026

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    If This Is It... by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (Book), The Long Game (Book)  

    15 Apr 2026

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    When a petty morning argument is the last thing Ilya says to Shane before he boards the Montreal Metros’ team plane, he thinks the worst consequence will be a bruised ego and an awkward apology.

    Instead, the aircraft declares an emergency.

    As social media explodes, the hockey world halts, and Shane’s Instagram messages turn from apologies to goodbyes, Ilya is forced to confront the one truth he’s been hiding longer than his feelings:

    Shane Hollander is his. And he may have just lost him.

    A mixed-media, Long Game–era angst spiral featuring breaking news alerts, trending fan edits, locker room confessions, and the most devastating Instagram DM thread you will ever read.

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    Chapters:
    24/30
    Comments:
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    6,129
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    08 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a Slut by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, NHL Hockey Setting  

    13 Apr 2026

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    SHANE CENTRIC FIC.
    Shane Hollander comes out before opening night and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
    All-Stars circle like it’s free agency and he’s the only contract available.
    His DMs combust. Rival captains get bold. Hotel rooms get interesting. The league gets possessive.
    The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in every time zone.
    It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
    Or:
    Shane Hollander comes out and discovers that freedom can look like a lot of things.
    Sometimes it looks like sex in every time zone.
    Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league and far beyond it.
    Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.

    Shane Hollander is having a great time.

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    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    26/?
    Comments:
    6,197
    Kudos:
    8,466
    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
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    06 Apr 2026

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    Compulsion by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    04 Apr 2026

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    “Need a bet to get laid, Rozanov? You’re really that desperate these days?”

    “Nostalgic, maybe.”

    “Wow. Big word.”

    “Shut up, Hollander.”

    Shane shuts up.

    “When I win,” Rozanov continues. “I get you for…twenty-four hours.”

    or

    Shane and Ilya are in rival frats in their senior year and it's time for the annual Greek Olympiad. A bet is made.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    104,055
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
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    6,614
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    214,086
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    06 Apr 2026

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    See, It's Still Beating by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    17 Mar 2026

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    The arena was pandemonium. Fights had broken out between Ottawa and Seattle players all over the ice, but no one paid them any attention. Referees, coaches, medics—they were all at the Seattle end of the ice, creating a semi-circle around Ilya's body.

    Unconscious. Unmoving.

    Shane stood so close to the glass that he could feel it’s cool touch against his nose. He was faintly aware that there were people around him—talking to him, touching him, trying to get his attention. But his attention was totally consumed with Ilya lying motionless on the ice. There was a pool of blood spreading around his head.

    *This story is an AU. It takes place approximately one year after the epilogue of Heated Rivalry, during Ilya's second season with the Ottawa Centaurs.*

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    55
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    02 Apr 2026

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    Oh love, oh loverboy by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    07 Apr 2026

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    It was new, knowing he was cohabitating with his mother. They couldn't speak, not truly, and he couldn't feel her touch barring occasional cold spots, but there was a weight in the air just knowing she was there. Growing pains, Ilya thought softly.

    or

    Shane and Ilya struggle to be together while juggling his dead ghost mother's unfinished business, the mental illness Ilya swears he doesn't have, homophobia Shane promises he's not a victim of, and Russia which seems unwilling to let them go.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    30,577
    Chapters:
    4/10
    Comments:
    343
    Kudos:
    1,979
    Bookmarks:
    408
    Hits:
    25,647
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    02 Apr 2026

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    A Dozen Days With You; All the Nights After by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    08 Feb 2026

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    Part one of this work starts right at the end of Episode 6 (The Cottage) and covers the twelve days Shane and Ilya spend at the cottage. Part two (in progress) begins during the 2018 pre-season and ends where the book, The Long Game, begins.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    103
    Bookmarks:
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    3,027
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    28 Mar 2026

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    we didn't even kiss... so i kissed him instead by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    07 Apr 2026

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    Ilya crouched down until he was at eye level with Shane.

    He reached out and brushed his hand along Shane’s jaw gently. Shane’s eyes fluttered closed as he leaned into Ilya’s touch.

    Ilya watched it happen, how it was so instinctive… the same way Shane always softened immediately under his hands or when in his presence.

    “You’re so responsive for me, Shane,” he murmured, lifting Shane’s chin slightly to face him. Shane slowly opened his eyes to look at him.

    Ilya leaned in, bringing their faces close enough that he could feel the hot air from Shane’s breath.

    “So tell me something,” Ilya said quietly. “Does Hayden ever get to see you like this?”

    “Or is he just playing with my property?”

    ----

    OR: Hayden finds Shane after the MLH Awards in Vegas where Ilya left him sub dropped & hurting. Hayden makes Shane feel better and the lines between their friendship get blurred. Ilya gets incredibly jealous and fights to win him back. They all end up hurting until they learn how to communicate.

    There are both Shayden & Hollanov spicy scenes but *no threesomes* - This fic gets VERY messy and toxic but has a happy Hollanov ending!

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    English
    Words:
    198,009
    Chapters:
    30/30
    Comments:
    2,668
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    3,484
    Bookmarks:
    1,083
    Hits:
    136,018
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    27 Mar 2026

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    back and forth from new york by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    13 Apr 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

    --

    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    246,196
    Chapters:
    54/55
    Comments:
    12,681
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    25,133
    Bookmarks:
    9,452
    Hits:
    1,520,865
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    26 Mar 2026

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    frequently, secretly fond of each other. by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    10 Apr 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    25/27
    Comments:
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    25,097
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    25 Mar 2026

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    apex predator by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    07 Apr 2026

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    "Did I pass the test?" Ilya said, trying to hide the flair of annoyance that sparked deep within his chest. He couldn’t help it. She was making him feel like he was on trial. "I am trying not to take offense to this, but when have I ever been at risk for leaking confidential details? Contract or not." Svetlana just hmmm’d to herself.

    "The client insisted on the contract, my hands were tied. In order to read the brief, you had to sign. I'm sorry. You have my implicit trust, Ilyusha. I hope you know."

    "The client insisted? Please, put me out of my misery. Who is this client?"

    or

    Shane gets viciously outed, and seeks confidential, professional Dominant services to cope with the fallout.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    24/25
    Comments:
    366
    Kudos:
    865
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    Hits:
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    25 Mar 2026

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    Does it count as catfishing? (Even if both lie) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    19 Mar 2026

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    Technically, he would never have downloaded a dating app if it hadn’t been for his friend, Cliff. He was proudly showing him the women he was texting, Explaining all the filters, settings, and stupid little features the app had.

    Ilya had only been half listening until Cliff mentioned that your profile could stay completely anonymous. Anonymous sounded very good.

    He downloaded the app later that night. Mostly out of curiosity, he tells himself, but maybe because the idea of finding a hot guy without anyone knowing about it suddenly sounded like a very good idea.

    Or

    Ilya downloads a dating app and out of every possible person, he matches with none other than Shane Hollander.
    But neither know who the other person is

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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    96
    Kudos:
    1,590
    Bookmarks:
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    Hits:
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    24 Mar 2026

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    (We Could Be) Something Great by Anonymous

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    31 Mar 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    162,170
    Chapters:
    11/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    6,746
    Kudos:
    29,383
    Bookmarks:
    13,373
    Hits:
    1,022,988
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    24 Mar 2026

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    Next Chapter by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    15 Apr 2024

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    After six years of marriage, Shane and Ilya enter the next chapter of their life together... parenthood.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    102,658
    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    771
    Kudos:
    3,295
    Bookmarks:
    1,236
    Hits:
    188,804
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    24 Mar 2026

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    Odd-Man Rush by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    27 Feb 2026

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    Odd-Man Rush: The situation that occurs when a team enters the attacking zone and outnumbers the opposing players in the zone.

    Or,

    Shane doesn’t know why he still feels so off-kilter. He should be the happiest he’s ever been—he won the Cup, he feels like he’s maybe starting to have a few friends on his team, and he’s finally starting to believe his parents when they tell him he won’t get traded again. He should be on top of the world, but sometimes he still feels like the lone defender on an odd-man rush, skating as fast as he can to prevent what feels like an inevitable outcome.

    The problem is that he’s not quite sure which outcome it is that he’s trying to stop.

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    Language:
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    Words:
    13,616
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    1,088
    Kudos:
    5,741
    Bookmarks:
    1,715
    Hits:
    97,803
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    23 Mar 2026

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    so it's gonna be forever by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    31 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

    Language:
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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    20/?
    Collections:
    28
    Comments:
    8,220
    Kudos:
    29,807
    Bookmarks:
    10,724
    Hits:
    928,552
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    22 Mar 2026

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    The Hottest Cold War by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    01 Apr 2026

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    Once is a mistake, twice is terrible judgment, three times is enemy action. After four times, it might just be something worse.

    OR

    What if Scott hooked up with Ilya during the summer of 2010 entirely by accident, then kept doing it on purpose.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    116,915
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    3,209
    Kudos:
    3,513
    Bookmarks:
    1,261
    Hits:
    89,903
    Bookmarked by Lol1983

    21 Mar 2026

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    Wolfbird by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    12 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    170,923
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Collections:
    14
    Comments:
    16,271
    Kudos:
    31,704
    Bookmarks:
    12,991
    Hits:
    1,266,464
    Bookmarked by Lol1983

    21 Mar 2026

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