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    After their first time in Montreal, Ilya ghosts Shane for over a year, keeping himself at a distance long after Sochi. No reason, no discussion, just silence. But when an MLH Awards forces them to present together, Ilya can't ignore Shane any longer and Shane won't let him.

    Their heated reconciliation is interrupted after a knock on the penthouse door sends their night in a wildly different direction—one Ilya will never forget and Shane struggles to remember.

    The next morning, Shane wakes up hungover, alone, and startled by the ring on his finger. With no Ilya in sight, and all texts unread, the familiar ghosting leaves Shane feeling rejected and freaking out, retreating to his summer cottage.

    If only Shane knew Ilya was on a journey to protect them and would go to the ends of the earth (Canada) for… his husband.

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    20 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    Shane had always dreamed of being drafted, playing professional hockey and having his older brother by his side as they turned their love of the sport into their full time careers, together. He's never been great with change and major life events not going to planned- and he certainly never planned on possibly his favorite person in the entire world moving across the border without him and becoming best friends with the guy the league had already decided was his rival before he'd ever even met the guy, Ilya Rozanov.

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    20 Sep 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have been best friends since their first day of ninth grade. They do everything together- play hockey after school, study, (or at least, Shane does, while Ilya tries to convince him to do anything else) hangout every chance they get. It’s simple. As easy as breathing.

    Until senior year comes around, and things start getting…complicated. Especially when Shane starts dating one of the guys in his French class, and Ilya finds himself more upset by it than he should.

    Or: another Shane being Ilya’s bi-awakening fic, teen angst edition

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    17 Sep 2026

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    Both Shane and Ilya are perfectly content to ignore the elephant in the room

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    29 Aug 2026

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    15 Aug 2026

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    After meeting at the spy academy ten years ago, rookie agents Shane Hollander, Agent 24, and Ilya Rozanov, Agent 81, started secretly hooking up.

    That's until Shane put a stop to it by running away from Ilya's hotel room three months ago without an explanation.

    Ilya was determined to forget Shane, but when one of his mission goes sideways, Ilya is reassigned to help Shane unmask the most prolific art thieves in the world.

    But Ilya's past finds him, compromising their new mission and both their safety.

    [OR This is a tuna meltdown AU where Shane and Ilya are both spies and end up in a safe house together]

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    09 Aug 2026

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    When you’re born, you have a sliver of someone else’s soul that lives atop your skin like a tattoo, it’s animal appearance allowing you to catch a glimpse of your soulmate’s personality.
    Between the years, their rivalry, their affair, and their fears, Shane and Ilya try their best to live in that world.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    What if Ilya has a panic attack in the locker room after getting the news of his father's death after the Winter 2017 Montreal @ Boston game and no one can figure out what is going on? What if, while scrambling for answers, Cliff Marleau has the brilliant idea to call Jane?

    Or,

    What if Shane and Ilya's deeper emotional connection begins just before Ilya leaves for his father's funeral in Russia instead of on a phone call while they are separated by oceans?

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    25 Jul 2026

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    In another timeline, Shane and Ilya hook up in Room 1410, Ilya slips out unnoticed, and they spend the next seven years trapped in the situationship from hell we all know and love.

    In this one, Yuna Hollander walks in just as Ilya goes to leave and—through the combined power of misunderstanding, miscommunication, and a frankly alarming lack of follow-up—Shane and Ilya start dating in 2010.

    Given the chance to grow up with rather than against each other, Shane and Ilya build a life thats steadier, safer, and far less frightening than their canon. Their rivalry fizzles before it ever has the chance to fully ignite, replaced by hockey’s most beloved “bromance", and in 2015, they find the courage to do the one thing their canon counterparts never got to do: tell the NHL and the world.

    There is just one problem: No one believes them.

     

    OR: Despite Shane and Ilya being out for two years, Scott Hunter is still considered the first openly gay player in the NHL, much to Ilya’s indignation.

    ACT I: Ch. 1–11 | Complete | 2010–2015 | 107k
    ACT II: Ch. 12–16 | Ongoing | 2015+

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    25 Jul 2026

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    “I want you in my hotel room tonight,” Ilya says, satisfied when Hollander’s pupils dilate in response. “I want to take you apart, slowly. Until you’re begging for it.” 

    “Fuck off, asshole,” Hollander breathes out, but the look in his eyes says yes and more please. “You can’t just come back here and–” 

    Just as Ilya is about to lean down and kiss the next words out of Hollander’s mouth, a buzzing sound startles them both. He glances down to see Hollander’s phone vibrating on the countertop with a text notification from someone named Matty.

    In an alternate timeline, Shane resolves to move on after Sochi. When he and Ilya reunite for the MLH Awards in Vegas, Ilya takes the news of Shane's new "friend" about as well as you'd expect. 

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Part 12 of a series. Potentially canon-divergent (which is due to my writing scenes after Ilya and Shane drove away from the Hollanders' house). If the show doesn't address the rest of the summer, then it could be canon-compliant like the rest of the series.

    Shane and Ilya spend their last weeks together at the cottage and then take a road trip back to Montreal where Ilya stays until the first week in September. They make the most of their pre-season time together.

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    Domestic moments, some social media moments, date nights, romantic smut, really smutty smut, and lots of love. And maybe a couple of difficult conversations. But HEA!

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    30 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 73

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    June 2010

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov hook up for the first time and Shane needs to process his feelings.

    As it pertained to his sexuality, he’d crossed the Rubicon. And there was no going back. The man-on-man sex bell had been rung. But could someone tell by looking at him? Was there something different about his eyes or his face… or maybe his lips?

    Shane brought his right index finger up and traced his lower lip. Immediately he could vividly imagine the feeling of Ilya’s soft, full lips on his, pressing and pushing; his tongue seeking entrance and Shane granting it.

    Shane closed his eyes and sighed as he relived the way Ilya had (gently) taken his face in his hand to hold him steady as he initiated their first kiss.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    They’d agreed on a plan. It was cautious. Designed to keep them safe. Laying the foundation for a future after hockey. It didn’t include Shane going nuclear one fucking day into pre-season, blowing up his entire life on something he should’ve expected to happen if he was being honest with himself.

    Or, when the long game falls apart, Shane and Ilya need a new plan. (Or or, from the ten year plan to the one week speed-run.)

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    12 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 88

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    This is the season 2 retelling of the 100 that you’ve been looking for. Bellarke, found family, darkness, and hope. You’re going to love it. I got your back. I promise.

    "He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you." -Friedrich Nietzsche

    A season 2 Bellarke rewrite where bonds are forged--friendship and romance--and Clarke doesn't leave after the Mountain. Begins with the Season 1 finale and follows the show until the Bellarke reunion in 2x05, and then I take dramatic liberties after that, which have rewarding and realistic-to-canon friendship and romantic payoff. Come along for the ride! And when you finish reading, I'll "see you on the other side". Lots of love. <3

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    11 May 2026

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    Losing in front of his family and country at the Sochi Olympics hurts.

    Realizing he can no longer have Shane Hollander hurts more.

    Ilya Rozanov is going to do what he’s always done - sacrifice what he wants for what the world expects. He lets Shane go and builds a life that looks perfect from the outside.

    Dating actress Rose Landry should make everything simple and easy.

    It would be, if Shane Hollander knew how to lose.

    Unfortunately for Ilya, Shane has never been very good at that.

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    05 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander marries Ilya Rozanov on a Friday at his cottage by the lake.

    Shane and Ilya decide to get married during their time at the Cottage. It's a secret from nearly everyone, but even secret weddings still need some preparations.


    Or, as Harry told Sally, "when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."

    Follows on from 'Out of the Closet'.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    The one where instead of documenting their story through cryptic instagram posts, Ilya documents it on his skin. From day one. While telling himself it's not a big deal, or even about Shane.

    Shane takes more time than he should to put two and two together.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    Shane does a photoshoot for an athletic magazine. Ilya is not in fact okay about it.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    What was he supposed to say? Yes, Hollander. I have a soulmate. All I know is that he has played hockey in Canada before. Oh, that could apply to the entire league? Oh, that could apply to you? Oh, you are now having a panic attack in my bed?

    Yes. That would not have gone well. 

    (Or: Soulmate AU where the marks that appear on your body appear on theirs. Ilya finds out that Shane is his soulmate long before Shane does. They are idiots in love.)

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Odd-Man Rush: The situation that occurs when a team enters the attacking zone and outnumbers the opposing players in the zone.

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    Shane doesn’t know why he still feels so off-kilter. He should be the happiest he’s ever been—he won the Cup, he feels like he’s maybe starting to have a few friends on his team, and he’s finally starting to believe his parents when they tell him he won’t get traded again. He should be on top of the world, but sometimes he still feels like the lone defender on an odd-man rush, skating as fast as he can to prevent what feels like an inevitable outcome.

    The problem is that he’s not quite sure which outcome it is that he’s trying to stop.

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    168,578

    21 Mar 2026

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