absenthium
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there's no sound but the wind by absenthium
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
17 Nov 2023
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It's the end of the world, and they walk it alone.
Somewhere, the ocean rises. -
παλλακή (as matter out of place) by absenthium
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)
21 Apr 2023
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Your father is a man, and you are his creature.
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- Part 2 of war is the context (god is a boy)
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i'm doing this for revenge (i'm doing this to try and stay true) by absenthium
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (IDW Comics)
28 Mar 2023
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"It’s close to a mirror; it’s close to be him. It’s the weight of being seen with none of the hurt."
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Raphael gets a battle jacket. -
εἴδωλον (morning arrives, you hear from below) by absenthium
Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (IDW Comics)
23 Mar 2023
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He’s all his father asks of him. No more, no less.
Fabric scratches skin off his face.Series
- Part 1 of war is the context (god is a boy)
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Lagertha is the beast nestled in your chest.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 562
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 7
- Hits:
- 306
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war is the context (god is a boy) by absenthium
Fandom: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (IDW Comics), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
21 Apr 2023
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on war and the things it takes.
- Words:
- 2,814
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- 2
- Bookmarks:
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but i'll come around, i'll come around / someday by absenthium
Fandom: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (IDW Comics), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2003), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
11 Feb 2023
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"The room is on fire. He’s reaching for his heart, and teaching it how to beat."
four-parter exploring Leonardo's time in the Foot, and its aftermath.
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- Works:
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- Bookmarks:
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go out of our way to say them out loud by absenthium
Fandom: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (IDW Comics), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2003), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012), Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles - All Media Types
07 Mar 2023
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on my butch Leonardo bullshit.
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- 1,798
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- 2
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Hudson finally decides to bite the bullet now—here, in the corner of a too-loud gay bar that smells like heavily poured vodka sodas and sweat—and ask the question no interviewer had yet dared to.
“Have you ever been with another guy?”
Connor sips his drink slowly, licks his lips over a smile. “Can't imagine how that's relevant.”
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08 Jan 2026
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Shane doesn’t use the shared showers, for obvious reasons. But it’s not like he’s the Russian. Rozanov. Who Shane has heard locks himself in a stall and won’t even talk to his teammates until about a minute before the game.
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08 Jan 2026
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only bought this dress so you could take it off by luminoussbeings
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Dec 2025
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“God, Rozanov.” Shane picked up the bra off the back of Ilya’s desk chair and dangled it by the strap. “You couldn’t even bother to clean up after your…your, uh, lady visitors?”
Ilya glanced over his shoulder, then turned back to the bed. “Ah, no.” He gave a half smile, straightening the sheets. “Is mine, actually.”
or: Shane finds Ilya's lingerie
Bookmarked by absenthium
08 Jan 2026
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On Pins and Needles by draculastarion
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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Shane’s jaw drops. “Rozanov?”
Jesus Christ. He hasn’t seen Rozanov since the Olympics, which was five years ago. As far as he knew— because he’d never actually learned where the fuck Rozanov disappeared to— Rozanov had stayed in Russia instead of coming back to the USA to play out the rest of his contract with Boston.
And yet, here he is. In fucking Florida, in a fucking tattoo shop.
After securing his third Cup win, Shane makes an appointment at a tattoo studio in Florida to get a commemorative tattoo.
His tattoo artist is Ilya Rozanov.
Bookmarked by absenthium
06 Jan 2026
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pressure point by featgod
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jan 2026
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Shane left a brutal training camp in Russia, thinking he’d never have to deal with Ilya again. Two years later he’s just signed to fight him in Las Vegas.
Enemies with benefits, unresolved tension and really bad decisions.
Bookmarked by absenthium
05 Jan 2026