Silent_Dawn



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  1. Summary

    Stories with Jing Yuan and Dan Heng primarily! But Dan Feng might pop-in here or there

    Every story is stand-alone (unless stated otherwise)! So they can be read independently from each other

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    Just stories about a dragon from Liyue and a phoenix from Mondstadt.
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    (each story is isolated, so there isn't any continuity between the parts. feel free to read them in any order)

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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    my sunday-centric works, or works wherein sunday plays a major role.
    (all standalone, unless otherwise specified.)

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    14 Sep 2024

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    Chuuya blanked, dilated pupils shrinking in fear. He stumbled backwards, hands barely attempting to find purchase as his body was thrown down. He managed to clamber backwards a few steps, pure adrenaline the only thing keeping his body from collapsing, remaining pressed into a terrified overdrive of emotions. "Chuuya!" His vision swam mouth drawing dry, mind tipping into a constant overflow of memories that mixed and produced a static blur.

    (Chuuya's forced to face his trauma, thrown into a clawing panic attack. Loving boyfriend Dazai, sick of leaving Chuuya to face his demons alone, is right there to bring him back.)

    Now with a Russian translation: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43917492

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    09 Jul 2022

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    It hurts; it's a bitter pill to swallow but Chuuya has known since long, long ago that Dazai doesn't care about him in that way. Not like how he cares about Oda or the weretiger or any of his Agency comrades. To him, Chuuya isn't a partner or a friend or someone important, just a powerful piece in the game against Dostoevsky. A precious puppet or a pet, maybe, but still a puppet nonetheless - one step below, one step behind, someone to be manipulated and played with. Exactly like the nickname Dazai gave him.

    A dog. A good, obedient, little dog.

    (Fuck, why does he still care? Why does he still care about this stupid, slimy, bandage-wrapped mackerel, it has been seven years of torment and four years of separation and it should've stopped hurting already, damnit.)

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    5 + 1 in which Chuuya cares too much, thinks Dazai doesn't care at all, and Dazai cares a lot more than he lets on but doesn't know how to Feelings properly.

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    09 Jul 2022

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    This is the closest thing he’ll get, although his selfish human heart shrivels at the thought of it. But if he could continue to have Chuuya in his life, and even let himself pretend that Chuuya loved him a smidge more than what was true, to let himself believe that Chuuya wanted him the way he wanted Chuuya, then he would take being left on the sidelines.

     

    And now he was going to watch the person he loved more than anything be given away to some undeserving random who would never know how long Dazai had suffered in silence. They would never know how long Dazai had waited for Chuuya.

     

    And perhaps Dazai would keep waiting.

     

    He knows Chuuya isn’t selfish like he is, he knows Chuuya would never ask him to wait. But god, years down the line Chuuya will be happy with somebody else and Dazai still doesn’t think he’ll be ready to move on.

    [ or : dazai is in love with his lifelong best-friend. said best friend is about to receive the initials of his soulmate, and dazai's not quite ready to lose him. ]

    russian translation by shuji_samu : https://ficbook.net/readfic/12320200/31675234

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    20 Jun 2022

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    A bunch of unrelated fics of SKK.

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    18 Jun 2022