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    Shane knows about the sensitive spot behind Ilya’s ear. He knows how long it will take to walk from Montreal to Boston, until his feet are bloody. He knows what Ilya tastes like after he’s had a cup of coffee. He knows about all the women Ilya takes home. But Shane also knows Ilya talks in his sleep. These small intricacies of their love is what keeps Shane’s head above water. There’s only a hint of an ache when he hears Ilya’s name. Ilya kisses him and that ache is now more apparent. Ilya kisses him and he unravels. No one is to blame. It’s just the way these things go. But it wasn’t until that day in the locker room, when he heard the news, that he realized just how much he had to lose.

    or, Ilya is lured away by his own sadness. Shane goes after him.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    Last read chapter 3

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    The new law is clear: taxes are no longer enough. Now, millionaires, influencers, and those in positions of power are legally required to enter the Total Power Exchange (TPE) Matchmaking System, a government effort to narrow the gap between the elite and society's most vulnerable people.

    Shane loves his routine, and the news comes as a total shock. He has fought tooth and nail to maintain control over every single aspect of his life, and now he is expected to take charge of someone else too?

    But everything turns upside down when the results arrive. To his absolute horror, he is the one assigned as the Slave/Submissive. And the nightmare doesn't end there. His assigned Master/Dom is someone he thought he had gotten over years ago, someone he only expected to see a couple of times a year on the ice.

    None other than Ilya Fucking Rozanov.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    On chapter 6

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    Ilya helps Shane face his existential fear of retirement.

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    22 Aug 2026

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    “Shane,” he tried to say, but all that came out was a low moan. Shane responded with a little whine of his own, more a hiss of air through his teeth than anything, but it was enough to make Ilya dizzy. He wanted to lean forward, shove his face right at the darkening patch of wetness on the back of Shane’s shorts. He wanted to lick him clean, pull his underwear aside, stick his tongue into the source of that honey and cinnamon and apple scent. He wanted to bathe in it, drench his skin until the smell could never be scrubbed away, he wanted—

    He had scented his fucking boss. And Shane was still frozen in place.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    “Has someone ever sucked your dick?” Ilya got lost in Shane’s beauty for a brief moment, looking at his swollen lips and imagining them wrapped around his cock. And just from this thought alone, he could feel pre-cum leaking out of him, wetting his underwear. “Ilya? Are you okay?”

    “Fuck, Shane. No, I’m not. I’m so fucking hard and you asking this question almost made me cum in my pants,” Ilya answered honestly, burying his head in the crook of Shane’s neck.

    “So no one has ever sucked your dick.” Shane put a hand in Ilya’s hair and massaged his scalp, Ilya relaxed under the touch, he loved it when Shane was playing with his hair.

    "No. I couldn't stand anyone touching me but you," Ilya confessed.

    Or : Ilya's a virgin and only wants to be touched by his best friend.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    Ilya’s mother didn’t die from an overdose. When he was twelve years old, Ilya found Irina in a pool of her own blood. It’s years later, but the image has haunted him, followed him, until the pressure of playing at a hockey tournament in the US sends him into a deep episode that lands him at The Royal mental hospital.

    Shane Hollander, who's been struggling with OCD tendencies for years and lives in fear of his looming rookie season is constantly trying to escape his own spirals. The MLH is just as unsupportive of ‘sissy mental health issues’ as they are of queer players, and though his parents don’t know about the second part, Shane is hoping to find ways to handle those compulsive tendencies too.

    What he doesn’t expect is to meet Ilya; tall, dark, handsome and a fellow professional hockey player. Apparently they were soulmates in the having-an-existential-life-crisis-at-the-same-moment kind of way. But he can’t shake just how irksomely fake and cheerful he acts, like he's always in control. And he also can’t quite put his finger on why he’s here, exactly, or in his group sessions.

    Mental Hospital Meet-Cute AU; still hockey players but not a lot of hockey happens.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    At the end of an intense season, Shane feels burnt out and overwhelmed by his feelings. When he signs up for an elite wellness retreat hosted by The Collective, his family and friends are relieved that he’s finally taking care of himself. 

    Everyone except Ilya. 

    The deeper Shane gets into the program and the happier he says he is, the more concerned Ilya becomes that he’s in danger. But no one else believes him. 

    By the time Shane realizes that The Collective isn’t actually designed to heal him, he’s isolated himself from everyone in his life and is at the mercy of the charismatic leader. 

    But Ilya has spent his whole adult life finding Shane despite all the odds, and he’s not about to stop now.

    Or: Shane has a tuna meltdown and accidentally joins a cult.

     

     

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    21 Aug 2026

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    An idea lodges in Shane's head, metastasizing quickly as his mind flies over dates and names and account numbers. An idea that would solve all of his worries, his fears, that was the best thing for everyone, in the end.

    Everyone, except Ilya. But Ilya wasn’t here, was he? Shane had given him up for the sake of his legacy.

    If he could sacrifice his heart and soul for his legacy, it was the easiest decision in the world to decide to end his life as well. 

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    20 Aug 2026

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    Retired hockey player Shane has been lying to his mom about having a boyfriend, but now he’s agreed to take said boyfriend to the family reunion.

    Ilya Rozanov is Shane’s friendly neighbour. Maybe he can help!

    Or: The smutty fake dating fic with no miscommunication! They said it couldn’t be done, but I have done it.

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    20 Aug 2026

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    On February 14, 2014, Russia passed "The Omega Repopulation Initiative" law.

    Rapidly declining birth numbers, and the inability to keep up with the in vitro research of western countries, led a desperate Russian government to decree that everyone with the secondary gender designation of omega henceforth could be conscripted to birthing facilities, where suitable alphas and betas would be selected for genetic screening and compatibility with the purpose of repopulation.

    The male omegas, a rarity even among the rare omegas, seldomly made it to the facilities. Instead, they became symbols of the most exclusive of commodities, traded among those who believed the worth of a human life was theirs to decide.

    Ilya Rozanov was known to everyone as an alpha.
    He mysteriously disappeared during the Sochi Winter Olympics.

    A tragic casualty of civil war, the world agreed.

    The world moved on.

    Shane Hollander didn't.

    (Or: Against all odds, Ilya finds his way back to Shane in a world that readily believed him dead and moved on without him. This is a story of healing, and of how far you’ll go for the people you love.)

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    20 Aug 2026

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    Last read chapter 8

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    All he could do was watch, eyes locked on Shane rather than the puck like they should be.

    He watched as blood smeared the boards red. He watched as Shane’s body crumbled and hit the ice, with a crunch that seemed louder than any fan in the entire stadium. He watched as Shane just stayed on the ground and did not get up.

    Post-tuna melt, Ilya injures Shane on the ice and has to grapple with the consequences.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    Finished chapter 4 (ending)

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

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    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running a bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    19 Aug 2026

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    Last read chapter 5

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    Drapeau just laughs as he shoves Shane down with his knee, hands still restraining his wrists and in his hair. He presses Shane's face into the bench. 'Stay down, omega, or you'll get hurt.'

    Shane continues to struggle, but the situation is quickly dawning on him. He's bent over a bench, restrained, and no one is telling Drapeau to knock it off, or responding to his yelling, or trying to help him out of the holds. No one is coming to save him. His mind races as he tries to remember who else is in the locker room. At least ten others- a bit less than half the team. Not a single sympathetic face flashes in his mind; in fact, only the worst of the offenders from the past week were in the locker room. He hadn't noticed, naively putting on a brave face and trying to convince himself that nothing was going to happen. No Hayden, no JJ, not even Mitika, who he thinks (hopes) wouldn't have let this happen to him. No starstruck rookies. Only the veterans of the team, many older than him. The ones that have always felt freest to disregard his authority.

    Or: Shane's status as an omega was leaked last week, and the team's been weird since then. Surely none of them will actually hurt him, though, right?

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    19 Aug 2026

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    **TRIGGER WARNINGS**
    *Internalised homophobia and conversion "therapy" are the main parts of this story (there are also elements of self-harm). I promise a happy ending - Ilya is going to get a queer and allied posse together to fight this, but it's going to be a rough road getting there*
     

    Afraid of hurting Ilya, the disappointment of his mother, the embarrassment of the league and his teammates finding out, Shane makes a radical decision - he admits he's gay, and decides to stop. He embarks on a treatment of conversion therapy to make everything better for everyone.

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    Shane understands only four words in Russian: Svetlana - I - love - her.

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    18 Aug 2026

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    Last read chapter 8

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    Shane and Ilya finally have something good. They’re living so close to each other, can see each other pretty much whenever they want, and well, things are working, aren’t they? Sure, Ilya’s playing on a barely stitched together team and Shane is feeling more ostracized than ever by his own, but it’s good. Really. After all, for how long it took, they finally found this little bit of peace.

    Of course it can't last forever. When Ilya takes a blade to the neck in the middle of a game against Montreal everything they've come to know is thrown into chaos.

    If you're thrown off by the word count being 0, this is a comic! There's no words because it's all on the comic pages themself. Hope you enjoy!

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    18 Aug 2026

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    Last read chapter 1

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    There are people out there writing novel-length stories about Shane’s deepest, darkest secret.

    They’re running entire blogs devoted to it. They’ve coined a term for it. They’ve built a whole fucking vocabulary around it.

    (In which Shane discovers fanfiction.)

     


     

    Over the next few weeks, Shane finds himself reading about him and Ilya Rozanov fucking in a thousand different ways, places, and universes.

    They fuck in all sorts of positions, some of which Shane has trouble picturing. They fuck in the sin bin, the hydrotherapy pool, the janitor’s closet.

    Clearly, the real Shane and Ilya need to up their game. The most adventurous place they’ve ever had sex is a windowsill, and they gave up on 69ing after a half-hearted attempt where Shane—accidentally!—kneed Ilya in the back of the head and Ilya had the gall to get all huffy about it even though Shane was the one with teeth marks on his dick.

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    18 Aug 2026

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    There are people out there writing novel-length stories about Shane’s deepest, darkest secret.

    They’re running entire blogs devoted to it. They’ve coined a term for it. They’ve built a whole fucking vocabulary around it.

    (In which Shane discovers fanfiction.)

     

    Over the next few weeks, Shane finds himself reading about him and Ilya Rozanov fucking in a thousand different ways, places, and universes.

    They fuck in all sorts of positions, some of which Shane has trouble picturing. They fuck in the sin bin, the hydrotherapy pool, the janitor’s closet.

    Clearly, the real Shane and Ilya need to up their game. The most adventurous place they’ve ever had sex is a windowsill, and they gave up on 69ing after a half-hearted attempt where Shane—accidentally!—kneed Ilya in the back of the head and Ilya had the gall to get all huffy about it even though Shane was the one with teeth marks on his dick.

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    “What do we do?” Shane mumbled, the words spoken into his lap, “They’ll terminate my contract, they won’t let me play again,”

    Regardless of what he said, the footage remained, living behind his eyes— a relentless, looping image that haunted his peripheral vision. It haunted him like a bad replay on arena screens; blown up, pixelated, and stripped of all context.

    The original, quiet intimacy was gone, replaced by a voyeuristic nightmare, where every single frame flattened something sacred into something cheap and consumable.

    ─── ・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. ───

    What if Shane hadn't been seriously hurt in that game against Boston and Ilya had ended things? What if 3 years later, Vegas footage was leaked?

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    18 Aug 2026

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    Last read chapter 4

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    “Right,” he responded, “Shane. It’s – my name is Shane.”

    “Shane,” Ilya’s mouth curled into a smile. “It is very nice to meet you,” his eyes tracked down to the label sewn on his front jacket, S. Hollander. “Shane Hollander, paramedic.”
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    or: Ilya is the Ottawa Centaur's star player. Shane Hollander is a paramedic. What starts as one hour together becomes years of chasing, longing and - despite their best efforts otherwise - falling in love.

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    18 Aug 2026

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    Last read chapter 1

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    The negotiation. The scene. The aftercare.

    Shane wants to be deprived of something most fundamental.

    But he doesn't want to be forgotten.

    Ilya will be sure he isn't.

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