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    For a second, nothing happens. Just blinking, slow and disoriented. But still alive and still here.

    Shane feels something crack open in his chest so violently it almost takes him down with it.

    Ilya turns his head slightly. His eyes land on Shane and Shane knows, this is it. This is the moment, where it either comes back or it doesn't.

    "I know you," Ilya says.

    The relief hits Shane like a wrecking ball. Shane actually laughs, a broken, breathless sound as he drags a hand over his face.

    "Yeah," he says quickly. "Yeah, you do."

    or

    What does it mean to choose a life you don't remember?

    and it's just another unnecessary amnesia fic

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    18 Jun 2026

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    After their engagement, but before the Fan Mail video Ilya is hurt during a game playing Montreal. And Shane doesn't care if everyone will find out their secret, he has to be by Ilya's side.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “Dude, this is so dumb,” JJ said, looking over the documents, “but also the best fucking thing we’ve ever done. It looks so real.”

    Hayden grinned proudly, “Yeah? I got a friend who’s a lawyer to write them up.”

    JJ looked up at him impressed. “Prank commitment on point, man”

    Hayden’s grin widened.

    He could already imagine Shane’s face when he saw the official-looking divorce papers from Ilya Rozanov. Shane would open the envelope, read the first few lines, spiral for solid thirty seconds, and then notice the tiny line Hayden had hidden near the top of the page.

    April Fools, bitch.

    or - a really dumb prank + series of unfortunate events = angst with happy ending

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    16 Jun 2026

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    @ russianbear clove 

     roz is so fucking funny man had two seconds to process and he spent them thinking about how to get that ass

    @ icemenace Ro - he's so real

    @ shaneybugbug Libby - oh he's been WAITING for this 

    @ iwant81 Abbie - he was so obviously joking oh my god 

    @ russianbear clove  - ummmm i don't think so

    @ iwant81 Abbie - rozanov likes girls english just isn't his first language so he accidentally made it look like something you freaks are taking advantage of

    @ russianbear clove - so he's joking or it was an accident??? Istg at least chose one

     

    or - Shane Hollander comes out and Ilya loses his mind

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane sometimes needs deep pressure after games to calm down again.
    Ilya learns about this when Shane crashes and is willing to help.
    It becomes their ritual, and Ilya is supportive - but he is, true to himself, a little funny about it, too.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane as he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Wyatt’s gaze shot up and it was like one of those moments in a fucking movie or something.

    Because the person bursting through the door like an absolute tornado at two in the morning was Shane Hollander. The man looked sweaty. And breathless. And panicked. No, haunted. His eyes were wide and tortured, chest heaving like he’d run here from Canada.

    What was he doing here in Tampa and not in Canada?

    Oh. OH. Oh shit.

    OR

    **Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game - Canon-Divergence**

    What if when the Centaurs plane trouble occurred, Shane immediately jumped on a flight to Tampa?

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Ilya and Shane have been married for four years, the Ottawa centaurs are projected to win the Stanley cup for the third year in a row, the foundation is doing good, and they happily play the part of “best and most fun Uncles” to the small, but steadily growing, group of baby centaurs. Now, Shane and Ilya face a new heartbreaking challenge - trying to become parents themselves.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Tampa, Florida. Room 1217.

    In between fade out and fade in, Ilya Rozanov lets the fire burn and Shane Hollander lets the storm surge.

    A few hours in a hotel room can change you.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Immediately following the events of Episode 6, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov return to the cottage and spend the next number of days talking, fucking, and sharing secrets about their relationship the other person doesn't know.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Sent back from 2021 to 2006, Shane is determined to find Ilya and secure their future together. At the same time, he finds himself on an unexpected journey toward self-actualization

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    31 May 2026

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    Notoriously child free starlet Rose Landry has offered to be the surrogate for her best friend Shane Hollander and his husband Ilya Rozanov. Right around the time tabloids begin to swirl about the starlet’s mysterious pregnancy, reports drop of Tatiana, a 6 year old Russian orphan claiming to be Ilya’s illegitimate daughter conceived during his final summer in Russia 7 years before. Shane initially believes the reports to just be the girl’s orphanage trying to capitalize on his husband’s fame, but Ilya becomes convinced that Tatiana may actually be his upon seeing that she’s the spitting image of his late mother. Soon Ilya and Shane are in a transatlantic fight to prove the girl as Ilya’s daughter and bring her home to Canada while also preparing their home for a new baby in just a few short months. To make things more intense, when the press catches on that Shane may be the father of Rose’s baby, they begin to suspect that there’s trouble in paradise. But they’re wrong. It just turns out that paradise was a little bigger than the pair thought.

    Fluff, mostly canon compliant, I made Harris trans and y’all can’t say shit to me about it

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    25 May 2026

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    What if Shane and Ilya are so young and dumb that they accidentally fall for each other like immediately and are too uninhibited to get in their own ways?

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    Shane fell first! No Ilya fell first! WRONG! They tripped at the same time & hit their heads together so hard they forgot they were supposed to be chill. The people yearn for soft! sexy! hockey! boys!

    (If you want more soft hockey boys this is a sequel to The Early Days)

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    11 May 2026

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    Told entirely through scrollable text messages between two hockey rivals who absolutely should not be doing this. But they do it anyway.

    Hidden behind the names Jane and Lily, Shane and Ilya trade sarcasm, provocation, and bad decisions, until the conversations slide into reckless flirting, explicit suggestions, and messages sent way past the point of good judgment.

    No filter, no restraint, no self-control. Just timestamps, ruined sleep schedules, and sexting that feels inevitable when neither of them knows how to stop pushing the other’s buttons.
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    Chat conversations are displayed in the form of interactive scrolling HTML widgets.

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    09 May 2026

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    "I'm sort of waiting for the other shoe to drop.”

    Ilya’s brow furrows and his eye squints the way it does when he's parsing his mental English phrasebook to determine what someone is saying.

    “Waiting for… bad thing to happen, yes?”

    Shane smiles sadly but nods, “Yeah, exactly.”

    “Well, first shoe is pretty great. Wonderful shoe, even. I've never seen a more special or important shoe in my life,” Ilya gushes.

    As the Centaurs go on their road trip without Shane, Shane has to face down Roger Crowell alone.

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    09 May 2026

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    09 May 2026

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    After many years of secret hook ups, doubts and fear Shane and Ilya are finally happily together.

    One day they are just relaxing in Shane’s apartment, when suddenly Ilya gets a text from none other than his ex situationship from his teenage years, Sasha.

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    09 May 2026

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    “I am best player in league and you are excited about Hollander. Rude,” Ilya huffed and crossed his arms.
    “Aww, is Roz sad he’s no longer the favorite?”
    “Hi. I’m Luca Haas. I look forward to playing with you, Mr. Hollander,” Haas extended his hand, blushing.
    “No, not Haasy too. My son has betrayed me,” Roz dramatically cried out.
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    Shane joins the Centaurs after being pushed out of the Voyagers, all without them knowing about his relationship with Ilya. However, the Centaurs welcome him with open arms.

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    09 May 2026

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    No one wanted him there. And definitely not in their space.

    When Ilya Rozanov transfers from Boston to Montreal right after the start of the new semester, his reputation follows him straight onto campus. The hockey team knows who he is. The frat definitely knows who he is. And no one’s interested in getting close.

    So when his housing falls through at the last minute, it becomes a problem no one wants to deal with.

    Shane gets stuck with it, and tries to ignore his feelings.

    It kinda works. For a while.

    Because it’s one thing to ignore someone across the rink or in a lecture hall. It’s another to live with them. To notice things you weren’t meant to.

    This isn’t just a bad roommate situation anymore.

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    09 May 2026

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