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as bad as i do by xogray
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Feb 2026
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The sight of the blooming bruise on Ilya's skin is so fucking hot, Shane leaves a second one, just an inch away from the mark that the California girl left.
“Marking your territory, Hollander?” Ilya jokes. He’s teasing, but he’s so fucking hard underneath Shane, it’s obvious he likes this. Because yes, Shane is doing exactly that. In the coming weeks, until these bruises fade, every time Rozanov goes to hook up with someone else, he’ll see these bruises and be reminded that Shane was here.
- or, 5 times Shane was jealous, and 1 time he didn't need to be
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12 Apr 2026
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What Happened in the Silence by misplacedmetaphor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Feb 2026
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In the months between Sochi and Vegas 2014, Shane Hollander decides he’s done watching Ilya from a distance.
He stops waiting.
Told through alternating POV, this fic explores what happens when Shane moves on, and what it does to Ilya to realize he doesn’t get to decide where Shane stays.
It was never just sex. It was never just a game.
And when Shane finally chooses steadiness, it changes the rules.
And who is that man?OR
Shane is trying to build something honest.
Ilya is trying not to lose him.
And the silence they used to live inside is no longer an option.filled with angst. slow burn.
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- Part 1 of What Happened in the Silence
- Part 1 of In the Margins
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 222,969
- Chapters:
- 34/?
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 1,373
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- 2,240
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12 Apr 2026
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I knew you were waiting for me by compost_heap
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Apr 2026
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For Shane and Ilya, the summer off-season is supposed to be about healing from a brutal playoff run. But between a double proposal and a wedding alliance (and maybe something more) forming between Svetlana Vetrova and Rose Landry, quiet is definitely off the table.
While Shane and Ilya navigate the friction of planning a life together, Luca is fighting his own battle. Feeling the pressure of a championship legacy and a lingering knee injury, a reckless accident lands him in the ER, where an incredibly put-upon nursing student makes him feel the same sparks he sees flickering between his dad and his captain. Too bad she's utterly unimpressed by his stats, his name, or his trophies.
The Hollander-Rozanov family is finding out that winning the Cup was the easy part. Building a home is where the real work begins.
(Second in my Hollanov are actually Luca's parents AU. Read don't know what to do whenever you are near first.)
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- Part 2 of Hollanov are actually Luca's parents AU
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12 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is a Slut by misplacedmetaphor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, NHL Hockey Setting
16 Apr 2026
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SHANE CENTRIC FIC.
Shane Hollander comes out before opening night and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
All-Stars circle like it’s free agency and he’s the only contract available.
His DMs combust. Rival captains get bold. Hotel rooms get interesting. The league gets possessive.
The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in every time zone.
It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
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Shane Hollander comes out and discovers that freedom can look like a lot of things.
Sometimes it looks like sex in every time zone.
Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league and far beyond it.
Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.Shane Hollander is having a great time.
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- Part 1 of Shane Hollander is a slut
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 240,498
- Chapters:
- 27/?
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- 6,737
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12 Apr 2026
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I've come undone (but you make sense of who I am) by writerbri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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Nothing feels right or good. Not the weight of his pads or the glide of his skates over fresh ice. Not the crispness of the rink air or the roar of a sold out Montreal crowd. Not his teammates’ triumphant shouts when he sinks a goal or cool water in his throat after a hard workout or well wishing texts from his parents before every game. It’s all just… faded.
Grey.
Empty.
Shane doesn’t know how to bring color back into his life. Not when he leeched it out himself with every step he took away from the only person who has ever truly, honestly seen him.
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After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.
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- Part 1 of finally yours
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 65,368
- Chapters:
- 15/25
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- 1,290
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12 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov boards a plane putting more distance between him and his father and the pressure of life in Russia.
Shane Hollander boards the same plane with a carefully planned routine and excitement over a break from his sometimes overbearing, but always loving Mother.
Somewhere between Toronto and Vancouver they discover they have a lot in common and become friends.
They were supposed to be rivals. They were not supposed to fall for each other. Too bad nobody told them that.
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04 Apr 2026
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don't know what to do whenever you are near by compost_heap
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Mar 2026
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In 2008, Shane Hollander was the Next Big Thing in hockey. Then a baby he didn't know he had changed everything. Shane walked away from the MLH draft, choosing a life of diapers and midnight feedings over the Stanley Cup. Eighteen years later, his life is back on track, and his greatest achievement is about to make his MLH debut for the Ottawa Centaurs.
Ilya Rozanov, captain of the Centaurs, has only one goal: secure his Canadian citizenship, come out, and finally live life on his own terms. He remembers Shane Hollander as a pretty boy from a World Juniors game in Saskatchewan. He doesn't expect to find that same boy back in his sightlines—not as a player, but as the father of his newest rookie.
Or: The one where Shane is a world-class "dadager", Ilya is a pining captain, and Luca Hollander just wants to play his rookie season without his captain and his father making heart eyes at each other across the family lounge.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov are actually Luca's parents AU
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 76,926
- Chapters:
- 19/19
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- 993
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- 4,143
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03 Apr 2026
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Lovers of the Sun by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jan 2026
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“Shane,” Ilya tried again, savouring the snap to attention it earned him, “Take off your clothes. I want to swim with you.”
They’ve spent years hiding what they are to each other in hotel rooms with locked doors and stolen hours in the dark. But at Shane’s lake cottage, there’s no one watching and nowhere to hide. When Ilya dives in and calls Shane to follow, it’s the first time they’ve ever done this in daylight, and everything about it feels like stepping off a cliff.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,750
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 273
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- 2,612
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- 472
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- 23,109
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03 Apr 2026
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Printer’s Alley by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Dec 2025
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They’re not dating. They’re barely even friends. Shane should be in bed preparing for tomorrow’s game. But when Ilya shows up in Nashville wearing a stupid cowboy hat and that dangerous smile, things go from routine to risky: meeting up with Rozanov is a terrible idea. Dancing with him in a crowded bar where anyone could see is worse.
But Shane’s never been good at saying no to Rozanov.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,961
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 443
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- 4,886
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- 882
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- 41,029
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03 Apr 2026
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Night Shift by The_green_fairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.
When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.
Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.
(Currently under major editing.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 191,249
- Chapters:
- 32/32
- Comments:
- 3,463
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- 15,077
- Bookmarks:
- 5,175
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- 571,114
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03 Apr 2026
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Slip of the Tongue by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 Jan 2026
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One accidental word sends Shane spiraling, but Ilya knows exactly what Shane needs—and he’s going to make him ask for it properly.
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Shane accidentally calls Ilya Dad and realizes he might have a daddy kink
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,844
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 514
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- 4,953
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- 972
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- 50,523
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03 Apr 2026
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Nutcracker! by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 Mar 2026
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"You will bend for me many times, I think, before this production is over."
Shane means to say no. He means to tell Ilya Rozanov—arrogant Bolshoi principal dancer and professional pain in his ass—to fuck off and stop moving set pieces without permission. Instead, he ends up on his knees in a dressing room, which is definitely not how the Royal Winnipeg Ballet’s stage manager is supposed to handle conflict resolution.
Three weeks until opening night. One impossible rivalry. And absolutely no way this ends well.
or: Ilya comes to Winnipeg for The Nutcracker. Shane tries very hard to hate him. The mind-blowing hate-sex doesn’t help.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 101,654
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 3,654
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- 7,707
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- 2,849
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- 173,258
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02 Apr 2026
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Pub(l)ic Property: Groin by orangememory
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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In which Shane Hollander's pubic hair goes viral, the internet colour-matches it to Pantone 15-1214 (Warm Sand), and Ilya Rozanov - creates accounts on Reddit, TikTok, Instagram, Tumblr, AND YouTube to anonymously defend his not-boyfriend's crotch using genetics Wikipedia and advanced hockey analytics.
Features: a one-star Calvin Klein review ("very poor elastic, ruined my life"), Svetlana and Rose who have never once been wrong, and the most romantic use of the word "melanocytes" in the history of the English language according to Ilya Rozanov.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,506
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 832
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- 10,768
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- 95,037
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02 Apr 2026
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Bonded Pair: Do Not Separate by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Apr 2026
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Given Ilya and Shane's history, they should be able to handle a few weeks apart. So when Ilya was out with an injury and Shane needed to head back on the road, they would cope. Shane would be occupied with adjusting to his new team and Ilya would be occupied with twitter and the trials and tribulations of British Bakers.
And they would be just so normal about it. Obviously.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,025
- Chapters:
- 3/?
- Comments:
- 888
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- 4,684
- Bookmarks:
- 1,410
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- 71,677
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02 Apr 2026
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none of these stories are interconnected. they can be read in any order, and you're not missing something if you skip some of them. it's just all my HR fic, gathered in one place.
- Words:
- 149,120
- Works:
- 21
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you’re the only one who could by vividblossom (dirtymudblood)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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Shane grew up surrounded by alpha posturing, declaring in the locker rooms how too big and too much their alpha cocks were, and Shane learned to take it as it was; overcompensation.
Because any chance that he was able to sneak a glance in the shower stalls or the urinals, he’d roll his eyes over what they classified as too big and too much.
When Shane saw Ilya Rozanov’s cock for the first time in the locker room shower the summer before their rookie year, Shane thought he’d finally found too big, but not too much.
Not to Shane, anyhow.
Or; Alpha Ilya Rozanov has never been able to spend his rut with a partner. Shane Hollander is up for the challenge.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,671
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 79
- Kudos:
- 6,513
- Bookmarks:
- 1,063
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- 60,561
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30 Mar 2026
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no choice but to love you by gaymumbling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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“Sweetheart, I love you too. Nothing your body can or cannot do will change this, do you hear me?” Shane nodded against Ilya's chest. “I would love to have a baby with you.”
Great, now Shane was crying, again. He was surprised he had any moisture left in his body to spare.
“But I can’t-”
“Shh. Yes. But I can.”
Shane was silent. Then he sniffled. Then, “huh?”or, shane is an alpha who bottoms. ilya is an omega who tops. they're trying to get pregnant.
**please heed the tags! if this isnt your thing, kindly click away!**
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,536
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 36
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- 1,119
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- 160
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- 12,269
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30 Mar 2026
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Shane has a system. It includes a forgotten sweater.
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29 Mar 2026
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23 Mar 2026
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I'm Straight! (you were not yesterday) by SparkingBrakelights
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Mar 2026
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Shane and Ilya decide to come out by building up their public friendship and slowly starting to hint at a relationship.
One of these men is chronically read as straight and the other is Ilya Rozanov.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,930
- Chapters:
- 11/14
- Comments:
- 818
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- 3,954
- Bookmarks:
- 906
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- 63,302
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20 Mar 2026