20 Bookmarks by StraightEdgeSaviour

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    Uzi Doorman's life has been nothing short of hell. Bullied throughout middle school and her three years of high school, she finds herself in a less-than-satisfactory spot in her senior year.

    She has no high expectations, but she would like at least one normal year before she ends it all once and for all.

    Or in other words, a story where Uzi plans her suicide and the many things that annoyingly get in her way.

    Current chapter ── .✦ 36: In which, N and Uzi talk about it. (But for real now.)

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    Chapters:
    36/?
    Comments:
    1,454
    Kudos:
    813
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    17 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    To put it simply- Uzi didn’t want to be alive. She's struggling to make it through the day, and has become reliant on alcohol to help repress her unwanted emotions. The only person she has by her side is her guitar.
    Elsewhere, N is also struggling to survive. With most of his memories of his past repressed, he is struggling to function in this alien world. Helping J and V to open a bar was supposed to be a new start, but he just seems to be struggling even more.
    The two meet, and N offer's Uzi the opportunity of a lifetime- both of their lives start to change for the better.

    OR

    Bar/music AU where N is a traumatised bartender, and Uzi is a depressed guitarist.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    38
    Kudos:
    42
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    493

    12 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    Uzi finally decides to move out of her dad's house, due to, in her opinion, his overly strict and practically smothering rules. She was an adult, so what if she wanted to get into building weapons and all that junk?

    In order to get her own place and *keep* it however... She more than likely needed a bit of help with her rent. So she decides to post a roommate rental online. That's always a good idea, right?

    Out of everything and everyone she suspected to try and take up her offer, she couldn't say she had expected an awkward, puppy-faced weirdo with sharp teeth to show up at her door.

    Realizing she couldn't be picky, she decides to give him a chance. What could go wrong?

     

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    Uzi tries finding a roommate online, and ends up with a tall and awkard silver-haired boy at her doorstep.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    56
    Bookmarks:
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    374

    12 Jul 2026

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    Uzi never had an easy life, tormented for being different. When her desperate plan to fight back goes horribly wrong, nearly causing a disaster, she is betrayed by those closest to her and sent to who knows where, suffering. From that moment on, she lives only for herself—at least until she crosses paths with a certain clumsy Murder Drone once again.

    And things get far more complicated than she ever imagined.

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    Chapters:
    38/?
    Comments:
    699
    Kudos:
    617
    Bookmarks:
    103
    Hits:
    26,828

    28 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    In 2006, 14 kids got on a plane. All they wanted was to kick everyone's ass at Nationals, come back and be hailed as heroes, graduate, and go on with the rest of their lives.

    But in 2008, only 5 kids came home. All they had were tattered clothes, scars, and secrets they could never share with the outside world.

    the murder drones x yellowjackets (murderjackets?) au literally no one asked for (teen timeline only). no prior knowledge of yellowjackets necessary.

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    41,888
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    60
    Kudos:
    48
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    13
    Hits:
    966

    25 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 94

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    He'd been stupid and reckless and that was going to cost this girl her life.

    He hated himself for it.

    Then something cold passed his lips. A smooth, cold, painfully familiar liquid.

    Oil.

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    A story about two young drones trying to figure out why one drone might save what is essentially a cannibal and maybe they become pretty close along the way.

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    222,286
    Chapters:
    50/?
    Comments:
    921
    Kudos:
    518
    Bookmarks:
    94
    Hits:
    23,052

    29 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 50

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    Despite how much N tries, tries, and tries again, he will never be good at his job. Not at hunting, not at killing Worker Drones, not at meeting the company quota, not at appeasing the impossible and endlessly high expectations of his squad leader. Through each failure and reprimand, each corporal punishment and instance of lost memory from his teammates, it gets further drilled into his head and etched onto his very motherboard.

    But despite that, N still found solace in the plucking of guitar strings, the bright and flashing lights of a stage, the ecstatic cheering of the crowd, the beating of heavy drums, the throat-tearing guttural screams, and the success of someone he so wishes to be.

    Unfortunately, it's against company rules to entertain Worker Drones or express your deepest, darkest feelings through song.

    But Hard Rock and its relating genres are all about rebelling and disobeying the rules, so it's only appropriate for him to step onto the stage anyway.

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    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
    121
    Kudos:
    236
    Bookmarks:
    50
    Hits:
    7,770

    21 Mar 2026

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    Following the recipe in an old leather book, Uzi put together everything she needed to summon a Demon Drone. And she was successful! But what came up was almost anything but.

    Covered in sugar and made entirely of sweets, N the 'Candemon' Demon Drone emerged from the weird symbol Uzi drew on her bedroom floor.

    Well, she summoned this guy, so she might as well make her deal and eat her cake too.

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    120,144
    Chapters:
    45/45
    Comments:
    761
    Kudos:
    1,760
    Bookmarks:
    115
    Hits:
    52,125

    13 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 33

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    The beautiful town of Copper 9, a perfect tourist destination: towering mountains, dense forests, a crystal-clear lake, and abundant wildlife…ah, and the occasional walking death.

    What once had been a thriving mining town is now ground zero for the mortal virus that brought the dead back to life. When the hordes began wandering and hunting the living, many perished.

    But not Uzi Doorman. She is way too cool to die!

    She's a woman on a mission, stubborn as hell: once her mind is locked on something, she'll fight tooth and nail until she got it. Unfortunately for the zombies, her mission is clear, live a long life and find her parents in the devastated world she found herself in.

    And maybe... get companions along the way.

    Language:
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    66,003
    Chapters:
    20/?
    Comments:
    155
    Kudos:
    275
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    8,332

    25 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    Started on Tumblr, posting it here too!

    It started when N appeared at Uzi's doorstep one morning, steam wafting off him, in the throes of overheating.

    One sleepover, and an especially happy pillbaby later, both drones find themselves questioning everything about themselves and their relationship.

    (AKA, I write Nuzi fluff and angst until my hyperfixation is satiated, if it ever can be)

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    200,605
    Chapters:
    116/116
    Comments:
    1,593
    Kudos:
    3,060
    Bookmarks:
    333
    Hits:
    114,234

    25 Jan 2026

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    Reaching her locker, she spun the dial to her combination and pulled it open. Just as she reached for her books, something caught her eye—a small envelope sticking out from the side of the locker door. It was plain white, sealed with a small red heart sticker. No name. No indication of who it was from.

    Uzi blinked. 𝘐𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴… 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦?

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    Chapters:
    104/?
    Comments:
    966
    Kudos:
    924
    Bookmarks:
    115
    Hits:
    44,243

    19 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 53

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    Uzi Doorman has lived a life of constant isolation, sealed away from those around her. She’s an outcast in her school, abandoned by her father, and her mother has long left her behind.
    N blames himself for the fracturing of his family. Now, though surrounded by people, his connections feel shallow and insignificant. Every day is a slow torment and reminder of his failure to hold his household together.
    As their lives continue to crumble, can they find solace in each other? Haunted by the ghosts of the past, the two come together for one last attempt to find love and live in a world of hatred.
    “I love you,” Uzi whispered to N, legs intertwined with his as their foreheads joined together.“I love you more than myself.”
    N cracked a small smile, pressing his scarred arm to Uzi’s. “Me, too.”

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    43,732
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    162
    Kudos:
    362
    Bookmarks:
    53
    Hits:
    8,803

    30 Nov 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 60

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    I get so drunk I can barely see
    Hit me now before this gets too cute
    Don't make me beg in this hotel room
    You'd think it'd get a lot easier without you

    A top-heavy Amazon standing lamp's
    The only light left in my life

    Uzi Doorman went by many names. Khan’s daughter, freak, loser, weirdo, addict, druggie, cunt, bitch, asshole. You get the picture.

    What she was never called before was… friend, maybe even lover? Until two new kids came to school, twin brother and sister, N and V. V was pretty but honestly a bitch, N… wasn’t bad looking… wait-what?

    Language:
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    64,071
    Chapters:
    24/27
    Comments:
    365
    Kudos:
    421
    Bookmarks:
    60
    Hits:
    18,026

    26 Nov 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 28

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    I don’t do ‘people.’ I do caffeine, sarcasm, and pretending I’ve got my life together. The world’s a little too loud, a little too fake, and a lot too much, so I keep my head down and my walls up. The universe is a joke, and I’m just waiting for the punchline. My grades are crap, my social life doesn’t exist, and the only thing I’ve got to look forward to is my next cup of coffee—or maybe the next time everything falls apart, because at least then I won’t have to pretend things are perfect. If I’m lucky, maybe the universe will cut me a break. But I’m not holding my breath.

    Language:
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    101,048
    Chapters:
    43/?
    Comments:
    142
    Kudos:
    199
    Bookmarks:
    28
    Hits:
    6,374

    26 Nov 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 89

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    N and V were once happy together, having a son and everything. But sometimes people fall out of love. They're divorced and N doesn't know what to do. Thankfully, a certain goth girl comes along

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    115,822
    Chapters:
    38/?
    Comments:
    491
    Kudos:
    736
    Bookmarks:
    89
    Hits:
    29,716

    26 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 65

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    Uzi Doorman, an angsty ‘leave me alone’ type, ends up moving with her dad to a new town for her first year of college. There she ends up finding a job that leads a curious schoolmate to be intrigued by the girl.

    (This is mainly made because I can’t stop listening to “Helium” by Glass Animals)

    Language:
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    Words:
    40,460
    Chapters:
    6/10
    Comments:
    147
    Kudos:
    408
    Bookmarks:
    65
    Hits:
    10,129

    26 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 30

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    Uzi Doorman, teenager of that weird single dad with the door company, finds it excruciatingly hard to fit in. Losing her mother in a freak accident, bullied to the point of depression, the torment pushes her to her breaking point. In the dark of her shitty world, she meets someone who can finally help her heal.

    But there’s a bitch with a grudge who won’t let Uzi get away so easily.

    Language:
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    40,909
    Chapters:
    10/11
    Comments:
    85
    Kudos:
    194
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    4,834

    26 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 31

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    N wanted Uzi to be happy after everything with the whole Solver and Cyn thing. However that would never happen as the universe is destroyed and reborn. N didn’t really realize that is what happened until his teen years, when him and V discussed recurring dreams of the same things happening again and again. Both agree to never discuss or touch the idea ever again till now Nate (N) finds a small gothic purple girl in college with the name Uzi
    (THIS WAS STARTED BEFORE THE LAST EPISODE AND IS A ‘WHAT IF’ SITUATION! ONLY CANNON UP TO EPISODE 7)

    Next post:March,20,2025
    (Updates on twitter and tumblur Artzzy-May)

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    17/30
    Comments:
    39
    Kudos:
    182
    Bookmarks:
    31
    Hits:
    6,588

    26 Nov 2025

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    Uzi would say her life is going pretty good.

    College is fun, she recently got a new job, she has great friends… things seemed good.

    At least, until N suddenly came back into her life.

    Now, she not only has to learn how to be his friend again, but also how to handle all the guilt she’s carried with her the past four years.

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    A college au where N and Uzi are exs who broke up in high school.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    66,395
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    294
    Kudos:
    1,060
    Bookmarks:
    163
    Hits:
    24,892

    26 Nov 2025

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    uzi is your typical introvert—she loves anime, she loves being alone (she swears she does), and she loves playing video games. these things are typical for loners like her, who people love to hate and harass and tease and spit on. so, imagine her surprise when she has a chance encounter with someone the complete opposite of her on the new mmorpg.

    huge disclaimer that i should have said almost every chapter: if you or anyone you know is struggling with depression, suicidal thoughts, or other forms of mental health challenges, please consider reaching out for help. you are not alone, and there are people who appreciate you being here today. if no one has told you lately, i appreciate you for being here to read my story! i hope this gives you some form of healing, or even serves as a nice distraction. i hope you have a good day, if anything. thank you so much for the support!!

    next chapter tbd, hopefully by the end of sept 2026!!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    169,888
    Chapters:
    25/30
    Comments:
    2,374
    Kudos:
    3,810
    Bookmarks:
    515
    Hits:
    129,516

    26 Nov 2025

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