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    Statistically speaking, there was a very long list on one end which Shane sat solidly at the top of. On the other end, there was a list with only one name on it.

    Shane was the best of everyone Ilya had ever fucked.

    Sasha was the best to ever fuck Ilya.

    Shane would never have gotten two Stanley Cups if he didn’t know how to pivot and change direction when needed.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Perfection

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    There were things about Shane Hollander that existed only in the dark, and those things were most of him.

    or; a moment of vulnerability at a team gathering turns into a viral scandal overnight when a video of Shane coming out is leaked to the press.

    Suddenly, everyone is watching. Everyone is talking. Everyone is judging.

    It all goes to hell—until maybe it doesn't.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Unhinged in a way that will break you before putting you back together. Incredible. 7

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

    ----

    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Oh this is so good- ch 4

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    Shane nearly dropped the phone on his face when he opened Rozanov’s message. His next breath caught in his throat, forcing out a strangled cough as he registered what exactly he was looking at. It had to be a mistake, surely. He racked his brain, attempting to conjure some possible explanation as to why Ilya Rozanov had just sent him a picture of women's panties.

    Or

    Ilya asks Shane to wear panties, or at least that’s what he assumed. They’re both in for a pleasant surprise, followed by some intense sex and emotional turmoil.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Shane doesn’t know what it feels like to meet your soulmate. What’s it like to meet the person the universe has picked out for you and fall instantly, hopelessly in love with them? He hasn’t met his soulmate yet. Sure, it would be nice to have someone to share his life with, someone special. He has his new friend Ilya Rozanov though, and he doesn’t have a soulmate yet either, so maybe they could just be with each other? While they wait?

    or Shane Hollander proves that he can be more stubborn than Ilya Rozanov when it comes to love.

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    22 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Hmmmmmm 13

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    What if Ilya adopted Anya in his rookie year and somehow Anya loves Shane more than Ilya?
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    At the age of nineteen, Ilya Rozanov decides to baby trap Shane Hollander :)

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    22 Aug 2026

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    Extremely cute - 7

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    Metros Updates️ @metrosupdatesmlh
    After the Metros only barely made it into the playoffs this season, rumours suggest that Shane Hollander is considering leaving the team. His contract is up at the end of the season and the captain hasn`t re-signed with the team yet. 

    leo @h0ckeyrules
    Replying to @metrosupdatesmlh
    hollander is like the most loyal player in the mlh, he wouldn`t leave them for anything

    Sel @metrosmausi
    Replying to @metrosupdatesmlh
    istg if we loose hollander, we`re done. Who should score goals for us? Pike??? 

    Oliver @centaurspro
    Replying to @metrosupdatesmlh
    call me delusional but i say hollanders signing with the cens and he and roz are gonna make up the most dominant duo in hockey ever 

     

     

    or: Shane`s contract at the Montreal Metros is ending and after marrying Ilya a year ago they both decided long-distance is not for them anymore. Now Shane has to tell his homophobic team that he is leaving them to play with his husband (that they don`t know of yet) while said husband is being a menace on twitter in preparing their coming out.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    “I guess I’m just feeling a little behind? And now everyone is so far ahead of me, I wish I could just have someone who…” he stops himself, before he says too much. He tries to laugh it off. “I don’t even know. I barely know what I’m saying.”

    “You wish you had someone who can show you?” Ilya catches on.

    “Maybe,” Shane says, voice barely louder than a whisper. “It doesn't matter, though. It’s stupid. Let’s just sleep, okay?”

    Ilya is quiet and Shane thinks the conversation has come to an end. That is, until Ilya speaks again. “I could do it.”

    Shane’s heart stops. What the hell does that mean? “Do what?” he laughs, nervously.

    “I could show you.”

     

    - or, shane and ilya are childhood friends and ilya offers to teach shane all about sex. they definitely, totally do NOT have feelings for each other. right?

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    07 Aug 2026

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    On March 12, 2020, the MLH season is cancelled.

    The world shuts down a few days later.

    Shane and Ilya have all the time in the world to spend together, until the the league's plans interfere.

    Forced to lurch between extremes, their relationship may never be quite the same again.

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    02 Aug 2026

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    “They are so pretty. Pretty freckles on pretty boy and I want….”

    Shane can’t breathe. Holy fuck he can’t breathe, every fucking fantasy he’s had since he was seventeen is right in front of him and he doesn’t know what to do.

    “What…” licks his lips and watches as Rozanov leans forward, like he can’t help but try to be closer, “What do you want?”

    A smile, slow and wicked, sharp canines that Shane wants at his throat.

    “I told you, to be boyfriend.”

    Or: In a world where there was no CCM hookup and they're just rivals, Shane has come out as gay, and Ilya isn't going to let that opportunity pass him by, leading Shane to a journey of discovering self-worth, fighting shitty team dynamics, winning the Stanley Cup, autistic meltdowns and maybe even leaving Montreal.

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    31/?
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    31 Jul 2026

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    30

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    "This is Ilya Rozanov," Hayden says. "You might have to hospitalise him if you want to play center anytime soon."

    "Noted," Shane says, sipping his drink to avoid that intense gaze.

    "You are Shane Hollander, yes? I have heard of you."

    "Yeah?" Shane feels himself bristle. His acceptance into a men's league last year as a trans man did get some low-level coverage. He stands straighter, ready for some insult about -

    "Mm, yes. My friend took me to see final of your league last year. You scored big hat-trick to win game." He takes a slow sip of his clear drink. "But backhand is a bit weak."

    "Weak backhand?" Shane scoffs.

    "Yes. Is okay, I will teach you. Maybe let you play center once or twice during season."

    "That's not happening." Shane feels anger running under his skin, but relief as well, that the guy was just chirping his hockey skills. "Thanks for your generous offer, though."

    t4t hollanov tboys play on the same hockey team in uni - out/early transition shane x stealth ilya

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    30 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    perfect

  12. Public Bookmark 47

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    Between Yuna and David stood a man with dark eyes and a strong nose, a familiar, awkward-in-front-of-cameras smile stretched across his face. Ilya’s consciousness crept back into his body only to be deafened by the pounding of his heart in his ears. His fingers still did not feel like they belonged to him. He brought the card close, too close, to his face, but the photo was nowhere near the level of resolution that would have allowed Ilya to detect freckles.

    Ilya’s eyes moved to the text on the bottom of the card. It read, “Happy Holidays from the Hollanders! Love, Yuna, David, and Shane.”

    Ilya and Shane were inseparable in high school until it all fell apart.

    Now, years later, Ilya returns to Ottawa for a day to clean out his old room after his father's death. He plans to be in and out quickly, but when he learns Shane is also trans, he's too curious to not show up to the Hollanders' holiday party.

    Or:
    What if you learned that your homoerotic bestie from childhood was now trans like you?

    t4t high school best friends to strangers to lovers

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    29 Jul 2026

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    Shane doesn’t use the shared showers, for obvious reasons. But it’s not like he’s the Russian. Rozanov. Who Shane has heard locks himself in a stall and won’t even talk to his teammates until about a minute before the game.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    The beginning is a parking lot in Saskatchewan.

    The beginning is Shane Hollander telling him not to smoke; twenty-three years later and Shane Hollander is still telling him not to smoke.

    The beginning is Shane’s hand in his, twice for some reason, like even then he couldn’t keep his hands to himself when it came to Ilya; when he is just so good at keeping his hands to himself when it comes to everyone else.

    “He approached you?” Hayden asks, pointing at Ilya doubtfully.

    “Why wouldn’t he?” Ilya scoffs, flashing that crooked smile that Shane still can’t help but love. “I am very handsome,” he quips and Hayden gets a defiant look in his eye, like he’s prepared to argue with one-time Calvin Klein model, Ilya Rozanov, about his level of attractiveness.

    —or—

    Newly obsessed with romance, Ilya and Shane’s seven-year-old daughter decides she wants to hear her parents’ love story. Fortunately, Jackie, Hayden, Svetlana, and Rose are all on hand at the cottage to help her parents figure out how to tame it down.

    standalone fic in same post-canon as other fic in series

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Extremely cute - soft fuzzies

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    "Happy to be of service," Hayden bowed, and Shane laughed, just as the door clicked open again behind him.
    "Who is this?" A deep voice asked abruptly, in an accent that Shane dimly noticed sounded Russian.
    "Our new roommate, Rozanov," Hayden rolled his eyes with a long-suffering sigh. "I literally told you about him last night."
    Shane turned to see one of the most attractive men he'd ever seen in his life standing a foot away from him.
    Realizing he'd been staring for a moment too long, Shane stuck out his hand. "I'm Shane Hollander."
    The young man appraised him with disinterest for several seconds before saying, "Okay."
    Shane dropped his hand, his face burning.
    "Shane, this is Ilya Rozanov, but everyone just calls him Rozanov," Hayden exhaled. "And he is my asshole roommate of two years, going on three, and now one of your roommates.”
    Rozanov smirked. “You are mad I get my own room while you share with him.”
    “Oh, fuck off, Rozanov,” Hayden retorted. “Unlike you, I have friends, and one of them is Shane.”
    “I have friends,” Rozanov dismissed.
    “Friends that you don’t fuck,” Hayden clarified.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    55

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    Ilya has been patiently waiting for Shane to realize he wants to give up control. When Shane sweetly suggests that Ilya take more of it ~outside the bedroom~ Ilya finally allows himself to lean into the desires he’s been holding back since that night in Vegas.

    Or

    Shane and Ilya negotiate and explore a power dynamic

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    25 Jul 2026

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    When Shane hears his teammates make homophobic comments about Scott Hunter, he starts to think that maybe Montreal isn't the place for him.

    Or, Shane joins the Centaurs earlier.

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    19 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so goooood

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    Stealth trans, autistic Shane Hollander faces his own personal nightmare when a sudden period outs him to his hockey rival/secret crush Ilya Rosanov.

     

    TLDR: Shane and Ilya stay in a hotel, and there's only one bed! Menstruation, coming out, smut and feelings follow!

    Language:
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    15/?
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    05 Jul 2026

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    15

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been best friends since they were twelve. They were attached at the hip, as much as two straight guys could be.
    Everyone accepted that Shane and Ilya were just being Shane and Ilya.

    Or: Shane and Ilya think they know where to draw the line between straight best friends and whatever the hell they keep doing.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are teammates, charity co-founders and ex-rivals. They are definitely not dating, and are obviously both super heterosexual.
    It's a new season and Lily (Shane's very real girlfriend, who is definitely not his Captain Ilya Rozanov) has decided to join the group chat for the spouses and partners of Ottawa Centaurs, which Jane (Ilya Rozanov's very real girlfriend, who is definitely not his alternate Captain Shane Hollander) is already a member of.

    What could go wrong?

    ( The sequel to "I just need a quiet place where I can scream how I love you")

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    Chapters:
    17/18
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    3,145
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    61,516

    29 Jun 2026

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